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followed the big brother of the underworld for six years.
He brought back a girl on my birthday.
He was covered in blood, and the pretty girl was hiding in his arms.
Since then, he has never looked at me again.
Everyone thought that I couldn't love Xuchang, and I was so sad that my liver and intestines were broken.
I smiled and fiddled with the watch on my wrist.
I was an undercover agent planted by the police in the largest criminal gang in West China.
Lurking by his side for so many years, just to invite him to prison.
How could it be...... Fall in love with him?
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1
Late at night, the villa was brightly lit.
I sat down on the couch and re-lit the candles on the cake.
"Sister Qing, don't wait. 」
"Big brother said he wouldn't come......
The lighter was kept being pressed open in my hand, and the fire rose and went out.
I stared at the flames.
"If he doesn't come back, I'll keep waiting. 」
"I said that I would spend my birthday with me every year, but what if I missed the appointment?"
「……」
But in fact, the clock hands on the walls all point to three o'clock in the morning.
He's not coming back.
I took Wu Yangyang and a group of people to wait in the villa, all of them were junior brothers.
I know, I waited for him to come back and spend my birthday with me. I don't know, I thought I was waiting for him to come back and fight.
Finally, a second before the hour hand pointed to four o'clock in the morning, the roar of a car engine sounded downstairs.
"Sister Qing, big brother is back!"
Someone rushed upstairs and told me the news loudly.
I stood up and walked up the stairs to look down.
Yes, he's back.
I furrowed my eyebrows and asked the man standing downstairs looking at me with no clear meaning.
"Xuchang, who is the woman in your arms?"
2
Xuchang had a long knife wound from the tail of his eyebrows to his cheekbones.
The wound was still bleeding at this time.
Looking at it this way, it adds a touch of ruthlessness to his originally handsome face.
I put gauze on his wound and he grabbed his wrist.
"Ah Qing, have I been too used to you all these years, huh?"
Fingers ran uncomfortably across my wrists,
He is like that, all the cruelty and threats are hidden in gentle movements.
I lowered my eyes.
"It's okay. 」
He chuckled twice, rubbing his fingertips lightly and loosely against my radius.
"Really, that calls so many people to come to my house......
"I don't know, I thought I was in the underworld. 」
He's not just a gangster.
From the days of licking blood from the knife edge to today, it is all human lives and skulls.
Oh, but now he's whitewashed, and he's a young entrepreneur.
In the newspapers, he was touted as a young talent.
Disgusting.
"Who's the girl you brought back?"
I didn't struggle hard enough to get him to let go.
And successfully shifted the subject.
But he loosened his eyebrows, but now he avoided me.
"It's none of your business. 」
The man got up and took the gauze from my hand, leaned over again, and kissed me at the corner of my lips.
"Have the leisure to pay attention to what woman I brought back......
"I didn't bother to pay attention to how I was hurt. 」
After saying that, he bit me on the neck slightly punitively.
"I raised you for nothing. 」
3
The wind in Qubei City is a bit strong these days.
Or maybe it's the unfinished building I'm in, ventilated everywhere.
The sound of punching and kicking could be faintly heard not far away, but someone handed me a cigarette.
I pushed it away.
"Xu Chang doesn't like me to smoke. 」
……
"Help me find out the girl Xu Chang brought back last night. 」
I turned around and said to the person next to me.
He followed me since he entered the organization, because he was ranked seventh, called Li Laoqi.
I usually call him Xiaoqi, because he has been with me for too long, and he will more or less say things that others won't say.
"Sister Qing, alas, ......"
"You're the smartest woman I've ever met. 」
"So, you should understand that love should not be in us. 」
「……」
He stood beside me with his hands in his pockets, and looked with me at the clearing of ruins.
"Which one of us doesn't have blood on our hands?"
"Big brother, he is now whitewashed, and he will not marry someone like us who has blood on his hands. 」
"Let's betray his life, he will definitely be good to us, but if we want a name, it is impossible to designate......
Yes, Xu Chang believes in me so much, and he has spoiled me like this all these years, just because I carried my life for him.
Over the years, I have had so much blood on my hands that sometimes when I look at myself late at night, it seems that I can see the ghost of my life.
So much so that sometimes, you have to forget who you are.
An undercover agent, a nail buried deep in the dark earth, a long, deadly lead.
I exchanged my thirteen years with the blood of my colleagues.
No one will arrive in the abandoned unfinished building, and the sound of punching and kicking has just ended.
I looked up at the clear white clouds under the clear sky.
I don't care how many women there are in Xuchang, I'm just afraid.
Decades of painstaking preparation were wasted by an uncertain factor.
"Let's go, go meet the little girl who was brought back. 」
I turned around and said to the person behind me.
4
It's not the same as the cries that linger in the abandoned unfinished building.
The villa in Xuchang is quiet and peaceful.
When I entered the door, I saw a girl with braided hair lying on the sofa reading a book.
When she saw me, she was shocked and immediately became restrained.
"You ......"
When the girl saw me, her eyes dodged, and her eyelashes drooped.
"Are you sister-in-law?"
I was amazed that she would describe me like that, and sit next to her.
"No, it's not. 」
"Ah......h
The girl shrank into the corner with a slight frustration.
"I thought that the only one worthy of Brother Xu was a beautiful and excellent woman like you. 」
「……」
There is a kind of innocence in the eyes of the girl who does not understand the world.
I secretly smiled bitterly in my heart, this is another girl who was deceived by Xuchang's appearance.
Just as I wanted to reach out and rub her head, I was suddenly stopped.
"Sister Qing, the eldest brother said, I can't let you touch Miss Lin. 」
The people next to me came quickly, forced me in front of me, and if it wasn't for the respect for me, they almost carried me away.
"Please don't come to this villa in the future, this place is Miss Lin's now. 」
The girl was frightened and shrunk again, and I raised my eyebrows.
Tsk, this degree of protection.
"Okay, I'll go. 」
Xuchang has brought back a lot of women over the years, and it is the first one to be protected like this.
5
"Sister Qing, that's all we can find. 」
In the car, Xiao Qi bent over and handed me the information.
There is very little information, but that's all, it's just what Xuchang wants me to find.
Miss Lin's full name is Lin Man, and she is three years younger than Xuchang.
And Xuchang is...... Grew up in the same place.
