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Zhao Lei and his Atio

author:Willow smoke

Zhao Lei and his Atio

Today I talk to you about Zhao Lei, talk about the Zhao Lei in my heart and his Adiao.

In April 2022, I looped "A Diao" with a single, and couldn't help but sigh in the circle of friends - "Zhao Lei is not hot, Tianli is intolerable, it can be seen that the human world does not follow Tianli ~ ~ ~ There are thunder words in the name, but it cannot move The Yongshan Mountain." Friends commented that Zhao Lei has always been fierce. She didn't understand that the fire I was referring to was the heavenly king level. I think he can.

Six years ago, when the folk song was still on fire, milk tea shops, campus radio stations, clothing stores, and even small vendors with stalls on the ground would put "Chengdu", and it seemed that Zhao Lei was on fire. I also heard this song to know Zhao Lei, his voice has a melancholy poet-like thickness, softness, with a little bit of sadness, a little bit of pity, it is easy to make the young and literary romantic heart break the defense.

A few years ago, there were often people in the background of my public account who left a message - Zhao Lei, there was an author named Zhao Xiaolei on WeChat name - Zhao Xiaolei, she was a fan of Zhao Lei; there was also a friend KTV singing Zhao Lei's "Ideal" and asked me how I sang.

Zhao Lei's song is actually very difficult to sing, the tone seems to be not high, the melody is catchy, it is easy to learn, but it is difficult to sing his feelings and taste, and it is losing the most soulful part of the song - and that is exactly the characteristics and skills that Zhao Lei has, only Zhao Lei to sing his own songs, only to be able to be at ease, to retract freely, naturally pour out the emotions, with his singing voice. Not deliberate, not forceful, not dull, this is a very high realm in artistic creation, very rare.

This is the impression I got after chewing it many times. At first, I didn't think Zhao Lei was so good, and my idea at that time was just to fire another folk singer, hehe, playing folk songs is really fragrant.

To tell the truth, with the passage of time, I have not loved folk songs as much as I did in college, and the so-called folk singers that have emerged later, their works, I sometimes get confused, saying that it is a folk song, it is indeed a folk feeling, but it is not so folk, it seems to have become less pure, plus in those years, the folk singers visible on the market, homogenization is too serious, selling feelings, selling love, selling freedom, selling youth, selling stories... The kind of real and simple that is unique in the folk songs, the melody that can be used as a soul catcher, is already difficult to produce, singing and singing is just such a thing, lack of novelty, and gradually I have aesthetic fatigue.

However, there will always be a moment when I listen to the ballad again, and I feel that it is still so enduring, real, and direct to the heart. I told my friend that I hadn't listened to folk songs for a long time, and when I turned it out today, I still had such a taste, like a trickle, flowing into my heart, like mellow black tea, down the throat, fragrant, and transparent. She turned to share Zhao Lei's "Thirty-Year-Old Woman" with me, at first I didn't think it was very good, I couldn't stop listening to it, and I heard the sentence "But no matter how brilliant the appearance, I can't stand aging." "Suddenly born of the fangs, the sense of beauty twilight, the sudden sense of the creation of the world, from Wang Zuxian thought of Jia Jingwen, from Mei Yanfang thought of Zhang Ailing... Zhao Lei interpreted the psychological portrait of a thirty-year-old woman from the perspective of a man, delicate, soft, and mournful in the spring water, and the intestines broke Bai Pinzhou, which made me sigh without a long sigh - when the bright moon was there, it was once illuminated by the clouds. This is my second re-acquaintance with Zhao Lei.

And "Atio" is the one that moves me the most among all the songs of Zhao Lei.

The first time I listened to A diao was on the variety show of dance storm, dancer Zhang Han used A diao as a song to dance his own mental journey of chasing his dreams, when I saw him flying in the air on the stage, falling down heavily, and then getting up and running... Driven by music, I can't resist the urge to cry, the hard work on the road to chasing dreams, still can't stop the people who persist in hard work, if you want to win, don't be afraid of losing, open-minded, Jedi life.

