
Read some stories every day Author: Leng Xiaocha | Reproduction is prohibited
1
Xiao Yin, Jiang Yifan flew to Cairo at 12:25.
I walked out of the operating room and saw a message from Li Kun.
I took off my surgical gown only to find that sweat had soaked my shirt. In Shanghai in May, there was still a chill, and it rained for a long time, and finally stopped.
The combined surgery of fundus vitreous cutting just now is particularly difficult, everyone is in a state of high tension, and I am a helper of this operation. Thankfully, the surgery was a success. The family is surrounding the chief surgeon to thank him.
I raised my wrist to look at my watch, and it was thirteen twenty.
I let out a long breath, and a wave of tiredness struck. A message was sent back to Li Kun: Got it.
Shanghai rarely rained for so long, I can't remember how many days it rained, and the whole city was soaked in water, like a huge and bulky ship, gasping and sailing between the gray world.
How long has it been since I saw Jiang Yifan? If I remember correctly, the last time I saw him was on that sunny day, when he was holding the little boy of mixed race. Show a good-looking smile.
The magnolia trees standing by the window, the branches swaying in the wind, from time to time lapping at the windows. There was a clicking sound, and their petals had let the wind and rain blow clean.
In the parking lot not far away, the water has accumulated high, and someone opens the car door, tiptoes, lifts the leg of his pants, and wads through the water.
The dark clouds on the edge of the sky were pressed low, one in the east and one in the west, floating between the buildings like a blanket.
The rain will probably continue. Will it affect Jiang Yifan's flight?
Every time Jiang Yifan flew, my heart would fluctuate with the high and low of the plane taking off and landing. He used to laugh at my neuroticism.
I opened the flight butler, entered the flight information to view the real-time dynamics, and watched the screen line draw a beautiful arc, and the small plane was flying along the dotted line to Cairo. He's up there, getting farther and farther away from me...
For a moment, my heart was like a crumpled mess of paper. I sent a message to Old Man Wei: Old man, Jiang Yifan is gone.
Jiang Yifan was a classmate of mine at the university, and Old Man Wei was our mentor, but Jiang Yifan did not engage in medical work in the end.
He became a freelance writer. Engaged in photography and painting writing, he is a special correspondent and columnist for many websites.
Jiang Yifan has a pair of slender hands, and every time I see him splashing ink on rice paper, I still can't help but regret that this is a pair of hands that can make surgery as beautiful as art.
Old Man Wei has always said that such an outstanding student as Jiang Yifan will not be able to produce one in ten years. As soon as Old Man Wei talked about him, he was full of praise. He was Old Man Wei's proud protégé.
In fact, we all know that as long as Jiang Yifan follows Old Man Wei, in time, he will definitely become the top expert in the field of ophthalmology.
Old Man Wei always said, "Xiao Yin, take the initiative to attack, and the fat water should not flow into the fields of outsiders." I said with a laugh, "Professor, I will work hard, like overcoming the problem of corneal transplant rejection, jiang yifanha." ”
But I still did not "attack" Jiang Yifan very badly, and he stubbornly chose to change careers. For a woman, Snow White.
2
Bai Xue is a high-caliber student in the art department and looks beautiful. Jiang Yifan, the school grass, spent two years, poured out his talent and wisdom, and finally turned Bai Xue into a girlfriend.
Although I watched him sprinkle dog food with pity and bitterness, I had to admit that they were a pair of golden children and jade girls created by heaven and earth. No one is more worthy of Jiang Yifan than Bai Xue.
It is ridiculous to say, Jiang Yifan, a sophomore, has become a "buddy" with me who talks about everything. When he told me with a face full of scum and wine that he chased after the snow so hard, I was heartbroken like glass slag and fell to the ground, while my mouth comforted him: "He who will see the dawn, he will see the dawn." ”
He drank with him, even though I knew I was allergic and not suitable for drinking; he smoked and I smoked with him, even though I knew that I had pneumonia and had a more fragile lung than ordinary people.
Jiang Yifan even said: "Xiao Yin, no one is more moralistic than you, if it were not for the fact that I knew you too well, I doubt I would have been moved to fall in love with you." ”
I grinned, "Roll, who knows you!" ”
I witnessed Jiang Yifan's arduous pursuit of Bai Xue, and his hands, which were suitable for surgery, became omnipotent. In addition to soaking in the lab, he gradually showed his circle of friends better and better photographs; paintings that became more and more professional; and his humorous and humorous writing.
