At the end of November, it was slightly cold in Hangzhou, Yang Ming wrapped his cotton jacket tightly, and watched the swaddling clothes in his arms sway gently. She is married and a mother, and Sun Yang was born in an ordinary winter.
And his future is like a clear sky full of clouds, blue.
Yang Ming clearly remembers that she stood on the edge of the pool at that time, watching Sun Yang play in the water leaning on the floating ring. This child is not frightened by the unfamiliar environment like other children, and it seems that he has found the happiest paradise in the water.
Yang Mingjin's thin figure is much wider now, and she was still the main force of the women's volleyball team at that time. Such an upright athletic demeanor is now more of a kind motherhood.
She looked at her child, relieved and worried.
As a result, Yang Ming became more and more convinced that Sun Yang may be blessed with swimming. With longing and expectation, she let Sun Yang start this journey full of unknowns and challenges.
At first, he was like a wayward fish, unwilling to suffer, playing and being lazy. But Yang Ming is very strict, she just wants Sun Yang to have a platform to show his talents in the future. So she strictly supervised the training, rendered Sun Yang's future light in the water to the coach, and provided Sun Yang with the most intimate care in life.
She is not only a mother, but also Sun Yang's most intimate cheerleader.
The London Olympics are over, the fireworks are gone, and the applause is gradually stopped. Yang Ming wiped her tears of relief, which was the result of her and Sun Yang's joint efforts. But she didn't expect that a victory would start a more difficult journey in her life.
The aura of an Olympic champion has attracted much attention to Sun Yang, and various business activities have followed. Yang Ming volunteered to do all this. She stayed by Sun Yang's side, and anyone who wanted to get close to her had to pass through her checkpoint.
Yang Ming also did not forget to restrict Sun Yang's increasingly active social circle, for fear that it would affect his training. What's more, when she learned about Sun Yang's relationship with flight attendant Li Yingnian, Yang Ming did not hesitate to force the two to break up.
In fact, Yang Ming's good intentions Sun Yang knew it. She just cared too much about the luster of this piece of gold, for fear that anyone or anything would rub off a little of the divine dazzle. Yang Ming's actions have made Sun Yang's training more closed and focused, and she defended herself by saying that it was all about protecting Sun Yang.
However, the consequence of over-pampering is that it cannot withstand normal doubts or criticism. This became the fuse for a series of out-of-control events in the future.
In 2018, there was a sudden turmoil in drug testing, and the center of the incident was Sun Yang himself. Yang Ming trembled in shock, and the psychological defense line she had so hard built collapsed at this moment.
The reporters flocked to him, and Yang Minghu opened his bow left and right in front of Sun Yang, defending him one after another. She only has her son in her eyes, and she only knows how to protect, where will she understand the seriousness of the incident.
All kinds of misdeeds have made what could have been a revelation worse. Yang Ming does not allow any negative evaluation, even if it is a factual report. She tried her best to exonerate Sun Yang, but she didn't know that this was already an avalanche, and she couldn't escape her fate.
At the hearing, Yang Ming once again talked about him, she wanted to save her son from fire and water, but she also pushed herself into the fire pit. The ban period was set at more than 4 years, and the heroes of Chinese swimming fell from the clouds.
Over the years, Sun Yang has had Yang Ming participate in every key node. She was like a behind-the-scenes mastermind, giving birth to a legend at first, only to destroy it in the end.
From the top of the swimming world to the disgrace of his reputation, Yang Ming's heart is like a knife. She wanted to block the wind and eat snow for her son, but she didn't know that the wind and snow would get worse; She just wanted Sun Yang to shine, but she didn't know that she would be mainly responsible for all these consequences.
"I just want to protect him and let him focus on the game. Yang Ming hugged her head and cried, she never thought of hurting her child.
Her husband Sun Quanhong comforted her with red eyes and persuaded her to blame herself. Indeed, Yang Ming's care for Sun Yang has gotten out of control. She needs to reflect on her prejudices and mistakes as a mother.
"We are all old, we should learn to let go and let Sun Yang take responsibility for life.
Yang Ming gradually calmed down, and her husband's earnest words hit her heart. It's time to step back into the background and stop dictating Sun Yang's every move. She wants to be grateful to all those who have supported Sun Yang, and she must sincerely apologize to all those who have been accused and hurt by her.
As a mother, she originally just wanted to protect her children. But her preference and defensiveness made her lose the standard of judging right and wrong.
In the future, Yang Ming will no longer interfere in Sun Yang's decision. She will prompt and remind when necessary, but it is really up to Sun Yang to make her own choice. After all, there is only one life in life, and she cannot deprive her children of the opportunity to grow and reflect.
Yang Ming also has to learn to be tolerant and forgiving, because she always believes that Sun Yang will become a better version of herself.