At twelve o'clock in the middle of the day, the sun was shining, but it was dark and cold in the revolving restaurant. Melodious French songs spread around the ears, and the light jasmine tea dissipated. He sat face to face with her without saying a word.
Outside the clean floor-to-ceiling glass window, the scenery is constantly changing, as if the whole world is changing, everything is passing, only the person in front of you is eternal.
When the bustling city turned half a circle outside the window, Bai Lingling quietly raised her eyes, and her gaze just met a pair of vast smoke-like eyes, her breathing suddenly suffocated, and she was busy moving her gaze to the tie on Yang Lanhang's chest. The tie, which she had given him on Teacher's Day last year, was a good style and texture, but it was incompatible with a limited-edition shirt on him, just like her mediocrity, incompatible with his elegance.
"Why don't you want to go to a PhD?" Yang Lanhang finally opened his mouth, the usual style, straight into the theme.
Ling Ling took a deep breath, released the ten fingers entangled by excessive tension, sat up straight, and slowly said the words she had been brewing for a long time: "Because... I like you. I want to see you every day, every minute and every second, I... I'm afraid I'm getting deeper and deeper... So, Teacher Yang, I beg you, let me graduate. ”
Such sincere language, such a sensational confession, Yang Lanhang did not have the slightest touch, he actually put on a strange cold look: "You really want to graduate, I can respect your choice." You don't always have to use this method. ”
Ling Ling was dumbfounded, not knowing how to explain. Knowing this, she should not have cleverly "confessed" to him two months ago in order to get rid of his "clutches", so that he could not believe the truth now.
Yang Lanhang took a deep look at her, saw that she was speechless, and her voice was cold twice: "You want to graduate, you can!" Give me a real reason. Are you because you can't stand my harshness and harshness, or because the young and promising supervisor of the electrical company appreciates you and hires you to his department for eight thousand monthly salaries? ”
"I..." The real reason? What real reason else does he want? Falling in love with her mentor, she had already spoken such a brazen word, just not wanting to deceive him. But he didn't believe it.
She looked at him and saw deep disappointment in his eyes. She certainly understood that he had exhausted his time and effort in raising her, that he had hoped that she would become his excellent student, and that she had returned such a betrayal. But what can she do? For Yang Lanhang, she was just a student, and without her, he could teach countless students who were better than her. And in her eyes, he was all there, with him, she couldn't do anything but think about him.
"Teacher Yang, I didn't lie to you, what I said is true." Ling Ling smiled, his smile stained the color of the blue sky, the clear ice blue, "How can you believe my words?" Or shall I go to your house tonight for the night?" ”
As soon as this phrase came out, the effect was very remarkable. Yang Lanhang was so angry that her face turned red, the corners of his mouth were tight, and even the hand holding the teacup trembled.
Seeing that Yang Lanhang, who had always been calm, was angry like this, Ling Ling bowed his head and smiled bitterly. She knew him well, knew what could provoke him. Now, he will definitely not let her study for a doctorate, perhaps he still wants her to disappear immediately?
Thinking of this result, she laughed out, and when she laughed, her heart was like a pinprick pain: "Teacher Yang, you should now..."
"Good!" The tone of voice was as good as ever.
Ling Ling's smile suddenly froze on her face, and she didn't believe that this word could come out of the mouth of Yang Lanhang, who was of high moral character. After a moment of surprise, she was in a trance. What kind of intelligence was Professor Yang, and how could her little radical technique hide his fiery eyes? He pushed the boat down the water to make her lift the stone and drop it on her own foot, and she was stupid enough to lift the stone every time.
"Don't you dare?" Yang Lanhang leaned gracefully on the back of the chair, smiling and raising his eyebrows, smiling very ambiguously.
"Why don't you dare? You are not afraid, what am I afraid of? Ling Ling deliberately smiled more ambiguously than he did, and she waited to see his stunned expression and see him return to the posture of a righteous gentleman. But he put down the water cup he had just picked up in his hand and said to the waiter who happened to pass by: "Check out." Then he turned his face back to look at her: "Then go now." ”
yes! Wouldn't it really be? No, definitely not! Yang Lanhang must be testing her!
Given the lessons of the last failure, she would not back down in any case. Go and go, who is afraid of whom? She didn't believe that Yang Lanhang could eat her!
"Let's go!" She picked up her bag and sped out of the restaurant.
He hurriedly gave the money to the waiter, and without even waiting for change, he followed her out of the restaurant and walked with her into the elevator. In the small, suffocating space, he stood beside her in a breezy and moonlit posture, and the dialogue he said was: "Do you want to go to my apartment, or to the hotel?" ”
The tone sounded like he was looking for a place to discuss the opening report with her. She especially wanted to say: I think your office is the most suitable for discussing topics.
To keep the atmosphere going, she put up with it!
"You..." It was too awkward to use the honorific at this time, and she changed her mouth and said, "Your house." ”
As soon as the words came out, Ling Ling suddenly felt that her whole body was hot, and her face seemed to be roasted by fire, and she glanced obliquely at the golden mirror and found that her white little face was redder than a cooked crab.
