"I left a letter to my aunt, and this money cannot be used for anything other than studying, and it cannot be used for marriage and funeral." If there are disagreements about how to use the money, it's ultimately up to you to decide. If in the future, your children want to apply for school, do not know which one is good, let them find you, you help them choose a suitable school. I wrote all of this in my letter. ”
Shang Hui nodded tearfully, "I will." ”
"The second thing, I originally wanted to treat the master and the master as a father and a filial piety, but now it seems that I can no longer do filial piety to the second elder." After I left, the district government will let them move out, and I have agreed with the mayor to arrange a house for you, closer to the station, and it is convenient for you to go home. The mayor said that he had found it well, at the foot of the White Jade Mountain. ”
Shang Hui, who had been holding back the silence, cried out.
Zi Zhen held out his hand, "Sister Master, don't you cry, I just arranged, maybe it's okay!" ”
Shang Hui held one of Zi Yuan's hands tightly with both hands, hoping that her own hands could pull Zi Zhen back from the sick man's hand.
The third thing is my golden lock. In the letter I left to my master and wife, I said, "Do your dowry." After returning to Dalian, once, Shi Niang took it out and returned it to me, saying that this is the only object that your father and mother have left in this world, or it is better to stay with you. Gold goods, value is secondary, but also the wish of the two old people, can ward off evil, you keep well. This thing came back into my hands.
Shang Hui heard niang say this, and she consulted with her and said that you went to Tianjin for fear of being robbed on the road, so she didn't give it to you. Now that Zi Zhen has returned, the father and mother left such an object for the child, we can't keep it, and it is good to give it back to others. Shang Hui nodded in agreement, saying that the mother thought thoughtfully, and if she was brought to Tianjin, Zhang Yiming would not accompany her if she did business and lost money. Thankfully didn't bring it.
"This thing is still left to you, make a thought." We don't have anything to do, but I just can't forget you. After I left, Jin Suo was still with you. ”
Shang Hui cried more and more. Her hands held Zi Zhen's left hand, and she lay on her own hand and cried, and the tears fell to her hands and flowed to Zi Zhen's hands through the slits of her fingers. Zi Zhen did not cry, his eyes were clear, and his tone was gentle, as if this was something he had thought about for a long time and had long been ready to do.
He was tired, and Shang Hui got up to pour water, helped him up, and drank the water slowly. After drinking the water, lie down. Zi Zhen looked at Shang Hui, "Sister Master, there is a fourth thing. ”
Shang Hui nodded, what else is there, who else can not put it down?
Zi Zhen did not look at Shang Hui, his eyes looked at the ceiling.
Shang Hui waited for him to speak, and the fourth question was about himself.
He glanced at her, and Shang Hui got up and helped him take a few sips of water. He calmed his breathing. Shang Hui's tears came up again, how healthy He Ziyuan had been, how capable He Zizhen had been, now, he didn't even have the strength to speak more.
He finally slowly began to say, "Sister Master, the last thing is also the most difficult, I can't rest assured of you." ”
"Me?"
He nodded, his face solemn and stern.
"Rest assured, I'll be fine. I am now living away from the Ichimei family on my own, and I rely on my own ability to support myself and also to support my children. YiMing was originally a male brother, and now his family does not give him money, but his problem of spending money is still the same, the money he earns is basically his own spending, and this family is supported by me. ”
He held out his hand, shang hui held his hand with both hands, he pulled out, and in turn shook Shang Hui's hand. "Sister Master, the struggle is very cruel, are you not mentally prepared?"
Shang Hui looked at Zi Yuan in surprise, not knowing how he could say such a sentence, the struggle is very cruel, what struggle, the struggle of the country, the struggle within the party, what does it have to do with himself as a teacher and a common person?
Zi Zhen's thoughts drifted far away, "You see that I am a party cadre, I must be the most reliable, but this is not the case." You don't know that during the town counter-movement from 1950 to 1950, some people exposed That Brother Jiang Hongjiang was a traitor, and that I was led by Elder Brother Jiang on the revolutionary road, saying that I was a spy that Brother Jiang had ambushed in the revolutionary ranks. The evidence is that we were discovered by the Japanese that time, and it was obvious that someone had tipped off, and in the queue, only Brother Jiang and I could speak Japanese. ”
Shang Hui was stunned, not knowing that Zi Zhen had also had this suspicious experience. None of them even noticed. How did he come over, carried by a man.
