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He was summery

author:Zero Jiu

【Meet 18 years old again】

Through the gap in time, 25-year-old Song Zhian and 18-year-old Xu Qingsu collided.

Consciousness gradually chaotic, and the light and shadow in front of him flew one by one. When I opened my eyes again, I had changed my sight.

Song Zhian found himself standing in front of the school gate, constantly walking past students with pen bags, picking up the pen bags in their hands, Song Zhian saw his admission card, and someone in the crowd suddenly shouted: "It's finally over!" ”

"Could it be that I crossed?" Song Zhi'an was surprised in her heart, raised her eyes and subconsciously looked in a certain direction, sure enough, the tall teenager stood in the crowd, the westward sunlight sprinkled on his face without the slightest wave, this is a teenager she has not seen in 6 years.

Song Zhi'an cut through the crowd and rushed straight into the teenager's arms, "Xu Qingsu," Song Zhi'an's voice was soft, with a trace of imperceptible choking. The teenager was hit and stiffened, but he still couldn't help but ridicule, "What's wrong, the exam was smashed?" ”

"I'll go! Brother Qing, hide deeply! Zhang Hao suddenly popped out from the side, and Song Zhian didn't have time to refute Xu Qingsu, pushed him away and left with his own care.

The wind carried Zhang Hao's voice and blew into Song Zhi'an's ears, "What's going on, Brother Qing, are you two together?" Song Zhi "chuckled" in peace, although the psychological age was already 25 years old, but still blushed.

That evening, Song Zhi'an, Xu Qingsu, and Zhang Hao had dinner together to celebrate the liberation of the children.

"The three of you, you've been in the same school since junior high school, and I don't know if the university can meet together," Father Song said with a smile as he looked at the three children. "That's unlikely, the strength of this kid in my family, I know very well," Father Zhang looked like he hated iron but not steel, pointing at Zhang Hao.

Hearing this, the smile on Song Anzhi's face had long frozen, she knew that Zhang Hao played beyond normal and was admitted to a book, while Xu Qingsu, who was admitted to A University, stopped forever at the age of 18 this summer.

Song Zhian pretended to be full of smiles until the end of the meal. The six parents chatted while walking, Song Zhian followed behind, worried about everything, suddenly the ponytail was grabbed, turned his head, and found Xu Qingsu bent down, his hands on his knees, looked at her and asked, "What's wrong?" "No, not much," Song Zhi'an was stared at in a panic, Xu Qingsu obviously did not believe it, "laughing at the dinner table is more ugly than crying." ”

Song Zhian didn't know how to answer, Zhang Hao, who was walking in front, suddenly turned around and shouted at them: "What are you two doing, let's go," Song Zhian seized the opportunity and immediately ran away.

Back home, Song Zhian lay in bed, trying to review what happened during the summer vacation of 2013, August 15, rainy night, lightning, teenager, car accident.

Day by day, everything played out as Song Zhian remembered.

【I like you】

The day still came, and from the morning onwards, the sky was gray and the air pressure was a little breathless. Song Zhian clearly remembered that Xu Qingsu went to Zhang Hao's house to play games that day, and when he returned at night, the taxi collided with the big truck...

Song Zhian felt groggy since the morning, "It seems that it was still useful to turn on the air conditioner last night without covering the quilt," Song Zhian said to herself as she lay on the bed.

"Xu Qingsu," Song Zhian dialed Xu Qingsu's phone.

"What's wrong?" Xu Qingsu heard that something was wrong with Song Zhi'an's voice.

"Knock knock," the door was knocked, Song Zhian dragged his weak body, opened the door, and the person on the other end of the phone was standing in front of the door.

"My parents are on a business trip, and I'm a little uncomfortable," Song Zhian said sickly, one hand on her forehead.

"If you have a fever, go to bed and lie down first," Xu Qingsu's voice was so cold that there was no temperature. Under his careful "service", Song Zhian finished drinking the medicine.

"You, can you not leave?" Song Zhi'an buried half of his head in the quilt, and his two eyes looked at Xu Qingsu, his voice was extremely aggrieved. "Sleep, I'm not leaving, I'm next to you," Hearing Xu Qingsu say this, Song Zhian obediently closed his eyes.