At that time, I didn't know that A diao was the work of Zhao Lei, but I just found Zhang Shaohan along the female voice, listened to it many times, and felt that it was very inspiring, so when I ran, I put Zhang Shaohan's version of Adiao, which was very exciting.

Later, reading the comments said that Zhao Lei gave A diao life, Zhang Shaohan gave Adiao the soul, dumbfounded, it turned out - Zhao Lei is the original song. Careless.

Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, where there are people, there are arguments, there are mixed reviews in the comment column, after brushing the comments, I went to listen to Zhao Lei's deduction of A diao.

At first it is comfortable to listen to, like listening to a long story. Zhao Lei told A Diao with a slightly low voice, telling the story, slowly and gradually, the rhythm was soothing, the mourning voice was low, the loops were repeated, the emotional ups and downs were not large, making me feel very calm, like looking at the stars on a summer night, the stars were shining, the surrounding was quiet, I could hear the chirping of insects, suitable for daze.

After half a year, I listened to it again, became familiar with the melody and lyrics, and felt helplessness, loss, sorrow, sadness, heaviness, unwillingness, pity, bitterness, repressed fanaticism, betrayed affection, wrongly paid love... That affection, fanaticism, and love may not be a specific person, but it should be the brilliant fireworks that everyone hides in their hearts, always want to desperately protect it, and never want to extinguish it.

However, however, "Adi, the cunning man has a thousand kinds of laughs, when you come down the mountain, remember to bring the Dolma knife." With sunken cheeks under the brim of the gray hat, you rarely speak, the simple answer is where tomorrow is, who cares about you, even if you die on the road. Looking at the sentences alone, I felt that I was sharpening the knife in my heart, and I never expected that this seemingly bland, lacking in embellishment, and unpretentious lyrics was so powerful.

Later, when I listened to it again, I heard ethereal, blooming, pure, nostalgia, reluctance, blessing, relief, tenacity, bravery, purity, kindness, gentleness, blood is still not cold, starlight is still... Those who have lived with Zhao Lei in Tibetan bars, those who have talked and sung and drunk together, everyone who has bright colors and is free and uninhibited, those who have suffered, survived, hurt, laughed, and loved together, Zhao Lei should miss it very much, there is a lot to say, there are a lot of unfinished feelings and regrets, right?

So, therefore, "Atio, whether you can have a full meal tomorrow, you have become accustomed to loneliness is a belief. Adi, will not be smoothed out by reality, you are not a person in this world, there is no need to care about the truth. Fate is ill-fated, obsessed with indifference, waving goodbye to youth, countless stations, willing to be ordinary but not willing to be ordinary decay, you are a diao, you are a free bird..." - The most precious thing about people is the sincere emotions between people, Zhao Lei's adiao, has hidden the sorrows and joys of the world.

Listening now, hearing the detachment and indifference, hearing the phoenix nirvana-like persistence and calmness, after going through the tribulations, still warm as ever, ideal as ever, not jealous or angry, not impatient, the state of mind relaxed, it is not so true, let everything go naturally, "Then so be it, I still be myself; life is a coming and going, life and death will always come, no big deal." So, "Fateful, obsessed with indifference, waving goodbye to youth, countless stations, willing to be ordinary but not willing to be ordinary rot, you are a diao." Adi, love is a seed of sadness, you are a tree, you will never wither. ”

I think it is because of my own changes in mood that I have come to these feelings, each time differently, deepening my previous understanding. Atio may be someone, perhaps an ideal desire, perhaps a symbol of beauty, perhaps a collection of memories. I believe that everyone listens to Adio's feelings differently, with their own emotional imprints or experience supplements, and the focus is not on explaining and expressing, but on feelings. Art, the most important thing is actually the feeling, it is the whole truth that we are emotionally outstanding.

At this moment, what I want to say the most, what I am most willing to bless -

Zhao Lei has his Adiao, friend, where is your Adiao? If you find it, be sure to protect it! A must!!!

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