When Li Xiaofang found out that she was pregnant again, her mind was blank and she couldn't speak for a long time.
She was breastfeeding her 7-month-old baby, but her mind had already flown to cloud nine. Just through the pain of childbirth, just hugging the soft new life, this family has just ushered in reunion and joy, how could it be.
"No, it can't be." She muttered, "The doctor must have made a mistake." ”
But after tossing and turning late at night, she knew that the doctor was not wrong. Recently frequent vomiting, sensitive chest, inexplicable burnout.
All the signs pointed to the same result - she was pregnant again.
Xiaofang's brain was in chaos, and she couldn't believe that this had happened. The pain of childbirth is still vividly remembered, and after giving birth to the first one, she already feels physically and mentally exhausted.
"Why is that... We obviously pay attention to protection... Xiaofang couldn't help but complain about her boyfriend.
But soon, she realized that hindsight was meaningless. Life is coming, and she is destined to face it.
She knew that she needed to discuss it with Zhang Wei.
That night, when Zhang Wei returned home, Xiaofang sat on the edge of the bed and silently became distracted.
"Baby, what's wrong?" Zhang Wei sat down beside her with concern.
Xiaofang was silent for a long time, and finally plucked up the courage to speak: "I went to the hospital today for a check-up." I seem to be pregnant again.
She lowered her head and did not dare to look at Zhang Wei, for fear that he would blame herself for being careless.
To her surprise, Zhang Wei happily held her hand: "Really? That's great! We have babies again! ”
Xiaofang's eyes widened, she couldn't understand Zhang Wei's reaction: "How can you be so happy?" My body has just recovered, how can I have the ability to regenerate one? ”
"Children are flesh and blood for both of us, our hope and our future. No matter what, we will welcome his arrival.
Xiaofang shook off his hand and paced around the room restlessly. She knew that Zhang Wei had always wanted two children, but she didn't expect him to ignore her feelings so easily.
"But I really don't want this child." Xiaofang choked with red eyes, "You also saw how painful it was when I gave birth to Xiaobao.
"Baby, I understand your difficulties." Zhang Wei stepped forward and hugged her, "But the child has already come, and we have no other choice."
Xiaofang pushed him away and left the room without saying a word. She needed time to think, and the accident made her mood violently turbulent.
A few days after arguing with Zhang Wei, Xiaofang had a troubled life. She kept asking herself, should she choose to miscarry? Is she really ready to have another one? But on the other hand, she looked at the cute little baby at home, and couldn't bear to take the life of an innocent child.
After all, under the persuasion of Zhang Wei and his family, Xiaofang did not choose to have an abortion. But the moment she signed the consent form, her heart was blocked with panic, and she didn't know what kind of life was waiting ahead.
Xiaofang was 5 months pregnant at this time, her belly was high and bulging, and her fetal movements were becoming more and more obvious. She looked at herself in the mirror, and indescribable emotions rose in her heart.
Another life is growing within her, about to come into this world. She knew that she deserved to rejoice and look forward to the arrival of this new life, and she deserved to smile with maternal love.
But when she was alone, her face was full of melancholy and anxiety. This unprepared gestation took a heavy toll on her, and she even began to worry about whether she would survive the remaining months.
"Baby, why are you sitting here in a trance?" Zhang Wei came over and asked with concern.
Xiaofang woke up in shock and barely pulled out a smile: "It's okay, it's just a little tired." ”
"Then go lie down for a while." Zhang Wei wanted to help her up.
"Nope!" Xiaofang suddenly said irritably, "I just want to be alone and quiet." ”
A trace of hurt flashed in Zhang Wei's eyes, but he still said softly: "Then you rest well, call me when you need me."
Watching Zhang Wei leave, Xiaofang somewhat regretted that his anxiety had broken his heart. But she was really tired and didn't want to take care of anyone's feelings anymore.
During this time, Xiaofang often fell into a low mood. She could not see the end of this long pregnancy and could not imagine the joy of welcoming a new life.
Once, she couldn't hold back and yelled at Zhang Dawei: "It's all your fault!" If you hadn't had to keep this child, I wouldn't be so miserable! ”
Zhang Wei endured her anger and said quietly: "I know it's not easy now, but the child has already come, and we can only go down step by step."
"Worth it? Is it worth it? Xiaofang's tears rippled, "I almost can't bear it..." ”
Zhang Wei gently hugged her and stroked her back one by one. Xiaofang cried in his arms, venting her grievances and pain in the past few months.