Yang Lanhang looked at her red face with a smile: "My family... There was only one single bed. ”
belch! It doesn't matter what kind of bed they have, they don't need it at all!
Today was too hot, she wiped her sweat wildly, while wiping sweat while thinking about what she should say to ease the awkward atmosphere, and finally, she forced out a dialogue that she was stunned by thunder: "Yes, just do it!" ”
“……”
Without waiting for Yang Lanhang's answer, she secretly glanced at him, and his eyes called a silence, like the deep sea under the night, unfathomable. At this moment, Ling Ling finally deeply realized that anything difficult could be gritted and pushed through, but provoking Yang Lanhang was not as simple as gritting his teeth and surviving. He stood next to her, from head to toe there was no place that was not gentle, there was no place that was not unsophisticated, and the whole egg that had not been sewn made it impossible for her, a headless and brainless fly, to start.
The elevator door opened, a cool wind swept in, and her severely oxygen-deprived brain finally functioned normally. Then she remembered the dialogue they had just had, so remorseful that she wanted to hit the wall.
What if I use that prop?
In case, as soon as he enters the house, he will say "go to bed" in his usual cloudy and breezy tone, what can I do?
In case, his self-control is not as good as she expected, and she is tempted by "beauty" for a while, and it is difficult to sustain herself, then is it not a big mistake?
She immediately shook her head, shaking away the undeserved thoughts in her mind. Anything can happen in this world, but Yang Lanhang can't get involved with female students.
Following him all the way to the parking lot, I saw him standing elegantly in front of the car, leaning over to open the door of the co-pilot, she gritted her teeth and sat in the car with the determination to die unyieldingly. Yang Lanhang then sat in the cab, leaning towards her, and his left hand was also extended to the side of her face. Her blood coagulated in an instant, and all her perceptions coagulate with it. His body was getting closer and closer, about to press against her, and she could fully feel his unsteady breathing and heartbeat.
Ready to start the prelude now? She wasn't mentally prepared yet. Besides, this broad daylight, people come and go...
"Yang... Teacher Yang..." She called him in fear, but the exit of her voice was soft and soft, which was very evocative.
"Huh?" His hand crossed her, pulled out the seat belt on her right side, went around her body, buckled for her, and then looked straight at her and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
"Uh, it's all right!"
Seeing Ling Ling's face of a small woman's shyness, his eyes lit up, more than the sun.
He suddenly asked, "Are you serious?" ”
"..."She was dazed. A question asked by Yang Lanhang, ten geniuses can not answer, let alone a stupid protein Lingling!
"Do you really like me?" He asked a question she could understand.
She nodded. To add credibility, he nodded again.
"How long has it been?"
"I don't know... It should have been a long time. I...... I really tried not to let myself have illusions..." She turned her head and looked out the car window, not daring to look into his eyes, afraid that if she looked at it more, she would never be able to move away. Unfortunately, she missed Yang Lanhang's hot eyes like lava, "But when I look at you, I really can't help but think wildly... It's not that I don't want to go to your PhD, I'm afraid of affecting your life... That's why I want to leave T-Da and stay away from you. ”
When the words in her heart finally came out, she lowered her head and tugged at her clothes, waiting for Yang Lanhang to reject her, waiting for him to say: You are a good girl, but I don't like you, I will never like you, you can leave.
But he didn't say anything and drove the car in the direction of his house.
"Teacher Yang, you still don't believe me?"
He tickled the corners of his mouth, smiled lightly, and had an unpredictable expression. This time she couldn't figure out the situation at all, and she couldn't figure it out!
In fact, She had never understood Yang Lanhang's way of thinking. For example, his father was an authority in the scientific community, his mother was a business celebrity, but he went to the United States alone at the age of sixteen, resigned as a distinguished professor at MIT at the age of twenty-nine, returned to China as a university teacher, and worked for a salary of a few thousand dollars a month.
For example, he kept the keys to top luxury cars in his office drawer for a long time, driving an 80% new used car to work every day.
For example, he can clearly rely on a face to mix food, but he wants to choose such a connotative profession as a scientist.
For example, the cultural heritage and purity of his bones exude, I don't know how many women have been fascinated, and the women who like him can circle the earth, but at the age of thirty-two, he does not even have half a woman around him.
The behavior pattern of the scientist is really beyond the reach of her ideological realm.
Even so, she still fell in love with him, knew that he was her teacher, knew that he would not like her, but she still watched herself fall into it step by step, not that she was stupid, but there was a kind of man, as long as you approached, there was no way to escape...
Outside the car window, all the scenery was rapidly retreating, Ling Ling looked at the familiar city and the familiar street in a daze, and the memories in his mind were also retreating, back to a few months ago.
She wished that time would go back to that time, and although she had endured his harshness every day, and although she had complained every day about his strict and almost perverted style, her heart was full and happy.
A few months ago...