"Difficult to Love".
My husband was cold in bed, and I wanted to please him but bumped into a friend who sent him home. My husband is 28 years old, handsome and gentle, but very cold in that regard. A group friend of the Sexless Marriage Mutual Support Group suggested that I use sexy lingerie to pique his interest. The doorbell rang, my drunken husband was lying on the shoulder of my friend Xu Kai, Xu Kai looked at my eyes and shone, and I wanted to die. His hot body slowly approached, I didn't expect you to have such an unknown side.
My husband and I are fairy couples in the eyes of friends, with abundant material conditions and stable relationships. But no one knew that he had been cold and violent to me in that regard. On his wedding day he pretended to avoid my affection, and I thought he was too tired. Later, every time he took advantage of the excuse, I learned that he was really cold.
I am a good girl in the eyes of outsiders. In fact, my heart is very hot, and I have been left out in the cold for a long time, and I have suffered physically and mentally. I have used all kinds of small toys and want to find someone to solve them, but I can't break through the bottom line of morality, and gradually the toys can no longer meet my needs. Under distress, I asked the group friends of the sexless marriage mutual aid group for advice, and the group friends recommended me a sexy lingerie, and the husband and wife should explore more. Maybe suddenly it will come to feel.
I was a little hesitant, since I found out that my husband was cold, I was very spineless and didn't mention this again, will it be embarrassing to take the initiative now? In the end, I still placed an order, and embarrassment is better than manual work.
At night, I took a shower, sprayed perfume, put on underwear and posed in various positions on the sofa, my figure was very good, long legs, thin waist, white skin, under the blessing of wearing it looked extremely tempting. I was the only one in the TV reflection. I sighed. I seem to be happily married, but I have to seduce my husband by this means. Sounds sad. A dead horse is a living horse doctor, and if it has no effect, it can only be divorced. Life is so long, I don't want to be like a dead ash every day.
The doorbell rang, I opened the door and found my husband's friend Xu Kai looking at me in surprise, looking at me, and after 3 seconds, his eyes became deep. And my husband Chen Yu was leaning drunkenly on his shoulder, and I felt my brain buzz explode, screaming and running back to the bedroom. I quickly wrapped myself in my dressing gown and shivered. My husband never gets paid to come home on time every night. Therefore, I subconsciously thought that there was only one husband, how could it be Xu Kai, and I wanted to die. What will my husband's circle think of me in the future?
There was a sparse sound in the living room, followed by footsteps closing the door, and it seemed that Xu Kai had left. I took a deep breath and went to the living room, the lights dim and my husband slept unconscious on the sofa. Seeing him like this, I was in no mood. Helped my husband into the bedroom, the slippers cover was covered in one go, came to the living room, I suddenly heard a movement, who went to call me scared, he actually did not leave.
Is he close to the voice with a smile and loneliness? You put some respect, otherwise don't blame me for being unkind, it's useless to struggle hard. I was scared and embarrassed. Xu Kai obviously has a bad plan, Chen Yu can't satisfy you, let me help you. Xu Kai pushed me down on the sofa, he was very good and handsome, and I was a little moved. Compared with Chen Yu, who is angry with books, Xu Kai is full of male hormones, if he is my husband, I must be eager to put him down, but unfortunately he is not, I can't do this kind of thing with him.
Xu Kai, you are Chen Yu's friend, you don't want to make the relationship stiff, hurry up and leave I can treat it as if nothing happened. I put on a cold face, but my voice was already weak, not threatening at all, it was not so easy. He took my hand and kissed it, bringing an unfamiliar scent. My heart raced and reason told me to push away, but a sense of guilt arose in my heart. The body doesn't lie, I understand it's wrong, but my body clamors for more. After the kiss, I was out of breath, and the moment Xu Kai left, I was a little lost, don't struggle. Chen Yu already has a woman outside, or he will never touch you.
Xu Kai smiled proudly, and I was stunned by Chen Yuchu. When did he keep avoiding me? It was because I was full outside, so shocked that I forgot to struggle, and it was the middle of the night. When Xu Kai left, I had traces all over my body, and tears could not be controlled to flow. It turns out that the real reality is this feeling, why did it happen?
The next morning, when my husband woke up, I had cleaned up the living room and erased all traces. He made breakfast, rubbed his head, and apologized to me, sorry.
Yesterday, I met my old classmate and drank some wine, except for Chen Yu's temperament on the bed, he has always been very good to me from love to marriage. These good supports me through 3 years of sexless marriage, and I feel guilty when I think of yesterday's incident. When this happens, this marriage is also over, I don't know how to speak, my husband said that I recently worked overtime to do the project, I want to live in the company for half a month, and when the project is completed, I will take you out for a trip, he rubbed my head, and I nodded like a choked soul.
After eating, my husband packed up a change of clothes and toiletries, and when I went out, I sat on the sofa for a day, not knowing why things turned out to be like this. If Xu Kai said it, I would be discredited, and the parents of both sides could not explain that I did want to divorce, but I definitely did not want to use this reason. If I confess what will happen to Chen Yu, I will be angry and sad and never want to see me again, no matter what, I will recognize it.
After all, things have happened, I picked up my mobile phone to send a message to Chen Yu, but I received a picture from him of Chen Yu and a strange woman in a bar with flashing lights, hugging and kissing a strange woman in disheveled clothes, and my mobile phone almost fell to the floor. Chen Yu and a strange woman hugged and kissed each other in disheveled clothes, and my mobile phone almost fell to the floor.
Last night, Xu Kai's words suddenly sounded, Chen Yu has a woman outside, this morning my brain is too messy, I forgot about this, is this photo really Chen Yu fell in love with others, why didn't he tell me, but let me bear the cold and violent profits for so long. I was aggrieved and angry.
I recognized the bar from the background of the photo, just near my husband's company, and said that overtime was originally to engage in external desire, I quickly changed my clothes and took a taxi to the bar, there was no shadow of my husband in the noisy music, only Xu Kai was sitting at the bar and looking at me with a smile. After last night's incident, I had a lot of contact with Xu Kai's face, but looking at the bar, I only knew him, so I had to bite the bullet.
