"Sashako, come on"
For a long time, Jinsha, who would never be recognized by anyone when she picked up her bangs, was recognized by a fan when she went to the supermarket.
Sashazi, just happens to be the name given to her by everyone in "Sister Riding the Wind and Waves".
In the show, she teased herself, and eventually became a commercial actor, representing the song into a three-piece set of commercial performances, and she was once again favored by fate.
Along with this, there is also her "hate to marry" label, 39+, mate selection criteria can not find the right person in the single library.
Late at night on March 23, the 9th day after her 39th birthday, one of her dynamics was once again noticed by everyone: "If you can, you will be 10 pounds fat, and you want to go back to 2007." ”
In 2007, what the hell happened to Jinsha, curious I looked it all up and was unexpectedly attracted to her story...
01
Heaven gives me everything, but one day it makes me wait
The days when she really became a commercial singer, Jinsha did not remember.
She only remembers one day in 2012, running around, rushing to the interval of commercial performances, she looked for someone to see the horoscope.
The man touched her head with concern: "The debut album 'Air' won multiple newcomer awards. ”
Jinsha explained his profession, and the man said: "From now on, you will no longer have those good opportunities before, you may make more money than before, but you will continue to consume your past fame and do something you don't like until the end of the seven years." 」 ”
At that time, Jinsha did not take it seriously, but for a long time afterwards, Jinsha could not help but think of the seven-year conclusion: "Is he talking about 2019 or 2020, do you have to wait?" Which opportunity did he say? ”
The closer she got to 7 years, the more anxious she became, "Fading into this, there is really no way, that paragraph really supported herself for many years." ”
This is her low point, and it is also the unpredictable future when she debuted, that is, the highlight:
In 2002, she was the blue film in "Eighteen-year-old Sky", the beautiful dream of countless people;
In 2005, she became Lin Junjie's sister again, and her debut album "Air" won numerous awards;
In 2009, she became obsessed with "Mythology", and her lover cried and infected people;
The joke made by the giant wheel of fate makes people sigh, which link is wrong in the end?
Kinsha comes down to the wrong choices at those crossroads.
02
If it is a proposition that must be passed in life, cherishing feathers is the only thing we can do
She said in 2006 that she felt her face was big and went to get a slimming injection: "I can't laugh for 11 months. ”
"There will be an angel for me to love you" but found the door, the girl who loves to laugh Xiaomi is very suitable for her, the author Ming Xiaoxi specially went to the company to find her.
The two faced each other, examined the passive face, and after finding that "no matter how hard you try, you can only smile two teeth", the author smiled and left.
Jinsha was depressed, and lost 88 pounds at once, "Not as big as her face, what is the matter." ”
Then she mentioned the last scene of "Myth", playing Susu, she was going to die in order to save her beloved, and with the director's "click", she accidentally found that several people around her were red-eyed.
Director Jiang Jiajun directly regretted it, thinking that Susu died too early, and asked her to shoot a film called "Shangri-La", the role and Mei, and Susu are very similar, will live to the end.
Jinsha answered, the invitation of "Palace" came (the drama that later brought fire to Yang Mi), and after several entanglements, Jinsha chose director Jiang" Although the palace is easier to fire and more challenging, this side is after all the person who cultivates himself." ”
I didn't think that the entertainment industry shuffled and the good drama was gone.
One miss, one wrong choice, there are so many such things, and the best time to have a good opportunity is gone.
She talked about the creation of the lowest fan time: "In fact, I have been making music, saving more than a dozen songs, some began to buy copyright three or four years ago, some began to arrange music two years ago, and some have been recorded a year ago. Each song counts the basic cost, and the production fee is 300,000. ”
"But don't dare to send it."
Afraid that NetEase Cloud can't get a banner, afraid of carefully made songs like a leaf in the sea, no one cares.
She can only wait, and in addition to waiting, the other thing she can do is "refuse." ”
The company thought about letting her take the pure sweet route, the second version of Wang Xinling, she refused to "pretend to be cute is not me, and it is not far away." ”
The agent gave her the opportunity to watch niche movies, and she refused to "make bad films, it is better to continue commercial performances." ”
20 to 30 commercial performances a month, she ran for 7 years, with the refusal to cherish her feathers.
The program group of "Sister Riding the Wind and Waves" is still coming.
03
She's Sasha, and she's not
"And not a fool, why hesitate?"
In July 2020, "People" interviewed her, and Jinsha could not hide the joy of just receiving the show: "7 years have passed, and the opportunity has really come." ”
She said of her own improvement resources "I also like sassy, handsome sisters, but accept their true looks." ”
She said: "As long as sweetness is natural, I don't want to take it off. ”
Sweet is the label given to her by the public, and describes her true character: very iron, will not be knocked down.
The official, a friend jinsha made in "Eighteen-year-old Sky", also commented on her: "It has not changed, it is very sincere, it is not sophisticated, it will not please people, and it is even 'too naïve'." ”
This innocence is evident in her exposed view of mate selection:
Of course, this is not the first time she has blown up herself.
The earliest I can find is her detailed number on a 2015 show: "Tacit understanding, there are topics, 18 standards are not enough." ”
She then self-denied at the end of November of that year, giving another version of the answer:
"I finally realized that my lengthy mate selection conditions were actually useless. As long as the heart is single-minded, loves me, has good character, and has three positive views. That's enough. These are the most basic and precious, and in this chaotic world, I am still waiting for my true hero. ”
Is it difficult?
difficult.
Will the standard change?
No.
In each story, she tells the golden sand that in addition to the sweet label, who chooses carefully and lives with her heart, is a shasha, not a sasha.
She has her own principles, and she has shortcomings that she can't let go of along the way, and it is all this that has created a more vivid and inspirational Jinsha.
Later, she lamented the sentence "I want to go back to 2007." ”
After reading all this, I just want to give her and us who are experiencing a certain moment in life, Liu Jialing's words:
"I used to think that on the parabola of life, 30 years old is the highest point, often afraid that a year close to 30 years old is still empty-handed; I used to think that 50 years old is sitting in a rattan chair and shaking a fan, watching the clouds cirrus clouds on the edge of the sky, the sun rises and sets.
Now suddenly, 50 years old can be the peak, can also be the starting point, give yourself a longer time to mature, let the flowering period be longer, let the heart be more determined and stronger, let today love life more than yesterday, love yourself more. ”