The Diary of a Fragrant Concubine · 4
It is a dream, a confusion, or a long-term illusion floating in the wilderness, like the night quietly blindfolding you...
June 6th Xiangfei's diary, I don't remember much, my mood relaxed a little.
In the early morning of June 6, the stars got up and went to the living room, and found me sitting there expressionless, and the stars stared at me and said: Your face looks ugly, haven't you slept? I smiled wryly and said nothing, and I couldn't tell her that I hadn't slept in days.
After breakfast, I followed the stars to her son's kindergarten, to the bank, Huatang supermarket, pharmacy and other places, I was like a puppet, unresponsive, mechanically following the stars. At noon, the star picked up the mother-in-law and her mother, came to the friend's restaurant, the star knew what I liked to eat, deliberately took me to this restaurant, ordered what I liked to eat, sat at the dinner table, before waiting for the meal to be served, I suddenly lay on the dinner table and cried bitterly, this place that had gathered with Lin Zi, Wenwen, and Xingxing countless times, it made me fall into pain again. We are very happy every time we come here, and today, Lin Zi, where has he gone... My emotions were out of control again, tears kept dripping, Star's mother-in-law and mother looked at me and sighed, I cried in full view of everyone, no matter how Star tried to persuade me, I just refused to eat.
After lunch, I said to the stars, "Send me home!" I always have to face my own home, I can't always wander outside, I can't always follow you, and this will affect your work. The star thought for a moment and said, "Okay! Always have to go back to face, no one can help you, you have to help yourself a dear, you must be able to survive, I understand you, you are not an easy person to fall. That year, when you became penniless overnight, you were not so sad, you just drank a night of wine at my house, that night, I got drunk in advance, fell asleep, and you sat alone until dawn, didn't you also grit your teeth and carry it down? You are not an ordinary woman, and I believe that you will be able to survive this time. ”
I went home and started going around the house, I went from this room to another, from another, to another room, and one afternoon I just went around like this, my brain went blank, I was dizzy, I didn't know what I was doing. At dinner, the sister said: "Eat some food sister, listen to the stars, you have hardly eaten anything these days, and also, tonight eat a piece of stability, you must sleep, you have to remember your responsibilities sister, father, mother, and your son, they can not live without you, for a forest, you will not ruin your relatives!" "I saw my sister's tears dripping... My sister's words made me have a little awareness, I ate, and obediently took medicine to sleep, and I was able to sleep well, so happy!
Note: My article is really original, plagiarism must be investigated!