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"If you like someone who is much better than yourself, the best way is definitely not to speak to the heart, but to try to catch up with her! Be the one who can stand with her. ”
This article reads: Liu Qi
It seems that everyone has a person of the opposite sex they love when they are a student.
Some of them become buried memories in their hearts, while others are lucky enough to become their other half.
I once liked a high school girl for three years, and then she was admitted to a university in Beijing, but I unfortunately failed to make the list, and I barely managed to even get the last three.
In order to catch up with her, I insisted on repeating for 2 years, at that time I didn't know whether this choice was right or wrong, I only knew that I had to be able to stand with her in order to be qualified to confess to her!
Looking back now, I seem a little naïve at that time, but I also admire that I could be so righteous at that time, and I was even luckier that I caught up with her...
In my senior year of high school in 2014, my female classmate who had been secretly in love with me for 3 years went down two completely different paths!
She was admitted to Beijing, and I didn't even pass the three main lines because my grades were so bad!
This meant that she and I might have to part ways, but unfortunately, I didn't even have the opportunity and qualifications to say that liking in my heart.
During the time when I was at home after the college entrance examination, I was very entangled in my heart, struggling with whether to confess to her.
Although there are nothing more than two predictable outcomes: one is rejection, and the other is that she agrees.
However, neither of these results seems to be what I want, and even if she agrees by luck, what can I give her?
After some consideration, I made a bold decision that I wanted to re-read it, leaving aside the emotional matter.
Because I felt that I had to be able to stand with her in order to show my heart to her.
This may come from my innate inferiority complex, or my inexplicable sense of responsibility to her.
Because I don't want to be the one who drags my feet when I actually have the opportunity to be with her one day!
I told my parents that I wanted to repeat my studies for a year, but they were poured with cold water!
My dad said:
"Kiwako, don't repeat it! It's not a dad who hits you, just your grades, it's a waste of money for you to repeat! Listen to my peace of mind and choose a junior college! Stop wasting that time. ”
My mother also nodded and agreed:
"Yes, you were not born to read the material, do you say that you have had better grades since you were a child? Mix a few years of college, follow your uncle to learn a technology! ”
At that time, I was determined to repeat it, and repeatedly promised them that I would take at least three books after repeating!
Seeing that I was so persistent, they couldn't help me, so they could only agree to my re-reading.
She went to Beijing for her freshman year, and I stayed in my old high school to start my repeat life.
Dealing with the juniors and sisters every day made me feel a little faceless.
There are often jokes in the class that I "fried leftovers", even if I repeat another year, I will not be able to get a bachelor's degree.
I took these words to heart and began to study with my life!
I put aside all the mobile games, and I didn't even play basketball, which I used to love.
Listen carefully to the lecture every day in class, and stay in your seat to do the questions after class.
Our class teachers were a little shocked to see this change in me, and they couldn't figure out how I suddenly became so serious.
Only I know in my heart that I have to work hard because there is not much time left for me!
I ushered in the college entrance examination again, and this time I was a blockbuster! The score line reached two.
This directly stunned my former homeroom teacher and classmates, who all said that I was open.
Mom and Dad were even more happy, saying that they were going to give me a school wine to celebrate!
Only I knew that I was still a cut short of her school's score cut-off, and this repetition was a success in their eyes, but a failure for me.
Looking at my parents' happy looks, I didn't want to be discouraged, and I went into the room and closed the door all night!
The next day, my parents saw that I was in a bad mental state and asked me what was wrong?
I took a deep breath and said:
"Dad, Mom! I seriously thought about it, I don't want to go to this university, this is not the school I want to go to, I want to repeat for another year, please let me repeat another year! ”
After hearing this, they were all a little shocked and directly refused:
"Son, what nonsense are you talking about? You finally got into the second book, why do you say that if you don't go, you won't go? We don't allow you to re-read it! ”
Seeing them so resolute, I knew it was useless to say more.
However, I have already made up my mind to repeat it for another year, and since they do not agree, then I will figure it out myself!
I took the opportunity to say that I was going to work and study in the uncle factory, in fact, it was to earn a repeat fee.
Hiding from my parents, I quietly went to the school to find the teacher and go through the repeat procedures.
By the time my parents knew, I was already re-reading!
When my dad found out, he didn't talk to me for a month.
I started an intense study life again, and I didn't dare to relax every day, and I often solved problems until the early hours of the morning.
Fortunately, my hard work in my studies has allowed me to improve my academic performance by leaps and bounds, and I jumped directly from the middle and upper reaches of the class to the top 8!
In the blink of an eye, I ushered in the third college entrance examination, and the night before the exam, I was nervously tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.
Thinking of that cute person's face and this arduous 2-year re-reading career, I suddenly felt a little confused.
I don't know if it's worth it, but I know that if I don't, maybe I and she won't have a chance.
In the third college entrance examination, I once again refreshed the cognition of my parents and teachers and classmates, and I was admitted to one book, and the score line is far more than one!
The moment I got the score, I cried without fighting, both sad for the past two years and glad that my efforts had not been disappointed.
At that time, my grades could have been better at the school, but I chose to go to her school anyway.
I came to Beijing and became classmates with her, only this time our relationship changed, she became my senior sister, and I became her junior brother.
Once she invited me to dinner and deliberately asked me:
"Hey! Liu Qi, why did you choose our school after repeating for two years? I looked at your college entrance examination scores, and it stands to reason that you can choose a school that is more suitable for you! ”
I scratched my head a little embarrassed and said:
"Maybe I think that there are acquaintances in this school, and they take care of each other!"
I didn't tell her why I chose this school because she was sitting next to someone she liked.
This is also what I learned after I was admitted to school, and she talked about the fact that she already had someone she liked.
Although I was very sad at the time, I still chose blessing!
In her senior year, she graduated, and one day, she told me that she broke up and is not ready to fall in love now, and will focus on her career in the future!
She didn't tell me the reason for the breakup, and I didn't ask, but at that moment, I was happy in my heart.
I decided that I could never miss it again, and missing it again might really be a lifetime miss!
I wrote a letter to her:
Li Sanxi, some words have been held in my heart for many years, and I feel that if I don't say it again, I may never have the opportunity to say it in my life.
Since the beginning of high school, I actually liked you a lot, but at that time I didn't have the courage to express my heart to you.
When you got to Beijing in your third year of high school, I fell off the list, and I was really sad at that moment!
To catch up with you! I chose to repeat because I hope that when I meet you again, we are both in the best possible light.
But, unfortunately, I am a year late, and there are already people you like by your side!
I regretted myself countless times, if I tried harder, if I was faster, would the person next to you be me?
But where in the world are there so many ifs? Missed is missed!
But now, I want to tell you this heart, no matter what choice you make, I want you to know that there was a boy who worked hard for you.
After writing the letter, I sent it to her.
Within a few days I received a reply with only one sentence:
"Thank you for liking, may we all not be let down again in this life!"
I saw this reply at the time, thinking that she had sent me a good person card, and I thought that if I can't be a couple, I should be a friend!
Unexpectedly, she called me the next day and said:
"Liu Qi, I said that you are too insincere in chasing people, why did you write a letter and there was no follow-up?"
I say:
"Don't you disagree? Also sent me a good guy card? We only have the lives of our classmates! ”
She said:
"Then if you don't chase it, how do you know?"
As soon as I listened, this is a drama...
In the end, my sincerity touched her and we were together again.
Now she is the mother of my two children, and we live happily!
If you like someone, then try to catch up with her, and talk about it that there is never a more reliable thing to do!