I think back then, when I was in college, I fell deeply in love with a girl in Xiangfan, Hubei Province, small and exquisite, very cute, maybe because of this, I have been in love with her for a long time.
I don't know the first step to start walking right or wrong, that year in the third year, we all rented a house outside to live, every night after the end of the self-study is the two of us together to go back, I am like a flower protector, every day to guard her, just like this, I have a good feeling for her and then become deeply in love with her, she also feels my love for her, but also often let me eat with her, when someone loves and is loved by the feeling of really cool, feel really happy!
After graduating from college, she wanted to go back to her hometown to develop, I sent her to Xi'an Railway Station, watched her get on the train, at that moment, my heart was broken! I wanted to board the train one more step at a time, looking into her pleading eyes, and how much she was expecting me to board her passenger ship at that moment! She was filled with tears: Love me and come home with me! Don't go to us to break up here! My heart is like a knife! Mixed feelings! It was this fleeting miss that broke up completely. I didn't expect that this separation would be forever!
Watching the train carrying her drift away, I was dumbfounded! Standing there like a puppet! Suddenly, I felt like my sky was falling. I felt that I didn't have the confidence and courage to live, and during that time, I was really miserable and really wanted to end my life.
I locked myself in a dark room for three days, thinking about it, thinking about it, I can't do that! I'm sorry to my hard-working parents for doing that! Man, many people are vulnerable and vulnerable in the face of emotional failure. That kind of thinking can only prove that you really loved it!
From falling out of love again and again, I have completely understood that it is not others who really defeat you, but yourself! Falling down again and again is not terrible, the terrible thing is that you do not have the courage and determination to stand up!