Lao Chen has always been out playing cards lately.
The previous card addiction was not so big.
Another strange change is that every time I come home, I sleep in a separate room.
Occasionally would go to the apartment we bought earlier for a few days.
He even hurt me a few times with a black face.
I felt inexplicable.
However, when I was watching TV that day, I suddenly felt a pang in my heart.
Shouldn't it be Lao Chen who also cheated?
1
Old Chen is the same age as me this year, 38 years old.
Calling him Lao Chen, this is a habit that has existed since marriage.
Although he was as old as I was, he was somewhat bald and slightly fat, and looked several years older than me.
Years are really pig-killing knives.
Especially for women,
After more than ten years of marriage, Lao Chen is still the same old look, and what is different from before is that he also did a fashionable job: hair transplantation!
I also grew from a willow waist to a middle-aged woman.
We both have our own jobs.
In life, it is quite harmonious.
I think that my old Chen loves me.
2
But to my surprise, he cheated seven years ago
Always making excuses to go out and play cards, sleeping late straight to the apartment.
Because I have children to take care of, it is not convenient to go to the apartment to live, so I want to let Lao Chen go home.
Old Chen was unwilling, and there were various reasons to shirk it.
I didn't recruit anymore.
Occasionally, I would go to the apartment to see Lao Chen, but I would come back to our side every time I stayed for a while.
During the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, we went back to our hometown for the festival.
Old Chen and I slept in the same bed.
But he didn't say a word to me, so he turned his back on me and slept on the edge of the bed, looking like he was going to fall.
I was angry and didn't know what strange disease I had.
I scolded loudly: 'You are hiding from me so much, is your little third telling you not to be next to me, not to talk to me?' “
He picked up the headphones and brought them to his ears, and the whole world was quiet.
3
It was on the third day after returning to the city that I found a pair of women's stockings on Lao Chen's car.
I never wore stockings because of skin allergies.
I asked Lao Chen, 'Whose is this?' How could such a disgusting emotion be in your car? ”
Old Chen said, "Our colleague's, we have fallen into the car on a business trip together." “
I was still very calm and said: 'You can't make up nonsense, you think about it, are we over or not?' ”
Lao Chen said: 'This woman is my colleague, people have a husband, that day was our company holiday, she followed my car home, by the way, if you feel tired and crooked, we will divorce." “
I still didn't mention it in one breath, and it was he who cheated on him.
He was also the one who filed for divorce.
Why?
I said decisively, 'Think again, I don't divorce.' ”
Then, he really ignored me and didn't go home.
4
After about two months, Lao Chen suddenly began to go home.
He said, 'Okay, don't toss it, let's live a good life, and I promise not to mess with others in the future.' “
I didn't say a word, because I knew, there was a husband of a woman, what was the cheating diagram?
Old Chen's house is written in my name, and the car is still bought with a loan.
This woman can't figure anything!
However, I still feel that even if I am divorced and find a second-married man, I may not have the same old Chen.
So we will live again.
5
Old Chen hugged me that day and said, 'We only have one daughter now, so let's have another son, so that we can add a lock to the marriage.' ”
However, unexpectedly, this lock is not Lao Chen, but me!
I brought up my son and daughter, and both of them were the flesh of my heart.
Just last year, I suddenly found that Lao Chen's mobile phone transfer record had a lot of red envelopes.
The largest transfer record is 2021 dollars, followed by 1314.
Then the woman's WeChat returned a 520 red envelope to Lao Chen.
Then there are many small red envelopes in the back, basically 13.14 or 5.2
I angrily wanted to smash Old Chen's phone against the wall.
I calmly said to Lao Chen, who came out of the toilet, 'If you want to do this, you will get out of the house.' “
Old Chen looked at me for a second, then went to the bedroom to sleep.
But, as this year before, as if I had the plague, I could hide away.
I knew that Old Chen's heart had gone far again.
6
Since Lao Chen got along with this woman, he became incomprehensible, and the child fell to the ground without giving help.
For me, it is even more avoidant.
That day, I suddenly received a strange call, it turned out to be Lao Chen's Xiaosan call.
Xiao San was very arrogant and said to me: 'Xiao Chen has promised me, after divorcing you, immediately remarry me, you hurry to pack up your things and leave, don't hang around in front of Xiao Chen's eyes.' ”
I'm disgusting, what Little Chen?
However, what really disgusted me was that when Old Chen got home, he really filed for divorce from me, and Old Chen said: 'I just want to divorce you and then have children with her, and now that she is older, if she doesn't have children, she won't be able to give birth.'" “
Feelings this little three is a big mom level.
I still lost to the old cabbage.
7
I had enough plans for divorce, but the next day, Lao Chen suddenly changed his temperament.
I bought a lot of groceries at home, as well as vegetables and fruits.
I thought it was the last supper, but I didn't want Lao Chen to finish the meal, and after eating, I was in a good mood to wash the dishes.
The next day it was still like this, and I couldn't figure out Lao Chen's routine.
Until this life lasted for more than a month, I couldn't hold back.
Just ask Lao Chen: 'What do you want to do?' Was it ever or did you have a baby with that woman? ‘
Old Chen said: 'Don't talk nonsense, there are no women, live a good life in the future.' ”
One day two months later, Lao Chen said that he would not go home for dinner in the evening, and his classmates would gather.
When it was about eleven o'clock, I called him, and Old Chen said that he was tired and rested in the apartment. “
My daughter's phone watch just fell on Lao Chen's car that day, and I saw from my mobile phone that Lao Chen's positioning was not on the other side of the apartment.
I called again and said, 'Your side is not an apartment at all, the child's phone watch is in your car, showing that you are in this part of the pedestrian street.' ”
Old Chen said quietly, "I'm going to do something on the other side of the pedestrian street, and I'll go home right away." “
I know that Old Chen has cheated on him again.
The next day, I said to Lao Chen: 'We are really tired of living like this, you think well, if you can live, it will be good, if you can't live, let's disperse.' ”
Old Chen still has that attitude.
Until now, it has been good for me and the kids.
Can we continue to walk in the future? 、