Before being brought back by Xuchang, he was an employee of an orphanage, and his resume was very innocent, so he almost printed "a greenhouse flower" on paper.
"Big brother seems to be ...... to her Very different. 」
Xiao Qi whispered in my ear.
Indeed, this Lin Man is not really the white moonlight of Xuchang, the only white character on the tip of the dark heart.
I bit my nails and thought.
As far as I know, up to now, Xuchang's weaknesses are few.
He had no father or mother, and he had climbed up from the bottom, even later than I had entered the organization.
Young, but ruthless, I watched him climb all the way, and then followed him all the way, choosing the right person, and choosing the wrong person.
Choose the right person because I have become his confidant, and breaking me is equivalent to him cutting off his own arm.
Choosing the wrong person because ...... I didn't expect him to grow explosively.
By the time I reacted, it was too late.
My thoughts were interrupted by Xiao Qi's later words, and he patted me on the shoulder.
"Big Brother Says ......"
"He wants to eat what you cooked. 」
「……」
If Xuchang wants to eat, I have to make it for him.
I smiled and told the driver to turn around.
Go to the vegetable market and buy groceries.
6
The villa where Lin Man is only located is only one of the insignificant properties in Xuchang.
The place I am in now can barely be regarded as the "home" where Xuchang lives.
It's a very simple apartment building, but I don't know how many bodyguards are staring.
I carried the vegetables upstairs by myself, then washed the vegetables, boiled the water, and cooked.
Xuchang has never eaten any delicacies from the mountains and seas, so how can I love what I make with my own hands.
But every time he watched me cook, his eyes were only glued to me.
I really have the illusion of a wife and a husband, and it makes my stomach turn upside down.
This time, I was dealing with the fish on the board when he suddenly grabbed me from behind.
When he came, I don't even know.
"Don't touch me, fishy. 」
"Where's the fish?"
He laughed, ruffled my hair, and playfully played with my earrings.
I turned on the faucet and washed the blood from the fish on my hands.
"Don't do it, you can do it again when you're done. 」
His kisses landed on my neck, and I was half-pushing, half-pushing, half-pushing.
Until it fell into his eyes, bright and fine.
Even laughing, all amorous and skillful.
I lowered my eyes and finally pushed away from him.
"Angry?"
He teased me a little and pinched my cheek.
"I didn't give you a birthday, and I became a little pufferfish?"
"Who is the puffer fish ......?"
This sentence is something I really wanted to complain about, but he nodded his nose.
"Speaking of you, you're covered in thorns, and you're not ...... It's heart-wrenching. 」
「……」
The marble countertop was fairly smooth, and he picked me up and put it on it.
The man bowed his head and kissed me, and everything was messed up by him,
I couldn't breathe anymore and clutched at his sleeve.
Until he relented and looked at me with a smile.
I suddenly realized that I was still so young, and he laughed, not knowing what he meant.
"Do you know why I was injured like that when I picked up Lin Man and only came back that day?"
"Because she's got something interesting. 」
He didn't know where to pull out a picture and handed it to me.
I smoothed out the photo and looked at the contents on it.
"Ah Qing, don't you think it's too interesting?"
The man spoke at my neck, and even the sound of laughter was clear.
"She said she had seen you, she called you...... Officer Chen. 」
In the photo, I was wearing a police uniform and taking a group photo with the children in the orphanage.
The man bowed his head and kissed the tip of my nose.
"Huh, baby, explain?"
「……」
I looked down and stared at the picture.
The tofu soup on the stove is still bubbling,
He just looked at me quietly, as if he didn't want to miss my expression.
In the middle of the night, I laughed, raised my hand, and beat him.
"What do you mean? Xuchang, have you forgotten......
"I graduated from the police academy, but later, I was kicked out......
When I was assigned an identity, I was given the possibility that my experience at the police academy would be revealed.
The bureau simply gave me the status of being permanently expelled from the police academy for undiscipline.
The man looked down at me, and I was pressed against the desk by him.
I don't know if this suspicious madman will pick up the knife on the board and slash at me.
Until he chuckled.
His waist was rubbed twice by him lightly and heavily.
"Oh? 」
"I'm sorry, I forgot. 」
「……」
Unshackled on me, he smiled lightly.
He also took the spoon in the pot and scratched it.
"It's not far from the meal, isn't it?"
"I'm so hungry, Ah Qing. 」
He stared straight at me.
I pursed my lips, straightened my shirt, and nodded.
When I fiddled with the corners of my clothes, I realized why he was rubbing my waist just now.
My back was already wet.
7
That meal, at least for me, was tasteless.
In fact, every day with Xuchang, I don't know what to eat.
I wanted to put those silver handcuffs on this man's wrist, and I thought about it every day, and I was going crazy thinking about it.
Until the light pick of the loose voice broke my thoughts.
"Ah Qing, there is a batch of goods parked in Donggang tomorrow, you can personally help me deal with it. 」
I looked up and looked across the table at the table.
"Buyers are very vigilant, you go alone, you don't have to bring people. 」
「……」
I was stunned and asked him subconsciously.
"What?"
He stared at me and smiled profoundly.
I understand that I shouldn't ask, don't ask, Xuchang is like this, even I have to hide it, otherwise I wouldn't have been so slow to collect evidence in the past few years.
I nodded, picked up my bag, and headed out the door.
"Okay, I'll leave first, I'll ...... if there's nothing to do."
But he grabbed his wrist as he walked past him.
"Why are you so absent-minded today?"
The man's finger bones casually crossed my wrist, and he didn't mean to let me go.
I smiled wryly.
"I just finished dealing with one of my men in the afternoon, probably ...... Somewhat tired. 」
The man stopped talking, but he didn't let me go.
There was a complete silence between the two of us, and I could only feel the touch of his wrist stroking.
Until he softened his voice.
"Stay tonight, huh?"
At that moment, I subconsciously thought of rejection.
"Forget it, I don't have anything to do tomorrow...... Not. 」
So he was violently dragged into his arms, and then pressed to the dining table, and the fine kiss fell on the neck.
The dim light was dim, and I looked into his eyes in a hurry.
He is always like this when he is emotional.
Restraint but red eyes.
Crazy and ...... Forbear.
8
I barely slept all night.
So it's inevitable to get up the next day...... Three poles on the sun.
The bedding was messy, and there was no man to be found beside him.
I got up, then tried to clear my mess of thoughts and took a shower.
