My husband hasn't touched me in a long time. After taking a shower last night, I put on the silk pajamas I had just bought and waited for my husband to go to bed. Who would have thought he went straight to the study, and I ran to his bed. Slowly put your hand on his waist. Stunned, he took my hand and said, I'm too tired, go to sleep. I turned my head, tears flowing involuntarily. After all these years, why do you still remember that event?
Last night, I deliberately sent the child to my mother's house and cooked some of my husband's favorite dishes at home. Compared to my husbands who come back from overtime, I usually do things that don't matter. I opened a bottle of red wine, took a few bites, and drank a few glasses of wine. He said he was too tired and went to bed first. After cleaning up the housework, I took a shower and put on a silk nightgown to please my husband. As a result, he ignored my kindness. I feel like my family is getting harder and harder to maintain. My marriage to him may have ended. We used to have a warm home. All I can say is it's all my fault, but why didn't he give me a chance to correct it?
I was a designer in a company, my husband was an engineer in a company, and a friend introduced us to people we knew. I am lively, he is steady, and we complement each other. He was five years older than me. His family is in good condition. I felt safe with him. We fell in love for three years and then got married. A high school reunion made waves in my dull married life. Now that I think about it, I regret it. I wish it never started, but how could there be so many "ifs" in my life?
The last time we had a class reunion we had 20 people. It wasn't until I came here that I learned that Yuan Jun, who had always liked me in high school, had also come. When I was in high school, Yuan Jun always liked me, but I didn't like him at the time. After that, we went to different universities and never contacted again. At this meeting, I realized that I was in the same city as him. Now he's the leader of the company and his life is good. That day, he was wearing a name tag, a watch and a limousine. When he met me, he always praised me for being as beautiful as I was when I was reading, saying that I was more mature and charming. Frankly, I've never heard anyone praise me so bluntly. It was Yuan Jun who chased me that year. I think I'm a successful person, but my momentum is different. I had an indescribable freshness to him. We exchanged contact numbers that day and he offered to drive me home.
Since then, he has often invited me to dinner on weekends. Because my husband was sometimes busy and always worked overtime, I sent my children to my grandmother's house during the day and then played outside with Yuan Jun all day. He drove me out to play. His smooth mouth often made me laugh. When I was with him, I felt like I found a feeling of love again. Yuan Jun traveled for a week. He asked me to go out with him. I really want to go. I told my husband that our company was going to send me to other provinces for a few days of training, and then I went out with Yuan Jun for a week.
We are together every day. He took me out and bought me an expensive bag. Yuan Jun was also married, but he said he liked to spend time with me. I made him feel very relaxed. Compared with Yuan Jun's enthusiasm and her husband's dullness, I feel that I have gradually fallen into Yuan Jun's trap. I know it's wrong. I wanted to get rid of it, but I couldn't. A week is almost over, and I still can't help it. When I came back, my husband didn't know. If it ends like this, it may be nothing, but in the end, I am entangled with Yuan Jun and have more and more courage. My husband's friend once saw me and Yuan Jun walking out of the hotel, so he took a picture and sent it to my husband. My husband told his friend he was wrong and my wife was on a business trip.
That night, my husband sent me that picture. He told me that he also called my colleagues and asked me about my business trip. My colleague said the company didn't send me on a business trip. He asked me where I went and he said he knew everything. Yuan Jun is my classmate. He had to file for divorce. I've never seen my husband get emotional. I was scared, so I told him all about it. When my husband said he wanted to divorce me, I suddenly realized I didn't want to lose everything about the family. If I had to choose between Yuan Jun and my husband now, I would definitely choose my husband.
Yuan Jun also had a wife. He and I are not real. I begged my husband to give me a chance. I deleted Yuan Jun's contact information and begged him to give me a chance to make up for my child. Children cannot grow up in divorced families. I will follow the rules, take good care of my family, and no longer be fickle. I saw my husband's hesitation. Looking back over the last six months, my husband never talked about divorce, but he was always indifferent to me. Every night he tried to make out with him, he coldly refused. I really don't know what to do. Only when the child is around will he talk with a smile. Usually, we sleep separately. When I tried to talk to him, he didn't respond.
I know I was wrong, but now I really care about the family. I come home from work every day and stay at home. Yuan Jun and I completely lost contact. I just want my husband to believe me. I have apologized to my husband many times, but he always treats me this way. Tell me, can my family life go on? Can we continue to be together?
@Emotion Jie Mingjun:
Maybe your husband hasn't come out of the shadows of this yet, it's normal. Whoever it is, most people want a divorce. Your husband is not divorced for the sake of the children. You can fulfill your duties again. Maybe once he really feels your repentance, feels that you have truly admitted your mistakes and repented, you will be reconciled. There's no other way, but you can't do it yourself. All you have to do now is take good care of your children and in-laws so that your husband can truly feel at ease. As you said at the beginning, children can't grow up in divorced families or leave a shadow in childhood!
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