laitimes

Broken Lives (Folk Tales)

author:Sorrow is painful forgetting

A love that even the years cannot bear.

A wound that can't even be healed by years.

Looking out the window at the blue waves of the lake, the breeze wrapped in a warm breath blows across the face. Liao Zhiming's long-locked brow finally slowly stretched out. Half a month ago, Liao Zhiming received a distribution sheet from the street office for zhiqing to go to the countryside. Liao Zhiming hurriedly opened the list, which read: Comrade Liao Zhiming was assigned to Yangchungou Village, Mentou Town, Jiangchuan County, Yuxi City, Yunnan Province. Although Liao Zhiming did not know where it was, he was sure that it must be a thousand mountains and rivers away from Beijing, where he was located. Liao Zhiming's parents saw the notice and sighed. To say that a small child has run so far is really reassuring. Liao Zhiming did not say anything on his lips, but his heart was overjoyed. That's exactly what he wanted. The farther away the better. Leave this place that makes you depressed and depressed. Liao Zhiming's father was a mechanic at the Hongqi Machinery Factory. Mother washed and cooked at home. From the time Liao Zhiming remembered, he found that the conversation between his parents always seemed to be "eating", "going to work", "riding carefully", "getting off work", "the meal will be good soon", and his father often drank alone, looking at the ceiling and muttering to himself. What he said was known only to himself. The mother was just sitting alone in the distance looking at her father. Tearful eyes! The rest of the time the family was quiet, and the frightened Liao Zhiming himself did not dare to make a sound. The family is quiet! This atmosphere is also affecting the young Liao Zhiming. Sometimes Liao Zhiming even wondered: Is it because my parents don't like me? Otherwise, other people's parents will take their children to rejoice, and their parents will be silent all day. In such a quiet environment, Liao Zhiming reached the age of 21. He also endured this home to the limit, and he was eager to leave this home, the farther away the better. Therefore, this time he did not hesitate to apply for the quota of going to the countryside to know the youth. One night before leaving, the two parents rarely took Liao Zhiming's hand and told him to pay attention to his body outside, make a good relationship with the leader, don't work hard, and be lazy if he can--------

"Little comrade, where are you from?" A low voice in his ear interrupted Liao Zhiming's thoughts. Liao Zhiming turned his head to look at it, only to see that sitting in the seat next to him was an uncle in his fifties, smiling at himself. Liao Zhiming smiled politely at him: "I am from Beijing." When the uncle heard it, he had a voice on his mouth: "Tut--- can't help it." It was from the capital, and that was where Chairman Mao lived. A look of envy. At this time, when the people in the front and back seats listened, they all stood up on their sides and looked up at Liao Zhiming. Seven mouths and tongues up. "Look, in the end, it is the capital, so young can go out so far away by yourself" "What is Beijing like, talk to us about it" --------- quiet carriage suddenly became lively. Liao Zhiming looked at the people left and right, and did not know what to say for a moment. Embarrassed. Then I heard a voice floating in the back seat: "What's the noise?" Huang Liang's good dreams have all been disturbed by you. Don't you just want to know what Beijing is like, ask me, although I am not from Beijing. But I often go. I know Beijing better than anyone in Beijing. Just listen to another voice: "Bragging doesn't make a draft." You can be more familiar than other Beijingers. "There was a burst of laughter in the carriage." Laugh at what laugh? Want to know something. Little master, I let you grow up today. Liao Zhiming turned his head curiously to look at the back of the carriage, only to see a tall and strong young man standing there. A toe-up look. Only to see the young man's eyebrows raised, he said: "Beijing has not been ten times but also eight times, Tiananmen Square, the Forbidden City, the Summer Palace, the Temple of Heaven, the Great Wall, Wangfujing, I have been there." In fact, Beijing is not so great. That's it. He said and glanced at Liao Zhiming. Liao Zhiming lowered his head in interest. Everyone listened to this young man report such a long list of names in one breath. He clamored for him to tell everyone about it, and a few good people gathered around him and asked him what was going on. Liao Zhiming didn't bother to join them, looking sideways at the fresh scenery outside the window. In the sound of the old bus rattling, I fell asleep.

"Hey--- Beijingers----'re here." Liao Zhiming, who was sleepy-eyed, only felt his eardrums vibrate. An agitator. The whole person bounced off his seat. I saw that the young man in the back row was standing next to him with a bad smile. "Seeing that you slept soundly, Ben couldn't bear to wake you up." But I'm afraid you've made a mistake and offended ----."

Liao Zhiming straightened his clothes. Glanced at him. Without saying anything, I got out of the car with my luggage.

Liao Zhiming went out of the Mentou Town Bus Station. Look at strange people, strange streets. Came a long, deep breath. At this time, I only saw that there was a person at the exit of the station waving in the direction of Liao Zhiming, liao Zhiming looked around, and there was no one else. Is it waving to yourself? Because it was getting dark, I couldn't see the man's appearance. Liao Zhiming hurried a few steps to the exit gate, and saw a long black, strong girl smiling and waving. Liao Zhiming pointed his finger at himself, and the girl nodded her head desperately. "Hello! Are you greeting me? Liao Zhiming came to the girl and asked cautiously. Oh---- of course I'm calling you. You must be the Zhiqing of Yangchungou Village. Liao Zhiming was surprised: "How do you know?" The girl smiled heartily, revealing two rows of neat white teeth: "Oh---- this is not easy to recognize, one look at your long white quiet, Sven, young, you know that it is from the city." That's right. Liao Zhiming scratched his head in embarrassment, smiled and said, "Your eyes are really good, the sky is almost dark, and you can see so clearly." "We rural people, in this condition, are still doing farm work in the field, and our eyes are naturally stronger than yours." The girl smiled. At this time, a voice came from behind him: "Therefore, we young people who have responded to Chairman Mao's call have come to the vast countryside to learn from the vast number of peasant comrades." Liao Zhiming listened to the sound familiar, and looked back at the boy who was in the car just now. The young man nodded to Liao Zhiming, smiled and said to the girl, "Hello comrade, I just heard that you are from Yangchungou, it is great, I am also going to Yangchungou." The girl clapped her hands and said, "Really, that's great, my father told me that there are two Zhiqing coming today, I was just thinking about how to come to one, this is good, people are together, we can go back to the village, it's not early." When Liao Zhiming heard that this young man and himself were going to the same place, he couldn't help but frown again.

