Li Ruiying, an excellent host of CCTV, she hosts news programs, which are deeply loved by the audience, and in her 28 years of working life, there has not been a single mistake.
However, behind everyone, there are always some unknown sad pasts, and Li Ruiying is no exception.
One evening in 1998, 20 minutes before the start of the "News Network", Li Ruiying sorted out the press release as usual, and she looked calm and prepared to start the 19:00 news live broadcast in the best condition.
At this moment, the mobile phone ringtone on the desktop suddenly rang, Li Ruiying glanced at the mobile phone screen and found that it was the nanny at home who called. She had an ominous premonition.
Because of the nature of her work, the nanny at home knows very well that if something special is not happening, how can she call at this point in time?
Seeing that the "News Network" was about to start live broadcasting, Li Ruiying simply answered the phone after a moment of hesitation.
On the other end of the phone, the nanny cried uncontrollably and said: "Sister Ruiying, your son fell downstairs, he slipped his feet when he was going down the stairs, accidentally fell downstairs, covered in blood, I don't dare to touch him, you come back to see it!" "
Hearing this news, Li Ruiying's face suddenly turned pale, and his voice trembled with it, and such a state was not in line with the live news broadcast at all.
Colleagues around her also found Li Ruiying's abnormality and hurriedly asked her what was going on, to which Li Ruiying did not respond.
After about 10 seconds, Li Ruiying said to the nanny in a voice on the phone: "Don't get excited first, listen to me, my son fell from the building and bled because of the wounds on his body, don't be afraid, hurry up and dial 120, and when the doctor comes, the situation will be better." "
After speaking, Li Ruiying hung up the phone, closed his eyes, and did his best to restrain his inner pain.
The nanny at home, following Li Ruiying's advice, quickly dialed 120 and took her son to the hospital.
"News Network" is not only facing the national audience, but also to show the image of China to many regions of the world, Li Ruiying understands that she has a heavy responsibility, so she is trying her best to adjust her emotions and enter the live broadcast work of "News Network" in the best state.
At exactly 19:00, Li Ruiying opened her eyes and, as usual, entered the live news broadcast, during which she did not have any emotional abnormalities.
The son fell from the building, as if it had never happened, Li Ruiying seemed very calm, and free!
At 19:30, the "News Network" ended, and when the photographer turned off the camera, Li Ruiying stood up with a "whimper" and said to his colleagues: "My son has fallen from the building, everyone help me deal with things at work." "
After speaking, Li Ruiying walked quickly out of the CCTV office building with tears in her eyes, and due to emotional tension, she fell on the steps at the gate, but fortunately she was helped up by several security guards in time.
In that year, private cars were not yet popular, so Li Ruiying could only wander on the side of the road and take a taxi to the hospital.
Nearly an hour later, Li Ruiying hurried to the hospital, saw her son lying on the hospital bed, covered with blood, she could no longer bear the sadness, "howl" and cried.
While holding his son's hand, Li Ruiying blamed himself: "I am not a good mother, I am not worthy of being a mother." "
At this time, the doctor came over and comforted and said: "Anchor Li, your son's condition, as long as it has been adjusted over time, can be recovered, and you should not be too sad!" "
Listening to the doctor's words, Li Ruiying's collapsed mood eased somewhat, but his son's college entrance examination was imminent, and such an accident occurred, which was obvious. The dream of the college entrance examination has been shattered.
After that, Li Ruiying continued to return to CCTV work during the day, until after the end of the "News Network" in the evening, she came to the hospital to take care of her son, for a long time, Li Ruiying did not have a rest time, almost every day is running at both ends.
There were many people in the hospital, and some people then exposed the fact that Li Ruiying's son fell from the building, which immediately attracted people's attention.
With the continuous fermentation of public opinion, most people in the society have made a positive evaluation of Li Ruiying, believing that she is a journalist with a high sense of responsibility and mission.
But a few people said: "The son did not rush to the scene at the first time when he fell from the building, and did not go until the end of the "News Network", is the work more important than the son?" "
For the comments of the outside world, Li Ruiying did not respond too much, she just said plainly: "Justice is in the hearts of the people." "
Yes, in the minds of a few people, Maybe Li Ruiying is not a good mother, but from a rational point of view, is she really like some people. Is it called "cold-blooded"?
CCTV agencies are no better than local television stations, its requirements for television programs are very high quality, especially news programs, representing not only CCTV media, but also a country. The image of a nation.
In the live broadcast of "News Network", if Li Ruiying makes a mistake, it will bring many unpredictable negative effects, which no one knows better than her.
As a "national face", Li Ruiying should be understood by more people, how heavy is the burden on her body? Moreover, Li Ruiying is a woman, she endured many pains that even men can't stand, to insist on her post, how can she not be a good mother?
In the past 28 years of work, Li Ruiying has won the recognition of the leaders of the unit with the performance of "zero mistakes", and from 2003 to 2005, he was awarded the "Golden Microphone" award by the unit, and many honorary awards such as "Excellent Host".
After July 10, 2014, Li Ruiying gradually withdrew from the journalistic profession, leaving the opportunity to newcomers, while she lived a retired life.
Li Ruiying sighed: My son fell from the building is the pain of my life, and I want to use the rest of my life to make up for this regret.
After retirement, she is either thinking about her son every day, or planning his future career, and sometimes even some trivial matters of life, Li Ruiying has to personally ask.
Missing the college entrance examination, the son was silent on the surface, but in fact, he was extremely entangled in his heart, Li Ruiying reassured: "There are no people with high cultural level in the world, everywhere, and the men who have won career success are innumerable." "
Li Ruiying's words also reflect that she is a strong woman without compromise, if it were not for the fact that her son fell from the building, how could she retire so early?
In his spare time, Li Ruiying will participate in various social occasions and pass on most of his life's experience to more young people, so that they can find a stage that can belong to them in the future.
When encountering natural disasters, Li Ruiying used his social media to call on people to contribute to the disaster area, and he took the lead in donating money. Donating goods and public welfare has also become her and her husband's favorite thing to do.
After his son became a family, Li Ruiying chose to be a competent mother-in-law and spent most of her time at home, so that her son and daughter-in-law had no worries.
Since having grandchildren, she has put all her thoughts on taking care of the next generation to make up for the maternal love that was once missing when her son was a child!
Now 62 years old, Li Ruiying has gradually faded from the public eye, and there is very little news about her.
In any case, her sweet voice and face are still imprinted in the memories of many people and will never linger.