I married my husband Zhou Zhengyang at the age of twenty, he was rich, handsome, and very considerate. At that time, everyone said that we were a match made in heaven, how to see how to get it right.
I always felt that I was loyal enough to our love, but I didn't expect that no matter how strong the love was, it could not withstand the years. Nine years later, our marriage has entered a flat period, and even intimacy has become routine.
No tease, no crooning, everything is as dull as boiled water.
Zhou Zhengyang has told me more than once that he wants a child, and I strongly disagree. I always feel that the world of the two is quite good, and I am very satisfied with the status quo.
There's nothing wrong with being Dink, at least that's what I've always thought!
Until one day, Zhou Zhengyang's assistant Michelle came to my house, I faintly smelled a dangerous breath.
I took her to the study to get the documents that Zhou Zhengyang had left behind, but when she came out, she suddenly offered to go to our bedroom to take a look. Her reasoning was far-fetched, saying that her own bedroom wanted to be furnished, so refer to our style.
"Bedroom, just feel comfortable!" To put it mildly, I didn't want her to go in.
"It's comfortable, but it's also about taste." I have always admired Zhengyang's taste, so..." she said and pushed open the door of the master bedroom.
"Do you also directly call Zhengyang's name in the company?" I frowned, a little upset.
"Oh no, outside of work, we're friends, so..." She walked into the bedroom, touching here and there, with a wistful smile on her lips.
Michelle is very beautiful and has a good figure, and Zhengyang often mentioned her before. But I don't know why, her words made me very uncomfortable.
She didn't seem to be in a hurry to leave, and actually took off her coat and sat down on the sofa in the living room.
Unexpectedly, she only wore a sleeveless black sports vest in her gray professional outfit, and when she moved slightly, the waves on her chest rolled, and the ditch was very deep, if I were a man, I would have no way to look away when I saw such a vivid color.
"Sister-in-law, I suggest you do breast enlargement! That's what I did, and it worked well, right? Michelle noticed my gaze and lifted her chin with a somewhat proud look.
I was a little crying and laughing, and went straight to the door without her words: "I have something to go out, remember to help me close the door when you leave!" ”
Embarrassed to stay any longer, she followed me out the door.
"Sister-in-law, don't you go out without makeup?" Michelle caught up and asked with a smile.
"I don't always wear makeup!" I beckoned a taxi and didn't turn my head.
When Zhao Zhengyang arrived home in the evening, it was already one o'clock in the morning, and I sat on the sofa waiting for him. When he turned on the light, he was frightened and exclaimed.
"Baby, why haven't you slept yet? Did something happen? Zhao Zhengyang strode over and sat down, gently hugging my shoulders.
"Don't let Michelle come to the house in the future, I don't like her!" I said coldly.
"Actually, she's a good person, I don't think you need to..." Zhao Zhengyang gave me a light peck on the cheek and said softly.
"If you don't like it, don't say it again!" I nudged him lightly, a little bit of a fire.
Zhao Zhengyang did not speak, got up and walked straight towards the bathroom. Soon, the sound of running water sounded, and I looked at the blurry figure on Mao Liuli, and couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of spit.
Zhao Zhengyang went on a business trip for half a month, and after returning this morning, he went straight to the company. We have never been apart for so long, and it seems that there is some truth in saying that Xiao Beisheng is newly married.
I thought of Michelle wearing a black bra again, and I took off my clothes one by one, and when I walked to the bathroom door, I was naked.
On the sofa, Zhao Zhengyang's mobile phone rang, and I turned around and walked over quickly.
An unfamiliar number, hung up after ringing twice, seems to be a harassing call.
The page of a shopping station showed an open status, and I clicked on the shopping cart, and there was only one item inside, which was actually a set of black women's underwear.
I only felt anger rushing from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, and Zhao Zhengyang obviously didn't buy it for me, because my least favorite color was black!
"Whaa
I pulled open the bathroom door and held the screen in front of Zhao Zhengyang.
"What's going on?" My voice trembled unbelievably.
"Listen to me, Michelle asked me to buy it for her! She just ran out of money, and she proposed it to me, I can't refuse it! Zhao Zhengyang wiped a handful of water on his face, raised the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile.
His gaze stayed on me, and under his eyes, the wolf light that had not been seen for a long time began to disappear clearly.
Only then did I notice that I was not dressed, and subconsciously turned around to leave, but was tightly held in my arms by Zhao Zhengyang's big arms.
His breathing became more and more rapid.
