Mandala Punch Card [Heart] Day 139
[Heart] clean up painting 14 sheets, prayer of joy of life, careful drawing for 20 minutes.
[Heart] Today, the first cleanup on the stomach pain, I thought it was to diarrhea, the result was not, the back cleaned up when the tears and snot were rushing, a lot of sadness in the heart cried out, cleaned up so long Emotions finally came out.
I never knew for so long, I was so contemptuous of myself, I even suspected that my body lived in this one of my enemies, extremely disdainful of myself, I recalled that when I was doing sales, as long as I made money for myself, I did not dare to open my mouth, but I was not afraid to make money for others, it turned out that my inner thought was that this money was worth having for others, and I was not worth having.
When I realize all this today, I am really sorry and sad for myself, and it is precisely myself who has hurt myself the most for so long, and I have always felt that I am not good. Not worth it or not.
[Than the heart] is very fortunate, I can get aware early with the help of the mandala, and then I will clean up these negative emotions and create a new inner world, grateful [heart]
I wish you all a good night @ Love and Warmth Lin XVII #什么是幸福的人生 #