The transaction Xu Chang said was carried out at 12 o'clock tonight in Donggang.
So I still have time to take care of myself, but before I can do that, I need to think about two things.
First, what exactly is Miss Lin to Xuchang and what is her purpose.
It would be nice if Miss Lin was really Xuchang's Bai Yueguang, then Xuchang would have a weakness, an enemy with a weakness, and the threat would be much less.
If not, it's troublesome.
She's coming at me, she wants to bring me down, and I don't know why, I don't know, if she can turn enemies into friends, I don't know.
Second, has my identity been exposed in front of Xuchang?
That's what worries me the most.
Xuchang is so unpredictable that no one knows how he will move next.
The people in the road are afraid of him, because he can stab you in the waist while inviting you to tea.
As I thought about it, I reached for the phone card in the compartment of my bag.
This was given to me by the bureau, and it was my last resort.
That year, the director patted me on the shoulder and told me that if I couldn't go undercover one day, I would call with this calling card, and the bureau would protect me from whatever it said, even if I was in the wolf's den.
However, if you make this call, everything will be in vain.
My everything.
Six years of forbearance, the blood of colleagues, every step that violates justice.
I will be a sinner in the high court, because nothing can be exchanged for all the sacrifices.
I always dreamed of putting the handcuffs on Xuchang's wrists, and I dreamed of it.
I don't know how many times I flipped that calling card, but I still closed my eyes.
Put it back in the compartment.
9
Half past eleven in the evening.
The car I was driving was driving on an empty highway.
Before I arrived, I could smell the salty smell of the tide.
I pulled up and was facing the port, where several black Santanas were already parked.
The headlights were pointing straight at me.
In fact, it is impossible to say that I didn't notice anything unusual in the task I was given this time.
However, how can I disobey Xuchang.
Disobey him, and I will be exposed.
I got out of the car, my hands in the pockets of my trench coat, and I squinted at the man sitting in front of the car.
I'm trading with someone this time.
Everyone on the road calls him Brother Ermang, as his name suggests, ruthless and crazy.
And I heard that the industry is not clean...... Many.
"Looks like my goods...... Perfectly bringed?"
He jumped out of the car and looked me up and down.
I was a little uncomfortable by his gaze, but I still decently handed him the box in the back seat.
"The goods are here, see for yourself. 」
He just raised his eyebrows and looked at me.
"Miss Chen, can you please help me open the box?"
The gaze was still glued to me, and I was smiling, in fact, I think at that time, I already knew that something was wrong.
But the headlights of that row of cars are shining directly on me, and where can I go?
The chest was opened, and inside was heavy stones.
The man's hoarse and perverted laughter pierced my eardrums.
"Giggles, Miss Chan......"
"Don't you understand, this 'goods' ......?"
"Isn't that you?"
10
"Xuchang!!I want to see Xuchang!!"
"You can't do this to me!
"Xuchang!!Xuchang!Xuchang!!"
The shackles on my wrists shook to a crisp sound, but all that answered me was the ticking of water dripping from the corners.
I swallowed my throat and found myself finally hoarse.
Huddled in a corner, not because of how scared, but because of ...... Cold.
Yes, I have long noticed that Xuchang is beginning to suspect me.
But I really didn't understand why he was so decisive in selling me.
Not to mention the relationship over the years, as far as the things I have done for him, he will more or less trust me.
He just sold me like that? because Lin Man only said a few words?
I began to Xi biting my nails, but the more I thought about it, the more I felt that things were a mess.
The only thing I know for sure in this mess is that I can't die.
You can't die no matter what, because the mission is not completed yet.
So now, the only one who can save me is Xuchang.
That's why I shouted his name.
I can't fathom how he has felt for me over the years, but there is one thing that no one would want to spend five years with a strange woman.
Or Xuchang is such a ...... The devil who has lost his humanity.
So even if I try, I'm going to try it once.
As I kept shouting his name again, someone finally opened the iron door.
"No, aren't you tired of shouting like this?"
"Xuchang won't come to save you!Damn, if the boss hadn't sold your organs. 」
"I really want to cool off on you. 」
「……」
I gasped and stared at the man.
"Let me see Xuchang ......"
"I'm grass, didn't I tell you......
Seeing that the man's foot was about to kick down, suddenly someone stopped him.
Is that the ...... Brother Ermang.
"Let me see Xuchang, I have something to say to him. 」
There was no response, so I raised my voice.
"I said I wanted to see Xuchang!
I shook the handcuffs with a loud bang, until at some point, a low, calm voice came overhead.
I stopped.
"What's it called?"
"Ah Qing, who are you coquettish with?"
「……」
I really didn't expect Xuchang to be there.
So the moment I heard his voice, I was still stunned for no reason.
The man is spotless even on the tip of his shoes, and I am now covered in dust, but I want to look up at him spotlessly.
"Xuchang, why do you doubt me?"
"I've been with you for so many years, why do you doubt me without asking?"
"Have you ever thought that Lin Man is only her, and she frames me......
I tried to try to be as sincere as possible with my expression until the man crouched down in front of me.
His fingers just brushed my cheek.
I don't know, I thought he was appeasing his lover.
"Even now, I'm still soft on you. 」
"Ah Qing, if you want to blame it, blame it...... You're messing with me. 」
The hand on his chin gradually moved to his neck, and he slowly gathered his palm.
I gradually lost my breath and stared into his eyes, just staring.
It was like a deep black pool, with no bottom in sight, and no bloody beast hidden inside.
Until he jerked me go, I fell to the ground, coughing violently.
I heard his voice dimly, it was from Brother Ermang.
"She's whatever you want. 」
「……」
I coughed as I stared at his spotless trousers.
That was the last thing I said to him before he left.
"Lin Man must have lied to you. 」
"Why don't you want to ...... Trust me?"
11
The man is gone.
After the loud sound of the lock, the basement returned to silence.
It was as if everything was over, and in front of me was a road to hell.
But is it all over?
I banged on the railing as I thought about what to do next.
Actually, I don't know who Lin Man is.
I just said that just to pour dirty water on her.
Xu Chang is a suspicious person, and it is not a bad thing for him to be suspicious.
"Hey, get up. 」
On the third day I was locked up in the basement without eating or drinking, someone pulled my hair.