When I thought that Michelle scratched Zhao Zhengyang's mobile phone and chose underwear with great interest, maybe he would also let him help the staff officer with colors and styles, I couldn't help but go crazy.
I pushed him away hard because the ground was full of water, and he stumbled a few times and almost fell to the ground.
"What's wrong with you? Lose your marbles? He was so shocked that he couldn't help but get furious.
After so many years of marriage, this is the first time he has been angry with me. I stared at him blankly and couldn't help but wet my eyes.
"Are you in love with that Michelle? You've never done this to me before! "I squatted on the ground, clenched my arms, threw my head into the crook of my arms, and choked and cried.
"Vexatious!" Zhao Zhengyang did not dry his body, directly put his dressing gown on his body, and strode out of the bathroom.
Zhao Zhengyang has changed!
When I realized this, I felt my heart sink little by little, until I sank into the abyss.
There was a sound of Xi Suo outside the door, and when I ran out of the bathroom, I saw that Zhao Zhengyang had walked to the door dressed neatly.
"Where to? The matter of underwear is not clearly explained, Hugh wants to leave! I yelled hoarsely.
He glanced back at me, a sneer tugging at the corner of his mouth.
He, is this mocking me? Laughing at me for being so stupid, would I expect him to admit to having a leg with another woman?
With a snap, he slammed the door and left, and I fell into despair that I had never felt before.
I slowly moved to the couch and sat down, staring into my empty eyes, my mind blank.
I felt miserable and lonely! The floor clock in the corner is so long every second it passes!
I curled up in the corner of the sofa, tears streaming down instantly!
The anger slowly faded, and I suddenly regretted a little, maybe I was too sensitive, Zhao Zhengyang had explained, I still grabbed that little thing! The most important thing between husband and wife is trust, and I actually doubt him!
I lay down with my eyes closed for two hours, still not sleepy at all.
I called Zhao Zhengyang several times in a row but no one answered, this man was actually so desperate,
"Dingdong-" WeChat prompt sounded, I clicked, now at this time someone actually added me.
The verification message reads: Su Xiaoya, finally contacted you!
Could it be an old classmate?
As soon as I clicked to agree, the other party sent me a small video.
The camera is a little shaky, and it's obviously a selfie.
When I finally saw who the person in the video was, I only felt a "boom" in my head.
Michelle was riding on Zhao Zhengyang's body, and although they were covered with quilts, they could still see that they were shirtless and wore nothing.
It turns out that they really have a leg!
I threw my phone out and tore my hair desperately with my hands.
In just a few hours, my mood was like a roller coaster, up and down. And now, my world has completely collapsed!
A crazy idea popped into my head, I'm going to cheat too! Right now, immediately, right away!
The whole body was soft, there was no strength at all, I almost crawled back to the living room, picked up the mobile phone, and opened WeChat!
My work is not particularly busy, and in my spare time, I began to learn others to do micro-business, because I sell high-end tea, so I have more male customers, and most of them are men over 30 years old.
My hands were shaking so badly that I wrote a message for a long time, and then I picked those customers who were in the same city as me and sent it over, the content was: One night stand, no appointment?
In normal times, the most unacceptable thing for me is hooking up, and even every time I see words like "hookup" on the news, I can't help but feel sick.
But now, I clearly entered the army of hook-ups with my head held high, with a little tragedy and apprehension!
I figured it out, just wait five minutes! If no one responds in five minutes, I'll turn off my phone and tell them tomorrow that someone is playing a prank on my phone!
My heart was about to jump out of my throat, and it was the longest five minutes of my life!
The time was almost up, and Ye Hao called me on WeChat.
Ye Hao is the younger brother of one of my classmates, and he added a friend because he had something to find me.
In my impression, he is a very cultured boy who always sends me blessings WeChat during the New Year and holidays.
Although they are all pasted and copied, I still feel warm in my heart.
"Sister, are you all right? How would it send me... Something like that... Wechat? No matter what happens to you, don't do stupid things, don't! He spoke slowly, and he could hear the deep concern.
"I feel bad, really... Uncomfortable, woo-woo..." His voice was magnetic and beautiful, and the softest part of my heart was touched, and I couldn't help choking.
"Where are you now? I can chat with you! Some words, just say it! I want to be a good listener! He said seriously.
"Golden Harbor, Six Buildings 203!" I whispered.
"You wait for me!" Ye Hao said.
I kept drinking until the knock on the door of "dang-when-when--when-" sounded.
