The book was written by the Japanese writer Shusaku Endo, and it is also his favorite book. This book is the first popular literary novel created by Shusaku Endo after several lung surgeries and the initial recovery from a serious illness, showing Endo's profound thinking and understanding of the times and human nature, and also allowing us readers to gain insight between his words.
The Woman I Abandoned
The story takes place in Tokyo during the Showa period. College student Yoshiokanu accidentally met her unassuming country girl Morita Mi, an ordinary but kind-hearted girl who would unconditionally dedicate her hard-earned 1,000 yen to others in order to help others get through the difficulties and not ask for anything in return, and would also buy a very cheap cross at a high price because of the poor beggar.
For people today, this kind of girl may be stupid and unpleasant, even very virgin. She has a strong sense of empathy, can experience the pain of many people and can't bear to let them suffer, and she is not stingy about her lover, trusting him unconditionally. Because of this, she meets the bad Yoshiganu, who is selfish and uses his physical defects to win Honey's sympathy and abandons her after tricking Honey into dedicating herself. For him, honey is insignificant, even if he has a disability, he still thinks that his unassuming honey can be discarded at will.
Yoshiganu may be the epitome of the people in our society, a social animal, hypocritical, selfish, for the sake of profit can throw away some things, but also for a better life, to the company's related households, say something against the heart. Even after he left Honey, he wanted to forget this memory. But life will not be smooth after all, although Yoshiganu strives to find his place in society after graduation, but his heart always consciously or unconsciously appears in the shadow of honey, remembering her pure love and complete trust in herself.
But this is actually unfair to honey, Yoshiganu will always recall that she is because of Yoshiganu's unsatisfactory life, if he lives a very happy life, when he is drunk and drunk, when he embraces the right and left, will he still think of the obscure country girl? No, this is the inferiority of the general public.
At that time, Honey, in fact, life was not good, not only was it abandoned by a bad man, but even because of misdiagnosis, she was sent to leprosy hospital...
The mere intersection of the two lines affects the lives of two people. I hope that many girls like honey will no longer be killed by men, care for themselves, love life, selfish point is not bad, their own life is the most important, we do not need that important praise, we want a happy life!
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