"Left three circles, right three circles, neck twisting, ass twisting", the lyrics sounded, unconsciously in my mind, flashed out a sweet voice shape of the girl Fan Xiaoxuan.
When she became popular across the country with a series of children's songs, Jolin Tsai had just debuted.
The image of the Yuanqi maiden made Fan Xiaoxuan a mess, and she thought that she would maintain her girlishness and pave her path to fame longer and longer.
Unexpectedly, the fan Xiaoxuan who just debuted seen by the outside world is not really her.
Fan Xiaoxuan suddenly got tired, self-destructed her future at the right time of red, and contradicted the company and the outside world, she cut her hair short, put on heavy makeup, tattooed, and nailed her lips, becoming a bad girl in the eyes of outsiders.
In her emotional life, Fan Xiaoxuan is even more surprising, breaking up with her boyfriend who can't find faults and spoils her as a princess everywhere, and when she falls in love, she pays everything for a poor boy from the mountains, less than half her talent, and her face is full of beards, and even removes the womb for him, and does not hesitate to break off friendship with the girlfriend of friendship for 10 years.
Today, Fan Xiaoxuan is 43 years old, and her story is even crazier than you think.
01
Without the good manners of the past, where is the rebellion of the present?
In Fan Xiaoxuan's words, she was as obedient as a marionette in her childhood.
Fan Xiaoxuan was born in a single-parent family, her mother gave birth to her at the age of 17, and her father was only 19 years old at the time and had just come of age.
Fan's father did not have the responsibility and responsibility of Fan Xiaoxuan, and soon after Fan Xiaoxuan was born, he divorced Fan Mu and abandoned the mother and daughter to choose to escape.
Since then, Fan Xiaoxuan has lived with her mother and lived in her grandmother's house.
She was very obedient, as long as her grandmother went out to buy vegetables and let her stay at home and not move, she really sat motionless in front of the TV set, and did not even dare to go to the toilet.
Fan Xiaoxuan developed such a restrained personality and was inseparable from her mother.
In order to cultivate her daughter to realize her unfinished musical dreams, Fan Xiaoxuan let her start learning piano at the age of three in elementary school.
Other friends can go out and play after doing their homework, only she has things that she can't learn.
From childhood to adulthood, Fan Xiaoxuan took a music class at school, learned flute at the age of 7, touched lyrics and composition at the age of 9, and wrote a series of lonely and profound lyrics at a young age, all of which became the capital for Fan's mother to show off.
Although Fan Xiaoxuan's musical talent was excavated early, Fan Xiaoxuan's excessive control of her daughter during her childhood laid the groundwork for Fan Xiaoxuan's accumulated rebellious emotions to erupt after becoming popular.
Fame should be early, which is extremely applicable to Fan Xiaoxuan.
At the age of 13, she came out of nowhere, and was quickly invited by the advertising company to shoot a chewing gum advertisement, and has since stepped into the entertainment industry.
Subsequently, Fan Xiaoxuan signed a contract with Fumao Records, and in 1995, he released his first album "rain".
In that era when the gods fought and were full of hormones, a young girl like Fan Xiaoxuan was definitely the most special and rare existence, and for a while, countless people remembered this little girl in a yellow raincoat and singing in the phone booth.
In the same year, Fan Xiaoxuan wrote about her childhood experiences on her second album "Talk to Yourself", and the sales once again exceeded expectations.
Later, when she was only 17 years old, she had the honor of making a movie with Jacky Cheung, the King of Heaven, and was also nominated for the Best Newcomer Award at the Academy Awards that year.
In the following years, fate took good care of Fan Xiaoxuan as always.
Her "Little Witch Magic Book", which she sang for the children's program, suddenly became popular, and the company took advantage of the opportunity to launch its album "Your Sweetness" and made a lot of money.
Fan Xiaoxuan's image of a young girl is very consistent with the temperament of children's songs, and the company intends to promote her as an idol that children like.
At the age of 20, the name of "Sister Xuanxuan" was completely launched, and she has sung Chinese theme songs for well-known anime such as Cherry Pills and Doraemon.
In 1998, Fan Xiaoxuan appeared on the Spring Festival Gala, and the "Health Song" sung by fan became one of the hottest songs of the year, and its popularity once surpassed the "Meet 1998" cooperated by Faye Wong and Na Ying.
Following the little witch and Xuanxuan's sister, Fan Xiaoxuan ushered in the title of "new jade female singer leader".
Girlfriend Xiao S once said that her reputation with her sister Big S combined is not worth a Fan Xiaoxuan. It can be seen how red Fan Xiaoxuan was at that time.
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People are afraid of being famous pigs are afraid of being strong, and fan Xiaoxuan's troubles after becoming popular also followed, and she gradually became bored with such a life.
During the busy period of her career, Fan Xiaoxuan not only needs to get up early every day to make up, but also dresses up as a little witch to rush to different venues, pretending to be cute while taking children to do morning exercises.
Sacrificing herself in exchange for the happiness of others, which makes Fan Xiaoxuan tired at work every day, she braced herself to beat the spirit, and as a result, her children's song album sold better and better, but her heart was tied up and could not breathe.
Although she became famous early, she lived out as a failed self.
Fan Xiaoxuan did not want to be another marionette, and when her heart was full of more and more dissatisfaction, she immediately made a change.
Fan Xiaoxuan cut her hair short and did what she did not dare to do when she was a well-behaved woman: tattoos, nose nails, tongue nails, and heavy makeup.
Fan Xiaoxuan honestly told the company that she wanted to transform, but the company did not agree, saying that the transformation was very risky.
