No one knows how many guitars Coburn has broken, in fact, since 1988, this kid has been doing this, so much so that almost all rock musicians wanted to play a very artistic game of destruction in the interval between the wild songs and dances, unfortunately, every time like a very bad imitation show.
So many times, Cobain's singing ends with only song and no music, because the only guitar is already lying in the middle of the ground, and the ground is brilliant and colorful, like the flowers that have fallen in a hurry in the spring. Singing and singing, Cobain would often hold on to the railing next to him and choke, and then turn around and continue after the interlude, tears under the laserlight.
There are some songs that are sung to the heart with the heart. In those so-called years of time, what can be wasted and which must be cherished? This often makes it difficult for us to choose. And this scrawled grass for a short period of time, how many times can it withstand the washing and rinsing? In the dust of the servants, most of them are travelers, rarely return to people, those who are busy, there are always some smiles, tentacles like silent stretches around, towards the deepest part of the cool memory, trying to explore, in an unknown corner, suddenly, encountered a heartbeat.
There was a time when I listened to Cobain's songs and was obsessed to trance.
Listening to his Polly, his Come As You Are, Lithium, listening to the throbbing and arrogant, you will feel that the end of the world is so far away, and the world, so haggard, so decadent. With long hair and a thin figure, the sound is as wet as the rain with childishness, but it will always tear through the sound barrier like a tearing cloud, so that some gentle songs will climax in an instant.
How to describe the swollen youth in this full age? In fact, one song is enough. It seems that because of a young song growing in his heart, the whole world can be planted in the yard of his own house.
This rainy afternoon, he re-downloaded his songs and packed them into his mobile phone, like a poet, filled with beautiful sentences with a stomach full of beautiful moods. Turn the headphones out for a long time. The rain of the day, moisturizing the heart and lungs, the rain is not large, and occasionally a few bends and curves down, stirring up a whole spring refreshingly.
Who can deny that listening to a favorite song in a rainy sun is not bliss? This big boy who likes to collect heart-shaped boxes, that slightly hoarse and cynical lonely high tone, with a little rain, wow, this world, it's amazing.
Forgot to say one word. He liked to collect all kinds of boxes, and even spent a lot of money to buy lollipops, crouching at the door of the mall, exchanging his favorite heart-shaped boxes with the children who passed by, and his songs, his hearts, could not fit into the boxes with the perfect arc of those hearts.
This is a man with a serious stomach problem. And he was as addicted to gastroscopy as he was on drugs. Think about how much torture it was to have a gastroscope in the eighties of the last century. No one could have imagined that Cobain, suffering from a stomach problem, was rolling on the floor in the backstage with his guitar in pain.
Matching his hysteria on stage, another thing that shocked the world was that he was still a gay and addict. The former was because he couldn't find a sense of security in his mother's breasts; the latter, he was trying to resist the damn stomach pain.
At the age of 9, my parents quarreled over divorce, and every day the big car and the car moved things was endlessly quarreled, the house was empty, and even the shovel for shoveling snow was thrown to the car and pulled away. Cobain watched as if he didn't understand, and from time to time a sentence popped up, "You guys, don't you really want me?" What should I do? ”
Since then, "What am I going to do?" has spasmodically followed Cobain all his life like an incurable stomach problem. The loss of security is always like a foot in the air to instantly throw the whole person out of balance. Cobain began fighting, skipped class, and began wandering the streets of Aberdeen alone with the four-year-old Siberian sled dog. Occasionally sing a few songs in the bar, play with the unknown singers who are mixed together, and take drugs, the days are like the rain after the extremely low air pressure.
Later, Cobain married a stripper who was equally addicted to drugs, and the two of them faced each other and melted heroin on the score. For the Manchu Army and Sha Baoliang, this is a good example of vividness.
In January 1988, several people recorded their first tapes in the bathroom of the bar and sent them to all the record labels they knew, and over the course of a few months, they received a barrage of replies and all sorts of small gifts, but no notices or invitations to audition. In March of that year, the band nirvana, a band pieced together in the bar, decided to set their first performance at Seattle's Central Tavern, for which they paid three hundred dollars in rent. It was just that no one was willing to sit down that night, and even the central tavern wanted them to pay for the lost wine.
Cobain bowed his head and turned off the lights in the tavern, then picked up the guitar. "Pack things up and we're leaving."
They left, but the music didn't go. Cobain and his Nirvana band were still stubbornly singing, and three years later, in 1991, the Nirvana band recreated "Nevermind" in the sad urge of only selling four hundred copies of its first album, and the single "Smells like teen spirit" jumped up, selling more than a million in just half a month, surpassing U2, Guns and Roses, and even knocked rock king Michael Jackson off the platinum charts, Spain, Belgium, Canada, Sweden, Ireland, As long as there is no one in the music circle that has been associated with rock and roll, no one knows the name of Nirvana, and the crazy fans have even been lining up in front of the record store since midnight.