I had never felt so pleasant to knock on the door, and my heart fluttered violently a few times, and then I hurriedly put on my clothes, turned off the TV, and trotted all the way to open the door.
It was the first time I had seen Ye Hao himself, and he looked about one meter eight, a full head taller than me. He is a single-eyelid boy with delicate facial features and looks like a Korean star.
When the four eyes looked at each other, a trace of surprise flashed under his eyes, almost subconsciously not to look over, and his face turned into a red apple.
I noticed that I had forgotten to button my shirt.
"Come in!" My face was feverish, and I quickly turned my back and re-fastened the buttons one by one with trembling fingers.
He rubbed his hands awkwardly, looked left and right, and finally sat down in the corner of the sofa.
"Sister, it's... It's not what happened between you and your brother-in-law ... Misunderstand! You should communicate well, you must..." he snorted.
At this moment, the last thing I want to mention is Zhao Zhengyang! The man who broke me!
"I'll go take a shower!" Little fresh meat, I was really afraid that I couldn't help but pounce on him and eat him dry, so I had to turn around and walk towards the bathroom.
This sentence is actually very ambiguous, and it seems to imply that I am going to have something to do with him. But I didn't think about it that much, I just needed cold water to cool down.
Standing on the shower, the cold water fell on my body, I was so cold that I shivered, and even my lips began to tremble uncontrollably.
The most primitive impulses were stimulated and finally slowly faded.
When I reached out to touch the dressing gown on the wall, I suddenly remembered that the dressing gown had been washed yesterday and was still hanging on the drying rack on the balcony.
Just now I threw my shirt and jeans at my feet, and now I'm already soaked, so I can't go out in a tattooed chest and a small underwear, right?
"Ye Hao, do me a favor! Bring me the white dressing gown from the balcony! I hesitated for a long time, but still opened a crack in the door and said in a high voice.
"Huh? Oh..." Ye Hao's voice trembled terribly.
Soon, footsteps came from far and near, and he handed my dressing gown through the crack in the door.
My heart was beating "bang", because there was such a scene in the yellow disc just now, the woman standing in the bathroom, putting her arm around the man standing at the door...
"I'm cold, hands... Don't listen to the call, help me put it on! ”
When I said this, even I was surprised!
Am I crazy? What is this for? Is it to hook him into a crime? God, I instantly regretted it, but when I wanted to close the door, Ye Hao had already walked in with his head down.
He was really serious about helping me put on my dressing gown, and when his thick hands inadvertently touched my skin, I had an indescribable joy and joy. Every cell in my body was slowly mobilized, and the manic heat began to attack me again.
My gaze crossed Ye Hao's shoulder and inadvertently glanced at the wedding photo on the wall of the living room, I snuggled into Zhao Zhengyang's arms and smiled like a flower, and Zhao Zhengyang smiled brightly, and he looked at me with a spoiled face. How ironic his smile was at this moment, at this moment, he was partying in bed with another woman!
I put my arm around Ye Hao's waist and asked softly, "Do you think I'm good-looking?" If you want, you can take it! ”
I never thought that I had such a side, shameless, brazenly buying my own coquettishness!
What I think about now is revenge, Zhao Zhengyang has found a young and beautiful woman than me, and I, I want to find a boy who is even more handsome than him!
Ye Hao wanted to retreat, but he was tightly held in my arms. He tried to break my hand, but I circled it tightly, almost forcing him with my life!
"Sister, I've never touched a woman, don't you... Don't be like this! He lowered his head and blushed to the base of his neck.
Michelle is Zhao Zhengyang's assistant, and although she is only twenty-six years old, she has been in love several times. I heard that she had several births for an older man. At this point, I won Zhao Zhengyang! The joy of victory slowly relaxed my tense nerves, and I curled the corners of my mouth to reveal a faint smile.
"It's actually a privilege to be your first woman!" I suddenly became happy, and with a hard blow, his whole body crashed straight into me.
I trembled and stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips. A layer of wolf light slowly spread under his eyes, but he still did not dare to make further movements. I rudely tore open the neckline of his blouse and couldn't help but feel a pang of ecstasy.
This is the legendary boy who dresses thin and undressed and flesh, with eight-pack abs, shining seductively in the light. My fingers slowly ran down his neck to his lower abdomen. Then I slowly took his hands and asked him to wrap around my waist.
My lips came up and tossed and turned over his cold lower lip, then gently pried open and slipped in freely.
It was really green, he endured it awkwardly, and he looked overwhelmed.
"This is your first kiss?" I asked with a smile.