"Introduce yourself. My name is Shen Chunhua. The girl held out her right hand as she introduced herself. The young man hurriedly rubbed his hand on his body a few times, and then shook Shen Chunhua's hand and said, "Fortunate meeting, fortunate meeting, my name is Pei Guoqiang." People from Harbin. The two looked at Liao Zhiming at the same time, "What about you?" Haven't you introduced yourself yet? Liao Zhiming sighed. Timidly, he said, "My name is Liao Zhiming, from Beijing." The two saw Liao Zhiming with an embarrassed look. Sticking out his tongue and smiling at each other.

It is getting late, the Yunnan town in the night, the breeze is gentle, and the wind blows the leaves of the tree. Liao Zhiming sat in the tractor's tow box, his eyes closed. Let the breeze blow. I feel that my pores are stretched out, which is particularly comfortable. Pei Guoqiang and Shen Chunhua seemed to be familiar with each other, and the two of them sat in the carriage and talked and laughed. The momentum of the conversation. After more than an hour of bumpy rides, we finally arrived at Chunyanggou Village, a large village with hundreds of people. This will be just past the meal. After the villagers finished eating, they were all gossiping outside. Seeing a tractor coming from afar at the head of the village, everyone stretched their necks and looked at it, and said with all their mouths. "Look, the young people who have come to our village are all children in the city." Eat the bitterness of our countryside. "Don't underestimate the young people. People are young, some are strength, think it's you, an old bone. "Who do you say old bones are?" I see if you owe it or whatever. "Yo--- I'm still afraid you won't make it, come on." The old guy -----" The villagers around him also shouted and coaxed. "What's the noise?" Just listen to a serious, slightly hoarse voice. The crowd whispered, "The village party secretary is coming." "Everyone was quiet. The village secretary is called Shen Guoming. When he was young, he served as a soldier, killed the enemy, and stood up straight. A black face covered with ravines, eyes bulging, very angry momentum. "Look at you old and young masters, young people see this virtue of yours, what will people think of you?" You guys are not ashamed. "The village party secretary is a very prestigious person in this Yangchungou village, and a group of people listen to it and are silent. The tractor stopped in front of everyone. Shen Guoming greeted him early on, pulling Liao Zhiming and Pei Guoqiang to greet him warmly. Pei Guoqiang greeted Shen Guoming with a hippie smile while greeting the villagers. It's just that Liao Zhiming is a little shy. Just a stupid laugh and nod.

After Liao Zhiming and Pei Guoqiang had a simple dinner at Shen Guoming's house, they were led by Shen Chunhua to the residence. There were no extra houses for them to live in in the village, so Shen Guoming cleaned up a house in his backyard. The village bought two hard board beds and a simple home. For Liao Zhiming and Pei Guoqiang to live. Shen Chunhua led the two into the house, a little embarrassed: "The conditions of rural people are limited, the two will live first, if there is any need, I will find a way to slowly buy it for you." Pei Guoqiang patted his chest and said, "Sister Shen, you are too polite, why should we come to the countryside, isn't it to bear hardships, the more difficult the conditions, the more we can train people." Shen Chunhua smiled and said, "Elder Brother Pei, your revolutionary consciousness is high, and I will learn more from you in the future." Turning his head and asking Liao Zhiming, "Brother Liao, you see, are you still missing anything?" Talk to me. You're welcome. Liao Zhiming glanced at it. The condition is that it is a little worse. But Pei Guoqiang said that, and he was not embarrassed to ask for anything. He said, "Oh, that's fine, I'll talk to you later if I'm missing something." Shen Chunhua and the two exchanged goodnights and then closed the door and went out. Shen Chunhua just left. Pei Guoqiang pointed in a circle around the room: "Look, this is where people live, hey." I said Liao Zhiming, is it too wronged for people from your capital to live in such a place? Liao Zhiming thought that one minute he was still patting his chest and talking, and the next minute he showed the fox's tail. What a slippery slope. He said, "Who just said that the more bitter the better?" I think that's fine. Pei Guoqiang smiled hesitantly: "Just now in front of the little girl, we are not allowed to pose, ah, now just the two of us, there are any words you can say directly, Xiao Liao, I treat you as my own." Liao Zhiming lay down on the bed: "After a day of sitting on the car, I was tired, I slept first." Pei Guoqiang saw Liao Zhiming collapsing on the bed and did not choke himself. It's also boring. And the clothes slept down.

Early the next morning, Shen Chunhua came knocking on the door. Liao Zhiming woke up early, because he had just come to an unfamiliar environment, coupled with the hard sleep of the slab bed, his body was sore, and he did not sleep well all night. Only to see Pei Guoqiang's cry to sleep was earth-shattering, and his heart was really a thing without heart and lungs. Hearing a knock at the door, I quickly put on my clothes and went to open the door. "Brother Liao, early. My dad told me to wake you up for breakfast. At this time, I heard Pei Guoqiang get up in the room and shout, "Sister Shen is early, we will come right away." Shen Chunhua glanced into the room, saw Pei Guoqiang wearing shorts and a vest, immediately withdrew his gaze, and ran away with a red face. Liao Zhiming looked at Pei Guoqiang's appearance and smiled: "This is in the countryside, you dress like this, the little girl is shy." Pei Guoqiang stretched his waist and rubbed his eyes, "I see that this little girl is 80% interested in me." Liao Zhiming looked at Pei Guoqiang with contempt, shook his head and took the basin out to fetch water to wash up.

