Original debut Infringement must be investigated
Abandonment
□ Lü Yongbing / Wen
"Brother Lu, put this magnetic table here, basically it is still new, you use it." The co-worker cow said behind me.
"What's the situation that you don't have to use?"
"I'm off this afternoon and I'm not going to work here." He said.
I looked at him jokingly:, what are you going to do in this period when the epidemic is rampant! ”
The little brother's name is Niu, and we all call him Niu Dan. He was not tall, and his chubby face was always smiling, very joyful. Niu Dan brain melon is very flexible, learn what to do, what to do. We work in a private company CNC lathe, The old brother of the cow has never had a red face with any of the workers, no matter which worker asks him about the technology, he always puts down his own hands, unreservedly, very patiently theory and practice together, only until you understand thoroughly.
Today he said he resigned, and I thought it was a joke. But he looked at me with a firm and helpless look: "Brother Lu, really, I have been planning for more than three months, and I also told the workshop leaders that I am ready to go abroad, and I have handed over all the tools to the workshop." He left five days later, on April 14th. ”
At this moment, my heart suddenly tightened, and the bottom of my eyes was uncontrollably soaked with tears. Just staring hard at his eyes to prevent it from coming out, he turned his head and extended his lower lip forward, his upper lip retracted, and blew hard into his eyes a few times. Slowly turned his head to look at him and said, "You're talking nonsense, I really don't believe it!" The epidemic is so serious, ansheng ah! ”
He half squinted at those small eyes, and suddenly felt an indescribable helplessness and helplessness in those eyes. Habitually with the thumb and index finger of the right hand, the nails of the thumb of the left hand are constantly clasped, and a far-fetched smile is squeezed out of the face. Although I was inferior to him in every way, his smile at this time really made me pity him from the bottom of my heart. The smile on his face at this moment was so unnatural.
I said, "This fucking life..."
The popularity is very good, and the three female workers he often helps come to us at this time and persuade him to stay, all of them feel that in the current serious situation of the epidemic, they will slow down and go again.
One of them said: "Three years of co-workers, you have been helping us at work, always responsive and no shelf, giving people a very easy-going feeling. ”
The other said with a little reddening eyes: "Yeah, your box (toolbox), whether it's a tool or the snacks you occasionally bring, when we use or enjoy it, we feel the same as our own, and we never have this idea of telling you when we use it." ”
A brother who has worked with him for three years said: "Since coming to our workshop, we have been working together so far, for me we have always felt very comfortable and very happy in this relationship, not only in the work of being a good friend in life." The cow is leaving now, and I am the most reluctant..."
Niu Dan's eyes were also flooding with some clarity, his right hand was clenched into a fist, his left hand was extended, and his fist was gently slapped on the palm of his hand, saying: "In fact, the most reluctant person should be me." But we are all ordinary living in a cruel reality of society, doomed to be unable to do out of the world, some things are not we can influence, for the life we want, gathering and dispersing is the most impermanent, we do not need to struggle. ”
Here I said again: "This tiring day, this ridiculous life." But it's also strange, you say that some people in our area have resigned, but when Niu Dan said that he was leaving, how could he have some sour reluctance in his heart? ”
Really, never felt that way.
Yes, there is no unbroken feast in the world. In the human world, sometimes some things are always involuntary; people, in fact, are like this, thousands of people in their hearts do not want to compromise, but in the end everything has to be unwilling to compromise.
Niu is now Chinese New Year's Eve five years old, and his father has been dead for more than ten years. When his son was three years old, his wife divorced him and ran away (to clarify here, Niu is definitely the five good young people in people's mouths, and the reason for divorce depends entirely on the woman). He also said that while his son was still young, the old mother could still help to look after him for two years, and he had just bought a house and installments. I want to take advantage of the rise in wages of migrant workers abroad in recent years, and go to work for two years, for my son. My son went to preschool this year, and when he returned from two years of work, he just entered elementary school, and at that time, he had to intervene in his learning and living habits. Can't follow the old man all the time, that will ruin him, take advantage of this empty, want to fight.
I was thinking about the often ringing fingers behind me, and it was he greeting me; thinking that around ten o'clock in the morning, he would suddenly hand me a bag of snacks and say, "Hungry, eat." Thinking that he would often joke with me, he said, "Brother Lu, I'm too difficult to do anything, just count one day like this." ”
In fact, the days let this young man run in an orderly manner, and life also makes him take care of it with relish, although he is single. In his eyes, necessities are necessities, and you can buy things that you can't buy, and you don't even think about it. He was a very self-disciplined five-good young man.
Thinking back to when I received a more difficult workpiece distributed by the leader, I would tell him: "Today's work is not easy to do, and it is time for a headache." He always responded: "Brother Lu, don't say that the work is not easy to do in the future, you just have to take it, we don't have any workpieces that can't be done." ”
I sighed, "Well, some work in your absence is really hard to do." ”
He said: "My WeChat phone is open for you 24 hours, as long as the drawings are sent, it is stable and stable, how?" ”
"Now that the idea is made, it is only a blessing to you. Fly out of the embrace of our warm and safe motherland, you must take care of yourself and often contact your family. Remember, sometimes, money, it's not the most important ... When people reach a certain age, what really determines your quality of life is actually the family, and it is very important to run the family well; the family, unlike the house, is not the same as the house, the house is a cold building, only when there is a loving person in the house, there is fireworks, there will be temperature. The happiest thing in life is just a family waiting for each other in the smell of fireworks. I patted him on the shoulder.
The next day, when I went to the workshop, I took a photo of Niu Dan's lathe. It was a lonely lathe photo with black work lights, black computer screens, no familiar figures, and no operators, and sent to the WeChat group of our people.
Later, a brother replied: "This shutdown, I don't know when it will be opened again..."
In the group, it was unusually quiet.