"We're going to take you for a full body check-up, and if there's a diseased organ, it's bad. 」
"But don't worry, you can still live without a kidney. 」
"After all, I'm going to sell you somewhere else. 」
「……」
I was being dragged and shoved into the car, and these days, I was in a trance until I kept dreaming.
In the dream, it is the shadow of a former comrade-in-arms, a sacrificed master, and the first time he killed in front of Xuchang.
When I had blood on my hands, he crouched down and gently rubbed my head.
Say I'm welcome to join.
He didn't know that I had just stabbed my most important person.
「……」
The anesthetic was slowly injected into my body, and the intermittent dreams became one.
The protagonist there is still Xuchang.
It's no wonder that I think Xu Chang is going crazy, and for countless nights, the driving force that supported me to survive was to send him to prison.
The dream was a long time ago, when Xu Chang had just set the leader of the organization in the air.
Xu Chang began to gradually clear his identity, and I secretly sent information several times to arrest him into the bureau, but he was acquitted not long after.
One night, he had some wine and was going to go home alone with me.
He probably got a little drunk that day and asked me if I wanted to be with him.
Together, how strange it is, it can come out of the mouth of Xuchang.
I shook my head and said I had someone I loved.
That night, he stopped abruptly and stood there, looking at me.
The man's eyes were a little red, and the wind in the mountains and forests was rattling, and he sneered and looked at me defiantly.
"Does your love matter?"
That was the first time I had seen the madness of the flow in his eyes.
Then he pinched my chin and kissed me.
"Not together, you're mine. 」
「……」
After that, he never talked to me about the relationship again.
A sharp pain shattered my dreams.
Icy water poured down over my head.
I blinked, and realized that I had come back to reality.
……
The man named Brother Er Mang stood in front of me.
With a mouth full of yellow teeth, he smiled at me.
", do you know what interesting I found?"
"The doctor doesn't recommend that we do an organ removal operation. 」
"Because You ......"
"I'm pregnant. 」
"The child is from Xuchang, he probably doesn't know that you have his seed until now. 」
「……」
When I heard the news, my mind went blank.
Pregnant?
I never thought that there was a life in my body, and it was Xuchang's.
Why is it his?!
It was like countless hands pulling me into a deep pool, as if the last pure white place in my heart was occupied.
I was stunned in that place for a long time.
"So, we decided to help you get the kids away first. 」
"As much as I would love to have your kidney taken at the same time, the doctor said that if you do it, you'll probably die on the operating table. 」
"I don't care about your life, it's just that you can sell it for another good price, you know?"
「……」
He patted me on the face and crouched in front of me as if he remembered something.
"Oh, by the way, Xu Chang wouldn't know about these things. 」
"You don't even know you have his child. 」
「……」
12
"You seem to have that expression all along. 」
"Why, don't cry and scream anymore?"
On the way to the operating table, Brother Er Mang chatted with me rarely.
I don't answer anything he says to me these days, until this time, I look up at him.
"Have you ever heard that evil does not prevail over good?"
He scoffed.
"The last thing I believe in is fate. 」
I tilted my head and stared at the rickety black cloth from the window.
"But I think I'll make it to the end. 」
「……」
Later, after the operation, I really wasn't dead yet.
I lay in a hospital bed for more than forty days without any life-sustaining medical equipment.
The dimly lit basement was in rudimentary condition, and they just made sure I was alive.
Because I've been locked up, I don't know how long it's been.
Someone brought me some barely filling food, and I ate it, and if I didn't, I was hungry.
If you're going to be unconscious, carve words on the wall and do some simple math to keep yourself awake.
Until one day.
I was jerked out of bed and shoved into the car.
"Damn, I've finally found a buyer. 」
"He's a pervert, but he's a high bidder and he's crazy. 」
It was rare for me to see Brother Ermang flustered, and he patted my face.
"What are you laughing at?"
"You know, Xuchang is looking for you all over the world. 」
"Fuck, how the hell did he know you were pregnant with his child. 」
"Lao Tzu told him that you were dead, but he didn't believe it, and immediately chased me to the head!"
"I don't have time to get my kidney!"
"Hurry up and sell you for a good price and run away!"
「……」
I sorted out the context of the matter from his intermittent words with the driver.
Lin Man is really not a good person, he was sent by Xuchang's biggest competitor.
was originally very smart, but being smart was mistaken by being smart, and he wanted to think about the position of his sister-in-law.
Xuchang did make her a sister-in-law, but she was exposed on the spot within a few days.
She was exposed, but she helped me by mistake, because then all her words would not be credible.
Instead, I became wronged.
Xuchang started looking for me, and then he knew that I was pregnant with his child.
He went crazy for some reason, and now the whole gray industry is walking around him.
Brother Er Mang wanted to kill me, but he was afraid of Xuchang's revenge, so he decided to sell me, and then fly abroad with the money.
The person who bought me is a pervert who is not afraid of death.
That pervert likes to stitch the limbs of living people together.
Sew the mouth and eyes, then hang up to admire.
……
This is my third day in the perverted house.
At this point, my feet were sewn together.
The man in the steel mask looked up at me.
"What are you counting?"
The silver needle pierced the skin, and this time, the tip landed on my arm.
I was shaking in pain, but I was laughing, and I told him that I was counting the hours.
"When?"
He asked me.
"The time when Xuchang found me. 」
He stopped and looked at me in great incomprehension.
It's just that the next second, he can't make any expression on me anymore.
The door of the wooden house was kicked open, and the mermaid in black entered.
Then, I met Xuchang.
……
The man looked at me distractedly.
I was hung in the air, and he could clearly see the dense wounds at my feet.
Brother Er Mang wondered at that time, who spread the news of my pregnancy.
Actually, I passed it on myself.
Brother Er Mang also has an informant from our police station, and his position is very low, but it is enough to contact me and exchange information.
When Xuchang showed me that photo, I was planning for my future:
Before leaving, I stuffed a video in the most inconspicuous corner of my desk.
Probably the content is that I was planning to confess to Xuchang on my birthday.
One thing that is always overlooked is that Xuchang has never been in love.
I rejected Xuchang's confession that night, he is very proud in his bones, and he must not forget that night.
I don't want him to know that I "love" him on the night of the moon.
I want him to know that I love him when he pushes me into the abyss with his own hands.
Is it love that is the hardest thing in the world to give up?
No, it's guilt.
Love is just a cluster of flowers blooming next to the brocade.