Liao Zhiming and Pei Guoqiang's three meals a day were eaten at Shen Guoming's house, and the village distributed their rations to Shen Guoming's family. Shen Guoming's father and daughter are both enthusiastic people. Usually, father and daughter eat, which is quite deserted. So I'm happy to have two more mouths. Four people gathered around a small table and laughed and ate breakfast. Pei Guoqiang stared at Shen Chunhua from time to time, and Shen Chunhua looked down at shen chunhua with a red face and desperately pulled the porridge in the bowl, not daring to look up. Shen Guoming said to the two people while eating: "We are in Yangchungou this land." Two things are famous, one is phosphate rock and the other is tobacco. There is a mine behind our village. Xiao Pei, I saw that you were very strong, and I assigned you to the mines and mining. Contribute to the construction of new China. Xiao Liao was relatively thin and weak, and the mining work could not be done, so he followed the spring flowers to plant tobacco. Pei Guoqiang listened and let himself go mining. His face immediately changed. Carefully said to Shen Guoming: "Shen Zhishu, I just came, maybe you don't know me yet, don't look at how much meat I have on my body, it's all virtual, and there is no energy in my bones." I was afraid of going to delay the work in the village. Liao Zhiming laughed. Shen Chunhua also laughed. "Liao Zhiming, what are you laughing at?" Or we'll change it. Laugh at me with your little arms and legs. Liao Zhiming listened, threw the bowl on the table, and said: "Change it, revolutionary work does not distinguish between old and young, regardless of physique, I have a warm heart, what do you have, I see you are a bag." The mouth handle is quite powerful, and at the critical moment, it becomes a shrunken-headed turtle. Pei Guoqiang saw that Liao Zhiming, who did not make much noise, taunted himself in front of Shen Guoming's father and daughter, slapped the table, stood up and shouted: "Liao Zhiming, what are you talking about." I don't accept our practice and tell you that when Lao Tzu mixed with society, you were still playing with mud, and you dared to fight with me. Liao Zhiming also stood up and said, "Practice is practice." Shen Chunhua saw that these two seemed to be moving the real thing, and quickly pulled Pei Guoqiang. Shen Guoming scowled and shouted at the two people, "Bullshit! Sit me down. The two were frightened by Shen Guoming's momentum and sat down reluctantly. Shen Guoming continued, "Look at you two, what you look like." A bit of a progressive youth look? When you get here, you stinky things for me. All actions are under command. As far as your revolutionary consciousness is concerned, I think I will exercise it very much, and after breakfast, I will be put to work immediately. Shen Guoming finished speaking, and went out with a black face.

In the end, Pei Guoqiang still went to houshan to open a mine, although a hundred were reluctant, but there was really no way, but it was very likely to play a little clever and steal some laziness when working. Liao Zhiming followed Shen Chunhua to plant tobacco, Liao Zhiming, a child in the city, never went to the ground, even farm tools will not be made, fortunately there is Shen Chunhua with, hand in hand to teach him, Shen Chunhua is an extroverted, big grinning girl, in the morning and night with Shen Chunhua, Liao Zhiming also gradually let go of his heart, the whole person is also sunny, that usually gloomy face from time to time also has a smile.

On this day, Liao Zhiming and Shen Chunhua returned home from work, and as soon as they entered the courtyard, they saw Shen Guoming talking with a girl. Pei Guoqiang pulled a smiling face and handed tea and water next to him. When Shen Guoming saw them returning, he beckoned and said, "Come quickly, this is Comrade Zeng Meili, who just came from Suzhou, and Comrade Xiao Zeng came to our poor and remote place to work at a young age. Zeng's beautiful white skin, a pair of shining eyes, two small pigtails, and a smile with a rice nest on his face. Liao Zhiming saw it, and the sea in his heart that had been dead and silent for a long time immediately turned into ripples. A feeling that had never been experienced before, only to feel that the heart was also dancing, and the hand could not shake uncontrollably. Zeng Meili smiled and came to Liao Zhiming's face, held out her hand, and said, "Hello." My name is Zeng Meili. Nice to meet you. Liao Zhiming reacted stupidly for a few seconds, quickly shook Zeng Meimei's hand, and unconsciously swallowed his saliva: "Hello, I --- my name is Liao Zhiming." From Beijing. Welcome. Pei Guoqiang said in a strange way: "When I see a beautiful girl, my tongue is knotted." Zeng Meimei blushed and lowered her head and coughed slightly, and Liao Zhiming found that she was still holding Zeng Meimei's hand deadly. Hurry up and let go. Standing next to him in a daze. Don't know what to say. Shen Chunhua smiled and came over and took Zeng Mei's beautiful hand and asked for warmth. The two little girls became acquainted in a moment. Ran to see a room for two people. Zeng Meili and Shen Chunhua lived in a room.

Since Zeng Meimei came, Liao Zhiming felt that his sky was vast and his life was wonderful. The emptiness of working in the fields, but also humming a small tune from time to time. Seeing that Zeng Mei was tired of working, he took the initiative to help, handed a towel, and handed water. After a long time, the people in the village saw something interesting. Shen Chunhua once pulled Liao Zhiming and quietly asked him if he looked at Zeng Beautiful. Liao Zhiming blushed and said don't be blind. I just saw that her young work was very hard, help him.

In fact, it is not only Liao Zhiming who looks beautiful. Pei Guoqiang also looked at Zeng beautiful. Even the village dog Three looked at Zeng beautiful. Dog Three's parents died from an early age. Wear a hundred clothes, eat a hundred meals and grow up. It is reasonable to say that he is also a poor person, but he is not angry. Do some sneaky things. After getting older and understanding the affairs of men and women, he often climbed the wall to peek at the village women taking a bath. For this matter, he was criticized by the villagers. Now the women in the village saw him hiding far away. Everyone knows this love of beauty. But Dog Three is a bit of a toad who wants to eat swan meat. But Dog Three really wanted to be a winged toad. That night, Zeng Meimei set up a bathtub in the wood room of Shen Guoming's house and put water away. Just took off my clothes and got ready to take a shower. I heard a loud roar outside the back window of the firewood room: "Who's there?" Stop---- don't run. Zeng Mei was shocked and immediately got dressed. Push open the door. In the distance, Pei Guoqiang chased a person and ran out. Liao Zhiming and Shen Chunhua heard the voices and came out and asked Zeng Mei what was going on. Zeng Meili said that she heard someone shouting outside in the shower and came out. At this time, I saw Pei Guoqiang pulling a person over, and his mouth was still cursing and grinning. One kick kicked this man to Zeng Mei's heel. Gasping for breath, he said, "This dog day peeked at you taking a bath, but fortunately I found out." "It's another kick. The people on the ground rolled with headaches. Shen Chunhua ran over and grabbed the ears of the people on the ground. The people on the ground screamed like pigs again. "Okay----'s really your dog three." You say when will your dirty problem be changed. You give me up. As he spoke, he grabbed Dog San's ear: "You talk about you, it's not easy to do every day." Think about these things all day. What a disgrace to our whole village. Dog San screamed bitterly, "Oh--- Aunt Grandma, please let go." Misunderstanding--- misunderstanding----" Shen Chunhua said, "Misunderstanding? It's not the first time you've done something like this. So what do you say you do when you come to my house at night? Dog San patted the ash on his body and smiled: "That --- is not three intellectual young people from the city, I --- just want to come to know them, you know that I have not studied, I most admire the reader." Wouldn't that be a good idea to learn from you? "You shut me up---," Shen Chunhua interrupted Dog San's words. Less nonsense in this---- have climbed the wall and visited the door? "Hey--- I'm not used to it." Pei Guoqiang said at the side: "Talk less nonsense with him, break his dog leg and then cut his thing and feed it to the dog." "Say it's going to go up and do it." At this time, Liao Zhiming, who had been silent next to him, grabbed Dog San's neckline, pushed him to the ground, rode on Dog San, and punched Dog San's front door. Punch after punch without stopping. The three people next to them were stunned. The whole line is there. It wasn't until Dog San screamed, "Help---- kill someone," that he woke up the three of them. Hurry up and pull Liao Zhiming. Shen Chunhua said, "Don't fight--- it will really cost you anyone your life if you fight again." One side pulled Liao Zhiming away. Shouting at the dog three, "You are not quick to roll ---" The dog three saw the roll and stood up, and ran away with a cigarette. Liao Zhiming stared at his bloodshot eyes from anger. Clenched fists, trembling. Liao Zhiming's appearance really made the three people look very scared. Shen Chunhua suddenly felt that liao zhiming in front of her was so strange and terrible. Not at all the usual mild-mannered person. Pei Guoqiang walked over to Zeng Meili and asked with concern, "Beauty, don't be afraid, I am here?" Zeng Meimei had not yet returned from the situation just now. Listening to Pei Guoqiang's words, he said gratefully: "Thank you Brother Guoqiang." Luckily you were there today. Otherwise----", he said and lowered his head. Pei Guoqiang patted his chest and said, "Thank you." With me here, no one will dare to bully you in the future. Shen Chunhua came over and pulled Zeng Meimei into the house, and when she passed by Liao Zhiming, Zeng Meimei looked at Liao Zhiming. Nothing was said.