A lightning bolt accompanied by a thunderclap, Song Zhian woke up from his sleep, looking at the black pressed room, the torrential rain outside the window mixed with the fierce wind crashing on the window, there was no time to put on shoes, Song Zhian hurried out of the door.

In the living room, the teenager sat on the carpet, leaning back against the sofa, hunched over one leg, holding the phone in both hands, and flexibly operating on the screen with his fingers.

Sensing a hot gaze, Xu Qingsu turned his head, looked at the girl standing barefoot on the floor, frowned, turned off the mobile phone, walked over and held Song Zhi'an's wrist, "Burn stupid, don't wear shoes," led the person to the sofa and sat down, and touched Song Zhi'an's forehead with his hand, "Don't burn," the tone was full of tenderness. After speaking, he turned around and went to the room, took out Song Zhi'an's slippers and put them on her.

"I'm leaving," Xu Qingsu gestured to the clock that was about to point to 9 o'clock, signaling Song Zhi'an. Xu Qingsu's home is on the sixth floor of the top floor, and Song Zhi'an's home is on the fourth floor.

Xu Qingsu had just stepped onto the stairs on the third floor, and Song Zhian, who was standing at the door, suddenly shouted; "Xu Qingsu!" Xu Qingsu turned around and looked at Song Zhi'an suspiciously, "What's wrong?" The hands hanging at the sides clenched into fists, Song Zhian plucked up the courage and said what she had always wanted to say - I like you, just as the thunder sounded, overshadowing Song Zhian's voice, she was not sure if Xu Qingsu heard it.

"What did you say?" Xu Qingsu's face was flat, Song Zhi'an's face was extremely hot at the moment, and he just wanted to end it quickly.

"I'll see you tomorrow!"

"Okay, see you tomorrow." Junior Waner.

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, there was only one week left before the start of the university.

"Are you ready for everything?" After a while, the other party replied with a "I heard", and Song Zhian felt strange and replied with a "? ", the other party did not respond for a long time.

"Maybe only you understand me, so you didn't escape," the phone rang, and Song Zhian connected. "Mom," the person over there seemed to have been brewing for a long time before he said a word, "You came to XXX Hospital, Xiaoqing had an accident." ”

This time there was no rainy night, no lightning, the taxi still collided with the big truck, and the teenager still collapsed in a pool of blood.

The tears broke in an instant, and it was also at this moment that Song Zhian understood Xu Qingsu's WeChat.

- I like you.

- I hear you.

【Coward】

Song Zhian was woken up by the sound of upstairs decoration, tears were still hanging in the corners of her eyes, the reality in the dream lingered, sat on the bed and slowed down for a while, and finally, Song Zhian decided to go back to Sioux City.

Song Zhi'an went to visit Xu's father and Xu's mother, who hadn't seen each other for six years, the couple was too old, and Xu's father, who was in his early fifties, was already full of white hair.

"Uncle, aunt, what are you doing here?" Looking at the couple who moved things to the balcony, Song Zhian asked, "It rained last night, Xiaoqing's room leaked, many things were wet, we took it out to dry," speaking of Xu Qingsu, her aunt's eyes were red.

Song Zhian offered to help, but the couple couldn't resist her and agreed.

Song Zhian picked up a pile of books from the shelf, "snapped", a black notebook fell to the ground, opened it, Song Zhian saw her name on it, she put down the book in her hand, picked up the notebook and looked at it.

2011.4.12

Love her.

2011.4.28

After school, she found that several boys followed her and walked with her after school.

"Liar, he also said that he was afraid of my early love, and he walked together to supervise me," Song Zhi'an's voice was already stained with crying.

2011.5.24

Lin Youjia's song, she likes it very much.

2012.10.19

She reported 800 meters at the sports meeting, ran first place, and showed off to me for a long time.

……

2013.7.15

Zhang Hao asked me to confess quickly, I was afraid that I couldn't even be friends with her.

In the dusty notebook, it is the secret hidden by the teenager, the careful affection of the teenager, and the love that the teenager has never declared.

The vision in front of him gradually blurred, "Xu Qingsu, you coward. Song Zhian bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying.

Jupiter is a full 630 million light-years away from Earth, but it blocks exotic meteorites for Earth in distant places and protects Earth.

Jupiter is the protective star of the Earth, and Xu Qingsu is also the guardian star of Song Zhi'an.

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