Guilt is the root that pierces the skin and flows wantonly.
It's going to drive people crazy.
He was looking for me almost in a hurry, and he looked like he was gone.
He put me down and held me tightly in his arms.
I felt his trembling hand caress the top of my hair.
His voice was very hoarse, very hoarse, and I noticed that he was not the same as before.
He became careful about everything he did to me.
"Let's go home. 」
「……」
「...... I don't have a home. 」
He was visibly stunned, and then looked like he was going to rub me into his body.
Whispering sorry in my ear was like a whisper.
……
He put me in the car and walked into the cabin.
There was a man in black at the door of the hut, and I couldn't see anything.
But after a while, a terrible cry came from the wooden house.
Probably that pervert.
I leaned against the window and listened to the screams.
Staring at the cabin, the screaming continued.
Like a wail from hell,
and the fear that comes from the soul.
Xuchang's hands are never stained with blood.
Now, it's stained.
13
Xuchang took me home.
Everything seems to be the same again.
But what has changed, he never lets people live in his apartment in the city center.
But he hugged me that day and said that it was my future home.
I also saw Lin Man for the last time.
The girl, who seemed to laugh innocently, suddenly distorted her face when she saw me.
She was being held up, but she was staring at me.
I kept crying and yelling at me that I was an undercover agent at the police station.
"Xuchang, do you think she's a good person?"
"She's definitely undercover!! undercover!!"
"You can't be unaware!!Xuchang ......!"
After hearing the word undercover, the man's face suddenly changed,
Then he threw the priceless teapot on the table in the girl's face.
I shook sharply beside him.
He immediately turned around, took me in his arms, and coaxed me.
"Qingqing, scared?"
"It's okay...... Don't be afraid. 」
The kiss fell on my neck and shoulder, and he looked at me almost in despair.
"You're not...... Right?"
I didn't answer him,
But he hugged me for a long, long time.
14
Xuchang is very good to me, so good that no one has ever seen him like this.
But all my means of communication were still cut off, and my range of activities was limited to that small apartment.
I asked him for my phone, and all he responded to me was leaning over and kissing me.
I asked him why he locked me up, and he just put his arm around me and stroked my waist, chin against me and laughed.
Sure enough, he was still awake.
What doesn't believe that I'm an undercover agent is clearly believing that I'm not the one who is on his side.
That night, he came home at two o'clock in the middle of the night.
Just leaning against the entrance and looking at me.
His figure blended into the thick night, tilting his head and asking me why I hadn't slept yet.
I told him I couldn't sleep.
I've had insomnia for a long time.
As soon as you close your eyes, your hands are full of blood, and the souls of those people.
He came over and hugged me, but the smell of gunpowder still spilled into my nostrils, which I had smelled when I was out of the scene before.
It was the gunfire and the smell of gunpowder.
He hugged me for a long time and raised his hand to rub my hair.
"Qingqing, it's okay. 」
"It's over. 」
「……」
I saw it on the news the next day.
A fire broke out in the city's pharmaceutical factory last night, and four people died due to ineffective rescue.
Among them is Gong, the legal representative of the pharmaceutical factory, and the victim has multiple bullet holes on his body, which was set on fire by man, and the accident is currently under investigation.
This Gong is the second brother who tied me up at the beginning......
I lowered my eyes and stared at what was on TV.
Xuchang is crazy.
But I'm going to be driven crazy.
Countless times I have thought about bringing this devil with me.
But what I want to do is not to let Xuchang die.
I want to send him to the Supreme People's Court, and only by arresting him and trying him can we uproot the underworld forces behind him.
My master's last wish is to return a blue sky to Qubei City.
Xu Chang didn't know that the first person I shot was my master.
A person who is over half a hundred years old, still fighting on the front line, and likes to buy me lollipops on his days off.
He took my hand and shot the bullet into his own eyebrow.
Because he knows that there is only one way to prevent me from being exposed.
Because he knows that either I will die or he will die.
He said, let him, the old man, go first.
Xu Chang saw me shoot the policeman, so he slowly let down his guard against me.
Also from that day,
I know that I can only live, I want to live, I want to live to witness Xuchang stepping into the execution ground.
Otherwise, I won't even be able to go to hell with peace of mind.
15
After winter, one day in early spring, Xuchang suddenly came back very early.
He said, "You're going to take me somewhere."
It was very rare that he did not bring a bodyguard, and he used to search the eavesdropping equipment every time he got in the car.
Especially now, he's a real man with blood on his hands.
However, he just took me and got into a car.
"Qingqing, you know what?"
"Today seems like it's my birthday. 」
The car was driving on the endless highway and I didn't know where he was taking me.
"It's my birthday on my ID card, and I don't know if it's or not. 」
"That's what I was talking about casually in the juvenile detention center. 」
The journey seemed far away, and I stared at the sunset that sank into the huge mountains and the birds streaked across the clouds.
"I spent my childhood in a juvenile detention center because I killed someone when I was 11 years old. 」
"It was my own father who killed him. 」
"Because he popped my mother's eyeballs. 」
「……」
The car was still moving at a constant speed, and his tone was still calm.
"It's bizarre, it's absurd, isn't it?"
"Until I was eleven years old, I didn't want to kill my father like a brute. My mom was a college student in the city, and she was bought by my dad. 」
"My mother was abducted into the mountains by human traffickers. 」
"When I was eleven years old, my dad came back, drunk, and beat my mom, who was already blind in one eye, against the wall. 」
"So I picked up the axe from the wall and struck him nineteen times on the back, and he died, and I went to the juvenile detention center. 」
The night seemed to fall, Xu Chang turned on the headlights, and still said unhurriedly.
"After I came out of the juvenile detention center, I had no relatives and no reason, only the underworld was willing to accept me. 」
"Only the dirty stuff will hold me. 」
"That's when I found out that I probably inherited ...... My dad is a demon. 」
"I was given a psychological test and said I was an antisocial personality. 」
"I erased all those files. 」
The car finally arrived at its destination, a long-abandoned playground.
...... I have the impression that it has been abandoned for a long time.
I don't know why, at this time, the lights are on, and it is like a neon city.
...... It's just that no one.
"I took it down and remodeled it. 」
The man leaned on the steering wheel, tilted his head sideways, and looked at me with a chuckle.