Those who don't know him think he's a talent in the Chinese department or the art department. Only I know what kind of sweat and tears are flowing behind the light and breezy sky that he has supported with his talents.
I was in a hurry and rushed out and said, "Jiang Yifan, it's too hard for you to fall in love." No one really marries you, I'll marry you. ”
After saying that, I was dumbfounded, my mind went blank, and the heavens and the earth seemed to stand still for an instant. I only heard the sound of a train rumbling in my heart: God, Yin Sumei, what are you doing? Is this courtship? You stupid B who doesn't have a face.
While I was cursing myself, I was eager to find something and crash to death.
"You?! Hahaha, Yin Sumei, you said oh, don't regret it. Jiang Yifan laughed loudly, and his expression was hanging on his face, he was actually not, frightened, frightened, and scared!
"It's too familiar to start." He shook his head again.
I looked back, "Oh, I thought my sister was rare, next time don't cry and say that chasing people is hard." I him off. Watch him grin his teeth white and good-looking. My heart was desperate to the extreme, when did I fall into such a situation?
"Don't, sister. I know the people who are chasing you have a regiment. He touched my head. I pushed his hand away, "You're going to die!" ”
At that time, he was a big boy. When it is strange, it will make me half dead, but quiet and gentle, and it makes people soft.
Jiang Yifan put his arm around my shoulder and said, "Seriously, I know you hurt me." Don't you get married before I catch up with The Snow, leave me alone. ”
When Jiang Yifan put his arms around me, I could smell the good smell of razor foam on his body. His serious appearance is really desperate. Thousands of arrows surged in my heart.
His large, bright eyes, with long eyelashes like butterflies, sometimes he didn't speak, he lowered his eyes, and his long eyelashes cast a faint shadow on his eyelids.
My heart trembled as if it had been gently swept by the tip of a butterfly's wing.
It is said that people with long eyelashes are lazy, but Jiang Yifan is diligent and afraid of people.
I don't know if it was his good skin that seduced me, or his talent and diligence that attracted me.
Through his thin shirt, his body heat burned me, and I could even feel the outline of his strong chest muscles. In such a busy study life, Jiang Yifan actually maintained a good habit of fitness.
Getting along with Jiang Yifan often deeply tested my will. I know the best thing to do if you don't want to get hurt is to run away.
Later, when he wanted to put his arms around me, I always turned away and said, "Yeah, I'm going to marry at any time, you have to cheer up." ”
I went from my sophomore year to my senior year, but I didn't even take a drag.
3
In my senior year, Jiang Yifan took Bai Xue's hand and walked up to me and introduced me to Bai Xue with a smile.
"Snow, my goddess." He glanced quickly at the white snow, and there was a hint of shyness flashing on his face.
"Yin Sumei, my buddy." He introduced me to Snow White.
I poked him in the eye, "Sisters! ”
"I'm a man, so I have to buddy!" He can always be unreasonable in front of me. Or maybe he really never treated me like a woman, even though I had a 34D chest.
"Well, well, knowing that you have won the beauty return, you are full of ambition, and everything is right."
Jiang Yifan and I teased, and Bai Xue held out his hand to me, "Yin Sumei, long heard of the big name." Sure enough, it was better to see than to see. ”
The white snow's fingers are cool, the skin is delicate, soft and boneless, and under the touch, it makes me feel shocked.
"Hello Bai Xue, Jiang Yifan, he, still like a child..."
"I know." The snow was full of smiles, but there was a flash of look in my eyes, which made me feel unspeakable... disturbed.
After Jiang Yifan fell in love, I did not take the initiative to find him again. Of course, in the laboratory, we can still meet often.
Old Man Wei would occasionally whisper in my ear, "Xiao Yin, one day you are unmarried, and one day you still have a chance." "Of course, I know that Old Man Wei is talking about Jiang Yifan. How many "spoil me" and how many "love talents" are there in his agitation? It's all there.
In the end, when I joined forces with Old Man Wei, I couldn't withstand a white snow.
Bai Xue is free and uninhibited by nature, his personality is flying, and his temperament is warm. She's the kind of woman who lets you see the limitless possibilities of life. There is an indescribable charm.
So, I don't hate snow. I only blamed fate for letting me meet Jiang Yifan before Bai Xue.
In the sequence of this time, I was born with a little bit of unwillingness: I met Jiang Yifan first.
Then this bit of unwillingness fermented into a strange dependence and attachment.
Although I no longer looked for Jiang Yifan, I never wanted to leave. For eight years, I was like a bear, staying in a place that Jiang Yifan could reach as soon as he reached out, not far away.