"Hmm!" His eyes did not open, and he enjoyed the expression.
"You wait for me outside, I'll dry up, and then I'll come!" I suddenly pushed him away and said coldly.
It's not that I suddenly lost interest, but that the first kiss and the first night should be beautiful, at least with someone I like. And what are we? It's nothing! Thinking of this, I felt that my soft heart seemed to have been squeezed by a big hand, and the pain made me gasp.
If I want him, I'm hurting him! So sunny and handsome boy, I can't ruin him!
I stayed in the bathroom for a long time, confirming that his desire for prodding me had slowly subsided, before putting on my dressing gown, taking a deep breath and walking out.
"Ye Hao, thank you for coming to comfort me so late! I'm fine now, you go back! I said as I walked over to the couch.
There was a screen between the bathroom and the living room, so I didn't see him when I spoke.
No reply!
Gone? However, I didn't hear the door open and close!
When I walked around the screen and stood behind the sofa, I was deeply stunned by what I saw.
Ye Hao's clothes were thrown on the carpet very casually, and he sat on the sofa naked, and when Ye Hao turned his head, the expression on his face was a little hideous. More precisely, more like the joy of a beast when it sees its prey!
I feel that it is difficult to even breathe, no, I can't talk to him ...
I turned around and ran, who knew that Ye Hao caught up with me in three steps and two steps and hugged me tightly from behind.
"Sister, I have long been in love with you! I originally thought that I would never have the opportunity to confess in my life, but I didn't expect ... I think I'm a bad boy, but I'm going to fix you tonight! I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
He dragged me into a corner and lifted the back hem of my dressing gown.
The picture of my wedding with Zhao Zhengyang appeared in my mind, and we vowed to grow old together! Zhao Zhengyang has always been very good to me, and he simply held me in the palm of his hand. I couldn't do housework, I couldn't cook, and I didn't want to hire a babysitter, so he found a terminal job to take care of my life. When I had setbacks at work, when my parents were not feeling well, he was there for me...
I turned sharply and squeezed a sentence out of between my teeth: "Don't!" I don't want it! ”
Ye Hao's movements paused, his eyes were full of scarlet, and he endured very hard!
Silence, unspeakable silence, spreads among us.
I looked down and straightened my messy clothes, and he, as if he had been cast a spell, did not move.
As if a century had passed, he "snapped" and slapped himself.
"I'm sorry!" His voice trembled violently, as if it would be easily blown away by the wind at any moment.
He is gone, his back lonely and desolate!
I tricked him, in the most ruthless way!
It was dawn, and sunlight shone through the lilac curtains. I subconsciously raised my hand to block my eyes, and the memory of last night came flooding in. I turned my head slowly, and the space beside me was empty, not wrinkled at all. Like, last night's madness was just a dream!
I rolled out of bed and walked slowly into the bathroom, and in the mirror, my neck was covered with lilac kiss marks deep and shallow. I gently stroked those imprints, and an inexplicable sense of happiness filled my heart.
I had just found a high-necked sweater to put on my body when there was a familiar sound of footsteps outside the door.
It seems that it is Zhao Zhengyang who is back!
Zhao Zhengyang opened the door and walked in, and I stared at him woodenly, unable to tell what it was like in my heart.
Without even looking at me, he went straight into the bedroom, and within a few minutes, he was out with his suitcase in tow!
"Don't you have anything to say to me? Don't want to explain something? "I clenched my arms and blocked his way.
"I've already explained, if you continue to mess around, we'll just..." He lifted his face, his expression slightly distorted.
I know what he wants to say, he wants to say divorce!
He would actually be angry! Why is he angry?
"If you divorce me, you'll be with that vixen, right?" I thought I was going to lose control of my emotions, but I was surprisingly calm.
"What vixen? What are you talking about, I don't understand at all! I don't have time to grind with you, I'm on a business trip, in a hurry to catch a flight! Zhao Zhengyang pulled me away and strode towards the door.
I walked a few steps quickly and grabbed his arm: "Zhao Zhengyang, you big liar!" You said you would love me for the rest of your life, but you were with other women! ”
My heart turned upside down, and the sweet scenes of the past flashed in my mind. I suddenly wanted to give him a chance, and as long as he admitted his mistake, I forgave him! When nothing happened!
He snorted coldly from his nose: "I will never do anything to sorry you Su Xiaoya in this life!" ”
Because he had his back to me, I couldn't see the expression on his face.
It didn't look like he was lying, but last night...
