The broadcast of "Bright Sword" in 2005 made Zhang Tong well known for his role as "Wei Monk".
After this, Zhang Tong acted in many classic film and television works, such as "Food and Clothing Parents", "Iron Pear Blossom", "One and Eight".....
He is a powerful actor, but behind the scenery, he has also suffered from depression, and even once wanted to jump off a building to commit suicide.
Just when he was at his worst, his lover Guan Siting silently guarded him.
Guan Siting has seen his downfall, seen his unbearable, but still chooses to believe in the love in her heart.
In 2004, Guan Siting entered the crew to shoot "Chinese Guards" and met the newcomer actor Zhang Tong.
When Guan Siting first saw Zhang Tong, he was wearing army green clothes, which had been washed many times at a glance, glowing white, and his face was wearing an old glasses.
An overly grounded dress made Guan Siting mistakenly think that he was a new staff member of the crew. It wasn't until she started filming that she discovered that this was Zhang Tong, an actor who wanted to play with herself.
Guan Siting's first impression of Zhang Tong was not good, and so was Zhang Tong.
When the crew rested, Zhang Tong sat silently on the side to rest, and Guan Siting could not sit still. She pulled the crew members to chat one by one, and without a moment's effort, she called the crew a brother and sister, and Zhang Tong looked at her bright smile and only felt that she was stupid.
"I don't know after filming, this person came up and pulled out his heart and lungs, it's really stupid," Zhang Tong thought to himself.
The crew filmed in the army, and if they wanted to go out, they had to take leave, saying that they could take leave, but leave was generally not good, and the situation would be worse and they would be stifled, so few people took this risk.
But Guan Siting was not afraid.
One day, someone in the crew was sick, and the enthusiastic Guan Siting rushed to ask the instructor for leave.
At first, the instructor disagreed, but could not stand Guan Siting's soft and hard bubbles.
In the end, the instructor had to let her out.
When Guan Siting returned, she hugged a lot of things, including medicine, food, and a bottle of eye drops.
Going down, as soon as she arrived at the shooting scene, Guan Siting handed the eye drops to Zhang Tong.
Zhang Tong was stunned at first, and then embarrassed to take the eye drops.
He didn't expect that he had just inadvertently said that the eye drops had run out, and Guan Siting bought it for him.
Zhang Tong's heart warmed up a little, and while smirking, he said thank you to Guan Siting.
Guan Siting also did not answer, and directly turned to leave.
In later shots, the director repeatedly asked the actors to tan themselves just to fit the role of SWAT officers. The actors listened and nodded their heads and agreed to bask in the sun together in the large playground.
However, when it came to the appointed time, it was only about Si Ting and Zhang Tong.
Zhang Tong saw Guan Siting sitting on the playground from a distance, and he only felt that this person was really stupid, and he actually came to bask in the sun, but the next second he thought of himself, and he couldn't help but laugh.
The two awkwardly only said a few words, but Zhang Tong looked at Guan Siting's bright smile and quietly moved. He was impressed by Guan Siting's sincerity and enthusiasm.
With the increase of shooting time, the relationship between the two is getting better and better, and at a banquet, Zhang Tong confessed.
He was very drunk, Guan Siting watched from a distance, and enthusiastically helped him into the toilet, Zhang Tong supported the washstand for a while of vomiting, suddenly he looked at Guan Siting's face, "I like you."
Guan Siting only felt that there was still heat on her face, and she was afraid that Zhang Tong was just joking about drinking too much and did not answer.
Late at night, the people at the banquet walked scatteredly, Zhang Tong confessed again, under the cold wind of the night, his thoughts were very clear, and Guan Siting was also, she liked Zhang Tong and accepted the confession.
It's just that for love, some people don't support it, and they think Zhang Tong is too poor. Guan Siting's family is also a well-off family, but they have found a poor boy Zhang Tong.
His family was not wealthy, and his parents sold their only house to support him to go to School in France, but even so, the money added up to the sophomore year. In the end, the book was not finished, and there was no diploma.
At this moment, Zhang Tong has no house, no car and no deposit, and these Guan Siting certainly know that Zhang Tong once said it herself.
It was this confession that touched her.
For Zhang Tong's family situation, Guan Siting does not care, and her parents do not care.
It was Zhang Tong's first birthday in Beijing, and Guan Siting was preparing for his birthday when suddenly Guan Siting received a call from her mother.
Then Guan Siting took her mother to the rental house, and her mother saw Zhang Tong full of joy.
Since then, Zhang Tong and Guan Siting have been very stable, and Zhang Tong's career has also improved significantly.
