Two years later, Qin Niu Zhengwei mentioned the past again.
With her long text:
Because recently Qin Niu Zhengwei has a drama on the air, I thought that this was a farewell role essay that she had a feeling after the drama was broadcast (or requested by the drama party), but when I opened it, it was:
"If fate always has a turning point, then mine is probably 2019.8.30 8:30."
I know that this article has nothing to do with the drama she is broadcasting, but it has something to do with the inner position of "going in".
Qin Niu Zhengwei chose to respond positively to Wu Yifan at the same time on the same day 2 years later, probably because "many people just heard about me, but didn't listen to me."
Then she confided in her experience of nearly 2 years of Internet violence:
Someone transferred money to her, 1 point each time, with a slut humiliation every time; someone went to apply for her withdrawal from school; someone figured out her motives; someone asked her to shoot a scene, the role was green tea, let her play the real color...
But under all kinds of atrocities, she was not depressed, became quieter and avoided the crowd; after thinking about it again, she decided to participate in the draft, hoping that through her behavior and expression, everyone would re-understand her, even if it was just to understand my voice...
She has always believed that light can penetrate darkness, even if it is a little late; today, 2 years later, she says she has received a series of apologies from some people.
Countless times she tried to justify herself, but when this day came, she was left with only calm; she attributed all this encounter to "fate", because it was not her choice and original intention.
Unknown, without comment, we can obviously make the online environment less angry; I am not afraid of being defined, because I have long accepted being seen at a glance.
In the end, Qin Niu Zhengwei said that after he said these words happily, he would not mention them again, and he would completely put them down, and he would go forward on a down-to-earth basis in the future. It is both a period and a starting point.
876 words were sprinkled with foreign words, and finally there were several private circles of friends that he cheered himself up when things broke out in 19 years.
Words are simple, but full of power. There was no self-abandonment, no self-pity, and no foul language about the perpetrators at that time. Just waiting for the light in the dark and believing that the light will come.
In addition, he also came with a photo of himself greeting the new students.
Subsequently, in the comment area, Qin Niu Zhengwei also sent a handwritten note:
"There will always be malice coming at you, and there will always be a surge of love."
Netizens' comments are also hoping that she will have a good future.
It's more painful for what she has suffered in the past 2 years.
Looking back at the end of August 2019, the paparazzi photographed Wu Yifan holding a girl's hand in the parking lot.
Then the girl's information was pickpocketed.
At first, the wind direction was OK, and I felt that Qin Niu Zhengwei looked pure, and he was also a student of Nortel, which was still the right thing to do with Wu Yifan in their minds.
Until the next day, a video chat between Wu Yifan and a certain girl was exposed.
A certain wave of entertainment directly said "This is the chat video of Wu Yifan and Lu Yiluna".
The wind direction began to change.
"This woman's kind heart", "Wu Yifan is so gentle", "Reversed!" ”
After that, a "Wu Yifan Lu Yiluna chat recording" was exposed.
The wind is completely wrong.
"The female duan position is so high" "Wu Yifan is too miserable" "Green tea bitch!" me! ”
After Qin Niu Zhengwei sent the classic "no story, no interaction, no video" Weibo, he denied that he had anything to do with Wu Yifan, and also denied that he was himself in the exposed chat video.
But the feedback was:
"Roll", "White Lotus", "Rub Heat".
No one listened to what she said, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she would be drowned out by a scolding.
Then she thought about the upcoming talent show, signed up with the mentality of pulling out the salary, just for "you can even listen to my voice", and I helped her finish the second half of the sentence: so that you know that the person in the video is not me at all.
It's really miserable...
2 years later, Wu Yifan, who had harmed countless girls, finally came to court under the joint efforts of Du Meizhu and a group of girls, and Qin Niu Zhengwei only chose to use a positive attitude to end this storm he had once had.
That, purely from the perspective of the article, Qin Niu Zhengwei's words are indeed warm and powerful.
Just like the "power of seeds" in the text when I was a child, it seems soft, but because of the longing for the sun, it can break through the hard crust.
And whether it was then or now, she has always been indifferent to all negative public opinion.
This time of Qin Niu Zhengwei should be regarded as a demonstration of positive energy.
But with that, some people have different interpretations of her long article.
"What were you doing when Du Meizhu was most isolated and helpless, and was scolded the most miserably?"
On July 18, Du Meizhu issued a battle message, preparing to fight Wu Yifan to the death, and gave Wu Yifan 24 hours to respond to the incident.
On July 19, NetEase Entertainment said that Dumeizhu could not be contacted.
At the same time, Wu Yifanfang began to perform.
Taking advantage of the fact that Du Meizhu could not contact the vacancy to send a white article, Wu Yifan jumped out and posted an article denying Du Meizhu's various accusations.
Then, Wu Yifan's studio cooperated with the "crackdown", took a bite back, and said that the case had been reported.
The hot search was immediately arranged - "use the law to fight a decisive battle to end eating melons".
Come always assist.
Seeing this, Du Meizhu was about to be in a weak position.
At the same time, Qin Niu Zhengwei also appeared, and she came out to do one thing: set up Weibo and try to clear up the relationship with Wu Yifan.
I have a lot of respect for Teacher Wu, no interaction, no video, no story.
Picking yourself out of the relationship between Wu Yifan's many gossipy girlfriends or gun friends, this is understandable.
Although I saved myself, another level pushed Du Meizhu to my own opposite: I am not the same as Du Meizhu, I have no opinion on Teacher Wu, we have nothing to do, I am not a road person with them at all!
