I don't know when I liked quietness, as if only in quiet time was I really myself. Like quiet, like a person, quietly comb the inner emotions, even if you do nothing, the air seems to flow a heart-warming emotion. It is faint, faint like the dark fragrance of the faint osmanthus floating in the air, intoxicating the atrium.
I like to be quiet, and the heart feels more like itself only when it is quiet. Only when people are quiet will they have a feeling that the reality of their self and the self in the depths of their soul are no longer divided, but overlap. This is also what I have always really wanted to live in my heart. I don't know if everyone is like me, maybe they're getting old! Old is not only age, but also body and mind, sometimes inexplicably feel very tired, there is a feeling of wanting to cry, am I a lonely person?
I don't know, I just know that I'm afraid of being alone, but I also like to be alone, and I prefer to be alone than to be partyed with a group of people, if I have the choice. I like solitude as much as I like quiet, maybe I'm really old! In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I do not reject aging, it is always a natural law, and no one can stop the fact. In fact, old age is not terrible in my heart, what scares me the most is that the kind of inaction, only to live for the sake of living, exhausting time, exhausting life aging, is actually more terrible.
Come to think of it, life. How short, every day, I do not want to waste, nor willing to waste, I just want to live every day in a limited life, to live every day colorful, to live meaningfully. Do what you love and love the people you want to love. Even if I am old, I must be old and elegant, old enough to have value, old enough to be charming, even if my face is full of wrinkles, I will be an elegant old lady, to be the most beautiful scenery under the sunset.
Old age should not be a kind of decay of life, but should be the baptism after the vicissitudes of the years, and it is a kind of accumulation and precipitation of the last life, just like the big waves and sand, which is a symbol of the ultimate harvest and beauty. "Since ancient times, whoever has not died, keep Dan in his heart." The pace of time is always too hurried, we can't keep the passage of time, let alone the fading of life, but we can live every day to the extreme in a limited life.
Accidents and deaths I don't know which one will come first, so every day I live, my heart is full of gratitude for this world, every day I open my eyes and say to myself in my heart, it's good to be alive! Every day, every time and I am very precious! Sometimes, I feel sad and sorry for the great times that have been lost, but I also know that the past time cannot be retained, and the only thing I can do is to cherish the present, live in the present, and live every day of life.
Don't let yourself look back on this life at the end of many years, leaving too much chagrin, regret and regret. So, I live my life now, every day, every moment, every second, as if it were the last day of my life. Suddenly, the people and things that once made me angry were suddenly relieved. Because there are too many beautiful things waiting for me to open in life, there are too many important things waiting for me to complete, and there are too many people in life that are worth knowing...
As for those boring social interactions, those trivial things, if compared with life, they are really not worth mentioning.
The red dust is too noisy, let the heart calm down! Man, only by quieting down, can he live more like himself; Only when one allows oneself to calm down and be alone can one talk to one's soul, can one know what one really wants in one's heart?