Gradually, the anger in her heart subsided, replaced by endless weakness and burnout. She knew that the choice had been made, and all she could do was grit her teeth and get through the days.
Zhang Wei always accompanies her and does his best to share her hard work. Xiaofang understands that although this road is difficult, at least she is not walking alone.
After thinking about it, Xiaofang finally plucked up the courage to tell her parents the news. She knew that this decision was bound to worry her parents, but she faced it calmly.
"Mom, I want to tell you something. I am pregnant again and my due date is 4 months away. ”
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and Xiaofang nervously clenched the earpiece.
"Kid, is it so fast?" The mother spoke, her voice trembling a little, "You just gave birth to the first one, has your body recovered?" ”
"I know you're worried, but the kid has already arrived and I don't want to beat him off." Xiaofang said firmly.
The mother sighed: "Since you decided, mother tried her best to support you." Remember, if you need anything, you must tell your mother, you know? ”。
Hanging up the phone, Xiaofang finally unloaded the heart that had been hanging. She knew there was still a long way to go, but at least she wasn't alone.
Later in her pregnancy, Xiaofang spent every day in bed. Her body was already optimistic and she often felt dizzy.
Looking at the ceiling in a daze for too much time, Xiaofang couldn't help but start reflecting on her life. She thinks of the excitement and sweetness of her first love, the expectation and happiness of her engagement, and the joy and pride of the birth of her first child.
All the good pictures were circulating in her mind.
She understood that she and Zhang Wei loved each other, so they had their first child. But now, this untimely second made her fall into a confused misery.
"Baby, are you hungry? I cut the apple for you. Zhang Wei walked in.
Xiaofang took it listlessly, took a small bite and put it back on the table.
"What's wrong baby? Is it uncomfortable somewhere? Zhang Wei came over nervously.
"I'm okay... It's just a little tired. Xiaofang closed her eyes and didn't want to speak.
Zhang Wei sat on the edge of the bed and held her hand. "Hold on a little longer, and it'll be over right away. Everything will be fine then.
Hearing "everything will be fine", Xiaofang suddenly got a little excited: "What will get better?" My body? Or my life? This damn morning sickness, this upside-down day and night, this uncontrollable emotion.
Is this what you say will get better? ”。
Zhang Wei was obviously confused by her outburst: "Baby, I understand your pain, but we can't give up treatment."
"Shut up!" Xiaofang shook off his hand, "You don't understand at all!" You have to have this child, now I live better than die every day, you say understand? If you really love me, you should support my choice! ”
Later, Xiaofang was in tears. She knew she shouldn't say that, but she was working too hard.
Zhang Wei looked at her, his eyes full of distress. He got up and went outside to whisper a few words to his mother, then brought warm water and a towel and gently wiped Xiaofang's cheeks.
"I'm sorry, it's me who is bad. Don't be angry, it's not good for your health. He coaxed her softly.
Xiaofang's heart softened, and tears welled up again: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry." It's me working too hard, can you understand? ”。
"I understand, I understand." Zhang Wei hugged her, "Don't be afraid, mom said she will come to take care of you, and I will also be by your side."
Xiaofang nodded in his arms, and a warmth rose in her heart - although the situation is difficult, at least she still has the support of her family.
Sure enough, since her mother came around, Xiaofang's life has indeed improved. Her mother took good care of her as if she were a sick number, and Xiaofang gradually let down her guard and no longer held on.
"Mom, I'm really hard." One day, Xiaofang leaned on her mother's arms and coquettishly.
"My good girl, mom knows." The mother gently smoothed her long hair, "But life cannot be smooth sailing, only by gritting your teeth and surviving the most difficult times, can people grow."
Listening to her mother's encouragement, Xiaofang's eyes reddened: "I really want to fast forward time." I really want to end this quickly.
"I know, I know." The mother hugged her tightly, "Hold on a little longer, it will be fine right away, everything will be fine."
Xiaofang cried in her mother's arms, as if returning to her carefree childhood. Maybe my mother is right, the troughs of life will always pass, and she will be able to get through them.
As the due date approached, Xiaofang began to feel anxious. She couldn't know the pain of childbirth all too well, and the thought of going through it again made her wonder if she would be able to survive it.
"I'm really scared, I'm afraid..." She shook Weiwei's hand, her voice trembling, "It hurts so much, I'm really scared." ”
Zhang Wei hugged her distressedly: "Don't be afraid, I'm here." We'll get through it. ”
"What if I can't hold on?" Xiaofang choked, "If I had to choose, I really don't want this child."