4
Jiang Yifan, giving up excellent employment opportunities, followed Bai Xue to Sichuan. Bai Xue opened a studio on the outskirts of Chengdu, dyeing his own cloth and designing clothes. Jiang Yifan wrote for the studio to do publicity.
At that time, our department just happened to have an exchange program with Chengdu, and I was sent as an exchange person. As if by providence, after half a year of separation, I saw Jiang Yifan again. Jiang Yifan, who had faded away the green onions, had more maturity and stability between his eyebrows, and he smiled and asked me: "Yin Sumei, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine." I raised the corners of my mouth. Looking into his quiet eyes, I knew that he was really in love and living a quiet and good life. Unfortunately, his years are quiet and good, which I did not give.
Jiang Yifan and Bai Xue would occasionally come to the city to find me for dinner, and also invited me to their studio for tea.
I thought they were really going to get old. Jiang Yifan's happiness will be like a tree with long roots buried deeply, quiet and stable. What was surprising was that Jiang Yifan's days of immortal companionship came to an abrupt end in that midsummer.
Bai Xue went to Australia and followed a Western man.
Bai Xue's talent and beauty, coupled with Jiang Yifan's publicity, made her quickly become popular. The Australians followed the relevant reports. Ironically, the report was written by Jiang Yifan, accompanied by his photo of Bai Xue in the studio.
The Australian went straight to Snow White's studio. He openly proposed to Bai Xue, in front of Jiang Yifan. Snow thought about it for a week and promised the Australians. The Australian is the CEO of a public company and is quite handsome.
Classmates all laughed that Bai Xue was Deng Wendi. I didn't have time to look at the roots of the snow's departure. I only care about Jiang Yifan, he must be very sad.
After my project exchange work, I invited Jiang Yifan to return to Shanghai with me.
After returning to Shanghai, Jiang Yifan continued to work as a freelance writer. But he was busy a lot, and often the dragon saw the beginning and did not see the end. His writings are found in major newspapers. is an extremely popular columnist.
At one point he laughed and said, "Shall I be a war correspondent?" ”
"Huh?! No, I won't let you go. "I was so shocked that I lost my temper and went to pull him. Touching his warm, dry hand, I was foolishly reluctant to put it down.
How sad he was that he wanted to leave, that he wanted to do such extreme work. I looked up at him, his eyebrows like paint, his eyes like deep pools. The corners of the eyes slipped through the vicissitudes.
"You're not allowed to go." I choked up when I said it again. "You swore to heaven not to go!"
He rubbed my head and smiled, "Silly, I'm just talking." ”
At that time, we were still just "buddies" who talked about everything. But it seems that there are more than "buddies". His vulnerability can be exposed to me unreservedly.
Since Bai Xue left, Jiang Yifan had become much more silent. He occasionally drank heavily. Each time I carried him back from a friend or a tavern back to the rental house. I live close to him.
He never made trouble when he was drunk, never cried or scolded, and kept apologizing like that, "I'm sorry Xiao Yin, I'm sorry Xiao Yin, I'm drunk." "Then there was quiet coma.
Watching him fall asleep like a baby, his face buried in a fluffy pillow, long eyelashes casting a faint shadow over his eyelids. My heart was like being stirred up by something.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him motionless for a long time. I didn't dare to touch him, and I didn't dare to kiss him. Settle him in, I'll pour a glass of wine and go back to my rental house when I'm done.
Without this glass of wine, I myself would not be able to fall asleep.
The wine of love, even if it is shallow to taste, is still difficult to stop the spicy hurt into the throat. Jiang Yifan is so drunk, why shouldn't I?!
I found that my alcohol allergy had disappeared unconsciously.
One day, Jiang Yifan came to me with an old woman, whose eyebrows seemed to be familiar.
Jiang Yifan said, Xiao Yin, aunt cataract surgery, can you help find the best doctor to do?
Sometimes, I feel that something is constantly passing between me and Jiang Yifan. But this flow is helpless. I hope he said domineeringly: Yin Sumei, this operation, you give the best arrangement.
It was as if the more polite he was to me, the farther away he was from me. Yes, he no longer puts his shoulders on my shoulders. He also stopped making fun of me. He spoke to me politely, in a serious manner.
On the day of the operation, I learned that my aunt was Bai Xue's mother. I see...... (Original title: "You Say Marry Me", author: Leng Xiaocha.) From: Read a little story every day APP <communited number: dudiangushi >, see more wonderful)