# I am in the headlines to create # Zheng Xiuyan's public performance props are jazz sticks, coincidentally in 2013 she as a member of the Girls' Generation in Japan tour, there is a link also used jazz sticks, more coincidentally the dance movements of these two songs can be connected, so some netizens made the following GIF, everyone sighed: this span on the stage is a full nine years.
The biggest label on Zheng Xiuyan's body is "girlhood", but her relationship with girls' generation is pleasant at the beginning and not necessarily at the end.
Nine people made their debut in the girlhood of that year, determined to open the era of the girl group, and the later achievements were enough to prove that the slogan of that year was not shouted casually. Until now, SM's PPT will also appear in the excellent case of girls' generation, of course, SM companies are also very clear that they will no longer launch a girl group like girls' generation.
The excellent combination means that the members are excellent, and the excellence of the members is grinded out.
Zheng Xiuyan has been polished by SM for seven and a half years, and is the person who has practiced the longest, and her performance on her sister's stage now is probably only one-tenth of her work. Singing and dancing, walking, expression management... Everything about Aidou is engraved in her DNA, the information she has been receiving since she was 12 years old.
SM was her petri dish, raising her from "Jeong So-yeon" to "jessica", but it was well known that she and her old club were not having a good time, even with other members.
My understanding is that Zheng Xiuyan is not a thoughtful person.
The social atmosphere in South Korea is very suffocating, and the practice room where the trainees are located is a mini society, and whoever has a long practice time and who has good business ability has the absolute right to speak. As a trainee, I have to go through layers of screening and compete with groups of peers, and I even feel that it is cruel to experience this kind of fighting at an age that can be called "children".
Now mixed with blackpink, talking about the trainees in the time of each snot and a handful of tears, and they became trainees after 2011, at that point in time, the major companies began to choose a relatively humane model to manage teenage girls, but for those who have really experienced it is still a history of blood and tears.
The time when Jeong so-yeon became a trainee was 2000, when Korean entertainment companies generally did not treat trainees as people, they just needed to digest and sing perfectly, and become a "love bean machine" that did the details to the extreme.
Other members of Girls' Generation have said that we can never make a mistake in jumping out of the debut song "The World Of Reunion Again", practiced thousands of times, and the company even asked us to do the dancing movements of nine people, and the distance between the soles of the shoes and the floor should be the same.
Some of the girls who were trainees at the same time as Zheng Xiuyan were brushed off because their business ability was not good, some people chose to give up because they could not survive, and some people were full of morale at first and then gradually lost their heart and lay flat.
From this point of view, Zheng Xiuyan has perseverance and talent.
Zheng Xiuyan began to feel the competition at the age of 12, competed for seven and a half years, debuted at the age of 19, in the pre-debut group, compared to other members, she really can't hold her breath and doesn't like to let things pass her head.
The other members delayed the practice time, and she blackened her face every minute; Everyone went to the director group to fight for the opportunity to perform, and she boldly said what she thought like a stunned youth. Even a year or two after her debut, everyone went on the show together, there was a link that was to spit on each other, the members complained about her "can cosmetics not be hidden and used, give us a point", some people mentioned the photos of her and male love beans, "You also manage your own image"... What brought the atmosphere of the show to a climax was one of the members who stepped forward and said, "Jessica, why do you perform so hard with others, and dance in girls' generation is not so hard." After Hearing this, Zheng Xiuyan could only explain with dance movements on the spot, saying that the dance movements were designed that way, what could I do!
There is also a often mentioned variety show clip where the guests are more energetic than who talks, Zheng Xiuyan said, Me and Tae Yeon often have to soar high pitch as the lead singer, but I have a secret, I don't sing when I soar high. This paragraph is often used as material by black powder.
I think this thing is like this, she may really be lazy, maybe she really said it for the effect of the show, but the content she said will make people with hearts take advantage of it.
Love beans pay attention to the smooth, is hidden, can not have anywhere problems, that is, these two years of love beans bold, forward twenty years, everyone is cautious.
But Zheng Xiuyan always has a reckless time on her body, and she is unlikely to hide herself. She had a title of "Iceberg Princess" in the early days, because she looked cold and not easy to mess with, and later everyone knew that she was not bad, but she was unwilling to hide when she was in a bad mood.
It is also very understandable that a child who has not yet graduated from primary school has been crammed into the mini society for seven and a half years, and I think she has not grown up very well and naturally, and it is those competitions and fights that force her to grow up, so on the surface she is experienced, but in fact there will be loopholes in doing things.
Some people may raise objections, others will enter the company three years later than her, how can people be calm and obedient. Specific problem specific analysis, three years of puberty is very important for a person, 12 years old and 15 years old are completely two stages, 12 years old do not understand anything, 15 years old is the beginning to understand.
The advantage of Zheng Xiuyan is that she has been trained by the company for seven years, and she has been trained to be powerful no matter what, the disadvantage is that she entered the company at a young age, and was encouraged by the seedlings, thinking that mixing with the cruel trainee system is growth, and in fact, she needs to plant a big heel to feel the cost of growth.