After experiencing the dog three. Pei Guoqiang always had something to do and pull Zeng Meimei to chat. Zeng Meili was still a little shy at first, and slowly the two people became more and more enthusiastic. Got off work. The two also often went to the stream to touch the fish. walk. It's like a couple. Liao Zhiming was even more silent than before, not saying a word day by day. That day, Pei Guoqiang and Zeng Meili walked back to the house, humming a little tune while undressing and preparing for bed. Liao Zhiming of the first room asked coldly, "Did you also go to peek at the beautiful bath that day?" Pei Guoqiang was stunned, and then said: "Surnamed Liao, you don't spit ivory out of your dog's mouth." Say it again, believe it or not I beat you. Liao Zhiming smiled coldly: "Dare to do it or not?" I think you're dirtier than Dog Three. You're a sucker. Pei Guoqiang listened and ran over to Liao Zhiming with a punch. The corners of Liao Zhiming's mouth suddenly spilled a wisp of blood. Liao Zhiming wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and said, "You are not afraid that I will tell Beauty about this." Pei Guoqiang's face tightened, and he immediately smiled contemptuously: "Just because of my current relationship with Meimei, do you think Meimei will believe your words?" Liao Zhiming stared at Pei Guoqiang and said, "So, you admitted -----" Pei Guoqiang said, "So what?" You toad wants to eat swan meat and doesn't pee to take a look at yourself. Liao Zhiming's eyes staring at Pei Guoqiang began to be congested again, and Pei Guoqiang looked at Liao Zhiming's eyes, and there was an inexplicable sense of fear in his heart. For no reason--- felt that there was a devil hiding behind the blood. A devil who was anxious to pounce and devour himself.

The next day, Liao Zhiming came to the tobacco field. In the distance, I saw Shen Chunhua and Zeng Mei working in the fields. Liao Zhiming squatted alone in the ground and fiddled with the soil in the field. I wondered if I wanted to tell Zeng Meili about Pei Guoqiang sneaking over her bath. After hesitating, he secretly made up his mind that he must tell Zeng Mei about this, and he had to let Zeng Mei recognize pei Guoqiang's true face. Liao Zhiming got up and walked over to Zeng Meili, coughed, and solemnly said, "Beautiful, can you come over, I have something to say to you." Zeng Meimei raised her head to look at Liao Zhiming, and then turned her head to Shen Chunhua. Shen Chunhua looked at Liao Zhiming and said, "If there is anything to say here, why can't you let me know?" Have a secret? Liao Zhiming glanced at Shen Chunhua. Raised the decibel of the voice: "This matter has nothing to do with you. You don't care. Turning his head, he said to Zeng Meili, "Just for a few minutes, it will not delay your work." I'm waiting for you on that mound," he said, turning his head and walking toward the mound. Shen Chunhua saw that Liao Zhiming, who had always been gentle, suddenly stomped his feet so fiercely at himself. Zeng Meili patted Shen Chunhua's shoulder and comforted: "Don't be angry, I will help you scold him." After saying that, he walked in the direction of Liao Zhiming. In the warm and warm sun, the gentle breeze gently brushed around Zeng's beautiful body, the corners of the clothes were slightly raised, and the graceful posture loomed. Liao Zhiming stood on the field and stared at Zeng Mei, who was surrounded by sunlight, slowly walking towards him. It seems that this picture is gazed at into an eternal oil painting in my heart.

Zeng Meili walked over to Liao Zhiming's side, and while stroking the hair that was disturbed by the breeze, she asked, "What are you looking for me for?" Liao Zhiming swallowed unconsciously and fixed his mind. "That ---- that----- I have to tell you something ---." Zeng Meimei said slightly, "If you have anything to say, just say it, swallow it." Liao Zhiming stood so close to Zeng Mei face to face. The heart has long been chaotic. But at this point, it was impossible not to say anything, so he turned his heart sideways and said, "Are you talking about friends with Pei Guoqiang?" Zeng Meili listened, and her cheeks were red, "What do you ask this for?" Besides, it's none of your business to talk to anyone I talk about friends. Liao Zhiming said excitedly, "Don't be deceived by him." He's not a good thing. I ask you because I --- I care about you. I don't want to see you bullied by him. Zeng Meimei said angrily, "Liao Zhiming, why do you say that Guo qiang is strong?" You don't want to know if we're talking about friends, I'll tell you, we're talking about friends, I like him, I don't need you to take care of it. Chewing your tongue behind someone's back, I don't think you're a good thing. Liao Zhiming did not expect Zeng Meimei to say this to himself, and his body trembled with anger. He grabbed Zeng Meimei's hand and roared, "You thought that the last time Dog San peeked at you taking a bath, he was so coincidentally looked at, and that was because he also went to peek at your bath." Wake up. "Snap—" With a crisp sound, five finger prints landed on the left side of Liao Zhiming's face. Zeng Meili broke free of her hand and gave Liao Zhiming a hard time. "Liao Zhiming. You are so despicable that you even slander the country. You roll ---", finished. Covered face and ran away. Liao Zhiming was dumbfounded. The slap did not seem to hit him in the face, but broke his heart hard. Liao Zhiming desperately bit his lower lip with his teeth, and his eyes were stained with blood. Suddenly, there was a long roar in the sky. It sounded so miserable that it made people feel chilling.

