Happiest location

1

"Give me another glass of blue Margaret, thank you!" I tried to say to the waiter at the bar.

"Does it make sense for you to get yourself drunk?" Geng Lei advised me.

"This is the first time I've come here and he's ordered me wine." Through the bright purple light of the bar, I looked at my ring finger in a daze, when I was very young, I knew that this was the happiest position of a woman, the wine came up, I grabbed the wine glass in front of Geng Lei, drank it all, and the tenth cup, I lost my memory.

When I woke up, I faintly felt severe pain in my head, and a strong smell of disinfectant water made me sure that the cold wall I was leaning against was a hospital.

How did it get here? The body ached, but the severe head pain masked the pain elsewhere in the body. I looked down and saw the dried blood on my knees, the black shorts and the white silk shirt covered with dirt... I thought I was dreaming.

"You're finally awake, Shizuko, scared me to death, do you remember who I am?" Recognize? ”。

I saw Geng Lei, a familiar face, a sour nose into his arms and whimpering and crying, this is a familiar and strange embrace, it is the first time I have known Geng Lei for 5 years to embrace him, although his shoulders are very thin but feel very warm, I cried sobbing, my mouth vaguely called his name.

2

Geng Lei was a friend I met when I first came to Beijing, the editor of a fashion magazine, and I was the author of the manuscript for him, but because we could talk to each other, we became good friends. It was 2015, and I and my boyfriend Wang Zheng, who had been in love for 4 years at the time, were ready to get married; Geng Lei, who had been changing girlfriends, always broke up because it was inappropriate, and then found a compound breakup, tossing and turning until 2018. Every time he just met a girl, he would invite us to dinner to celebrate, and when they broke up, he would invite us to dinner and then get drunk and heal his wounds, and then Wang Zheng often couldn't leave because of his busy work, and the task of appeasing Geng Lei's lost love became a part-time job outside of my work. Unfortunately, he has never been in love since 2018, and Wang Zheng and I have never mentioned marriage again.

Geng Lei and I gradually became good friends who talked about everything, and he often laughed and called us "girlfriends". I complained to him that Wang Zheng was out there and had an affair with someone else, and I was furious, but fortunately he got lost every time. Geng Lei told me why he and his previous girlfriends broke up, what is inappropriate and not coming is false, some because they do not love to take a bath after making love, some are too lazy to do housework, some think he is poor, in short, a small spark can burn the small garden of love and burn it to ashes. I comfort Geng Lei not to be discouraged, if you can't change your lover, then change your expectations of this person, and this is also my self-comfort.

Two people in love, the rational one with a higher IQ will become a little higher. Unfortunately, Geng Lei and I are both emotionally supreme people.

3

After crying, the tears dried up, I got up from Geng Lei's shoulder, he took my hand and asked, "Take two steps to see if there is a problem." "I wanted to laugh at the way he looked, but my legs did feel like they were numb, so I was able to walk." What's going on? ”

"Get in the car and I'll take you home."

In the car, Geng Lei looked ahead, and told me about the events after the ten glasses of blue Margaret last night, and constantly sighed in the middle: "The amount of wine is not good, the wine is even worse, this is even more, I actually don't know how to count, ten cups." ”

It turned out that after I was drunk, Geng Lei was going to send me home, but on the way I suddenly asked him to send me to find Wang Zheng. After I broke up with Wang Zheng, I moved out of his apartment, but when I missed him, I would pretend to pass by him downstairs, but I didn't see him come back, and every time I pulled Geng Lei out to chat, I asked Geng Lei: "Why didn't he choose me?" Don't marry me? Geng Lei began to comfort me and help us both say peace, and later found that Wang Zheng was completely dead-hearted and began to persuade me not to reconcile, I was like a widow of love, I needed to talk, Geng Lei was my only audience and venting barrel.

This night Geng Lei was forced by me to come downstairs to Wang Zheng, I crawled slowly into the elevator, Geng Lei could not hold me, let me bump into the east and west, bumped into the apartment where I had lived for 4 years, I took out the key, the door lock has been changed. Wang Zheng came out confused, followed by a girl wearing suspender pajamas, and I scolded and beat Wang Zheng...

The end was that I began to vomit, spit out all the wine I had drunk, Geng Lei helped me into the trash can in the stairwell, just about to take out the facial tissue, I slammed my head up and bumped into Geng Lei's eyes, got up and did not stand still, and then rolled like a leather ball from the 7th floor to the 5th floor...

Wang Zheng closed the door to reassure the one in the room.

"You scared me to death, but when you got to the hospital you could talk, I thought you were drunk, who knew you were stupid." Geng Lei stopped at a traffic light to look at me and sighed.

Geng Lei sent me home to give me medicine and cooked noodles until I took a shower and lay on the bed before leaving.

