I really can't describe her ordeal in one sentence, maybe "leaving" is a real relief for her, there is no more pain, no more sad things, but then again, if she can always pay attention to her life, maybe there will be no current result.
On December 25th, there was sad news in the anti-cancer Internet celebrity circle, Gu Xiwa from Jiangxi unfortunately died of rectal cancer, only 23 years old, the age of flowers, he has not enjoyed the happiness of marriage, nor has he experienced the happiness of being a mother, and he has not even been enough of other people's daughters.
According to Gu Xiwa's sister, the specific time of her death was 7:40 p.m. on the 25th.
Based on the fans' attention to her and the fact that she couldn't let go of her fans, she left a tearful suicide note: I hope that after I leave, my sister can take care of my mother. Although I don't have any money and nothing left for you, I have worked hard for my sister, and the rest of my things will belong to my sister...... For me, there have been fears and reliefs, and I will watch you bless you from heaven......
From her simple words, it is not difficult to feel that she is a very kind girl and knows how to be grateful. After more than two years of fighting cancer, she has walked very hard, but fortunately, with the company of fans, she can get through the difficult late nights.
As early as December 20th, Gu Xiwa said goodbye to fans, she was afraid that she would not have the strength to share the news again, so she said with emotion: 23-year-old rectal cancer is in the advanced stage, everything is fate, and no one can help it.
At first hearing, many people must think that her death is a regret, but in the eyes of fans, this is not a regret, but a relief, because her life is too bitter, so bitter that it is indescribable.
Before being diagnosed with cancer, Gu Xiwa had a happy and enviable life, and also had a boyfriend, who loved each other very much, and the two lived together unmarried and became pregnant, and then discussed marriage.
However, God did not fulfill people's wishes, and Gu Xiwa was unfortunately diagnosed with advanced rectal cancer.
Gu Xiwa didn't get a clear answer from the doctor for the reason, but she once said in the news: I may be because I often stay up late, don't like to exercise, sit for a long time, don't like to drink water, drink milk tea drinks, love to sulk, grumpy, like to eat sweets, skip breakfast, and eat supper at night......
Although these things are not directly related to her cancer, they are inextricably linked, maybe she didn't stay up late, she didn't sulk, she wouldn't have such a result.
After the miscarriage, her boyfriend abandoned her (I can't blame others, I can only say that it is too realistic).
I thought that the bad luck would end, but the dog that I wanted to live with was killed by my cousin and sold to a restaurant, because of this she was depressed for a long time, and when she was relieved, her father died suddenly, which made her spiritual world collapse all at once.
Although her mother is still by her side, she doesn't say a word to her, and she only cares about herself being chic outside.
A life of suffering ends in such a way, maybe the best arrangement, it's too bitter, go all the way, lovely and kind beauty!