38-year-old Taiwanese anti-cancer female artist Yu Yuanqi was devastated by cancer, the willpower of the past has been completely lost, after the third diagnosis of cancer recurrence, the whole person became depressed, and even had a loveless attitude in it. In July, under the advice of his family, he was admitted to the hospital for tumor cutting surgery, and now that he has only been discharged from the hospital, he has been scheduled to undergo the cutting of lung tumors again in September. In fact, it is not impossible to understand Yu Yuanqi's mood now, in the past nine years of fighting cancer, in the face of countless times of chemotherapy, countless surgeries, and tumors that can never be cut, even strong people can not carry it, the important thing is that this disease will only crush her more and more, so she can't help but sigh that she is not brave. According to Yu Yuanqi's mother, she is now very weak, unable to stand up straight, unable to eat anything, and the family can't help it.
If it were not for the two children, Yu Yuanqi might have given up a long time ago, after all, the pain she had to endure was really not something that could be smoothed out by a few words of comfort, but now it was difficult for the child to become the driving force for her to continue to survive. Once people lose their sustenance and their will to survive become weaker and weaker, they are exchanged for a rapid deterioration of their condition. Two years ago, Yu Yuanqi risked giving birth to a second child, and only one week after giving birth to her son, she was diagnosed with rectal cancer recurrence, which is already the fourth stage. Thinking that her son had just been born and her daughter was two years old, Yu Yuanqi gritted her teeth and resolved to fight the disease for the second time for her child.
From the second half of 2019 to the first half of 2020, she went through hardships, survived several chemotherapy, several surgeries, and finally saw the dawn in the summer of 2020, when the test results were that the cancer cells on her body had been cleared, and soon she could completely leave the hospital, just need to go to the examination regularly. Originally really thought that the miracle came again, the result of the good days only half a year, in the first half of 2021 lunar New Year before the routine examination, was diagnosed with the third recurrence of cancer, this time Yu Yuanqi collapsed, the former anti-cancer heroes have no fighting spirit, has been a lifeless attitude.
Many people say that today's all this is Yu Yuanqi's own fault, if she follows the doctor's advice after the success of the first treatment of cancer, she goes to the hospital regularly for examination, and does not insist on giving birth to a daughter and having a second child, maybe she will not end up in today's situation, which is basically sacrificing herself for the sake of her children. Indeed, Yu Yuanqi was overwhelmed by happiness at that time, and after curing cancer for the first time, she thought that she would once and for all, and she was pregnant with her second child at all costs, and she gave up going to re-examination, even if she had bad symptoms, she did not check again, and the result was a curse. But now that she has tasted, endured, and paid a great price, there is really no need to scold her, but rather to encourage and sympathize with her.
After the third cancer recurrence, Yu Yuanqi's attitude was much more negative than before, no longer actively updating the social platform to disclose her personal situation, and even chemotherapy and surgery were once planned to give up, all relying on his family's soft and hard treatment, before sending her to the hospital for treatment. Yu Yuanqi wanted to give up, probably because she was desperate, after experiencing chemotherapy and surgery, she always thought that she would get better, and the result was that the situation was getting worse and worse, to the point of irreversibility. Frankly speaking, the cancer that is already the fourth stage can only ensure the quality of life of patients, not cure, but Yu Yuanqi has not accepted this reality, and will become more and more discouraged.
Today's Yu Yuanqi is described as having no soul, at the end of July she underwent an operation that lasted 17 hours, after the operation, the whole person lost control and generally noisily wanted to go home, to see the child, and finally rely on her husband to soothe the peace. It was hard to finally get out of the hospital and see the child, but there was not much motivation, and she also said that she was not as brave as everyone imagined. Yu Yuanqi's mother revealed that after being discharged from the hospital, she would look out the window every day in a daze, wandering, a look of heavy heart, she was unwilling to make her heart open, the family was not easy to ask, the family guessed that she was having a heart for the disease and the child, which led to a very heavy atmosphere in the whole family.
What worries the family even more is Yu Yuanqi's physical condition, because her body is getting weaker and weaker, and after each operation, it is a huge torture, and it is impossible to return to the previous state. After being discharged from the hospital this time, her body became weaker, her waist bone could not stand up straight, almost all of it was arched, and she could not even go up the stairs. In addition, her appetite is not good, because of the relationship between chemotherapy, there are symptoms of esophageal reflux, can not be supplemented at all, can only try to eat as much as possible every day.
Will the future be better? This should be Yu Yuanqi's consideration and worry, and what awaits her is still one battle after another - the lung tumor resection surgery in September has been scheduled, and it is a vicious fight with the disease, thinking of this, how can her mood be good? It is ironic to say that I am working so hard to recover my body so that I can perform the next operation, but how can I spend it without surgery? It was as if everything was stuck in an endless loop. As her family, it would not be good to see her like this, but there was no better way than to bless and encourage her.
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