4

Although some people can be easily erased by time, they are like dust. But there is always such a man in a woman's life, a demon in her life, a chasm that cannot be crossed, a deep pool that will fall forever. I thought the man in my life was Wang Zheng, but it wasn't until the end that I found out that it was Geng Lei. The difference is that friendship can be an interaction between equals, and love is impossible, only between tyrants and slaves!

Geng Lei often comes to see me, sends me all kinds of food and fun, accompanies me to watch American dramas, also introduces new friends to me, goes on outings together on weekends, watches movies, hangs out on the road, he always walks on my left to protect me, so that I have a sense of security. I was grateful, I didn't know that friends could be so good, even better than lovers and relatives, in short, he tried his best to drive away the haze of my lost love and help me heal like a doctor.

Although I still occasionally go to see Wang Zheng's blog, every time I see him send a photo of his new girlfriend, the engagement period, I am extremely envious and jealous to find Geng Lei to complain, see them quarrel will be happy to go to Geng Lei to eat and drink to celebrate, once I was schadenfreude to the extreme, Geng Lei suddenly said: "Anyway, we are all single, it is better that you be my girlfriend, I know the roots, I am wronged and wronged to want you." I thought he was joking, glared at him and continued eating my fish steak.

Geng Lei did not continue to say, but every time he came out to interview and do things downstairs through my company, he must call me to invite me to drink coffee, and whispered to me by the way: "Please ask me if I still have a chance, if there is, immediately notify me, I will start the machine 24 hours a day, fill the car at any time and rush to your downstairs at the fastest speed..."

Of course, I still refuse, how can it be so familiar, I can even say what brand of sanitary napkin his ex-girlfriend uses, but he has not had a girlfriend for a long time, how did he start to revolve around me this time, it is really strange.

5

Maybe a woman's loneliness is so vulnerable, if a man holds out his hand to me, if his fingers are hot, I will immediately pull up and warm his hands and say it again.

I met a man online, said to want me to be his girlfriend, I said "can consider ah", we made an appointment to meet, felt good, began to try to communicate, Geng Lei naturally became the air temporarily I can not see, busy dating, no time to socialize him, he is still the same as before near my office will invite me to drink coffee. It's just that I don't complain about the past but enjoy the present. But I knew I didn't love the boy.

Then I was introduced to an outdoor sports enthusiast, he is sunny and handsome, likes all healthy sports, is the ideal object in the minds of girls, I took his hand to geng lei to take me to the small restaurant to eat wonton noodles, he refused to eat oil and meat, said that he usually only eats cold food and oil-free food, I took him to the game hall that Geng Lei took me to play taiko drum master, he smiled and said that he likes to watch me play... I think I really shouldn't be hungry, just eat an egg fried rice when you're hungry, why don't you order yourself a French snail...

After a while I found out that Geng Lei did not come to me, I called him and he always said very politely that he had been busy lately, and I could only say "have time to eat together."

6

One day, once again became a love widow, I was wandering around the World Trade Center, holding the mango ice cream that Geng Lei always liked to invite me to eat, turned around and saw a familiar figure, holding the hand of a long-haired girl, walking towards me, he seemed to look at me in the same second, stunned, that is not who Geng Lei is, a wave of anger rushed to the top of my head, I think the name of this anger should be called "like", but I didn't know it at the time.

With tears in my eyes, I was about to turn away, when Geng Lei suddenly smiled and said to me: "I haven't seen you for a long time, we are trying to invite you to dinner..." He said "we" instead of "I", of course I understood what he meant, and I was extremely angry.

Regardless of whether there were people walking around the World Trade Center, I shouted at him: "Eat? Eat your big-headed ghost, I will eat your meals that can poison you. You liar, saying that you want me to give you a chance, that you must be on standby at any time and rush to my house downstairs at any time, is a lie. ”

"I can't catch up with you, don't chase it, I started to like you two years ago, then you had a boyfriend, I waited, and then you didn't, I kept trying to chase desperately, no matter what I did, it was useless, just a strange man came to wave at you, you rushed over, what am I!" Even a strange netizen is better than me, I am a slut! ”

I turned and ignored him. He sighed, "I'm sorry, I really can't catch up with you. "He's leaving.

"Don't go! I really like to be chased by you, spoiled by you, I'm afraid that you won't cherish me like Wang Zheng, don't want me, and run away with others..." I hugged him tightly behind him.

7

Later, whenever we held hands and passed by the World Trade Center, I would ask him: "Why did you chase me at that time?" Still said like me for a few years? ”

"In the past, every time I fell out of love, when I went to the restaurant, you would take the initiative to ask for a pot of hot tea to help me brew a cup and then pour a cup and hand it to me, it was very warm, then I thought you must be a good wife... Maybe something was arranged at the beginning."

I'm ashamed, between people, really vulnerable. Lovers and lovers often need to break completely in order to release each other. I held Geng Lei's hand tightly in my arms.