Going to school makes many people full of confidence, but also makes many people lose self-confidence, Zhang Yang is the latter, but he lost a little late.
And this loss can be attributed to his lazy nature, and the junior high school teacher also advised him not to use the primary school learning method for junior high school, but he scoffed. It's time to play, it's time to sleep, and you never take the teacher's kind words seriously. Gradually, as his grades swooped, so did the teacher's expectations of him. The only one who appreciated him was the Chinese teacher, and he did not disappoint the Chinese teacher, the school-level language competition, the town-level speech competition, the award certificate, the certificate he never left behind.
AiWu and Wu, all the disciplines that deal with language, he is not bad. It can be said that his ability to be admitted to the sixth middle school in the county has a great relationship with this. Although he is only two points higher than the score line, he is admitted after all, and Chinese education has always only talked about the results, not the process.
For Zhang Yang, the main changes in the first year of high school and the first year of junior high school are not in the curriculum, but in the teacher, who is still quite concerned about him because of his good grades in the first year of junior high school, although he is not appreciative. But in the first year of high school, like the concubine being beaten into the cold palace, he still missed the junior high school teacher.
The entrance examination is like a sieve, but it does not mean that each sieve eye is normal size. Therefore, some people who do not learn and have no skills have slipped in by taking advantage of the larger sieve eye. The terrible thing is not that he slipped in, but that the result of his sneaking in was to cultivate a new generation of unlearned people. Usually, a person full of confidence is difficult to be polluted by the turbid atmosphere, and the frustrated person is a bit of a drought, and the dissatisfaction of real life will lead them to actively devote themselves to spiritual construction.
Zhang Yang, who was originally greedy, fell into this circle. David, who has been relegated to the level, is a special student among the players, and he is also Zhang Yang's enlightenment teacher in this regard.
Skipping class to pound billiards, Internet cafes all night, playing slot machines... Fortunately, the situation did not have time to spread, and David was directly expelled by the class teacher and returned home in a close fight with the teacher during a close fight against the teacher's monopoly. Since then, the new generation has felt a bit leaderless, but the whole class atmosphere has been much more correct, and their truancy rate has dropped significantly. It may also be the slippery slope of achievement that has increased their sense of crisis.
As everyone knows, a period of madness has made them get lost on the road to learning science, and the original junior high school science is a burden.
The shortcomings of science have not grown with academic qualifications. The midterm exam was more like heroin, which made Zhang Yang and most of his classmates sink. Chen Fan and Zhang Yang scored the same when they entered school, and now their sinking degrees are also equal.
Breaking that balance is their language teacher. Once the teacher announced the theme of this week's weekly record, and Zhang Yang's content was not in line with the theme, and it was his personality not to play cards according to the convention. He coldly wrote a poem.
"White Emperor Huaigu"
Thousands of miles of embroidered rivers and mountains,
The sky divides the fog evenly.
It has been a thousand years since the groaning.
Tiger and wolf committed military disorder and Chinese luck,
Five Tiger Hero Tema Ping.
LongZhong judged the power of the world,
The plague arose the Eastern Wu general Starfall.
Bai Dito Lonely Nan Ke Meng,
Chengzhi Leijun three cares.
Mediocre people are not arrogant in the end,
The fisherman has been a relic since then.
When a man doesn't care about anything, he's invincible. Originally, he had no impression in the eyes of the teacher, what else did he have to worry about?
When the bell rang in the Chinese class on Friday, the teacher still carried the weekly notebook to the "altar". She said straight to the point: "Today I will read to you the weekly notes of our classmates." So I read it.
Zhang Yang, who was playing with his mobile phone under the desk, listened to how it was so familiar, and suddenly realized that the teacher was reading the weekly notes he had written.
This...... Is it to praise or criticize?
In the face of this unusual situation, the students all put down their work, some posed as listening intently, and some whispered to the same table.
Be silent. I don't know what kind of churning in my heart.
"This is the weekly diary written by our class Zhang Yang." The teacher returns to his usual state. The students instantly brushed their eyes on Zhang Yang. Zhang Yang's face was slightly reddened by the gaze.
"Zhang Yang?"
"Why didn't he follow the teacher's theme?"
"That poem was copied..." The originally silent classroom became lively.
"This poem is well written, now most of the students are impetuous, writing Zhou Ji with an irresponsible attitude, literary thinking is also relatively naïve, not to mention writing some works with classical charm, so today I read Zhang Yang's poems to everyone, is to hope that everyone can learn from him." Although what he wrote this time does not conform to the theme I have elaborated, but in general, the work is good, and if you have this kind of good writing like him, you can also be eclectic.
Zhang Yang was a little uncomfortable, and a hanging heart finally let go. This validates the saying that risk is directly proportional to honor.
It was the teacher's public praise for Zhang Yang that allowed him to regain his confidence in learning, at least his strength was recognized, he also showed more effort than before in class, and Chen Fan in the back seat still sighed day by day, if he could write poetry, there should be a large number of works in a strong melancholy style during this period.