Seeing that public opinion is about to fight back.
According to the original rhythm, even if Du Meizhu "disappeared" and reappeared, the battle waiting for her would have long been over, it would be too late to say anything, and the missed opportunity would never come again.
Coupled with Qin Niu Zhengwei's "vigorous clearance", it was considered by Wu Yifan's fans who killed red eyes at the time to be "assists" and "wu Yifan who stood in line", which made Du Meizhu's situation even more embarrassing.
As a result, the former river sister Zhang Dansan was like a heavenly descending divine soldier, and the hammer thrown out was stable, accurate and fierce, directly giving a fatal blow to the public relations team of Wu Yifan, who was eager to move, and defusing the counterattack of the other side.
Zhang Dansan has three pictures and words, her thinking is clear, and in the process of circling with Wu Yifan, she has always remained sober and vigilant, and has a strong sense of defense.
Zhang Dansan's voice at that time undoubtedly gave Du Meizhu strength, and also made passers-by who were still holding a wait-and-see attitude at that time, as well as various brands on Wu Yifan,completely dead hearted.
Moreover, Zhang Dansan is still a person in the circle in a sense, and this courage is indeed valuable.
Looking back at Du Meizhu from the beginning of June to hammer Wu Yifan, the incident fermented for more than a month, she also experienced internet violence, intimidation, and even wu Yifan's lawyers ready to file a lawsuit.
Du Meizhu also gave an interview and also posted on Weibo, and all she wanted at the time was a response and an apology from Wu Yifan, but she did not get her wish.
However, it is also because of her courage that she has led the other victim girls to stand up and accuse Wu Yifan and the team of evil deeds.
If 718 is the Meizhu Revolution, then 719 is Niu Jie goodbye to the light.
But in fact, "the brave one is someone else, it's not her." ”
In addition to clearing up the relationship, after Du Meizhu almost exhausted his last breath to send Wu Yifan to prison, Qin Niuzheng came out with a gentle demeanor and calmly talked about her encounters and her feelings over the past 2 years:
"I survived the darkness, I defeated the devil, and I came back as a beautiful girl with a strong heart."
Look at Du Meizhu's Weibo, the last one was updated on July 29, and there has been no movement for 1 month.
I feel that sending Wu Yifan in, Du Meizhu will complete the mission.
I didn't expect that a long response to Qin Niu Zhengwei 2 years later could also attract such strong condemnation from everyone.
Saying that she ate the dividends of the beautiful bamboo, saying that she showed weakness and begged for forgiveness when Wu Yifan did not fall, saying that she ran out to show her strength when Wu Yifan went in.
Here is a picture for Qin Niu, who can't speak dirty.
And now that Che Rudder is investigating why Qin Niu Zhengwei let Wu Yifan go, in fact, it doesn't make much sense.
In the final analysis, Du Meizhu and Qin Niu Zhengwei are two people who are fighting to the death, while the other is still goodwill to the world, in the dark but has always believed in the light, both of which are actually beyond reproach.
People who have watched "Youth with You" know that Qin Niu Zhengwei was originally a person with no temper, and at that time netizens said that Wu Yifan and her were "fake living Buddhas met real bodhisattvas".
On stage, he said, "I want all girls to be treated well by the whole world, and I want everyone to shine wherever they are."
Yu Shuxin rushed into her dormitory, letting the plain-faced Qin Niu Zhengwei face the camera, and she did not have any complaints.
After being eliminated in the show, he appeared at the airport and received a letter from a fan saying to them: Thank you, I also have a letter back to you.
Qin Niu Zhengwei once responded to netizens' comments on her "gentleness" in a live broadcast.
"I felt a lot of kindness from the world and was very touched."
Du Meizhu is very courageous, but you can't say that Qin Niu Zhengwei is cowardly.
No temper and gentleness do not mean cowardice.
Qin Niu Zhengwei said in the show that soft personality is not a bad thing, and what is really powerful is external softness and inner rigidity.
She feels that girls are not bottomless softness, but hope that you can have some sharp kindness while being soft.
She will stand in the girl's point of view and ask:
"Why is malice always against girls?" Why are girls around boys green tea? And what about these guys who have problems? Why are there so many girls around boys, but boys are attractive? ”
When the Internet was still very malicious to her, she also dared to directly read the bad comments of netizens on her:
"No matter how low you are, it is all contrived."
Niu Jie's backhand is a comment:
"Your annotations to me are not one in ten thousand, but you have a clear view of yourself."
It was really a pop, and I wanted to give Qin Niu Zhengwei my applause.
This is probably what she said about the outer softness and the inner rigidity.
Another time on a variety show, Shen Mengchen chatted about Wu Yifan in front of Qin Niu Zhengwei.
The ill-intentioned shot directly gave Qin Niu Zhengwei a shot.
She is smiling in the camera.
Hahahahahahaha
And I don't think anyone who is a victim is qualified to condemn the bravery of the victim.
Du Meizhu can say that Qin Niu Zhengwei is not brave, but the spectators cannot, because the needle has not been stuck to his body, and he will never be able to empathize.
At this time, there is no need to pretend to be polite and comment on who is right and who is wrong, and there are many people who take advantage of the confusion in this.
And the emotions of netizens are often the easiest to incite, today to praise you as an emperor, tomorrow will throw you into the eighteenth layer of hell.
Qin Niu Zhengwei spent 2 years to face malice with the greatest goodwill, and always firmly believed that the world was warm.
She climbed out of the trough, but don't push people down again because she has the courage to say goodbye to the past!