#人世间征文 #
Hao Dongmei has liked Zhou Bingyi since junior high school, but the emotional preservation period of half a century is only three months. The ending is chilling, but logical. Because Hao Dongmei is a climbing lingxiao flower.
Anyone who has read "To the Oak Tree" knows this poem: "If I love you - it is not like a climbing flower, borrowing your tall branches to show off." And Hao Dongmei has always borrowed a Lingxiao flower to show off by borrowing branches.
As a teenager, she clung to the power of her parents
Hao Dongmei was born into a high-cadre family. Her parents are excellent, of course, they are also very strong, and it is impossible for her to decide the big and small things in the family. Strong parents must raise weak children. The weak mentality makes her not self-reliant and unable to strengthen herself.
Hao Dongmei has seen all kinds of people who hold power, and she has also heard about the struggle for power. She could naturally see which classmate was a potential stock, so Hao Dongmei took the initiative to pursue Zhou Bingyi from the first year of high school.
Although Zhou Bingyi was born in the Photon area, zhou's father, a construction worker, is a person with a high heart and pursuit of perfection. The goal of educating children is naturally to get ahead when they grow up.
Zhou Bingyi, who has excellent character and excellent learning, was sent to the city's key middle school to study. Zhou Bingyi in high school was very confident about the future. His own ideal is to always excel and always be a good person. He was sure that a man like him would certainly have many excellent women to love.
But for Hao Dongmei's confession, Zhou Bingyi is very clear that between the daughter of the vice governor and the son of a construction worker, love is too luxurious, and friendship is still more realistic. If he gets carried away because of Hao Dongmei's pursuit, soon the friendship will become a smoke cloud. Therefore, the relationship between the two has always been "above youda, not in love".
One day in the second year of high school, Hao Dongmei came to the Photon area for the first time. She burst into tears, complaining that her father, who was the vice governor, had not done a good job, had been liberated for more than ten years, and the living conditions of the people were still so poor. She said that from now on, she will be deeply disturbed because she lives in a bungalow in a separate compound.
These words touched Zhou Bingyi. He felt that if the two of them were to adjust, he might not be as touched by the environment in which ordinary people lived like Hao Dongmei. He developed a fondness for Hao Dongmei, and the relationship between the two went a step further.
As an adult, she clung to Zhou Bingyi's politics
At the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, Hao Dongmei's father was overthrown. Hao Dongmei became the "black five categories". The college entrance examination was also canceled, and Zhou Bingyi's dream of entering the university has also become a bubble. Zhou Bingyi went to Hao Dongmei's house to get a book, and when he saw the helpless Hao Dongmei, he held her hand for the first time. The first closeness between the two made Hao Dongmei's heart light up with hope.
There were no televisions, no computers. Zhou Bingyi and Hao Dongmei did not want to make trouble with the rebels. Falling in love and reading books became their main form of entertainment. With the help of Zhou Rong, the two warmly talked about love.
At the beginning of "going to the mountains and going to the countryside", Zhou Bingyi and Hao Dongmei signed up for the first group to go to the countryside. Zhou Bingyi was assigned to the Construction Corps. Hao Dongmei was assigned to a farm near the corps because her parents were "bourgeois roaders".
A year later, Zhou Bingyi was transferred to the division headquarters of the Construction Corps as a secretary. Due to his outstanding performance, Zhou Bingyi left a good impression on the leaders who came down to investigate. The leadership decided to transfer Zhou Bingyi to the military region and change him from a cadre of intellectuals to a regular soldier. This was an opportunity that many Zhiqing dreamed of, and Zhou Bingyi considered it for five minutes before deciding to give up.
As for the reason for Zhou Bingyi's abandonment, the description of this piece in the original work is also contradictory. If he cared about Hao Dongmei, she directly refused this matter without consulting Hao Dongmei. If he doesn't care about Hao Dongmei, the reason he refuses is that his girlfriend's father is a "bourgeoisie" and does not meet the transfer regulations.