"Baby, don't do this." Zhang Wei wiped away her tears, "I know you are afraid and painful now, but we must protect the child."
Xiaofang was silent. Indeed, when she first heard the fetal heart, she also had a moment of joy. But now, that joy is overwhelmed by pain.
"Trust me, everything will be fine." Zhang Wei hugged her and repeated words of comfort over and over again.
Finally, on a night of thunder and lightning, Xiaofang was awakened by labor pain. Her eyes widened and she grabbed Zhang Wei's hand.
"Here it is... Here it comes... ”
Zhang Wei quickly packed up his things, picked up Xiaofang and rushed to the hospital. Along the way, Xiaofang gritted her teeth and endured the pain, her face pale.
At the hospital, everything was ready. Xiaofang was helped to the delivery bed by the nurse, and Zhang Wei held her hand tightly.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here." He kept repeating.
Xiaofang nodded and bit her lip. The following time was a long ordeal for her. She used all her strength to finally hear the baby's first cry.
"Congratulations, a healthy boy!" The nurse said with a smile.
Xiaofang leaned weakly on the head of the bed, and she didn't even have the strength to speak. The thought of continuing to be cleaned up and restored caused her headaches.
But at this moment, a warm little package was placed in her arms.
"Your baby." The nurse said softly.
Xiaofang looked down and saw that a wrinkled little creature was looking at her with wide eyes. At that moment, Xiaofang only felt that her heart was violently touched by something.
This is her flesh and blood, hers, her hope. Even though the process was difficult, she was extremely happy to have come here.
"Thank you, thank you for coming into this world." Xiaofang choked and kissed lightly on the baby's forehead.
Zhang Wei also had red eyes, he reached out to hold her slightly trembling hand, and said softly:
"We did it and everything will be fine."
After returning home from the hospital, Xiaofang was finally able to recuperate. She curled up on the bed and watched Zhang Wei carry the child back and forth in the room.
"Here, mom hug." Zhang Wei smiled and handed the child to Xiaofang's arms.
Xiaofang took it carefully, afraid that one would fall if she was not careful. She looked at the baby's wrinkled little face, and a warm current welled up in her heart.
"He's so little and cute." She couldn't help but tease the child's little hands.
"yes, it's like a little bun." Zhang Wei also came over to amuse, "Our baby is really cute."
Xiaofang looked at the fatherly love on Zhang Wei's face, and couldn't help but sigh at the wonder of fate. She remembers the shock and resistance when she first learned that she was pregnant, and now she has fully accepted the arrival of this little life.
"Thank you for giving me courage." She said to Zhang Wei.
Zhang Wei held her hand and looked gentle in his eyes: "We did it together." No matter what happens in the future, we will definitely be able to spend it together.
Xiaofang nodded, she knew that from now on, there would be one more reason in her world for her to be willing to live hard.
With the passage of time, Xiaofang also gradually found her prenatal body. She began to learn how to care for her two children, although the process was not easy.
Once, Xiaofang was breastfeeding the older child, but the younger one was crying. She was so busy that she couldn't take care of it.
"Baby don't cry, it'll be fine right away!" She hurriedly took advantage of the big child to feed and quickly picked up the little one to coax.
At this time, Zhang Wei just went home, saw her embarrassed look, and hurriedly came over to take over. "Hard work, I'll come."
Finally, the two children were properly taken care of, and Xiaofang breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the sofa like a detachment.
Zhang Wei put his arm around her shoulders: "It's really not easy at the beginning, let's get used to it slowly in the future." With me, don't worry too much.
Xiaofang nodded, her heart full of anticipation for the future - although raising two children will be tiring, she is ready to devote herself wholeheartedly to it.
Gradually, Xiaofang became more and more skilled. She learned the skills of caring for her two children and how to allocate her time and energy correctly.
What makes her most gratifying is that the two children get along very well. Older children always like to make children laugh, and children will also show bright smiles when they see their brothers.
"Look how cute our babies are." One night, Xiaofang and Zhang Wei hugged each other to watch their two children sleep.
"Yes, what a blessing it is to have them by our side." Zhang Wei said.
Xiaofang leaned into Zhang Wei's arms, and her heart was full of happiness and joy. After experiencing the pain in the early stage, everything is slowly improving now, and she is becoming more and more mature and stable.
As the children grew older, Xiaofang began to have more time to reflect on this ill-fated life experience.
She also remembers the panic she was when she first learned of her pregnancy, the anxiety during the prenatal checkup, and the pain of childbirth.
