I have placed the body
See it as a masterpiece of God
The temple of God
I thought the body couldn't be tossed around
For many years
I firmly believe that the body is a fortress
The body is filled with everything beautiful
When I stumble upon a nucleus in my body
I said, "Maybe this is God's prize!"
I didn't think it was a disease
I'm still running
In the open wilderness
I'm like a warrior
Carrying a spear,
Look for swords, halberds
Guns, cannons
And eager to build rockets
Or a new weapon under whatever name
One man's war
How lonely it is
Only I know
I am in the battlefield of ancient and modern China and foreign countries
sweep
Ecstatic for a grain of dust that was picked up
My stiff shoulders were propped up on my desk all morning
I do not know
Every day lunch is like that
Return from the front
Full of relics from ancient battlefields
Speak excitedly to Mr. To be
Anecdotes that I experienced in the morning
I don't like the lunch break
Because of the battlefield that has just been opened
It's a miasma of smoke
Waiting for me to clean up
At night
I often envision the next day
Where is it
Open up a new battlefield
Or will be a losing campaign
Resend again
……
That's it
Shouldn't God reward me?
Reward me for my diligence
Reward me for my creation and discovery
Reward me for having no self
and commitment to the future
however
But someone always reminds me suddenly
It's time for you to go to the hospital!
I said: Why? What's wrong with me?
But when a nucleus gets bigger
Give birth to another nucleus
When the other nucleus matures at a faster rate
My task can also be put to a temporary end
Before opening up another big war
I think I have to give my body a rest time
Give her a vacation
Just tidy up your teeth first
Look at that nucleus by the way
What the doctor said was a little intimidating
He also let Minister Zhou, who was following me, look at it
And stressed: Xiao Zhou can not be delayed.
When he came out, Minister Zhou called my old friend
The old friend said: You must go on Monday morning, and you must have a stronger sense of obedience.
Anyway, at this moment I ended a big war
I have nothing to do at the moment anyway
Anyway, I've planned another big fight
All right
I obey!
Another battle began
I don't know
And this time I'm the battlefield
I don't know.
Director Li saw me for the first time
To put it so precisely: how stubborn and self-righteous do you have to be?
Yes, no fake,
Very stubborn, very self-righteous,
I don't believe in science
Silly...
Then I started a self-reflection mechanism
Unleash a crazy critique of yourself
For I have damaged the temple of God
I'm for myself
Crazy use of the temple
God didn't reward me
It's about punishing me
I didn't understand it when I was punished at the first level
I didn't care when I was punished at the second level
Am I angry with God?!
Okay, okay
I was wrong
God I am willing to be punished
Please lash me with a leather whip
Shoot me with your sharp arrows
Use sky thunder or earth fire
Roast me
I paid for stubbornness, ignorance, and self-righteousness...
The first time I dragged my suitcase to the hospital
Instead of meeting
Not a business trip
Not a trip
Tight spaces
Noisy crowds
Waiting in line for trial
Yes, to be sick is to sin
Unforgivable sins
The process of treatment is punishment
Endure unbearable suffering
I thought I was ready
I thought I could
However the first night
I collapsed
A sleepless night
Because I just found out
I'm a normal person
I was actually afraid of death
Yes, I was scared.
I staged various versions of human comedy in my head
About myself
It's actually the simplest
However, it is so difficult to achieve
But
I feel surprisingly good today
As usual, I began to feel a little disgusted
I was able to prepare my own breakfast myself
How nice
I started talking to students about the text
Suddenly I remembered Zhang Geng
The first time I used a knife on my body
That young man.
He took me into the operating room that day
After putting on the surgical gown
Eyes sparkling
Energetic
Like a professor who is about to take class
Or a company commander before the start of the war
I was guided
Lie down on the operating table
For the first time
Leave the body to someone I'm not familiar with
I meditated in my heart
God, turn this young man into an angel!
Let this young man have a good heart
Full of kindness!
God, turn everyone around me into an angel, and make them wise and good!!
God, I have broken your temple, forgive me!!
Less than half an hour
Zhang Geng said: All right, get up.
My body was implanted by Zhang Geng as a "port"
Simply incredible
I actually
Come down on your own and get dressed
Got out there
It's a miracle!
How magical?
My body was cut open
After implantation in a harbor
It was stitched again
And I didn't feel anything
Zhang Geng became a god-like being in my heart
If not a god-like being
How can it be against the temple of God
To do this?
Modern medicine is amazing
Modern doctors are simply the embodiment of God
It is a pair of big hands of God
With these hands of God
Only then can the temple of God be restored.