My personal opinion is that in that chaotic, upside-down black-and-white years, Zhou Bingyi was not sure when the leaders above were also overthrown, and he himself fell even more moldy. Therefore, he did not want to take this risk, after all, being a secretary in the division headquarters of the construction corps was a more stable and riskless choice.
Hao Dongmei had questioned him why he had refused the transfer without consultation. Zhou Bingyi replied, "Do you think it is right if I make the opposite decision?" At this time, Zhou Bingyi was a Zhiqing cadre of the Construction Corps, and Hao Dongmei was just a general secretary from a nearby farm, and his status was higher than that of Hao Dongmei, and the two were not equal. In any case, during that period of knowing the youth, Hao Dongmei spent it peacefully under the care of Zhou Bingyi.
Love is not a rational thing, but their love has no passion, let alone enthusiasm. From the beginning, both parties considered more things other than love and marriage, that is, who was attached to whom and how to do more advantageous questions.
After the end of the Cultural Revolution, Zhou Bingyi was admitted to Peking University, and Hao Dongmei was arranged to work in colleges and universities. In the original work, Hao Dongmei's father was persecuted to death during the Cultural Revolution. The mother was later rehabilitated. Hao Dongmei's mother was not optimistic about Zhou Bingyi, and felt that Zhou Bingyi was not worthy of her daughter, but she could only approve. Behind it also helped Zhou Bingyi develop in his career.
With the intervention of his mother-in-law, Zhou Bingyi was transferred from the Cultural Affairs Agency to the military factory as party secretary. Zhou Bingyi very much wanted to do a big job and save the decadence of the military factory. He ran alone to the Soviet Union and signed a contract for the dismantling of ships. After completing this contract, the arsenal can earn 1 million yuan, which can solve the urgent needs of the economy.
Subsequently, Zhou Bingyi's lace news was also sent abroad. It turned out that during Zhou Bingyi's time in the Soviet Union, in order to sign this contract, he drank his stomach and was admitted to the hospital. In the hospital, Zhou Bingyi met the female doctor Olivia, and the two met and hated each other.
Olea's father was well known in the Navy. With the facilitation of Olivia, Zhou Bingyi's task was completed smoothly. At the feast that Olivia hosted for him, the two couldn't help but hug and kiss deeply.
When Hao Dongmei questioned him with the newspaper, he explained that Olea had helped a lot and kissed Olea out of courtesy. Is a deep kiss out of courtesy? Of course, Hao Dongmei knew that this was out of passion, a kind of spiritual to physical derailment.
Even if she knew the truth, what would Hao Dongmei do? Although my mother had a high position, she had retired, and only Wen was left. Only by continuing to climb on Zhou Bingyi's body can her life continue to live in the envy of others.
In her later years, she clinged to the money of wealthy merchants
Zhou Bingyi retired from stomach cancer at the age of 64 and lived a leisurely life. But Hao Dongmei, who did not lose her ladylike style even in the down-and-out era, became cynical after retirement and often scolded her mother.
Hao Dongmei particularly hated the "red second generation and red third generation" who amassed wealth by any means and stepped on the two boats of officials and businessmen. She said the current situation is completely different from her parents' revolutionary ideals. Zhou Bingyi can understand her indignation, but her good mood is often destroyed by her.
Rather than hating those people, Hao Dongmei hated others for having more power and wealth than she did. After retirement, the two of them lived in the house allocated to Hao Dongmei by the university. Hao Dongmei urged Zhou Bingyi to ask the organization for the house that should be given.
Zhou Bingyi said that when his house was divided, Hao Dongmei let hao Dongmei return the college house. Hao Dongmei said that those bastards have all gone abroad to buy mansions, what is wrong with me not returning a house?
Hao Dongmei has always had a wish, that is, to go around abroad and meet her classmates living abroad. So the two decided to take a walk around the world. Hong Kong, Macao, Taiwan, Singapore, Malaysia, Japan and South Korea, Hao Dongmei has many friends, and everywhere he goes, he is surrounded by strong friendship.