But now looking back, those struggles and pains have turned into a valuable experience. They formed the ladder of her growth, allowing her to go from an ignorant girl to a responsible mother.
Xiaofang still remembers the feeling of her heart when the child opened his eyes and looked at her for the first time. This bond has been ingrained since then, and it grows stronger as the child grows.
Now, looking at the child's innocent and smiling face, Xiaofang can't help but sigh - they are her most precious gift, and she will always guard them.
"Mom, watch me skip this!" The eldest son opened his hands and excitedly showed Xiaofang his skipping skills.
"Awesome! Mom's big baby is amazing! Xiaofang smiled.
"I'm going to skip too!" The youngest son was bouncing and learning, but he fell on the grass one by one.
"Oops, be careful!" Xiaofang quickly ran over to check if he was injured, and then picked him up and coaxed him for a long time until he smiled again.
At this moment, Xiaofang felt incomparable happiness - the children's curious and enthusiastic childhood was her greatest treasure in life.
"Hard work." Zhang Wei came over and picked up the children to play.
Xiaofang leaned on Zhang Wei's shoulder: "I always felt that giving birth to a second child was hard before, but now it seems that everything is so worthwhile."
"Yes, we work together to give them the best life." Zhang Wei squeezed her hand.
Looking at the children's happy play, Xiaofang felt that life was so complete. From resistance to acceptance, from pain to happiness, she grew into a loving and intelligent mother.
At night, Xiaofang stood in front of the children's bed, staring intently at their sweet sleeping faces.
She tugged the corners of the quilt lightly and printed a goodnight kiss on each forehead. This has become her most reassuring.
"Get a good night's sleep, angel." She said gently.
The children's breathing sound is even, steady, and full of vitality. Xiaofang is extremely grateful to God for blessing her with all this.
In the blink of an eye, the children were in kindergarten. Watching them go out with small school bags on their backs, Xiaofang couldn't help but sigh that time had flown by.
At first, Xiaofang was worried about whether the children would adapt to group life. But in reality, their social skills and independence are well developed.
After school, the children are always happy to share their day's experiences with Xiaofang.
"Mom, I met my new friend Xiaohong today, she draws so well!" The eldest son hugged Xiaofang and kept talking.
"Really? It seems that mom's baby is also going to practice drawing more! Xiaofang laughed and teased him.
"I also learned new songs!" The younger son also sang along with the ballad.
As Xiaofang listened, she thought that they had indeed grown a lot. Living in a group makes them proactive and teaches them how to relate to people.
Gradually, Xiaofang found that she also matured a lot in this process.
At first, she was overly worried and asked her children to keep up with the troops. Later, she understood that growth takes time, and it is important to cultivate children's interest in active learning.
She also learns to understand and support each child's individuality, rather than emphasizing uniform standards.
"Mom, you can see what I draw!" After school, his son showed Xiaofang the drawing paper like a treasure.
Xiaofang said after reading it seriously: "Mom likes the big tree painted by the baby very much, the painting is so good!" The colors on the trees are also beautiful.
Through specific evaluations and suggestions, she successfully stimulated her son's interest.
"Thank you Mom! I will continue to work hard to draw better pictures! The son said happily.
Looking at the child's happy smiling face, Xiaofang felt extremely relieved and satisfied. That's what she wanted – the child was actively growing and the mother was behind her to support and encourage.
There is still a long way to go in life, and she will guide her children step by step. And their growth will also help her become more mature and become a loving mother.
At night, when Xiaofang fell asleep holding her child, she was extremely grateful that life had given her all this.
From resistance to acceptance, from pain to happiness, she has grown and received the most precious things in life.
She will always remember the experience – it made her cherish the present more and look forward to the future even more.
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Watching the children grow up, Xiaofang was full of emotion. Her sons have all had successful careers and started families, and she is gradually entering the age of flowers.
However, whenever the family is reunited, she still sees the innocent smiling faces of the children. They would affectionately call her "Mommy," just like she did as a child.
"Mom, this is our new store, we must visit it often!" The eldest son said with a smile.
"Okay, my mother will definitely go when I have time." Xiaofang nodded.
For years, they had been the softest place in her heart. Now, watching them go further and further in life, she feels grounded and gratified in her heart.
She knew that the second life that had been an accident did not come to this world in vain after all. He gave her the motivation to grow up and made this home more warm and complete.
Life cannot be smooth sailing, but as long as you face the difficulties, you will eventually see the light. Xiaofang is grateful for the bits and pieces of her life that have made her who she is now.