In other words, does anyone remember Xu Meijing?
She is a singer of the 90s diva level, the biggest feature is the beautiful voice, the singing mood is moving, coupled with the personality and appearance are angular, the overall style is very queen.
Her "Sunshine is Always After the Storm", "Moonlight in the City", and "Allure" are popular hit songs in KTV.
Sunshine always looks up to the band after the storm - the sunshine is always after the wind and rain
She became popular in the 90s, but her career was brilliant until 2000.
Therefore, many people regard the disappearance of Xu Meijing as a major regret in the music world.
Last year, the 44-year-old was photographed singing on the streets of Singapore with a small sign next to it.
It says her current situation: the family is fighting for the family property, and even conspiring to send her to a mental hospital.
But fans say she's just singing on the streets.
The truth of the matter has not been confirmed.
Rumors about her protracted love triangle and insanity have made many people think that the current situation seems to be natural.
Some people also say that it was once a national diva, and this kind of bitter love drama should not really reach her head...
The low-key "Queen of Heaven Killer"
It is not an exaggeration to say that Xu Meijing is the music white moonlight in the hearts of many people.
Her tone is beautiful and cold, full of emotion, like the water of the night flowing through her ears.
In 1992, she competed in the Miss Chinese Singapore contest and won the titles of Miss Friendship and Miss Photogenic.
Because of the beauty of the singing, when humming the song backstage, he was heard by Singaporean producer Chen Jiaming and immediately handed over his business card.
Chen Jiaming's status at that time was similar to That of Li Zongsheng in Taiwan, and he wrote many popular songs, such as Zhang Xinzhe's "Over the Fire" and Mei Yanfang's "Love You Thousands of Times in My Life".
But the most proud trump card in his life is Xu Meijing.
In the second year of her debut, she released the record "Knowing", which was only released in Singapore, so it was not highly popular.
In 1995, Xu Meijing signed to Taiwan's Shanghua Records, where Chen Jiaming was her producer.
At that time, it was the golden age of the Chinese music scene, Faye Wong was already a diva of the music scene, and new people with dazzling styles such as Xu Ruyun and Zhang Huimei emerged in an endless stream.
But Xu Meijing used a cold and beautiful voice to break through the strong light, which was difficult to ignore.
Others rely on personality circle fans, while Xu Meijing uses emotions in her voice.
She can sing sad songs, but singing inspirational songs doesn't make people feel out of place with her.
Because she took the lead in accepting the impermanence of life, her calm personality filtered out great sorrow and joy, so the whole was very restrained.
Singing such a cheerful and open-minded song as "The Sun is Always After the Wind and Rain", it will make people feel as if she is trekking in the mud for a long time and has not yet seen the light.
"Moonlight in the City" is a traveler's poem full of water and grass.
Moonlight in the city Xu Meijing - The Battle of the Odds concert live
Emotions are fluid, things are human under the change of dynasties, and the works of poets and artists are permanent.
Her song is sung to the people who return from the snowy night, as long as you want, you can always listen to a song of Xu Meijing quietly at the moment of peace or frustration in life.
And she is full of style, with an angular face, coupled with a full of guard and alienating style, the coldness and modernity of the urban mysterious girl makes her full of star flavor.
The famous musician Xu Changde called her "another Faye Wong".
In order to open the Hong Kong market, Huang Weiwen helped her change the previous song "Confused" to "Allure", and she did not expect to be red.
Allure Xu Meijing - Listen to 13 wonderful songs
The song is included in the album "Listen to 13 Wonderful Songs", and in the highly competitive Hong Kong music scene, Hui Meijing's song has won the IFPI chart for three consecutive weeks.
She is also known as the "Queen of Heaven Killer".
But the story of her style and brilliance quickly broke down after 2000.
The most "bitter" heroine?
Her personality traits are forever foggy, and even her private life is mysterious.
Neurotic and not good at words, the song style is mainly cold, so in the mouth of the gossip media, she gradually became a "bitter love queen".
The first album attracted the attention of Li Zongsheng, who invited her to work with her, but Xu Meijing said that she would only have one producer, that is, Chen Jiaming.
She and producer Chen Jiaming are also teachers and friends, and in the six years of knowing each other, there are many feelings of right and wrong.
At that time, Chen Jiaming already had a wife, and Xu Meijing's stage name was obtained with the help of his wife.
The two people have mutual communication in music, Chen Jiaming is her Bole, and she is a rare treasure that has achieved Chen Jiaming's musical creation.
Careers are inseparable from each other, so emotionally doomed to be complete.
In 2000, the long-lasting love triangle finally came to an end, and she flew to Italy to heal her wounds.
Later, I met Hong Kong singer Yuen Yiu-fak.
Compared with Chen Jiaming, Yuan Yaofa was more handsome in appearance, and at that time, he was in the ascendancy of his career, and was known as "Little Jay Chou".
But in 2005, Yuan Yaofa was hidden by the company, and his career plummeted.
Xu Meijing was pregnant at this time, but Yuan Yaofa asked Xu Meijing to beat up the child.
And Chen Jiaming invited her to go back to work, which was equivalent to throwing an olive branch to her isolation.
In fact, at that time, he still did not divorce, but just wanted to create a new peak through Xu Meijing.
Yuan Yaowen learned that she had returned to Singapore and decisively demanded to sever ties with her. However, Yuan Yaofa, who attached so much importance to his career, never had any glory again, and now changed his name to Yuan Zihao.
The men she fell in love with were selfish, narcissistic, and arrogant, and Xu Meijing, who was emotionally procrastinating, never said a word in front of outsiders, and from this point of view, she should not be bitter.
In 2006, many media outlets rumored she was "crazy" because she was yelling at the hotel and ordering guests to call her "God."
But in another version, she was emotional because the customer misunderstood and harassed her.
In fact, at that time, she was diagnosed with schizophrenia and depression due to various changes.
Over the years, she has lived a very low-key life and has been volunteering in psychotherapy.
In 2014, she appeared on the Sun Yanzi Kepler World Tour, where the two sang "Moonlight in the City".
On May 18, 2019, she held a solo concert in Nanjing, and a ticket was hard to find.
Although Xu Meijing did not always stand on the front line like Faye Wong in the end, she was not as depressed as people said.
People especially like to see people who were once radiant and trapped, as if their powerless ordinary life can be more reflected, and it seems less lamentable.
But Xu Meijing's life direction is more able to connect with ordinary people.
There are moments of being cared for, there are also moments of being played with by luck and feelings, and finally gradually precipitated, understanding that thin water and long flow are the best answer.
It was a particularly fortunate thing that she did not live in the cliché story of the eight o'clock file according to the conjecture of others.