In 2005, he starred as the Wei monk in "Bright Sword", and won the love of many people with this role. After that, he successively starred in "Iron Pear Blossom", "Red Locust Flower" and "Wild Duck".
In 2008, Guan Siting and Zhang Tong received a marriage license, Zhang Tong did not have much money at that time, and did not hold a wedding, and Guan Siting did not complain about this.
After marriage, Zhang Tong had thought about public love, but Guan Siting thought of his career and persuaded Zhang Tong to give up this idea. Zhang Tong looked at the sympathetic Guan Siting and wanted to be good to her for a lifetime, so that she could only smile.
But a huge blow is also creeping in.
Zhang Tong entered the crew, although he is a newcomer director, he especially admires the talent of the director. However, this talented director is extremely harsh on Zhang Tong.
It doesn't work here, it doesn't work there. A few days later, the director asked Zhang Tong to imitate Zhou Runfa and act according to The drama path of Brother Fa.
This is something that Zhang Tong did not think about, trying to imitate and deduce, but in exchange for ridicule.
After the infinite blow, Zhang Tong also fell into self-denial, he desperately wanted to do a good job, but it backfired.
Finally, after a few months of filming, he was able to breathe a sigh of relief, but was once again disturbed by a phone call.
It was a call from a friend who happened to know the new director.
"The director later said that you, confident and fragile, do not respond to changes, his level, is also the degree of freshman."
Zhang Tong listened to his friend's retelling, only to feel that the string in his heart suddenly collapsed!
At the end of 2010, dragging a heavy heart, Zhang Tong returned home for the New Year.
Guan Siting was busy at home with her parents, and when she saw Zhang Tong coming home, the surprise on her face flashed by, and she found that Zhang Tong was a little different.
Then Zhang Tong locked himself in the room, the room was full of strong smoke smell, and cigarette butts were inserted in the ashtray.
"Why am I not Zhou Runfa, why am I not, why can't I learn Zhou Runfa's acting skills?"
Guan Siting listened to Zhang Tong's roar, and her heart was sad, and finally on the third day, she didn't know what had happened.
And Zhang Tong also became more and more irritable, he was always angry for no reason, Guan Siting knew that he was uncomfortable in his heart, and did not bother with him.
Instead, it was better to comfort him.
Under the comfort of Guan Siting, Zhang Tong's temper finally converged. He felt that his psychological condition was much better, and in 2011 he joined the crew of "Father and Son Soldier".
He originally thought that under the care of Guan Siting, he was slowly getting better, but he did not think that when he entered the crew, the situation suddenly deteriorated.
In the previous shooting, the newcomer director always shouted to stop, and then harshly reprimanded Zhang Tong.
When it came to the new crew, Zhang Tong found that his mind would still pop up from time to time with the voice of the previous director, "Stop! He looked around in horror, but saw himself in the eyes of others, which turned out to be auditory hallucinations.
In order to avoid auditory hallucinations, he forced himself to use 90 percent of his energy to resist this idea, and the remaining 10 percent of his energy was used to memorize lines.
It was very tiring, and his mood became irritable again.
He even wanted to commit suicide, and he smashed his mobile phone on his head, a move that quickly attracted Guan Siting's attention, and she grabbed Zhang Tong's hand to make him stop.
Her voice began to tremble, and Zhang Tong saw that the person who came was Guan Siting, and there seemed to be light in her eyes, and there was no movement in her hands.
Guan Siting took the opportunity to take down the mobile phone, and then hugged Zhang Tong fiercely, she patted Zhang Tong's back, letting him slowly calm down.
Appeasement temporarily stabilized Zhang Tong's heart, but within a few days it was back to before.
Zhang Tong stood on the edge of the balcony, looking at the distant scenery, looking at the people and vegetation below, he wanted to jump off the building, he opened his arms, and then he propped up his arms and was about to jump down.
"Zhang Tong", suddenly came an urgent and frightened voice, this voice came from Guan Siting.
Looking at Zhang Tong's sudden back, Guan Siting hurriedly ran up and hugged him tightly, "If you jump, I will jump with you."
Listening to Guan Siting's hoarse voice, Zhang Tong slowed down his body, he wanted to commit suicide, but he was also grateful to Guan Siting for saving him every time.
After the filming of the crew was finally completed, Zhang Tong unloaded all his spirit and spread it on the sofa all day, which was an emergency for Guan Siting.
Since finding out that Zhang Tong was wrong, Guan Siting checked online every day, and she wanted to know what was wrong with Zhang Tong.
Finally, she found out that Zhang Tong should be depressed.
Guan Siting told Zhang Tong about the incident and hoped to take him to the hospital, but Zhang Tong broke out again.