When I was about to show Zhao Zhengyang my mobile phone, he had already "snapped" the door and left. I was suddenly a little confused, could it be that I was hallucinating, but in fact nothing happened to him and Michelle?
The phone automatically turns off, how can not turn on! When I sent it to the repair shop, the master said it would take at least three days to fix it! I found a phone that I had previously eliminated and put the card in.
In the following days, I did not take the initiative to contact Ye Hao again, and he did not contact me. Everything that happens between us, with the passage of time, becomes faint!
I tried hard to forget that ridiculous night, but I don't know why, Ye Hao's shadow appeared from time to time in my dreams. This man seems to have an indescribable magic, even if he is not around, it can make me lose my soul when I think of him coming!
One night, I dreamed that Ye Hao was on the edge of the cliff, and I, with all my strength, grabbed his hand desperately, sweating profusely.
"Do you love me? Even if it's just a moment's heartbeat! He smiled calmly.
"Don't die, don't die!" I screamed hysterically.
He finally broke my hand and I watched him fall into the abyss...
"Ugh!" I screamed and woke up.
I suddenly started worrying about him, worried that something was wrong with him. I took my phone out and wanted to send him a text message, but the text message was edited and deleted, deleted and re-edited, and in the end, I still didn't have the courage to send it. That night, when I pushed him away, it was completely over between us, wasn't it? I ended up choosing my husband instead of him!
Bridge to bridge, road to road, as if nothing had happened.
I ended my vacation early and went back to work, I thought that I would forget all the troubles when I was busy with work, but I didn't expect that sometimes the brain could not control the body at all, I was always in a daze for no reason, and soon there were a lot of mistakes that should not have happened. I hate myself, but I can't change it.
One night, I volunteered to work overtime, and it was almost ten o'clock when I got home.
I parked the car and moved slowly to the entrance of the stairs. There was a rush of footsteps behind me, and just when I thought the man would pass me, he suddenly hugged me from behind. Because I was holding it so tightly, I had difficulty breathing and couldn't help but cough violently, and I couldn't stop it.
"Xiaoya, I want to kill you, I really miss you!"
The husky voice was tired and sad, and my heart was poked fiercely, and I couldn't help but wet my eyes.
He kissed me and carried me around the elevator and toward the dark hallway. His lips were soft, and I gently closed my eyes, quietly experiencing his tenderness and beauty. He gasped and unbuttoned my blouse, and I suddenly opened my eyes and looked uncomfortably at the bright spot.
Because I am no longer a little girl who has just opened my emotions, even if I am intoxicated, I will retain a sobriety or two.
I know the people in this building very well, and if I choose to take the stairs on a whim on the second and third floors, won't I be hit by them?
"Concentrate, huh?" The movements in Ye Hao's mouth did not stop, but he freed up a hand to pinch my chin.
Although his tone is very domineering, his movements are very gentle.
Some people say that women either have sex because of love, or love because of sex, men are not, they are animals that think with their lower bodies, and sex and love can be completely separated.
Obviously it's cheating, I still expect him to have feelings for me! It's ridiculous to think about it, it's just a kiss, and I have such a crush on him.
"Don't!" My tone was firm, almost squeezing the words out of my teeth.
"Nope! This time, I must get you! He stared deeply at me, his breathing getting heavier and heavier.
The brain went from clarity to chaos, and reason was about to be overwhelmed by the most primitive impulses.
In the morning, I was woken up by the ringing of my mobile phone, and it was my assistant Ye Lin who called.
"So early, what's going on?" I stretched out and asked in a hoarse voice.
"My boyfriend said he was free today and took me to take wedding photos! So, I would like to take a day off! Ye Lin laughed twice, looking very excited.
"When did you have a boyfriend?" It's hidden enough! I sat up, leaned lazily on the head of the bed, and raised an eyebrow slightly.
"My boyfriend and I have been together for three or four years, and I always wanted to get married early, but he didn't seem to be in a hurry. Since you're going to take me to take wedding photos, it's not far from getting married! I finally waited, finally waited! Ye Lin said and actually choked.
It occurred to me that the man might not love her. It's just that she is happy now, and I can't take her away from it, so I just said a few words of blessing casually, and then hung up the phone.
Half an hour later, I was bored to open the phone screen, and Ye Lin posted a circle of friends so quickly.
I clicked on it and opened my mouth wide in surprise, unable to close it for a long time.
The world is really too small, Ye Lin sent a life photo, she leaned on a man's shoulder, smiling very brightly, and that man, it was, Ye Hao!
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