Villages under the setting sun, serene, peaceful. The villagers who got off work washed their hands and feet with the mud from the stream at the head of the village, washing away the tiredness of the day. Under an old locust tree by the creek, a young man sits under the tree like a sculpture. Empty blank eyes looked into the distance. The villagers who passed by him seemed to see an uneasy red in their eyes. Shen Chunhua stepped on the sunset to the locust tree. He lowered his body and patted the young man's shoulder and shouted in his ear: "Liao Zhiming" The young man's body trembled slightly. Disturbed his contemplation. Liao Zhiming turned his face, saw that it was Shen Chunhua, and smiled: "How did you come?" Shen Chunhua smiled and sat down next to Liao Zhiming, "I didn't see you, you used to hide here and sit idly." Shen Chunhua glanced at the fingerprints left on Liao Zhiming's cheeks and asked with concern, "Are you okay?" Liao Zhiming smiled nonchalantly and did not speak. Looking into the distance, he said, "Haruka, have you ever liked someone who liked it as much as cutting a piece of flesh on your own body?" Chunhua sighed and said, "I don't know how you can feel this way, I grew up in this village, we countrymen have simple feelings, direct, like to say it, don't like it, like it or not, like it or not will not remember hate." I remember the old man in the village said that fate is fate between people. I can't force it. Liao Zhiming said sadly: "Sometimes feelings are more difficult to say than to do." We can control our eyes not to appreciate her face, our noses not to chew her body odor, and our legs not to run to where she is. But you just can't control your heart. That heart is no longer your own. Say no, it's gone. If the heart is gone, the body shell will no longer have a soul. Shen Chunhua clearly saw the imperceptible tears in Liao Zhiming's eyes. Shen Chunhua did not know how to comfort Liao Zhiming. Just whisper, "As long as you want to drive a little." Be optimistic and positive. No one can take away your heart. In fact, in addition to feelings. We still have family ties. Don't drill the tip of the bull's horn. Liao Zhiming laughed self-deprecatingly: "Affection? Oh--- I can recite what my parents have said in recent decades. Now I understand why they are like this. Because my dad didn't love my mom at all. Shen Chunhua looked at Liao Zhiming silently. Don't know what to say. Suddenly, liao Zhiming's eyes were cold, and he muttered to himself, "No one should try to take away my heart." No one should think of -----" Shen Chunhua felt that Liao Zhiming suddenly seemed to have changed into a person. It's scary.

This day. Liao Zhiming went to the town to run errands, and when he returned to the village, he brought back a bottle of shochu and a bag of peanuts and rice hidden in the bed. After dinner, Zeng Meili and Pei Guoqiang went out for a walk again, and Liao Zhiming knew that they must be going to the small forest behind the creek again. Because on a few occasions he had quietly followed them both. Liao Zhiming saw them both go out. Back in the house, he took out the shochu and peanut rice hidden on the bed and sneaked out of the back door in his arms. Along the way, I was careful not to be seen, but fortunately, every family ate at home, plus they all worked for a day. They were all too lazy to come out and hang out. Liao Zhiming turned a few corners and came to a dilapidated courtyard at the end of the village. Seeing a faint flicker of light in the room, he went up and slammed the door a few times. I heard the voice of a man inside: "Whoa--- don't knock, come in yourself." Liao Zhiming pushed the door into the courtyard. The yard was overgrown and dilapidated. Liao Zhiming pushed the door into the hall, and when the dog Sanyi saw that the person coming was Liao Zhiming, he took a few steps back alertly, looked at Liao Zhiming in horror, and his voice trembled: "You ---- what you want to do when you come to my house---." Liao Zhiming took out the shochu in his arms and shook it in his hand, smiled and said, "Third brother dog, you see, you are older than me, I will call you third brother." I'm here today to apologize to you for the last offense I came, and I'm here to have a few drinks with the third brother. Dog Sanyi listened, really doubted whether he heard it wrong, but looking at the wine in Liao Zhiming's hand, he immediately put his guard down, And Dog San thought, he couldn't remember when he last drank. As for him, there is wine to drink first. So he smiled and said, "Ha --- what the past things are still doing for it, and I am not a person who remembers revenge." He said and gave up the stool for Liao Zhiming to sit down. The two of them drank peanuts and rice. Liao Zhiming filled the dog with wine and gave himself a symbolic pour. Raising a glass, he said, "Third brother, I toast you, and I hope that you adults will not count the villains." Forgive my little brother for my impulsiveness that day. Dog San smiled and said, "Come--- come— dry," he said with his neck tilted. It's all in the stomach. Liao Zhiming just sipped it with his mouth, he didn't drink it at all, and Dog San didn't care, so it was better, he could drink enough. A few glasses of wine under your stomach. The dog talked more than three words, and Liao Zhiming told the little secret of the east family and the west family in the village. Suddenly mysteriously leaning over the root of Liao Zhiming's ear, he said, "Brother, see how interesting you are today, I tell you something, that day I climbed over the wall and went in to peek at the little girl, and as soon as I turned in, I saw the boy from our village with you lying on the back window to see it." As a result, the little thief shouted to catch the thief. Shout up first. You say I'm unlucky. I don't think this boy is a good thing either. Liao Zhiming said with a calm face, "Then why didn't you expose him in the first place?" Dog Sanyi patted his thigh and said, "You're stupid---- people like me who have made mistakes say that anyone believes me?" This boy caught up with me that day and threatened me, I dare to say it, and beat me to death. You see the results. I just cooperated with him to play a play. But I didn't expect that you would kill me halfway and beat me half to death. But look at the part you invited me to drink today, I'll be a fart in these things. He said and raised his glass. Take a sip and drink it to the sky. Liao Zhiming's face was blue and he clenched his fists. Endure the anger in your heart. Dog San only cared about his own drinking pleasure, and did not care about Liao Zhiming's emotional changes at all. A bottle of wine saw the bottom, and Dog San was confused and waved to Liao Zhiming: "Brother, brother, I thank you." I'm going to sleep. I won't send you, you can do it yourself. After saying that, he walked toward the bed, fell on the bed, and snored loudly in a moment. Liao Zhiming stepped forward and pushed the dog three with his hand. Dog Three was motionless like a dead dog. Liao Zhiming took out the cloth he was carrying and carefully wiped the bottle. Then he took Dog San's hand and pressed it on the bottle several times. Then he wiped the bowl of his drinking wine with a cloth and put it in the cabinet where the dishes were placed. Finally, he came to the bedside and gently took off Dog San's shirt. Turned off the fire. Crept out of the three dogs.