But God is very good to her, there is heat on the debut, two years after the debut of the world, debut four years after the top. Those little love beans have experienced being rejected, forgotten, questioned... She and her team members have not felt it, and if they must count, then they are also facing the troubles of fame, and the troubles of paste coffee are not in the same dimension at all.
Douban has a post that asks, how did the 2013-2014 girl's generation was frequently exposed to love? An old fan replied: Because the activities were not intensive during that time, the nine sisters sat firmly in the position of the first female group in Asia, and the name also had money and earned, why not talk about love.
Zheng Xiuyan was also exposed that year with entrepreneur Quan Ningyi, and another major event that year was that she posted a statement on Weibo on September 30 that she was "withdrawn from the group", calling the other members of Girls' Generation "8 others".
"8 others" has always been the stem in the hearts of tuan fans, everyone thinks that nine people have experienced so much ups and downs, saying a "member" is better than a cold "8 others", but isn't this what Zheng Xiuyan will do, in a short period of time to put their own ideas out, and even leave little back.
The matter of being "withdrawn from the group" has almost become an unsolved mystery, and at present, more people agree that Zheng Xiuyan wanted to create a personal fashion brand at that time, hoping to use the influence of girls' generation to do the push of the cold start period, SM company did not agree, let her choose between the brand and the combination, and finally the two sides collapsed. (Just carry)
In fact, I sometimes understand that she wants winter melons and pumpkins. Among the nine people, she had the highest input cost, took a throne in her entire girlhood, wanted more after sitting firmly, and had ambition and subconsciously felt that "this is what I deserve", after all, she had today to exchange blood, sweat and tears.
I even believe that the rumor that she wants to do her own brand while insisting on girls' generation is because of feelings, she used seven and a half years of hard work in exchange for the debut of girls' generation, and in order to make the group go to the peak of her wholehearted dedication, unfortunately she does not know how to detour, perhaps did not realize that many things in life are to be bent to slowly approach the final goal.
Zheng Xiuyan has published a book in the past two years, the content of which is said by many to be an allusion to her relationship with the girlhood, involving exclusion and so on. I laughed when I saw this news, there was no yin and yang weird meaning, I simply felt that this practice was really Zheng Xiuyan.
Of course, fans will also completely deny what I said, saying that Zheng Xiuyan is also doing well now. Yes I admit she's fine now, but who wouldn't want life to be better?
But blessings and misfortunes depend on them.
To be honest, many people in Girls' Generation are not as viscous as Zheng Xiuyan, even if she debuted fifteen years ago, the number of her die-hard fans is also ranked in the group.
I don't believe that in this era there is an absolute long-term sentiment, like a person's appearance, there will always be more eye-catching people appear; If you like a person's stage charm, there will always be people who can pinch the atmosphere. If you really want to add a reason for the longevity of this era, it can only be the characteristics of this person.
Zheng Xiuyan is an absolute contradiction in Aidou.
On the one hand, she has a business level of crushing 95% of Love Beans, and her participation in "Sister" is like a peking university high-achieving student dropping out of school and going to a higher job; On the other hand, she does not have the smooth appearance of Ai Dou like jade, which is not perfect, sometimes she can't speak, and sometimes she scatters when she is angry.
I think Zheng Xiuyan is very much like a jade that has not been fully excavated, with potholed stones on the outside, and the white jade inside can be seen from the cracks. Many people are fascinated by this rough and thin texture, which is a feeling of not being able to control when she will wander.
Among so many love beans, Zheng Xiuyan is not familiar with even if she has been debuting for nearly fifteen years, she is contradictory, with the gorgeous packaging of love beans, and there is also a grainy sense of non-love beans.
At that time, I spent three dollars to buy a Hallyu magazine at the entrance of the school, which had a page about girls' generation, the content was very simple, just listing their birth dates and other basic information, I was fascinated by the fairy and fluttering appearance of the nine girls, which was the most desired look of me, a junior high school girl who was forced by the school to cut her hair short. Later, I found out that a girl named Jessica was an Aries like me, and it was really simple to want to establish some kind of emotional connection with a stranger at that time.
I watched Zheng Xiuyan debut, explosion, summit, and withdrawal from the group, her entire girlhood career accompanied me throughout my student career, but I didn't expect that I was now working, she participated in "Sister", and I started writing the first sister in 2020, I didn't think that one day I would write about her because of this show.
Witnessing how she went from 2007 to 2022, so there is no way to simply use adjectives such as "good" or "bad" to write the story behind the name Of Soo Yeon, my feelings for her are still complicated, I like everything she presents as a bean, and it is so unfortunate that she easily reversed her trajectory on many major milestones.
But in the end, no matter how you look at it, she won, and still let me write down so many feelings, maybe I am the one who is fascinated by her rough and thin unpolished texture.