Many people are jealous of Cobain's overnight fame, who knows that he fought for this night for ten years. However, this success is too eye-catching, but anyone who eats with rock and roll wants to show a knife behind Cobain's back.
On August 19, 1992, just one day after Cobain's daughter was born, Vanity Fair magazine broke a story: a photo of him and his wife smoking heroin during pregnancy. Others pointed out his homosexual past, and even posted photos of his wife who used to be a stripper.
Cobain's stomach hurts, and his heart should hurt. Once, he used heroin to relieve pain, with the boiling cheers of the audience to relieve pain, with his own crazy roar to relieve pain, and now, he did not know what else could really relieve pain, except death. "After every performance, I force myself to eat, swallow a little, drink some water, and then bend over and vomit... I never imagined living like this anymore, it made me insane, I had collapsed psychologically, because I had stomachaches every day. ”
From the moment his parents finally took out their small family property and parted ways, death was lovingly hidden in The Heart of Cobain. "Dr. Baker said, I have to choose between life and death, I choose to die." On March 4, 1994, he left a simple sentence, swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills, and woke up 20 hours later, the doctor was relieved, "I have reborn a great musical genius in my hands." ”
And Cobain was disappointed. "You know, how much courage it takes for me to take those pills and greet a farewell!"
Cobain liked to torture himself, and he even bought a gastroscope to play with at home. "I know God uses torture as a test, so well, I'll do it for God. Because, I know myself better than God. ”
Ah, Cobain is a difficult book. That arrogance, that madness, that badness that comes out of my bones, and that pain.
The name is occasionally mentioned in popular music textbooks today, but of course, as a negative textbook, Cobain is qualified or even excellent. It's just that those people, who only remember his madness, don't take his pain into account.
Textbooks say he's a fast-food song in pop music, and he's the gutter oil of rock and roll. Even his widow, Coatney Love, who was also a "terrorist in the music world," and, of course, his long-haired daughter.
No matter how much insults are not important anymore, in the face of success and the pressure and slander that success brings, death, can be very clean and very painful end of one of the ways, can not solve the problem, then well, I solve myself.
Illness should be another pusher, yes, and a failed marriage. After his parents divorced, he was surrounded by many people who were disappointed in the marriage, half of the people in the band were divorced, and even his wife chose him for the second time. In any case, twenty-seven-year-old Cobain really bought a gun, like Van Gogh, who wanted to keep beauty all his life, but only sold three paintings in his lifetime, and could not even afford to buy a bowl of mashed potatoes, to give his belly a little bit.
Ten rings. This was an excellent result, so good that the doctors who arrived later could not do anything about it.
How beautiful is death? Hemingway knew, and Yasunari Kawabata knew, that in a few tenths of a second, he could make a wonderful leap, from birth to death, from this shore to the other, from one end to another, once it began, there was no trace of it. This kind of crossing never needs too much difficulty, it seems that it is just a reed boat crossing the river that is leaning on the wrong harbor, and a tree with colorful flowers blooming in the wrong season. Tragedies are all the time, just a trick to renovate. Here, Cobain, he lost even interest in renovation. His agent, Ryan Aigner, recalled: "It was a man who was in a state of suicide. In fact, he has an ancestral suicide gene in his bloodline. ”
In 1984, his other uncle, Kenneth, also fired a shot at his own head, great-grandfather James Owen, who was clearly not as sharp as a bullet, and that time, Owen was rescued, but the persevering Owen ripped his wounds in the hospital and finally accomplished the feat.
Success and failure, fear and humor, countless glories and envy and hatred that never stopped, in the face of these, even stomachache can not do anything about Coburn, what else can he do? Cobain says "With the light out it's less dangerous" (rather than lingering, burn calmly). Reasonable.
Forgot to say that his daughter, whose name is Francis, is not a beautiful woman, does not sing, and does not seem to inherit her father's DNA.
However, this child's novel is really well written. However, in her text, the word "father" is never mentioned.
Kurt Cobain (1967–1994) was a famous American rock singer. Born on February 20, 1967 in Aberdeen, Washington, in the western United States. At the age of 8, his parents divorced, and this divorce had a profound impact on Kurt Cobain, who was ashamed of his parents' divorce and even hated them. Moreover, he also lost confidence in the outside world and lost his sense of security because of this incident, and he became introverted and even isolated himself.
He learned to use music as an escape and weapon. On his 14th birthday, he got a second-hand electric guitar as a birthday present, and since then he has put down the drum and played the guitar. Later, the band Nirvana, which shocked the world, was formed. His representative works include "Smells Like Teen Spirit", "Come As You Are", "Lithium", "About A Girl" and so on. On April 5, 1994, at the age of 27, he shot himself in his Seattle home because he could not bear stomach pain, medication and the pressure of success.