Thick inky night. A village as dead as silence. Suddenly, a piercing scream cut through the suffocating night like a sharp blade. "Kill---- Kill----," a woman cried out in utter horror. With the sound of dogs barking in all directions, the stars lit up. Shen Guoming was also awakened by this cry. Quickly dressed and got up, came to the courtyard, Shen Chunhua was preparing to push the door out, saw her father coming. Turning back to Shen Guoming, he said, "Dad, I'll go out first to see what's going on, and you'll go and rest." Shen Guoming said, "I am the head of a village." Something must have happened, let's go and see! The two men went out. Seeing that some people came out of the house dressed one after another, everyone saw Shen Guoming and asked what happened, what was the name of the ghost in the middle of the night. Shen Guoming said that I also just went out, I don't know what's going on, let's take a look at it. Then I asked, which family did this sound come from? I don't know who said it: it sounds like it's coming from the direction of the dog sanjia. Someone then said: Dog three a single stick, I listen to the voice of a woman, it is difficult not to be a dog three he ---- Shen Guoming cleared his throat, everyone don't argue, first go to the dog three homes to see and then say. A group of people hurried to the Dog Sanjia, and as soon as they entered the courtyard, they saw Tian Widow stumbling out of it and crashing head-on into Shen Guoming's body. Shen Guoming grabbed Tian Widow's arms. Shake a few times and say: Calm down--- something is wrong, say slowly. Widow Tian pointed to the hall of dog three and said tremblingly, "Dog Three ---- Dog Three he was killed." The crowd erupted in amazement. The villagers shouted to go in and take a look, and Shen Guoming pondered a little and turned back to stop the villagers: Everyone calm down, listen to me, now we have to protect the scene. Chunhua you go to find the two people now rush to the town police station to report the case. If you're okay, go home and rest. Don't all sabotage the scene in this mess. The villagers saw each other and talked about who this dog had offended and who had been poisoned by this poison. Went home. Shen Guoming instructed Chunhua dao, you should go to the town police station now. I'm here to watch the scene. Haruka agreed and left. Shen Guoming walked to the entrance of the hall, leaned in half of his body and looked inside, and saw Dog San lying on the bed. His head was covered in blood and had coagulated. On the floor next to the bed were half-cut ordinary bricks stained with blood. Shen Guoming turned back to the courtyard, crouched down and asked the widow Tian who was still slumped on the ground: "I ask you, in the middle of the night, you are not staying at home, what are you doing here?" Tian Widow had not yet eased up from the fright just now: "I ---- I will borrow something to ---" Shen Guoming roared angrily: Nonsense, do you think you are in the village that little trouble, I don't know? I'm looking at you alone and blimitable. Turn a blind eye, but now that someone is dead, you have to make it clear that you are in big trouble. When the widow Tian listened, she was afraid, and pulled Shen Guoming's arm and said: "Chief, I said—Today, during the day, Dog San and I made an appointment, and came to my house at night to find me, I waited until the second half of the night and did not come, I thought that this boy dared to play the old woman, the more I wanted to get angrier, I got up and came to his house to find him to settle the account, after coming, the house was dark, I shouted that he had no one to respond. I lit the candle. As soon as he looked back, he saw the dog three ----- talking, covering his face and whispering.

It was said that Shen Chunhua called a strong boy in the village to go to town. As soon as I walked to the head of the village, I saw a person sitting under the old locust tree, still holding a person in his arms. By this time the black sky had been squeezed out of a slit by white, by the faint morning light. The feeling is Pei Guoqiang. Chunhua ran over to see Pei Guoqiang. The man in his arms was once beautiful. The two people looked lost and depressed, Pei Guoqiang's hands were still stained with blood, Zeng Meili was unkempt, and his clothes were torn in many places. Chunhua exclaimed, "What are you doing sitting here at night, what is wrong with you?" Pei Guoqiang turned his head back, his eyes desperate: "Dog San, who was raised by a dog mother, has defiled the beauty-" Shen Chunhua exclaimed: What do you say? He said crouching down and looking at the beauty, the beauty of the face is dark, the cheeks are full of dry tear marks. When Haruka saw the beauty like this, she couldn't help but cry: Dog Three, who killed a thousand knives. It's good to die, and it's well deserved. Pei Guoqiang looked at Chunhua and said, "What are you talking about?" Dog Three is dead. Impossible, I just hit him. It is impossible to die so easily. "What?" Dog Three was killed by you," Haruka fell to the ground.

The sun's rays eventually dispelled the darkness of the sky. The creek at the head of the village is sparkling. The old locust tree greedily sucks in the sun's nutrients. The young dog three lay on a stretcher, and the white cloth on his body was forever covered by the sun. "Take it away." Old Deng of the police station ordered two policemen. Old Deng and Shen Guoming were comrades-in-arms who had carried guns together before. When I received the report, I rushed over immediately. Shen Guoming saw that Old Deng had finished inspecting the scene and came over to pull the old comrade-in-arms to ask about the situation. Old Deng took out a cigarette, sent one to Shen Guoming, lit it himself, and smoked two mouthfuls: "Now it can be basically determined that the fatal injury is a blunt wound on the forehead." I looked at it and smashed it at least five times. The murder weapon is the half brick that the murderer left at the scene. The murderer is very fierce. Then he said, "By the way, I heard that you have controlled the murderer, right?" Shen Guoming: "The murderer is not necessarily yet." He only admitted to only smashing it. Old Deng threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stomped hard with the sole of his shoe: "Go, show me." ”