"I haven't been to the playground yet. 」
"Come play with me for a while, Qingqing. 」
16
The playground of Nuoda is lit up, and you can play freely with any facility.
But there was no one.
The atmosphere is a little weird.
But his interest is obviously higher than mine.
Riding on the merry-go-round prefers to sit on a horse with me.
Hold me in your arms and put it around my neck.
"Qingqing, do you know that in so many years, you are the first person to tell me that you like me. 」
「……」
"Everyone hates me, even my mother, who I defend. 」
"Only you said it...... Like me. 」
"My heart broke when I found out that you liked me that day. 」
"Because I have borne you. 」
"I know it's too late, it's too late for me to get back. 」
"But I don't want you to hate me, I don't want to. 」
……
When riding the Ferris wheel, after reaching the highest point, fireworks suddenly rise in the sky.
One moment ignites the long night, and then quickly extinguishes.
"I don't know what to do, I've got you revenged. 」
"I have blood on my hands just like you. 」
He leaned over and pressed me against the wall.
Where is the man on top, he is like a dog wagging his tail and begging for mercy.
"Qingqing, I'll show you my heart now. 」
"You teach me how to love, okay?"
……
The man lowered his head, and a bright light suddenly shone in his eyes.
I stood there looking at him for a long, long time.
After a while, I answered softly.
His eyebrows fell into a smile, and his fingers ran over my neck.
Bow your head and kiss me.
Gentle as if I were some rare treasure.
17
In the hotel, the man held me.
好像一刻也不想松手般。
I pushed several times, but I didn't push.
I had to cough.
"You...... Can you go take a shower first?"
He laughed and spoke jokingly.
"Think I'm dirty?"
「...... Right. 」
I don't know why such an answer would make this man laugh like that.
As if unwilling, he still dropped a kiss on the tip of my nose.
"Wait for me. 」
When he turned his head to enter the bathroom, he was stomped by a round stool on the floor.
...... Xu Chang said that he had never been in love, and now I believe it.
I sat in my place and didn't move.
There was a sound of water running in the bathroom, but I still didn't move.
After about five minutes, I jerked to my feet and rushed to the table.
Dig out his phone in Xuchang's bag.
Sure enough, men who are in love have dull brains.
How could he not have brought such an important phone into the bathroom.
The phone has a password, and it turns on by entering my birthday.
First I made sure there was a signal, and then I dialed the number I knew by heart.
While staring at the closed bathroom door, he prayed that he would answer it soon.
Until a calm voice rang on the other end of the phone.
"Huh?"
"Bureau Liu, I'm Chen Ruoqing, police number 7865xxxx. 」
"I now have major clues about Xuchang's crimes, including arson, murder, and bribery of high-ranking officials. 」
"My current location is Room 809 on the eighth floor of the Evergreen Forest Hotel on the outskirts of the city. 」
"I beg you to arrest you!"
After a brief silence, the voice was powerful and concise.
"Okay, we'll call the police right away. 」
"Good work, comrade. 」
「……」
After hanging up the phone, I realized that I had the problem of sweating when I was nervous.
His hands trembled uncontrollably, but he put the phone back in his bag.
I sat back on the bed and told myself over and over again to calm down.
The sound of water in the bathroom was still ringing, and the phone call didn't take long.
Now, all I have to do is drag the time.
I grabbed a travel brochure next to it and read it to revive my heartbeat.
Until the man comes out of the bathroom.
The tips of his hair were still dripping and wet, and his eyes were wet.
Drops of water ran down his superior jawbone all the way to the furrow of his abdominal muscles.
"What are you looking at?"
He tilted his head and chuckled at me.
"Travel brochures, trick me into playing. 」
I waved the booklet in my hand at him.
He approached me and held me in his arms, and the wet vapor mixed with the man's heavy breathing made me wince.
I raised my hand and rubbed his hair.
"Eh, don't you blow your hair?"
"Sit down, I'll blow it for you." 」
He obediently sat down on the bench in front of him, and I knelt on the bed behind him, plugged in the hair dryer, and tested the temperature.
The rumbling was a little louder, as if it calmed my pounding heart.
I always thought his hair was as hard as his own, but it was surprisingly soft to the touch.
My hands rubbed his hair wildly, but I accidentally caught a glimpse of a few whites in the blackness.
"Hey, Xuchang, you have gray hair. 」
He said under the sound of a buzzing hair dryer.
"You have it too, the last time you fell asleep, I took it off for you. 」
「……」
No matter how old we are, we all have gray hair.
It's tortured.
Blow dry, I put down the hair dryer.
The man couldn't wait, so he pushed me to the bed.
"I haven't showered yet...... Xuchang!"
The kiss he gave me on the neck and shoulder was a little harsh.
The voice is also a lot dumb.
"Bath...... Do you still want to take a bath?"
"What happens after you take a shower, and how do you delay your time, Officer Chen?"
"You wouldn't think my people ......"
"You haven't noticed a lot of police cars coming here, have you?"
For a moment, my mind felt like something had exploded.
Then, I was relieved.
Also, it turned out to be in the end...... He was also on guard.
The man pulled out his gun and pointed it at me.
At that moment, for the first time, I saw an almost sad look in his eyes.
"I gave you all my heart, what did you give me?"
"Aren't you trying to teach me love? You're not trying to teach me at all, are you?"
"Qingqing, in the end, I'm still a person I don't like anyone. 」
「……」
I knew that at this point, what I should be doing was to calm the suspect's emotions.
In my ears, the sound of sirens was infinitely amplified, and the police had arrived downstairs.
"Give up struggling, Xuchang. 」
"I already collected the attachments from your tweed coat when you hugged me that day. 」
"Compare that to find traces of your arson and use of firearms. 」
"You have nowhere to run, and this time, I have ample evidence to capture you. 」
「……」
He looked at me, but when he looked at it, he smiled.
He asked me with red eyes.
"Chen Ruoqing, am I just a dog in front of you?"
"It's as easy as making a dog like you. 」
「……」
I shook my head and stepped forward, one step at a time.
But suddenly, a violent explosion rang in my ears.
"Don't come near me again, Chen Ruoqing. 」
"I've planted twelve bombs in this building, and if you get one step closer to me, my men will press another bomb. 」
"Tell the police to leave, or I won't guarantee the safety of all the people in this building. 」
He moves in such a clever way that snipers can't target him.
His pistol was pointed at me and slowly moved down the elevator shaft.
