"For a green card, I buried myself and ruined my happiness."
The slender woman muttered to herself as she tore the curtains vigorously.
The sound of the curtain cloth being torn to pieces was like the pain of tearing a broken heart.
A moment of sadness, like a long spring, summer, autumn and winter, recorded the story of 720 days and nights!
In the vast empty villa, it appeared large and unemotional, rich but lifeless, leaving behind a place of curtain cloth, and it was torn to pieces.
A delicate kitten was the only creature accompanying her, and at this time she was also frightened to hide, silently curled up in the corner of the table and did not dare to make a sound.
This sad and desperate Chinese woman, who had studied in Europe, her name was Xinyue, and her mood was like the bud of the moon tonight, cold and lonely.
Three years ago, Xinyue got a master's degree in Europe, which was a great future.
For the green card, for the villa, for the comfort. She chose her current husband, and a transnational marriage began hesitantly.
3 years later, Xinyue's husband betrayed her, and she felt that the sky had fallen and she had become a complaining woman with negative energy.
She endured and endured to endure humiliation and burden to intolerable,
This was the 3rd time she had accidentally bumped into her husband's infidelity.
Her heart ached like an explosion, and in order to vent her anger, she tore all the curtains of the 3-story villa of the family one by one, and she wanted to let the ugliness and darkness here see hope and sunshine.
Her heart is blocked, she wants to talk, she wants to talk, she needs understanding and love!
yes! Xinyue wants to call the big sister in China, and it will be more comfortable to chat!
The long-distance phone was dialed, and there was a milky child's voice on the other end of the phone, with a small voice and a very good sound: "Little aunt is back." ”
What brought her back was her eldest sister's younger daughter, her niece.
A warm current of affection melted into her heart.
However, her eldest sister's marriage was also painful, and her brother-in-law was addicted to gambling, and finally lost his wife and daughter.
In order to get her brother-in-law to quit gambling, her sister once tied him to a stool, saying that after 24 days of habits, he could quit gambling, but any attempt failed.
Xinyue had witnessed the scene of her sister and brother-in-law arguing every day, and she was sad and unbearable.
In the end, her sister took her daughter alone and opened a company, and lived a hard life.
Xinyue loves her sister and also hurts her little niece.
When studying in Europe, she also worked hard in restaurants, bitter and bitter only self-aware, she was under a lot of pressure to study, sometimes too tired, careless, she also burned her hands next to the boiler; she also worked as a cleaner; she also worked as a nanny, fortunately, she stayed up, she sent these thrifty money to her sister.
When Xinyue was young, she remembered one night when she and her sister were curled up together and looked in horror at their mother, who had not slept all night and had been smoking all night, and the whole house was shrouded in smoke.
Dad still hadn't come back.
They knew that their father had other women outside, so they left their mother and daughter 3 behind.
Dad suddenly returned, and at the same time, he also received a letter from the family, and Grandpa was seriously ill and needed a large amount of money to treat his illness.
The mother in sorrow, still kind, gave all the money in the family to her father to save her grandfather.
Dad was moved, repentant, and Dad shed tears in front of Mom and fell to his knees.
Xinyue has always felt that Dad needs to be re-educated!
In fact, studying abroad, in Xinyue's subconscious, she wants to escape the curse of family marriage misfortune.
However, even as she fled from China to Europe, she still tasted the bitterness of marriage like her mother and sister.
In the face of the family's misfortune, she seems to be staging a similar version of pain no matter where she runs to any corner of the world.
Heart Moon is reflecting!
Xinyue heard a voice inside herself saying, "Where can I find happiness?" ”
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart answering, "Happiness is actually in the heart." ”
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart saying, "My failed marriage told me that my life was over, and I became an abandoned woman." ”
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart answering, "Even if my husband betrays me, I feel like the sky is falling." However, when the sky falls, it can also be used as a quilt; when the sky falls, there are tall people on top. Nothing was too scary. ”
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart saying, "My husband no longer loves me, I have become a yellow-faced woman." ”
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart answering, "No, my husband doesn't love me anymore, but I want to love myself." I'm going to get a job; I'm going to dress myself up, how happy I'm going to be! ”
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart saying, "I had a failed marriage, and there was no hope in my love life." "
Xinyue heard a voice in her heart answering: "No, the hope is still there, mr. Qian Xuesen, the representative of the international students I most admire." His emotional story also inspired me.".
Mr. Qian Xuesen once confessed to the beautiful girl Jiang Ying, "Are you going to the United States with me?" ”
Jiang Ying felt the advent of the God of Destiny and said busily, "No, I already have a boyfriend!" ”。
Qian Xuesen replied wittily: "I also have a girlfriend, but from here on, your boyfriend does not count, my girlfriend does not count, we began to make friends." ”
6 weeks later, Jiang Ying and Qian Xuesen held a festive wedding at the Peace Hotel in Shanghai, and also had a happy life full of love!
Heart Month life will be restarted.
She's on her batteries, waiting for the pandemic to end her green card marriage.
She will return to China from Europe and be with her mother forever.
The fallen leaves return to the roots and nourish the human heart, and she seems to have heard the call of the mother of the motherland, "Come back, my dear child!" ”
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