Gradually, the flamboyant strength of the liberal arts was revealed. Of course, it is only the liberal arts, and the sciences still do not show their voices, of course, they cannot show their voices. Each time the score will be slightly below the passing line. If you have to blame this on his lack of interest in science, you have to hold on to it, and the sense of skipping class is still like a terrorist every now and then. He made two good excuses for skipping class— the combination of work and leisure and the needs of life.
Seeing that he had outstanding achievements in the liberal arts, the class teacher often talked to him and asked him to study liberal arts with them in the future, and claimed that he would entrust him with such important posts as study committee members.
Zhang Yang's temper is a bit stubborn, he does not believe that he does not have a talent for science, and he is still full of spirit to choose science. It's like a person who likes you and you don't despise, but stubbornly wants to chase after someone who can't get his hands on it, as if this is more fulfilling.
But facts are the evidence, and scores are the proof. Even the strongest and stubborn students' psychological defenses will be defeated by the fact that they fail one after another.
And every time Chen Fan sees Zhang Yang's science test paper, he will happily find half a point of confidence.
People's self-confidence or inferiority depend only on the object of reference.
It was another weekend, Zhang Yang once again wrote his heart into the weekly record, for no other reason, just felt that the Chinese teacher was more kind. People generally believe in kind people. That's why scammers want to trick you into being close to you, and marketers always sell with a smile as if they were intimate with you.
So on a sunny and sunny morning, a weekly note full of worries jumped on the paper.
"Thoughts of Learning"
Yesterday, I heard Xi Xi's words, and Yu should be good from what he did. Therefore, to be good is to overcome the weakness of those who are good, and this is a strategy to promote the strengths and avoid the shortcomings. Yu pondered, of course. The one who is good, the one who is good, the one who is weak, is reasonable. Then if it is according to Xi Xi's words, Yu Shi should follow the text. However, those who are needed by all are in this world. If it is reasonable, then employment is not worried, also. Second, Yu was convinced that his resources in science had not been tapped, however, the accumulation of credits was not talented, which made him feel confused, so Yu was worried.
Yu Zhi's good text is favored by the text. When wen is happy, it is unreasonable, and it is painful and embarrassing.
Yu Li said that the intention was even more than the text, how to do more than half the work, this is the place where Yu thought was closed, asked why, Yu did not know.
Now yu is unable to sway, and the more he feels that the future is like a cloud.
When the Chinese teacher read this article, he felt pity for caicai and called Zhang Yang to the office the next day after class.
The teacher first asked Zhang Yang about the liberal arts results of last year's final exam, and found that he was indeed a good seedling for studying liberal arts, so he mentioned the literary texts written by Zhou Ji, full of words of commendation, full of hope for the prospects of his study of liberal arts, and also said that starting from interest would make a person better.
For the employment problem, the teacher is very direct, that gold will always shine, as long as there is talent, any place will be a platform for ambition.
Zhang Yang thinks the same, but the truth is always unpredictable.
The midterm exam completely rewrites The fate of Zhang Yang.
Surprisingly, Zhang Yang passed all the science results of the mid-term examination, of course, it is also due to the fact that the science subject of this exam is relatively simple, and it is more difficult to catch people in the class than to find a needle in a haystack, but it has stimulated Zhang Yang's confidence.
Facts are indeed evidence, but the existence of perjury is not excluded.
As a result, Zhang Yang ticked the science department on the classification agreement, and from then on he sailed to the other side of the science department in a flat boat.
Perjury never lasted long. After the midterm exam, the boredom of science arrived as scheduled, the cumbersome formulas, boring laws, and complex equations broke the illusions in reality, and even fell into a batch of good students who had once made bold ambitions, and also paralyzed the souls of one by one.
Zhang Yang will naturally return to the original sinking in this depressed situation, and Chen Fan, who chose liberal arts, seems to have a good life, and he can generously take out literary novels every day when he attends science classes, so as to improve his literary accomplishment and increase his liberal arts level, or flip through recent newspapers, browse the latest domestic and foreign events, and expand political insights.
Seeing Zhang Yang scratching his ears and scratching his cheeks thinking about boring questions, Chen Fan would dry two rows of yellow teeth again, pretending to be helpless and said: "Hey, I told you to study liberal arts with me at that time, you overestimated your own strength, and studied science for high-quality students, why bother?" ”
Zhang Yang always laughed at this kind of percussive words, like a bitter smile, and seemed to laugh disdainfully.
张父每半个月就会打电话问问张扬的近况。 This time, as long as you publicize the passing of various subjects, go to Shanghai to play at will during the summer vacation. Zhang Yang refused in his heart, because passing has always been a luxury jewelry for him.
高一的后期，张扬过得很颓废。 For the sophomore of high school, is it expectation, or helplessness...
When he learned of his final results, he could not help but feel a little lost in his heart.
Just like the movie, these memories that can be called not far away are appearing in front of Zhang Yang's eyes one after another. Judas, Judas.
"Don't think about it, get some sleep, and go out for a ride tomorrow to release your mood."
Turn off the lights.