"Xuchang !!"
I was in a hurry, looked at him, and said word by word.
"You have to think clearly. 」
"Step through this door and you're a fugitive. 」
「……」
But the barrel was still pointing at me.
"Xu ......"
As I stepped forward and shouted his name, suddenly, a gunshot rang out.
There was a sharp pain in my arm that made my brain go blank for a moment.
I fell to my knees, red blood gushing down my arm.
I want to stand up, I can't stand still.
The pain in my heart almost wore away at me.
I watched him walk into the elevator shaft.
Sirens mingled with explosions, and I fell to the ground.
A box rolled down the bag he had left here in front of me.
Open, is a magnificent diamond ring.
Probably, it was a gift that he didn't give.
18
I was taken to the hospital for emergency treatment.
Because the bureau had evacuated most of the people in advance, fortunately there were no casualties in those explosions.
The joint provincial detachment of the bureau held a meeting overnight, and the nature of the incident was very bad, and special forces were even transferred from other places.
Xu Chang is now a fugitive, and the money offered to reward him for information can even cover a down payment on a house in the city center.
I lay on my bed hanging water and asked to be part of the event.
"You give me a rest!"
The old chief pinned me to the hospital bed.
I almost shoved a fruit basket into my mouth.
"Xuchang can't escape. 」
"Now that the land, sea and air are completely blocked, it is only a matter of time before he is caught. 」
"Take care of your injuries and wait for our good news. 」
"Maybe you'll wake up tomorrow morning and you'll meet across an iron fence, so don't worry so much. 」
The hanging water bottle was dangling, and when I left, the director was a mature and steady middle-aged man, but now, wrinkles were crawling all over his eyes.
We've waited for this moment, we've all waited too long, too long.
After the director left, I lay alone on the hospital bed.
Leaning sideways at the curtain lifted by the wind.
I don't know when, the dead wood outside the window has grown green shoots.
Like spring in Qubei City,
It's coming.
19
On Feb. 4, informants learned traces of Xuchang in Luwei County, Qubei City.
The city bureau immediately dispatched people to carry out arrest activities.
I applied to go together, but the director refused.
"I said you, take care of your injuries, okay?"
"My arm is fine, you see, the bracket is gone. 」
I waved my arm in front of him, and he was so frightened that he almost helped me.
"You keep me in the hospital, we don't need a bandaged colleague to lead the way. 」
……
The director refused to be stern, and I lay back on the hospital bed.
I thought that it would be good if the master was here, and the master would definitely try his best to meet my request.
Alas, master.
Qingshan buries loyal bones everywhere, why do good people always live long, but bad people leave thousands of years?
Probably the ideal road in my heart is too difficult and long.
……
At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, I rummaged into the director's office.
The dim light was still burning, and it was clear that it was already past the end of work in the bureau, but he was still bowing his head and writing hard.
When he saw me, he was so frightened that he almost threw the pen out of his hand.
"You, you, you're not in the hospital, what are you doing?"
"I'm in good shape. 」
"Please let me participate in the arrest operation in Xuchang!"
I stood up straight and saluted him.
He sat in his chair, stunned for two or three seconds, and sighed.
"You ......"
"How can you be as tough as your master. 」
「……」
At the mention of the name, we both fell silent.
I lowered my head and whispered:
"I know Xuchang the best, and I don't know what will happen when I am arrested, so I will definitely come in handy. 」
"And ......"
"I want to put the handcuffs on him with my own hands, and I take them with ...... Master's sake. 」
「……」
The night was dark, and the moonlight fluttered with the evening breeze.
After a long time, the director stood up and patted me on the shoulder.
"Surely you can't put the handcuffs on. 」
"When you're out on a mission, remember to stand in the back row. 」
20
The place where Xuchang hides is very smart, and it is a holiday these days.
It's a bazaar again.
In order not to startle the snakes, we did not dismiss the masses.
Because of this, the environment for carrying out the mission is more difficult.
At a quarter past three in the afternoon, the sniper finally spotted his outcropping shadow at the East Street entrance.
Seeing that the sky is about to get late, the next outcrop is bound to be when the arrest begins.
After a long wait, a signal came from the front.
The arrest begins.
On the one hand, it is plainclothes outflanking the masses in disguise, and on the other hand, snipers are always reporting the point.
The lively voices were boiling, and no one saw the undercurrent surging inside.
Xu Chang seemed to want to buy some essential supplies before going out, wearing a cap and a mask.
Our plainclothes approached him quickly, but at the moment when we were about to catch the corner of his clothes.
The lion dance team suddenly beat the drums.
Xu Chang turned around and ran.
All of a sudden, everything was a mess.
The stalls were damaged, the cornices were on the walls, and the crowd was pushing and shouting.
A group of people chased a man in the crowd.
I can only watch from the signal car.
Although he couldn't sit still several times, he was pressed down by the director next to him.
Fortunately, the arrest seems to have gone well.
News came from the front that the suspect was pinned to the ground.
Just when everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
The picture zoomed in suddenly-
That person is not Xuchang at all!
Caught the wrong person.
I froze in place, and after a few seconds, I reacted.
Grabbing the Chief's shoulder.
"Immediately dismiss the crowd!"
But it was too late.
The first explosion occurred at the intersection of the East Market.
The rumbling sound shook the sky, and then sparks several meters high burst out, and the crowd instantly became a pot of porridge.
I pulled the car door open and jumped out of the car despite the dissuasion of the director behind me.
The crowd poured out like crazy, and the scene in front of them was as good as a picture of hell.
But I went against the flow of people.
The wound on my left arm ached a little from being squeezed, and I clutched it to myself and kept thinking.
I have been with Xuchang for so long, and I know him very well.
At this time, where will Xuchang be?
A place that is both hidden and can be seen.
And at this time, Xuchang didn't care about his life at all.
My eyes moved to the center of the fire, the crumbling teahouse.
The closer you get there, the lower the oxygen concentration,
I picked up a crying little boy to a colleague who was there and told him to return.
I stepped into the teahouse.
Unscrewing the mineral water on the counter, pouring it on the handkerchief, I covered my mouth and nose and walked upstairs.
The teahouse has been open for too long, and everything is crumbling.
At this time, the wound on his arm was still aching.
There was a huge wreckage rolling down next to me, and I subconsciously pressed against the wall.
But the intense burning sensation almost burned off my skin.