Shang Hui listened quietly, he didn't know what Zi Zhen would say. "Brother Jiang was killed in battle with The Japanese soldiers, and the whereabouts of that time were exposed, but it was actually a common people who whistleblowed in order to earn the Japanese people's rewards. The party organization later sent someone to assassinate the traitor, but I don't know who actually implicated Brother Jiang and me. I went to the organization to explain. After the organization went to Heilongjiang to investigate, it went to that village to look for people at that time, their families were still there, and the archives were recorded. While waiting for the transfer, I was under house arrest upstairs, and I told my wife that I was on a business trip, but in fact I didn't go anywhere, just upstairs in my own room. You can figure out how hard it will hit me, and from then on I will be careful, working hard, never daring to think of myself as a young old revolutionary, and if I am not careful, the old revolution will become a counter-revolutionary. ”
No wonder, the body collapsed, this kind of disaster, even the strongest people are difficult to fight.
Zi Zhen's expression was very calm, as if he was recalling something that had nothing to do with him. "Those who didn't want to talk about it, take it to the grave and don't let you worry about me." What I am saying is that people are not the same, most people are ordinary people, very few people are saints, saints are closer to the gods, they will help you out of suffering. I was also fortunate that time, a city leader, said at that time, I know He Zizhen, he can't be a traitor. However, there are too few saints and too few, and I have had the privilege of meeting one. There are not many villains, but villains are people who are relatively close to the devil, and a small person is enough to send a good person to hell. I have offended the villain and been falsely accused by him. I can't punish him, all I can do is stay away from him. ”
Shang Hui finally exhaled, "The farther away this little person is from him, the better." ”
"Sister Master, there may also be such a villain around you."
"The villain didn't hurt you because you offended him. The villain sees that you are better than him, and sees your ability, he will be angry, and he may harm you. I didn't actually have a job relationship with that person, but on the surface it seemed that I had a better future to rise, and he got angry and wanted to get rid of me. ”
Suddenly thinking of the colleagues around her, Shang Hui suddenly understood Zi Yuan's painstaking heart. "I see, I have this kind of villain around me. The ability to teach is not good, and the bad guys are great. ”
"Your character is easy to offend villains."
"What kind of character do I have?"
"You are arrogant, you tend to look down on others. You don't speak, but the look in your eyes makes people feel your contempt for others. ”
Shang Hui lowered her head, "I don't provoke or talk to people I don't like, can't this be done, so what?" ”
Finally, it's the right topic. "Sister Master, you and your brother-in-law are both people who have returned from the Kuomintang District, and it is easy to create a stain on you, where to find witnesses?" I found it that time, what if I can't find it? In the future, we must be careful in our work, do not take anyone lightly, do not look down on anyone, and take a close eye to everyone, and the brother-in-law is the same, you have to be careful with your brother-in-law, be careful, be careful. As soon as our political power was established, some people engaged in sabotage, they had to fight against sabotage, and I had just held a meeting before I was hospitalized, and I gave everyone a preventive injection. ”
"What is repression?"
"Purging counter-revolution. After the 51-year rebellion, it is said that there are still counter-revolutionaries who have not been purged, and if they want to carry out a purge, you and your brother-in-law must be extremely careful. ”
Shang Hui was terrified to hear it, but she felt that it was impossible to get her own head, how revolutionary she was, her poems and essays were all praising the new society, she was a joyful and joyful love for the new society, equality between men and women, equal pay for men and women for equal work, what a good society!
"The purge campaign has not yet been fully rolled out, and I should not have told you that if I had not been lying in bed, I would not have said that I had violated the party's principle of secrecy. You and your brother-in-law can't have an accident, you still have Qingqing and Zhang Zhen. Sister Master, saying these is to tell you that you must be cautious in the unit. ”
Shang Hui burst into tears again. "Zi Zhen, if you really want to protect me, just be well, take good care of your illness, work well, live, live for a long time."
Zi Zhen closed his eyes for a moment, "I don't want to live, but The King of Yama won't let me!" ”
They looked at each other silently, "I have said all the things in my heart, let go of all my worries, and listen to the call of Yama Wangye at any time, one person to come and go alone." ”
Shang Hui wept again.
