I have always thought that I am a person who is hesitant to do things easily, and in fact I am very hesitant to do things easily. But in retrospect, I made a lot of attempts, and I don't regret them.
I hope this readme will allow you who are watching to better understand me as a unique soul :)
This trailer: (The trailer content is the content that appears somewhere next in the article, and the ellipsis is only in the trailer)
1. What I remember now is the feeling and state of painting at that time. It's like a sentence in Long Yingtai's eyes: "". ......
2. My dear mother [contrived] said to me, "I'm afraid you're not a male fetus, the little boy is probably not as lively as you." ”
Hahahaha I:...
3. If you are the 3rd point, then do not hesitate, do not be sad, the happy days will eventually come, ah no, off-topic, then please stop the behavior immediately, otherwise...
4. What? You say that my article is too long, ah, but that's not because there are both sharing and dry goods, see here are all ...
"The article is short and concise, clearly expressed, concise and concise, and there is no nonsense."
——The author's own comment (then I didn't say anything about it [contrived])
Will I lose some of my equally intelligent readers as I write this way? Probably not, no, such a beautiful article you did not read
Ah this article 3800 words, then if you really can't finish reading once you can also like the collection first, pay attention to me better Wow :)
There is also the fact that this is the first time I have tried this style, and I hope that the audience can give me a little feedback and advice, great kindness, and never forget wow
WeChat public account article
(Ah below I have to admit that it seems to be a little boring wow, but really hope you can share after watching my experience)
I don't know why I brushed the article about the registration of the official account, but after reading it, I have my own intention to register. The initial idea of registering a public account is only to allow me to timely feedback the books I have read and the knowledge I have learned, and to allow me to record some good inspirations and ideas in life.
Official registration is during the writing of physics assignments during the 2021 winter break online classes at home. I still remember it very clearly: as I wrote it, a sentence popped up in my head: Or register a public account now. As soon as the idea came out, I opened the computer to search for "WeChat public account registration" to start registration, and then there was the current public account: Fan Ji.
In fact, until now the public account has not achieved my ideal effect, I am an out-and-out idealist, there are many times I will think too ideally about the problem; but at the same time, I am very fortunate (I think) I have mixed a little pragmatism in the ideal, so that I will not be so floating, but also let me closer to reality, will not feel very painful because I have not reached the ideal effect.
I had planned to silently register for silent records, but when I posted the first article, I may have been brain pumped and pushed in the circle of friends. From the moment after the release to the present, I have a little regret, because sometimes I have concerns and can't show my true self, especially in front of people who know me and I are not dead.
This is also the reason why I registered the headline number, after all, no one I know on the toutiao platform will know the existence of my number, so this headline number can not only have the function of The WeChat public account (for me), but also let me share my ideas and some inspiration without any worries, bringing you knowledge, warmth and joy. (I'm probably a person who loves to share but doesn't want to share it in front of my regular friends)
Maybe in the future I will change my opinion and no longer regret pushing my first article in the circle of friends. But now I really regret it a little bit over555 :(
Regaining interest: Drawing
Since I was a child, I have been interested in drawing, but for various very practical reasons, I have not studied it and I have not drawn often. Painting really needs too many tools, and the material conditions of my family really can't support it, if I can support it, I would have chosen to paint this path in my second year of high school.
So before I went to college, to be precise, until the summer vacation at the end of my freshman year, I copied it with the most common pencil of 0.7. I started copying it when I was very young (almost 6 or 7 years old), and I painted beautiful and realistic flowers on the sheets and cute puppies on the tablecloth, which were more impressive. I copied it very well, and I had a good grasp of the proportions of the composition and the smoothness of the lines. So much so that my mother couldn't help but praise me, not to praise me for everything she painted, it was really good (hey hey pride :)).
When I was in middle and high school, my mother kept saying that if I could, she would let me learn to draw. What I remember now is the feeling and state of painting at that time. It's like a sentence in The Dragon Yingtai's eyes: "... ”。 (Ah what's coming, oops can't remember, it doesn't matter then I'll look for it, oops, ah, no, didn't find... ）
After going to junior high school, I basically didn't draw much. Later, it was found drawing on tablets and computers. I don't have a tablet, so I can only try on the computer, but at that time I didn't know that drawing on the computer required a hand-drawn board, and I always thought that I would directly use the mouse to draw, so at that time, when I saw a big guy drawing on the computer, I would be very, very impressed, after all, I really couldn't control the mouse: (
Later, I learned about the hand-drawn board and began to consider whether to buy one too. I don't think I need as many tools to paint on a computer, I just need a computer, a hand-drawn board, and most importantly: a pair of hands that can draw. So after hesitating I decided to pick up my interest again. (The interest in painting is the biggest I've had since I've lived to be so big, bigger than math.
Now that I have begun to watch relevant videos at Station B (Bilibili), this is also an attempt for me, and I plan to continue to learn for a long time in the future (oh no, from now on).
Skateboarding
(This part is more relaxed, but most of the dry goods in this article are included in the ease)
I've always loved the type of sport with speed, like bikes, skateboards, skates, etc. As soon as I had time from elementary school, I started cycling around the village.