After Pei Guoqiang admitted that he had smashed the dog three, he was locked up by the villagers in a warehouse where grain was stored in the village. There were also two villagers guarding the gate. Shen Guomin and Old Deng came to the door of the warehouse, and the villagers who were guarding immediately opened the door of the warehouse. After the two entered, they saw Pei Guoqiang sitting paralyzed on the ground, completely devoid of his usual spirit. Overnight it seems to have aged several years. Old Deng coughed a little and said to Pei Guoqiang, "Tell me what happened?" Pei Guoqiang seemed to be mentally traumatized, and the whole person was a little confused, with words in his mouth: I did not kill, not that I killed, I only smashed -----。 Old Deng couldn't help but frown and said: "Now that all the evidence is unfavorable to you, I hope you'd better confess a little, talk about things to the end, and don't try to hide anything." Pei Guoqiang still thought that I could not kill people. Shen Guoming saw the situation, pulled Old Deng aside, and whispered, "I see that he will be very emotionally unstable, and it is counterproductive to use strength, or I will try it, after all, I have lived with him for such a long time." He was psychologically more receptive. Old Deng looked at Pei Guoqiang and sighed: This is the only way. Shen Guoming said and came to Pei Guoqiang's side, squatted down and sat down next to Pei Guoqiang, and said softly: "Guoqiang, you see." You've been living in my house these days. I am such a girl as Chunhua, you and Xiao Liao, Xiao Zeng came later. My yard is bustling, to tell you the truth, you just came there, I really have a little opinion of you. I thought you were too arrogant, but over time, I found you to be a very good young man. Enthusiastic, work is also energetic. I regard you as my own children, and now xiao Zeng has such an incident with you, and I am very heartbroken. To say that this responsibility, I also have responsibility, I am the head of a village, but I failed to educate the dog three well, which led to the occurrence of such a thing. But now that things have happened, we must face it bravely like a man. Whatever the outcome, we must at least live up to our conscience. Pei Guoqiang listened to Shen Guoming's words and lowered his head and cried. Shen Guoming lovingly put his arm around Pei Guoqiang's shoulder: Child. Cry, it will be more comfortable to cry. Uncle Shen is here to accompany you. Pei Guoqiang cried for a while, choked and wiped away his tears, and said to Shen Guoming: "Uncle, you ask." I will cooperate with you. Shen Guoming nodded in relief and turned his head to wave to Old Deng. Old Deng came over and said, "First, let's talk about the rape of Zeng Meimei." Pei Guoqiang was silent for a while, as if he didn't want to think back to that nightmarish scene, yesterday after dinner I went for a walk by the stream with Beauty, and then we went to the back of the grove, we walked and stopped, and then when we were tired, we leaned on the forest to talk about dreams, saying ideals, we were so happy, and suddenly we felt that there was a black shadow flashing next to us, when it was already very dark, I didn't see clearly. At first, I didn't care, but then I saw the black shadow flash for a while, so I let the beauty stay still, and went to the direction of the black shadow to see who was making trouble, but I just walked a few steps, and I felt that someone gave me a stick from behind, and then I didn't know anything. When I woke up---- I saw beautiful people lying on the ground crying in disheveled clothes. Saying that Pei Guoqiang desperately hit his head and blamed himself, he blamed me, I shouldn't leave a beautiful person there, blame me. Old Deng pondered for a moment and said, "Then why are you sure that dog san did it?" Pei Jianguo said with anger in his eyes: My first reaction at that time was that this beast did it, more than a month ago, he peeked at the beautiful bath and was caught by me, and Chunhua and Liao Zhiming were also present. In a struggle that day, Beauty ripped off the buttons of the beast's clothes. I later ran to Dog San's house to see him drunk and sleeping. The top did have one less button, and the clothes were still stained with dirt. Who else do you say is not this beast? Old Deng then asked: Then you picked up the brick and smashed him? By the way, where did you get that brick? Pei Guoqiang said: At that time, I wanted to pick up the dog san, but he slept like a dead pig, and I went to his yard to pick up a brick and went in and smashed him. Old Deng asked: How many times did you smash it? Pei Guoqiang looked into Old Deng's eyes and said: Just a moment. Old Deng crouched down, stared into Pei Guoqiang's eyes and said word by word: You were angry and embarrassed, so you patted it? Maybe you don't remember how many times you took a few shots. Pei Guoqiang listened to Old Deng's words and seemed to hesitate: I ---- I remember I just patted it, and I didn't want to kill him. Old Deng stood up, did not speak again, greeted Shen Guoming, and the two of them came out of the warehouse. Shen Guoming eagerly asked Old Deng what he thought, and Old Deng thought about it: I see that this case is already very clear, Dog San has always had ill intentions towards Zeng Mei, last night he followed them to the grove, knocked Pei Guoqiang unconscious, and then raped Zeng Mei. After Pei Guoqiang woke up, he knew the truth of the matter, and in a fit of anger, he killed the dog three. Shen Guoming retorted: "But Pei Guoqiang only smashed him once, and you have also seen the body of Dog San, but there is more than one on the brain door?" Old Deng patted Shen Guoming's shoulder and said: "Old Shen, I know that you and Pei Guoqiang have feelings, but if you think about it, when people are out of control, Ken can not even remember how many times he has smashed." This Pei Guoqiang, I immediately took him to town. After the trial, just wait for the court to judge. Shen Guoming still wanted to say something, and Old Deng waved his hand and said: You should leave this matter alone. Shen Guoming sighed sadly. Nothing was said.

After Zeng Meili returned, she had been lying in bed with very unstable emotions, and when she fell asleep, she had nightmares, and Chunhua and Liao Zhiming took turns to guard Mei, afraid that he would not be able to open it and do stupid things. This lie, that is, half a month, during which pei Jianguo is constantly inquired about. Chunhua did not dare to tell Zeng Meili the truth. It just says to detain for a period of time. In fact, Chunhua heard Shen Guoming say that Pei Guoqiang had been found to have intentionally killed people, and now she was waiting for the court to rule. Liao Zhiming took note of Zeng's beautiful care during this period. In addition to going to work, he guarded Zeng Mei. Zeng Meimei's mood gradually stabilized. On this day, Zeng Meili got up very early and pulled the spring flowers to the town to see Pei Jianguo. Chunhua pushed back and said that there were many things in the field today, and she would accompany her in a few days. After the spring flowers went to the ground, Liao Zhiming came to Zeng's beautiful room, sat on the edge of Zeng's beautiful bed, and said: Beautiful, in fact, there is one thing you need to know sooner or later, in fact, Pei Jianguo is not detained. He was arrested, he was guilty of murder, and he was shot if he did not get it right. Zeng Meili listened, scared and almost fainted. Liao Zhiming quickly supported Zeng Meili and comforted: Don't think about it too much, you are still young, you want to open a little. Zeng Meili broke away from Liao Zhiming and lay on the bed and cried bitterly. Liao Zhiming walked out of the room with a smile on his lips.

