Balance your inner mental journey
Hello, hello everyone, I am Xun Zheng, a writer.
It is these lovely people who add light to the darkness
Having spent a difficult time writing for a sword, I was trying to change my destiny. Before entering the university, I never expected that I would experience so many moments of collapse, and it was precisely because I did not expect it that I was unforgettable.
XUN ZHENG
The light of Apollo, the dawn of the Fallen
You listen, it's the sound of breathing, mixed with the sound of reading, and in the early morning of the library, there are young students standing in every corner, holding up word books or holding notes and memorizing them repeatedly, their backs especially determined in the daylight. In stark contrast, panning along the corner of the study room has a pair of godless eyes, a haggard face, and a hunched back, looking particularly old.
The way to attract attention is not to expose the ugly
Why did he not have the heart to learn in the museum and still stand there, Apollo, the sun god on duty this morning, stepped into his dream and began to search for the difficult secrets in his heart.
Everyone's dream has a big screen, which stores the knots in their hearts that are difficult to unravel, and the sun god is responsible for cleaning the memory of the dream, which is equivalent to a human computer butler.
Entering the man's heart, Apollo found that the memory reservoir was in chaos, and all kinds of negative memories filled the student's heart, almost spreading like cancer cells to the nervous system throughout the body, anesthetizing the brain, making the body unable to function.
Apollo was estimating which memories to delete, and the wrong deletion would affect his own normal life, and he must quickly find the core memory and delete it, so that the brother could recover faster.
In these thousands of memories, most of them are his prejudices and obsessions, and God constantly extracts key words to find such an inner monologue:
The light is always illuminating the lonely advancing
I recently found that the neurotransmitters that excite me are very stingy, the nervous system that lacks transmitters is like alcohol cannot be degraded, my heart is always in a tight state, I feel sick, I dare not admit it. It has been two months since I was ready to go to college, and every day I am muddy and can't see the light. The pressure of learning alone is understandable, but interpersonal relationships also make me fall into the abyss, no one understands that I am alone and traveling with all corners of the school to pursue the pace of peace of mind, in the face of the invitation of classmates to study together, I have always refused, in the face of friendly care and greetings fear and restlessness, irritability, I have become a painful person, and I am locking my throat and heart.
I felt sick, but I didn't dare admit it
Apollo looked at the painful mortal memories and pondered how to heal, God had seen many patients, different people have different structures, and the slightest difference will affect the therapeutic effect. Apollo erased the memories that caused the man's heart to be oppressed, and left a dose of the drug called forgiveness
Too many people in this world tell us to learn to forgive others, but we forget to forgive ourselves. Press a stone in your own heart and breathe.
Apollo woke up the young man and said softly, "Young people are a vibrant group, darkness comes every day, there is always a place where the sun can't shine, I have left a fire in your heart, I hope you can continue to give yourself the power of forgiveness, warm yourself, illuminate others, you can also become the sun god, help the desperate, and the day you become me, I will crown you." ”
In everyone's heart, there is the sun god
"Classmates, classmates, classmates..." I opened my eyes dimly and saw a friend in front of me, smiling at me, "I see that you are a little haggard, is it uncomfortable?" "Yes, a little tired."
"I'll take you out for a walk and relax." "Mm-hmm."
The breeze outside gently brushed my cheeks, and in the company of my friends, I suddenly became cheerful and my mood improved. Unconsciously arrived at the express station, he went in, I waited outside for a moment, he took a few boxes of chocolate beans, poured me a handful, "Eat chocolate, the mood will be better." ”
Too many people are full of kindness, and I want to be good at discovering
Back at the library, I felt that I had relieved a lot of heavy pressure and relaxed.
I felt like I had a long, long dream, I dreamed that Apollo talked to me, he said to me that he would crown me, and I secretly swore in my heart: I must succeed and be a better version of myself!
I think each of us has an Apollo in our hearts, shining on ourselves and our partners.
Thank you to every obscure, unrequited Apollo who gave a piece of candy to people in despair.
Edited | Xunzheng