<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="1" >, a lonely girl from a poor background</h1>
There used to be a girl who liked Fang Wenshan, but at that time Fang Wenshan already had a girlfriend, so she hid and continued to love quietly and lonely, and finally Fang Wenshan knew about it, and he used this as inspiration to write "Always Quiet":
The love given to you has always been quiet, in exchange for the care you occasionally give, obviously it is a movie of three people, but I can never have a name.
This song later became the theme song of Xianjian, became Lin Yueru's love elegy, and became the unforgettable youth background music of a generation.
However, under the fame of Fang Wenshan and Xianjian, its singer Asan is rarely mentioned.
Since the explosion of S.H.E in 2001, Huayan International is planning to push Asan to the high seat of the music world singer, she has this capital and strength, but God did not give her enough time.
In 1975, Asan was born in Taiwan to a poor family of four children and six people crammed into a small house.
Asan also had a grumpy father, who was a grandson outside, who owed a lot of debts, who was the emperor at home, and who often punched and kicked Asan's mother, poverty, violence, debt hiding, uneasiness, and fear, which later constituted the lonely background of Asan's singing.
Once, When Asan's mother was frightened and ran away from home on a rainstorm day, her brother cried and cracked his lungs, and Asan put his brother in his arms and comforted: "Mother will be back soon, soon and soon." ”
She was very young at the time, and she said this not only to deceive her brother, but also to deceive herself.
This incident left Asan with such deep wounds that when she became an adult, she would be involuntarily sad on a rainy day. Surrounded by the great helplessness and uneasiness of her youth, singing became her only means of catharsis in this repressive life, and she competed very early, but no one ever took her seriously.
Once, the judges didn't even listen to her singing, turned their heads and laughed with the people around them, and then casually gave the opportunity to advance to others.
When he got home, Asan was crying under the covers.
In middle school, the father simply left his bones and ran away, the debt was pressed on the mother, the mother could not support the four children, so he sent Asan to his aunt's house.
After doing her homework every day, Asan went out to work, assembled parts, sold black tea, and strung plastic flowers, desperately trying to prove to her aunt that she was not a person who would only eat for free.
The teenager already knew the taste of sorrow, and no one asked her if the porridge was warm.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="50" > second, the road to fame through the wind and rain</h1>
In fact, the singer's voice is particularly clean, not only Faye Wong, but also Asan.
After graduating from junior high school, Asan was admitted to the art team in 1995.
Taiwan's art team and the mainland's cultural troupe nature is similar, Asan followed the team to go east and west, don't look at her as a girl, but also to do the stage, set up the lights, move things of the heavy work, and sometimes help the team members sew costumes, but because they can sing, Asan has already felt very satisfied.
Too low a starting point, so that she has almost no expectations for life, just like she wrote in the blog, I am a person who is extremely afraid of trouble, so I am used to bending over backwards, deeply afraid of bringing trouble to others, becoming trouble for others, so no personality is my personality.
In 2000, Asan and a group of like-minded friends came to the bar to sing, became a professional singer, and soon became famous, the manager Wang Yiping admired her very much, he signed her, if you want to have greater development, you need to sign a better company.
They began to prepare masterpieces, made a small sample for the first time, sent to the company, and as a result, as long as the company sang no one, the small sample was Lin Yilian's "Far Away and Fly high".
Asan did it again, a total of 8 songs, and when she saw that it was about to be completed, a sudden typhoon hit Taiwan, the basement she rented was flooded, and all her hard work was wasted, and if she was two minutes late, she would stay there forever.
Ordinary people must be physically and mentally exhausted after experiencing these blows, but Asan did not, and she felt that surviving was already a grace given by God.
Asan said: "Before, I would cry when I said it, and now I still want to cry, but I want to say that it really has come, life may not really be so satisfactory, then we have to see if you want to do it, if you want, it will have a chance to succeed, if you don't do happiness and happiness will not come again." 」
Everything went back to square one, and Asan chose to start all over again.
In order to save money for making songs, she also went to the department store to work part-time as a broadcast customer service and worked as an operator in a law firm in addition to singing.
It wasn't until 2003 that Huayan International finally discovered the long-buried gold, when she was 28 years old.
Asan finally debuted, she released her first album "Hurt a Little", the company's positioning of it is, a sad album, because Ofan's singing, too lonely, like a glass of warm water, drink down can hear the sound flowing in the stomach, all the routines and formats, in such a sound can not find the landing point, so "feelings" became the only standard for the production of this album.
This year, the album sold well, especially the "Leaf" in it, which was even more popular across the taiwan strait, once Asan was shopping outside, suddenly heard a salesman listening to "Leaves", Asan rushed over, asked people how it sounded, the sales nodded, but did not recognize Asan.
Asan waited for a while without the surprise of his imagination, and then he showed off a little triumphantly: This song is sung by me.
Looking at the surprised expression on the salesman's face, she felt ten thousand happy.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="51" > three, bumpy and regretful love road</h1>
Someone said this about Asan's departure, before she left, loneliness is just loneliness, and after she leaves, loneliness is Asan.
In addition to the trauma of her original family, her emotional road is also very bumpy.
With the first love for less than a year, the other party cheated, and the subsequent three relationships also ended in failure, always hurt, always begging, always failing, the absence of love and affection, achieving her poignant and lonely temperament.
The lyrics read: Love is just an expensive window, gorgeous and splendid along the road, displaying sweet illusions, whoever is serious will be deceived, and even think that you will be different, but why do you want to be different.
None of her songs were happy, and her understanding of loneliness was so deep that someone had the urge to shed tears as soon as they heard her voice.
So, she released her second album "Loneliness is Singing", positioned as a healing album, she said, many people are lonely, but I have the courage to admit that I am lonely, I hope that everyone will listen to my songs when they are sad, and find companionship in the songs.
In fact, Asan's life is more bumpy than most, but she is still willing to hang on to the scars to comfort others.
There are two kinds of comfort in the world, one is condescending sympathy, and the other is like Asan, who tells you with deeper wounds, but it is not a big deal.
However, the sales of this album were not satisfactory, and Asan then came to Beijing to develop, she rented a house in Beijing, raised a coffee-colored teddy dog, Asan gave the puppy her long-lost love, and hugged it after work, afraid that it would also be lonely.
Although Asan's development in Beijing is not very good, she meets a very good boy, and the belated love finally takes care of her.
However, fate once again showed her fangs, she was diagnosed with cancer, she did not tell her mother, insisted on breaking up with her boyfriend.
Later, the boy stood downstairs with flowers for a whole day.
In the last moments of his life, he met the person he loved the most, fate always likes to tease people so much, the boy wants to marry her, to have a grand wedding, to tell the world that Asan deserves to be pampered, but death comes faster than the wedding.
On April 6, 2009, the boy placed one of her favorite beige bears in her shrine.
Asan is gone, life stops forever at 34 years old, the boy loses his lover, and loneliness loses his voice.