Before the European trip, Hao Dongmei contacted several middle school classmates who immigrated to Europe from the Internet. At that time, the middle school classmates were all the children of high-ranking cadres, and whether they went to college or not, they basically became the Chinese who became rich first, and lived a colorful life abroad.
People like Hao Dongmei who retired from the old position of director are simply outliers in their eyes. They asked Hao Dongmei why she had made her life so miserable. Even if she didn't care herself, didn't her mother care?
But the old students are very expensive, and the reception reflects the noble character everywhere. Because it was the same kind of thing, although it has not been in contact for more than 40 years, it is still very talkative. The trip to Baozhou allowed Hao Dongmei to re-establish a friendship with Fa Xiao, and it was also difficult for her to calm down.
After returning to China for a period of time, Zhou Bingyi's stomach cancer recurred, and the cancer cells spread completely. Before dying, Zhou Bingyi was also glad that the children of the Zhou family had found a suitable other half, and then he and Hao Dongmei talked alone and then lost their breath.
Three months later, Zhou Rong received a text message from Hao Dongmei, hoping that she could be her bridesmaid. Hao Dongmei's second husband was introduced by her expatriate friends, who have a U.S. green card and are doing quite a big business. After Zheng Juan heard about it, she was also happy for Dongmei, thinking that even if she remarried, she would still be her own relative.
Zhou Rong completed the bridesmaid task brilliantly. Hao Dongmei told Zhou Rong that Zhou Bingyi asked her to remarry before she died, and she herself needed to find a new home.
What did Zhou Bingyi say to Hao Dongmei before he died? We don't know. But I'm afraid even Zhou Bingyi didn't expect that only three months after his death, Hao Dongmei remarried.
If Hao Dongmei really loved Zhou Bingyi, it would be impossible to remarry three months after his death. If he loved the rich merchant, he wouldn't have flashed the marriage. The reason why she flashed marriage was because she was afraid of missing a good opportunity to climb the rich merchants.
After more than a month, Zhou Bingkun met Hao Dongmei and her second husband on the street. Both sides were stunned by the unexpected encounter, and it was too late for anyone who wanted to pretend not to see it.
Hao Dongmei has a good appearance and has a facelift. A look of satisfaction after finding a home. Zhou Bingkun originally wanted to call his sister-in-law, but when he said that, he changed his mouth to his lips and called "Sister Dongmei".
Hao Dongmei did not introduce her second husband to her, and probably felt unnecessary. Hao Dongmei said that she would go abroad in a few days and would live abroad most of the time in the future. The two talked a few words and went their separate ways.
Zhou Bingkun unconsciously shed tears, and he realized that Hao Dongmei's relationship with his sister-in-law had completely ended. Zhou Bing is just a small people who live a down-to-earth life. And Hao Dongmei is a Lingxiao flower that is not expensive or rich. The two people should not have intersected in the first place, and after Zhou Bingyi's death, this relationship naturally withered away.
Hao Dongmei grew up living under the aura of her parents and attached to the power of her parents. She was born with a sense of superiority, but she was not self-reliant in her heart. She wants to maintain a sense of superiority, but she does not have the ability to achieve it herself, so she can only look for a big tree to climb.
After the Cultural Revolution, she became the "Black Five", and only Zhou Bingyi, who came from a worker's family, could be taken care of in her life and politically sheltered. After the End of the Cultural Revolution, she still had to rely on Zhou Bingyi. The residual temperature of the mother's power can only be exerted by pulling Zhou Bingyi.
In her later years, she envied and hated her own kind. Traveling abroad made her see how bleak her life was. She understands that only money can make her live the same life as Fa Xiao.
In her lifetime, Hao Dongmei had neither held power, nor had a political aura, nor created wealth. She wants to live in the envy of others all the time, just as a LingXiao flower that shows off by borrowing branches.
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