But Fan Xiaoxuan, despite opposition, gave up the album that the company had put out for her, and turned around to create rock jazz style music.
Unfortunately, she even released several albums, sales are just as dismal, parents who used to like her have a huge change in Fan Xiaoxuan, using her as a negative teaching material to educate children, the outside world and the media are disappointed that she has embarked on this road.
It is not easy to be loyal to the heart, not to mention that the transformation has made Fan Xiaoxuan withstand huge pressure, and the incomprehension of the outside world has made Fan Xiaoxuan, who has been desperately trying to prove himself, gradually suffer from depression.
During the period of depression, Fan Xiaoxuan was depressed all day, and eventually lost 20 pounds, and the most she said every day was how to die easily.
She regards music as redemption, and has always insisted on creating rock jazz style works, in other words, music is also Something for Fan Xiaoxuan to vent her emotions.
In addition to music, Fan Xiaoxuan's "antidote" to depression is also her then boyfriend Zhou Junwei.
When Fan Xiaoxuan was seriously depressed, Zhou Junwei never abandoned her.
Always playing the roles of boyfriend and psychologist, in Fan Xiaoxuan's words, Zhou Junwei is too good, it is simply an angel sent by heaven to rescue her.
As for how good is it?
Every day in the winter, Zhou Junwei would personally blow the bedding with a hair dryer for Fan Xiaoxuan, and all the housework in life would be taken care of by him, and he would also hide all the sharp things to prevent Xiaoxuan from thinking.
Xiao S laughed at Zhou Junwei as Fan Xiaoxuan's servant, and he didn't care at all, just smirked vigorously, as if he was happy to hear that his love for Fan Xiaoxuan was recognized by others.
Logically, people like Zhou Junwei are simply the ideal boyfriends of many women, but Fan Xiaoxuan does not cherish them.
When the depression gradually healed with the help of her boyfriend, Fan Xiaoxuan openly said that she had broken up with Zhou Junwei, not because of scandals or emotional discord, but because the other party was too good and she was not worthy.
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After returning to the friendship relationship with her ex-boyfriend, Fan Xiaoxuan has never stopped pursuing love, and has even been rumored to be gay.
For a long time, the entertainment industry has spread rumors that Zhou Xun and Fan Xiaoxuan are together, but this is the best proof of their friendship.
In 2006, they became good friends under the guidance of Li Daqi, in fact, Zhou Xun already knew Fan Xiaoxuan, and became a fan of the other party when she published her first album, because of an opportunity, they married as dry sisters.
Zhou Xun's vision of people was indeed correct, and Fan Xiaoxuan seemed to be her long-lost sister.
In just a few days of acquaintance, each other has countless words to want to talk to each other, they have a tacit understanding, new year's eve together, watch concerts, cooperate with songs, for the two, meeting each other is undoubtedly the luckiest thing.
Just because they are intimate and in pairs all day long, the rumors of their being together do not go away. It was not until Zhou Xun married Gao Shengyuan in 2014 that the world knew that their friendship was only higher than love.
Does Fan Xiaoxuan have a boyfriend?
The answer is yes, and the object is allen, the lead singer of her 100% band, a poor sour boy from the mountains.
This relationship was once favored by her family and the outside world, Fan Mu did not like tattooed boys, and even her daughter's tattoo she has not been able to compromise.
Has been Fan Xiaoxuan as a little S who has nothing to say about the identity of a good girlfriend, and he is even more disgusted with Allen's poor and sour life and sloppy image.
She is very worried that Fan Xiaoxuan has stepped into his footsteps, persuading Fan Xiaoxuan to find a boyfriend to find a handsome man, the implication is that Fan Xiaoxuan has a problem with aesthetics, that is, she likes ugly men.
Fan Xiaoxuan always laughed and did not choose to argue with those who opposed her, she would rather be estranged from friends and always be with her lover.
Fan Xiaoxuan, who worships platonic love, believes that love and the body should be separated, and she refuses to have children, feeling that the womb is dispensable.
In order to keep herself from getting pregnant and breaking the love plan she had made, she took the most direct and cruel decision: to remove the uterus.
Everyone thought that Fan Xiaoxuan was crazy because she saw her parents' unfortunate marriage in her childhood and embarked on this road of no return.
But she explained to her family that there were no marriage and children in her life plan, but only pure love.
Do you think this is fan Xiaoxuan's whole crazy life?
In fact, her madness is still continuing, and now 44-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan continues to act obstinately, not to answer the program when she rests, and to make a date with her sisters when she wants to come out to play.
The closest event to her was the show "Adventures in Life" hosted by good sister Aya, and she insisted on bringing her good boyfriend Allen to the show despite the antipathy of the outside world.
This man who looked like his assistant, although he still had beard and tattoos, looked bad, but he always stood quietly next to Fan Xiaoxuan, and some just cooperated with her work.
Gradually, the bullet screen changed from "how Fan Xiaoxuan can't think" to praise "they are like a pair of immortal couples".
For others, years may be a pig-killing knife, but for Fan Xiaoxuan, years are an embroidery knife.
More than 20 years have passed, her sisters around her have been married and married and have children, their appearance and personality have been smoothed out by life, only in the middle of the night can they miss the appearance of youth and madness, but Fan Xiaoxuan, who has always insisted on being herself and pursuing the life she wants.
She is not impulsive to play the wrong card, self-destructive future, only she knows that life does not go this way will regret it, take their own way to let others say go.
In Fan Xiaoxuan's words, the so-called rebellion in her body is the standard of others, as long as she does herself well, it is the most important.
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