What did my neighbors say about me, they said, "Whoever rides the bike is the steepest and the lesser."
Hahahaha me: ???
My dear mother [contrived] said to me, "I'm afraid you're not a male fetus, and the little boy is probably not as lively as you." ”
Hahahaha me: ??? (Mom seems to have always wanted me to be a lady)
Except for the bikes we have at home, there are no skates, skateboards or anything, so although I wanted to experience them, I didn't have the opportunity.
(The following is an exaggerated tone)
This summer vacation, in view of the pitifully small number of IChat steps, I was resourceful and decided that I could not go on like this! I'm going to try to make a difference! I want to leave the bed positively and openly, and walk out of the house bravely and generously!
After seeing the price of a skateboard on a treasure, I made the bold decision to buy myself a skateboard that I could not think of an adjective to describe!
Then, after my own careful selection of fire eyes, I bought a skateboard that I bought and thought was good.
From the beginning as long as you stand up, you are extremely excited and proud, and then you start to feel the cheers of finding the feeling on your own wall, and then you find yourself helpless and dazed to turn to the skateboarding teaching video, and then to the night of practicing alone (the back has been soaked with sweat), finally, the kung fu pays off, and finally I successfully mastered the skateboarding skill.
Key point: it only takes one night, and there is no fall in the whole process [arrogant and contrived]
(The following is the serious tone)
There's a reason why I was pulled alone to learn skateboarding.
At that time, when practicing, it was after watching a skill to start "practical practice", but after the actual battle is very tired, when you lie down and rest and watch the learning video, it is very easy to produce inertia, and then it will be very easy to do this: find the video - collect the video - video eat ash, a set of operations as if the clouds flow ah brothers and sisters cute.
As the proverb goes, "It's better to talk than to do more", sometimes watching too much will make us not down-to-earth, and the feeling is light, and the brain will always give us an illusion of "Oh, it's simple, I've learned" after we watch a certain instructional video. (I don't know if I have expressed it clearly)
So, don't let your treasure eat ashes in the collection, hurry up and act, step by step.
I've seen a lot of videos about learning English and collected a lot of them (when I collected: Aaaah is amazing, I found treasure, I will definitely use it in the future, I want to collect it).
But when I really wanted to improve my English scores, I still didn't know where to start (I could, but I wanted to learn in a more efficient way than the improvement method I used). I believe it's not just a problem I've had alone (ah no, don't you all have that problem).
Knock on the blackboard: I think the root cause of the problem is that what we know is fragmented, without logic and system. We just go through the brain and look at it with our eyes, but these contents are not internalized and absorbed by our brains and become our own things.
So try not to think that I will use it in the future at that time, but to find relevant videos and data literature when you need to use it now, and then integrate and summarize in a timely manner, have logic and organization, and let the knowledge really play its value and be used by me. (Of course, it doesn't mean that everything has to be used before you look it up.)
And oh, less brush some seemingly useless but actually useless videos (of course, do not rule out the real use of video to learn the small partner Oh), this will really swallow our long-term concentration ability, after all, I am not after the end of the summer vacation has a deep understanding of well 555.
(The above part is slightly off-topic, more considerate)
Topics of Regression Attempts:
Sometimes, you may feel very bored and can't be interested in anything, but you feel: Ah I can't do this, I want to be positive,
And then:
1. You act decisively, maybe by completing something you've always wanted to do but haven't done, or maybe you're trying something completely different, but it doesn't matter what it is (the law requires above), you've already defeated the boring monster isn't it? You'll be great by this point!
2. Maybe you choose to do nothing, just in a daze, standing, sitting or lying down, even though you are still bored.
3. Maybe you won't search, but decide to brush short videos to pass the boring time that can no longer be boring.
4. You may open a certain degree and search for: "How to find your interest", or "Why are you not interested in anything", and then after reading it, you may have a little inspiration, but even if you have inspiration, you still don't want to move.
If you're point 1, then you're really great (definitely);
If you are the second point, this time the brain will continue to jump out of the idea of action, this kind of thinking continues to appear, and finally you are likely to act, no matter what you do, and then gradually get better, and regain the joy of life;
If you are the 3rd point, then do not hesitate, do not be sad, the happy day will eventually come, ah no, off-topic, then please stop the behavior immediately, otherwise you will regret believing in my future (but in fact, I am not confident enough to say so, the second degree);
If you are point 4, you may be caught up in the problem of insufficient action mentioned above, and then it is likely to either proceed to point 2 or point 3, so please refer to the above.
If the above does not solve your problem, please restart and try [customer service voice] again, this sentence I said blindly, don't, don't take it seriously, then the main thing after that is that I don't know how to do, do, do [panic] (but I will always explore, you can also publish your high opinion in the comment area)
In short, try more, you will really find that life is colorful, although it is clichéd, but it is only a common talk, to put into action ah! Come on, gentlemen.
What the? You say that my article is too long, ah, but that is not because there is both sharing and dry goods, see here are true love wow, than the heart, no, I think than the heart is not enough, I want to launch love! (Mommy, it's too greasy, that's not what I said, I'm not, I didn't, don't be fooled)
(Since I have a text correction function, my mother no longer has to worry about me not being able to distinguish it.