"I'm neurotic!" Why is it that I have this disease again? ”
In the face of Zhang Tong's questioning, Guan Siting covered her face to prevent herself from crying, and Zhang Tong finished venting and immediately fled the room.
After this, Guan Siting always knocked on the side to let Zhang Tong go to the hospital, but there was no effect.
Guan Siting remembered Zhang Tong's condition, her heart was uncomfortable, and she cried unconsciously, and when Zhang Tong came out of the house and saw her wife who was crying red-eyed, she suddenly panicked.
"I asked you to check and treat the disease, you don't go, you changed Zhang Tong!" Looking at his wife's crying words, Zhang Tong lost his temper and promised to go back to the hospital.
When the test results came out, Zhang Tong knew how seriously he was ill.
Major depression, moderate anxiety.
In order to make Zhang Tong's mood stable and become upward.
Guan Siting changed her mind to plan what to do the next day, whether to go at home or outside, whether to go shopping or go to the park.
Or the two of them go to the bookstore just to buy the comic books that Zhang Tong loves to read.
As a result, when he bought it home, Zhang Tong did not want to read it, and threw the comic book away with a temper, guan Siting could only look at him silently, and then silently cleaned up the comic book.
At night, Zhang Tong thought about how much sleep he couldn't sleep, Guan Siting chatted with him, sometimes telling him stories, in the dim light of the bedroom, Guan Siting's eyes lit up, is the expectation of the future.
Zhang Tong fell asleep in the story and Guan Siting's hopeful eyes.
But Zhang Tong was asleep, Guan Siting could not sleep, after a while she would have to see Zhang Tong's situation, whether she had dreamed, whether she was trembling. If you have a cold sweat on your forehead, you should dry it with a towel.
By the time Guan Siting had completely relaxed and rested, it was already midnight.
Sometimes Guan Siting couldn't fall asleep quickly, thinking about Zhang Tong in the dark, and couldn't help crying.
She did not dare to let Zhang Tong know, and could only cry silently. Wait until the crying red eyes, drowsiness before climbing up Guan Siting's body.
Under the careful care of Guan Siting, Zhang Tong finally had a change, he slowly reduced the amount of medicine, Guan Siting every time she watched Zhang Tong reduce the amount of medicine, her heart will be particularly pleased.
In 2012, the two held a wedding that was delayed for 4 years. Zhang Tong looked at the woman in front of her who had cried for herself countless times and vowed to guard her smile for the rest of her life.
Later, Zhang Tong finally came out of the shadow of depression, and he continued to develop in his acting career.
The role of Li Dazhao in "The Age of Awakening" made the actor Zhang Tong even more angry. For Zhang Tong's re-fire, Guan Siting was very happy, but no one else was worried.
There are many examples of celebrities abandoning their other half after becoming popular, but Guan Siting does not think so, and she trusts Zhang Tong.
Guan Siting quit the entertainment circle and put her focus on the family and on the things she was interested in. In Guan Siting's social dynamics, it is even more like a good look of years.
And today's quiet years are also the result of countless sleepless nights and countless tears.
Under Zhang Tong's struggle, he not only bought a house for his parents, but also finally bought a house that belonged to himself and his lover.
In fact, at the beginning, the money Zhang Tong earned could have been used to make his own marriage room, but he saved it up, and his friend Zhang Guangbei was also very puzzled, "The money you earn, it is better to buy a house for yourself."
But Zhang Tong shook his head, "I want to buy a good house for my parents first", Zhang Guangbei listened, and only felt that Zhang Tong was very filial piety.
But the one who was more filial to him than he was was Guan Siting. When buying a house at that time, Zhang Tong was afraid that Guan Siting would not agree, and thought of many reasons to persuade her.
Unexpectedly, Guan Siting agreed very much after listening to it, and at that moment, Zhang Tong once again felt that he did not look at the wrong person, "Guan Siting is not only enthusiastic, but also filial piety."
Today, the two people have walked hand in hand for 14 years of spring, summer, autumn and winter, and there is no child between the two people, but it has not affected the feelings between the two people.
Zhang Tong and Guan Siting never show affection in a high profile, but in private, they write their love to the fullest.
When I first saw Guan Siting, the excessive enthusiasm made Zhang Tong greet with disdain, but it was this enthusiasm and sincerity that impressed Zhang Tong.
It was Guan Siting's joy and love that saved Zhang Tong in the swamp.
During Zhang Tong's depression, Guan Siting said such a sentence, "Reduce my life expectancy by ten years, in exchange for his happiness in life." Perhaps, this is the most simple love.