Love is a very wonderful thing, when it comes, people can't help themselves, sighing the perfect fit of water and milk. It will not take away a little nostalgia when it goes, so that the human body will be what is really cold and piercing.
For this, Jiang Biwei can be said to have a deep understanding, but in this heaven and earth, it is almost impossible to find the same feelings, when the love has deteriorated, she chose to be a mistress for others, using such a very different way to retaliate against her husband, but this way makes her daughter ashamed of herself.
However, as a mother, she knew what her daughter was doing, but angrily scolded her for not being considerate of herself. What kind of husband can make Jiang Biwei choose such a way to retaliate? This person is Xu Beihong, who is revered as the founder of modern art education in China.
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Their encounter is full of fairy tale colors.
At Huaichun's age, after an unexpected encounter, Jiang Biwei's heart rippled, and she stubbornly believed that Xu Beihong was someone who could not be missed, otherwise she would regret it for the rest of her life.
At the age of 18, she resisted the shackles of the family, and she wanted to use a brave heart to rush to warm love.
At that time, the Jiang family had set up a family affair for her, and the dowry had been accepted, just waiting to pick a good day and auspicious day to pass through, but at that time, Jiang Biwei was full of Xu Beihong, and she could not accept the fate's manipulation of her, so she forged a suicide note and eloped with Xu Beihong.
The two came to France together, at that time life was poor, Xu Beihong lived by selling paintings outside, but his income was very small, in order to maintain his livelihood, as the eldest lady of the Jiang family, she had to go out to help with her ten fingers. Although life was difficult, the relationship between them was as good as ever, and they lived together in France for ten years.
In 1927, the two returned to their homeland. Xu Beihong also achieved great success because of his paintings, which can be said to be a success. In order to compensate for the suffering that Jiang Biwei had suffered with himself, he specially bought her a small two-story building and invited a few servants to serve her.
Although the standard of living is high, but Jiang Biwei's heart is becoming more and more lonely, because Xu Beihong has rarely accompanied her at home, in order to relieve her loneliness, she also began to hold banquets such as cocktail parties at home, which made Xu Beihong very unaccustomed, and contradictions began to arise between the two.
As an artist who pursues artistic achievements, he needs a quiet creative environment, but Jiang Biwei, who is keen to communicate, makes him very uncomfortable. With the passage of time, there is no longer the passion between the two of them, and life has gradually lost its color.
At this moment, Xu Beihong met Sun Duoci, and the feeling of seeing her for the first time was as if she had returned to the touch of the door of her heart when she first met Jiang Biwei ten years ago, so that Xu Beihong could not take care of the mountain alliance and sea oath she had made before, and Jiang Biwei did not expect that she would encounter such a betrayal.
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Jiang Biwei once made trouble like a madman, and more than once, she did not exchange her husband's heart for the irrational competition for marriage, but strengthened her determination to separate, and later he even moved out directly to live with Sun Duoci.
Xu Beihong's willful will made Jiang Biwei also chill, when she was most lonely and helpless, Zhang Daofan appeared, this former green plum bamboo horse person is still very worried about Jiang Biwei, and in the chaotic world at that time, there was such a reliance, for Jiang Biwei was to send charcoal in the snow. Therefore, knowing that Zhang Daofan had a wife, she still became his mistress.
However, she did so with the same purpose of taking revenge on her husband. Their marriage became like this, the most pitiful thing is the child, in their rumors all over the city, the daughter can't stand the outside world's voices, chose to commit suicide, but simply discovered in time, did not lead to irreparable consequences.
But after Jiang Biwei knew that her daughter had committed suicide, her first reaction was to scold her daughter for not understanding the pain she had suffered, and Jiang Biwei, as a mother, had never thought about how painful her children were in such a broken and deformed home.
On the other hand, due to the opposition of the Sun family, the relationship between her and Xu Beihong also became fruitless. Sun Duoci also married another person under the arrangement of his parents.
In 1945, Xu Beihong and Jiang Biwei finally officially ended their marriage, and the next year, Xu Beihong married Liao Jingwen, a student 28 years younger than himself.
Jiang Biwei and Zhang Daofan's extramarital affair lasted until 1959, which lasted for 20 years. No one knows whether these twenty years have been really happy for Jiang Biwei, and whether she has really fulfilled her wish to take revenge on her husband.
However, from her crazy behavior, it is not difficult to see how deeply she loved it in the first place. Unfortunately, the original love was stronger than Jin, but now it is already worthless.
What does love bring to her? What does marriage bring her? If she were to go back to 18, would she have the courage to do it again? From the tears that had been wiped from the corners of her eyes, it might not be difficult to see the answer.