My name is Chen Hong, I am 33 years old this year, and my husband is a college classmate, and my relationship is so good that people are envious and jealous.
The only fly in the ointment is that we have been married for so many years, the two of us have never had children, and I dreamed of having a child for my husband.
Although the two of us showed indifference in front of people whether we had children or not, we also said that we only wanted to live in the world of two people in this life, and did not think about having children.
In fact, behind the scenes, my husband and I have made countless efforts to have a baby, but there is still no result.
The doctor said there was nothing wrong with the two of us, but why didn't we have children?
In fact, I was once pregnant, but my husband and I thought it was too shameful to be pregnant out of wedlock, after all, at that time, we still had to focus on my studies.
In this way, my husband accompanied me to do the abortion, the child is about three months old, listening to my husband, the child has been formed, it is a boy.
I have always regretted why I didn't give birth to the child at that time, and if I hadn, I would not have suffered as much as I do now.
I heard some people say that if a woman's first child is born, if she is unlucky, it will cause lifelong infertility. Maybe I'm the unlucky woman!
Just when my husband and I were already desperate, I was miraculously pregnant.
Things in the world are so strange, you want to get pregnant, but you can't get pregnant, and when you feel completely disappointed and don't take it seriously, the child comes as promised.
During my pregnancy, my husband cared for me very much and cared for me, and he also went to attend pregnancy classes in case of emergency.
These efforts of his make me feel that my husband is a very responsible man.
With a full sense of happiness, I look forward to the early arrival of my child and living an enviable family of three from then on.
Pregnant in October, we gave birth and we welcomed our son with joy.
Looking at his son's little face, my husband was excited, grinning every day, with a happy smile on his face, as if he was a father and owned the whole world, and I was happy to see him happy.
When the full moon wine was made, relatives and friends gathered together, and my younger sister and brother-in-law, who also led their four-year-old niece, also came to congratulate me and gave me various gifts.
After a few days, my niece is a lot more well-behaved.
As soon as the little sister saw me, she joked that the little niece heard that the eldest aunt had given birth to a little brother, and pestered her all day long to see the little brother, and wanted to know what the little brother looked like.
The adults took turns holding the baby and talking about my son's appearance, and after seeing it, they went to the living room to play.
The little sister said to the little niece: "I saw my little brother today, and I was clamoring to play with him all day long, you should play more with Xiao Bu now, otherwise when the time comes, I will go home and I won't be able to see my little brother." ”
After everyone took turns holding the baby, it was in my husband's hands again.
My niece begged, "Uncle, can I hold the baby?" ”
My husband looked at his niece's thin arms and legs, afraid that she would not be able to roar, in case he fell his son, but it was unfortunate, so he politely refused her request.
"You're still young, you can't hold your little brother, when you grow up again, I'll let you hold him, okay?"
"Look, my arms can be long, but I have strength, I won't fall the baby, you just let me hug, okay?" The little niece began to be coquettish, and rolled her sleeves to let my husband see how thick her little arms were.
No matter how much the little girl begged her husband, her husband was unmoved, insisting on squatting down to let her see the baby.
The niece was very stubborn, did not hold the baby, itched in her heart, and still insisted on hugging the little brother before stopping.
I couldn't resist her pitiful appearance, and I suggested that she sit on a stool and put the baby in her hands.
My niece is holding my son, and I'm happy.
She looked at the baby carefully, and because of the excitement, her little face was red, like a ripe apple.
She looked at the baby for a while, tilted her little head to look at my husband, and suddenly said childishly: "I am like my father, and my younger brother is not like my uncle at all."
I see that his eyebrows and mouth are also like my father, and this little nose, my uncle's nose is high, and the baby's nose is collapsed. ”
My niece's words made me tremble, and I secretly glanced at my husband and found that his face was unhappy, and the smile he had been hanging all day was gone.
After everyone was gone, my husband began to question me.
My husband's suspicions are not groundless, the reason is that my brother-in-law used to be my ex-boyfriend.
We talked about boyfriend and girlfriend for a year, but then found that the personalities were incompatible, so we broke up decisively.
Because he often came to my house and found that he was quite close to my sister, so after we broke up, he decisively went after my sister.
Because of this relationship, my brother-in-law and I still get along a little awkwardly.
The paper can't contain the fire, and the embarrassing things about my brother-in-law and I have grown longer, and my husband knows about it.
This time my sister was sent by the company to study abroad, this time it was more than a year, my sister originally asked my mother to take care of my niece, but because of the recurrence of her old illness, I could only take care of the little girl.
But unexpectedly, during the time I was taking care of my little niece, I became pregnant unexpectedly.
I said that this was a coincidence, my husband already had a pimple in his heart, and his niece's words made him more and more puzzled.
My husband suddenly snubbed, of course I know what is in his heart, he suspected that I had an affair with my brother-in-law, so I gave birth to a son.
My husband sneered: "I'm really stupid, the top of my head is green, and I'm still in the dark."
We have worked hard for the child for so many years, but we have not, how can this son suddenly become pregnant? ”
I tried to explain to him that my brother-in-law and I were innocent.
But no matter how I explained it, he just didn't believe my words and said that he didn't want to help others raise their sons.
I was so angry, after so many years of being a couple, he actually didn't trust me, which completely chilled my heart.
I suggested that he take his son to a paternity test, but after the paternity test, we divorced and my son was raised by me.
Unexpectedly, this guy couldn't wait for a moment, and held his son early the next morning to go for a paternity test. ，
As you can imagine, the son is 100% his.
His angry heart was appeased, but my humiliated heart was hurt to the extreme.
I said expressionlessly: "Don't say anything now, it's useless to say anything, let's divorce, and my son will belong to me." ”
My husband burst into tears, begged me for forgiveness, and slapped himself fiercely, calling himself a person, a bastard, and even the people he loved the most did not believe, and he vowed to treat our mother and son well in the future.
Looking at my son, thinking about my husband's distrust of me, my heart really hurts, for the sake of my son, I don't know if I want to forgive him?