While dodging, he suddenly fell into the arms of a man.
A low, familiar voice was on my neck and shoulder.
"Long time no see. 」
「……」
I turned around and slammed into his right flank.
In fact, we didn't see each other for a long time, only more than ten days, but the two of us seemed to be separated by ten thousand mountains.
The floor was rumbling and shaking, and we looked at each other, but we punched and kicked each other.
"Ah Qing, it turns out that you are so good at fighting. 」
"Otherwise, how can I help you deal with those disobedient men. 」
I shook my hand, and my mouth ached.
I cleverly pinned the man to the ground, and he lay on the ground, just looking at me and laughing.
I reached for the handcuffs behind my waist, but he knocked me over and pressed them to the ground again.
So they scuffled together again.
He doesn't know what he's abusive.
It's all about this time, and I'm still taking care of my arm injury.
Otherwise, I would have been cleaned up.
"Ah Qing, do you hate me?"
We were all tired, and I leaned against a marble slab countertop, unable to stand up.
He staggered to his feet and stepped back.
"When I came out of the juvenile detention center, I met a brother, and I was really kind to him. 」
"As a result, he took me for fun, and drove me out in the middle of the night for two miles. 」
"Since then, the people I hate the most are those who lie to my true heart. 」
"And you, take out my heart and trample it on the ground. 」
"You know, I'm going to get back on my eyes. 」
He slowly pulled the pistol out of his pocket.
According to the bureau's analysis, there was still the last bullet in it.
Now, the barrel is aimed at me.
"Ah Qing, heaven...... Good bye. 」
The trigger didn't pull, and I shouted first.
"Be careful!!
The floor above him fell, and the ground beneath him shattered.
I had already jerked down and grabbed him.
But how can I have that much strength?
Holding the stone pier fiercely, I grabbed his wrist.
He was grabbed by me and hung in mid-air.
With me, slowly slide down.
"What are you doing???!
"You're dying??"
"You let go!!
It was the first time I had seen an incredible look in this man's eyes.
"Why save me, why ????"
"Let go, okay? You're going to die if you keep going. 」
"I was going to kill you, why did you save me?"
I held him tightly, using all the strength of this body.
It was probably the wound that was rupturing, and the blood was pouring out of my sleeve and converging on his arm.
His tone gradually became pleading.
"Please, will you let me go?"
"If you go on like this, you'll die too...... Green. 」
"Why ......"
Why?
Probably, only when you save people can you remember that you are a policeman.
Probably, only when we save the lives of others can we forget that sea of blood.
"Give me life...... Live to face your mistakes......
I tried my best to pull him up, but I failed.
The structure beneath me was also unstable, and the bricks were crumbling like crumbling.
I fell with him.
……
I don't know how long it took.
I began to regain consciousness.
It didn't seem to be dead, and the beds downstairs and the couch piled down for us.
But I couldn't move anywhere in my limbs, but the man next to me could get up slowly.
...... Why are the bad guys so durable......
He wiped a handful of blood and leaned into my waist, unsure of what he was messing with.
I couldn't move at all, it was a miracle that my brain could think, so I could only stare at him.
Then I saw him take out my handcuffs.
He cuffed my hand with his.
Drag me and go outside.
He was obviously injured and couldn't even count as a limp.
The fire was still burning, and he just dragged me out and crawled out.
I began to lose consciousness, but in the end, I insisted on opening my mouth to ask him.
"Xuchang ......"
"Will you confess?"
「……」
"Yes, yes. 」
That was his answer, and I closed my eyes in reassurance.
But I felt him holding my hand, as if he wanted to wipe the blood from my hand.
But I know that I can't wipe it clean.
He seemed to be crying.
"Qingqing, if only your hands weren't stained with blood. 」
「……」
I can't feel the blazing temperature anymore.
I can't say anything.
Luckily, I heard sirens in the distance.
The sound of sirens is always so reassuring.
21
"Team Chen, go to the hospital twice a month. 」
"It's all a work injury, right?"
The person next to me bumped me on the shoulder and teased at me.
Today is a special day.
I ended my hospital bed life, which lasted three months and four days.
After all, I had several major surgeries, and the doctors said that I probably couldn't be saved.
And then, today too......
The day of Xuchang's verdict.
When a colleague came to pick me up, he went to the auditorium.
I don't know how long I waited for such a day, and in the high court, the judge read out the verdict against him.
"Team Chen, your gray hair has become more. 」
"It's only in your thirties, why do you have so many gray hair......
Probably because they didn't want me to be nervous, my colleagues were always diverging from the topic next to me.
With my hands in my pockets, I took a breath and looked at the people in the dock.
It's so far away, I can't see it clearly.
Actually, it's okay not to see clearly.
The evidence is extremely sufficient, Xu Changquan confessed, plus the information I have collected in the past few years.
It's not just Xuchang.
The black industry behind him was also uprooted.
Over the years, he and his minions have been rampant and domineering in Qubei City.
This time, the pot was served directly, and the citizens were all rejoicing.
In the end, the judge handed down the verdict.
"Defendant Xu Chang's conduct seriously undermined the order of economic and social life in Qubei City. 」
"The facts of the crime charged by the prosecution against the defendant are clear, the evidence is credible and sufficient, and the crime is convicted. 」
"After discussion and decision by the adjudication committee of this court, and in accordance with articles 294 and 232 of the Criminal Law of the People's Republic of China, and other relevant provisions, the judgment is now as follows:
"Defendant Xu Chang is guilty of organizing and leading an underworld criminal organization, intentional homicide, intentional injury, kidnapping, arson, picking quarrels and provoking trouble, and illegal business operations, and decides to ......."
"Sentenced to death, to be carried out immediately. 」
When those words came down, I felt like I was still in a trance at some point.
I took a deep breath and exhaled.
Clutching to the railing.
But next, Xuchang is going to be taken down.
Just as he was about to finish the steps, the man turned his head sharply.
"Blue blue."
He called out to me and stood still.
It was a long time to look at each other, and his eyes were so complicated, complicated that I didn't want to touch them.
He looked at me and said word by word.
"Happy birthday. 」
"Is my death sentence a good birthday present?"
That was the last thing he said to me in his life.
I jerked around and left the room.
There were still people calling me behind me.
Maybe it's him shouting, maybe it's someone else.
But I didn't look back.
All the time.