The early autumn wind hit the mountain village with a chill, this morning, Shen Guoming and Chunhua, Liao Zhiming, Zeng Mei went to the court, today is the day pei Guoqiang pronounced the verdict, Zeng Mei went through these things, people obviously lost a lot of weight. His face has long lost the radiance of the past. In the end, Pei Guoqiang was sentenced to life imprisonment. Zeng Meimei immediately fainted, and it took a while before she woke up and cried bitterly. A month later, Zeng Meimei went to the prison alone to see Pei Jianguo, and when he returned, he locked himself in the house for a day without coming out. The next day, I found Liao Zhiming and asked him if he liked himself. Liao Zhiming was very excited. I didn't know how to open my mouth for a while. Zeng Mei said expressionlessly: I am willing to be with you. Liao Zhiming excitedly took Zeng Meimei in his arms and murmured: I like you, the first time I saw you, I liked you. Zeng Meili quietly wiped the tears from her eyes with her hands.

The state has resumed the college entrance examination, and the educated young people who have gone to the countryside can return to their cities. Liao Zhiming left the mountain village with Zeng Meimei and returned to Beijing. Liao Zhiming went to work as a worker in a machinery factory, and Zeng Meili became a primary school teacher. On the night of the wedding, when Liao Zhiming was lying on Zeng Meimei's body, Zeng Mei suddenly felt that she was back in that small forest, and how similar the man who ravaged himself in the woods was to the man who was now lying on his body. Zeng Mei's brain buzzed, and his whole body was as cold as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. She was sure that the man in the grove that day was Liao Zhiming.

She wanted to kill Liao Zhiming, to kill this demon who ruined her happiness, but not now, because she was pregnant, she herself knew very well that this was Pei Guoqiang's child, and she recalled the night when she and Pei Guoqiang were in that grove, and the two of them secretly decided to live forever and stole the forbidden fruit. At that moment she felt that she was the happiest woman in the world, but after ten days her happiness was ruined by the devil who was now lying beside her, and she hated it. Eager to eat his flesh and drink his blood. But she had to endure until the moment the child came.

On the day of the child's full moon, Zeng Meimei got up very early, she first went to the post office, sent a letter to Shen Chunhua, and went to the vegetable market to buy meat and fish. In the evening, after school, I rushed home to make a meal and waited for Liao Zhiming to come home. After Liao Zhiming returned home, he saw Zeng Meili making a table of dishes and was smiling and sitting on the side looking at himself. It's a little strange to know that after being married for so long, Zeng Meimei has never smiled at herself much, nor has she ignored her love. Zeng Meili stood up and walked over to help Liao Zhiming take off his coat, and said softly: "Tired, sit down to eat, today is the child's full moon, let's celebrate." Saying that, he pulled Liao Zhiming to sit down, opened the wine, and filled it up for him. Liao Zhiming thought in his heart that Zeng Meimei must have given birth to a child, and his heart was also fixed, and he wanted to live well with himself. The mood was surprisingly good, and I drank a lot of wine. Eating vegetables, looking at Zeng Mei smiled. Zeng Meili herself also poured a full glass of wine and said to Liao Zhiming: Zhiming, we have experienced so many things, it is not easy to get to today, my son is full moon, I am happy today, come to us for a drink. Liao Zhiming quickly grabbed Zeng Meimei and said: You never drink, you still don't drink. Zeng Meili pushed Liao Zhiming's hand away and said: It's okay, just once. I drank it all in one gulp. The strong alcohol choked on zeng beautiful tears all came out. Liao Zhiming was busy giving Zeng Meimei a dish: eat a few dishes quickly, let you not drink or drink, but drink.

Liao Zhiming drank too much, and Zeng Meili helped Liao Zhiming to the bed. Zeng Meimei looked at Liao Zhiming lying on the bed, her face showed a look of hatred that had been accumulated for a long time, she came to the kitchen, picked up the kitchen knife, and slowly entered the bedroom. She raised the kitchen knife with trembling hands, and slashed at Liao Zhiming's neck, Liao Zhiming in his sleep screamed, woke up from his sleep, covered his neck with one hand and grabbed the second knife that Zeng Meimei slashed at herself with the other. Zeng Meili shouted: I am going to kill you, the devil, and it is you who ruined my happiness. Liao Zhiming covered his neck, and the vicious expression on his face: It seems that you all know it, yes, I raped you in the first place, but there is one more thing you don't know, dog three was also killed by me, haha---- Liao Zhiming smiled miserably: I hate Pei Guoqiang, if it were not for him, you would have been mine a long time ago, I hate you in front of me. Zeng Meimei screamed bitterly and desperately wanted to cut liao Zhiming, liao Zhiming snatched the knife from Zeng Mei's hand and stabbed into Zeng Mei's abdomen: I let you die with me. When you die, it will always be mine. Zeng Mei fell in a pool of blood, she saw the bright moon outside the window, and saw the quiet grove. Two young men with a little boy were seen frolicking and chasing by the stream. His face was filled with happiness.

When Shen Chunhua went to visit Pei Guoqiang in prison, she already knew that Zeng Meili and Liao Zhiming had both died. She cried and handed the letter to Pei Guoqiang. Pei Guoqiang returned to the cell and opened the letter with a trembling.

Guoqiang:

When you see this letter, something must have happened to me. After you had an accident, I wanted to die. But when I knew I was pregnant with your child, I made up my mind to give birth to the crystallization of our love. The only belief that sustains me every day is you. Every day I think about our happy, carefree days in the mountain village, thinking about that little forest, thinking about you making me laugh. Thinking of your wide and warm embrace. I remember that time I went to see you in prison, you made me forget you, let me marry Liao Zhiming, and said that he liked me and would be good to me. I hated you so much that you pushed me so ruthlessly to someone I didn't like at all. But I think of the child in my belly. I had to give him a complete home. So I listened to you and married Liao Zhiming. After getting married, I discovered a terrible thing: the man who was in the grove that day was supposed to be Liao Zhiming. After I knew, I lived in endless pain every day, and I wanted to kill him, but when I thought of my children. I could only endure in pain until our child was born. Tomorrow our child will be full moon, a boy. Very healthy. Looks like you. There must be a conclusion between me and Liao Zhiming. I had an accident, and Haruka promised me that I would help with our children, you can rest assured. Guo Qiang, the happiest thing in my life is to know you. The happiest day is the day with you in the mountain village, helpless fate trickery. But I don't regret it. After all, we once had it. Guoqiang, you take good care of yourself inside, remember, no matter where I am, my heart will always worry about you.

Always love your beauty

Pei Guoqiang's tears dripped down on the letter paper. Heart-rending crying: Beautiful ---------

Years later, the grass grows in the season of warblers flying. A gaunt-faced, gray-headed man knelt in front of a lonely grave, his hands gently caressing the yellowed photographs on the stone tablets. Tears had already blurred his eyes. The mouth murmured: Beautiful---- I have come to see you.

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