Aunt Luo is the woman who lives downstairs from us, living with her two daughters and a son. Aunt Luo is 1.60 tall, but the proportion of her body is very good, there is no trace of extra flesh, but I don't like to look at her back, too cold and desolate.
When Aunt Luo was 18 years old, she met her husband, who was only a migrant worker at that time, when she was studying secondary school. The two of them are together, the sea vows and mountain alliances, the sour love letters are not written less, you and I are nong, but the parents do not agree.
Because of her mother's strong opposition, she eloped with him and stopped reading the book. They went to the northwest together, and when they stepped on the train, their parents chased after them with their uncles, and she defiantly smiled at her parents, and the train started, and at that moment, she suddenly saw her parents crying, crouching in a book, and crying, which was a scene that will never be forgotten.
She was 19 years old and he was 28 years old, and it was like a good time for the years. He rented a small house and went out to work, and she stayed at home, not knowing what to call it. He returned later and later, and did not even go home, she was angry, quarreled with him, and he did not go home directly. She gambled, stayed in a small hotel, and did not come home. He came back and hit her, and she said, "Why, you can't go home, I can't?" He said: Because you are a woman.
His family came to the city one after another, the family had no place to sleep, simply, he put a bench under the bed, extended, and then set up a small bed next to it, the little uncle, the big uncle, the little sister-in-law came, even the mother-in-law also came, the house could not be crowded. So, the sister-in-law slept alone in that small bed, and she actually squeezed into the same bed as her little uncle and mother-in-law, which was a kind of humiliation and unspeakable humiliation.
When she was 20 years old, she was pregnant, and he began not to go home at all, and every time he came home, he sneaked a look at her, his eyes flickered, and he didn't say a word, and she turned back to his gaze, and he avoided it. The little uncle, the eldest uncle and others gradually left, her stomach was getting bigger and bigger, and her mother-in-law did not seem to want to see her very much.
He gave less and less money, until the eldest son was born, he happily returned home, put a pile of money at the head of the bed, hugged his son and giggled, it was also a long time, she found that his eyebrows were also vivid and good-looking, thick eyebrows and big eyes, there is no handsome, but, why, later more and more indifferent.
Because of the arrival of her grandson, the mother-in-law has not been at home for a long time, but it is much better for her, taking care of her confinement and serving her chicken soup, similar to her own daughter. She also felt relieved, and her mother-in-law said that he was busy, opened a shop, and had never run a business, so she couldn't come home.
She believed it, and the son grew older, and he came back once every half a month, bringing some good food, and money. She asked: What are you doing now? He said: Enough to feed you, I drive for people's construction sites, and I make a lot of money. She let out an "Oh" sound, and her heart was joyful, thinking that they were all men, and what tricks could he play. When her son was four years old, she also went to the construction site to help with the reinforcement work, earn some extra money, and later, opened a small shop.
When the family finally got together, he came home every day, and she cooked for him, no matter how tired he was. However, he still sneaked up on her, and when he looked at her for most of the day, it was strange, wasn't it? But she felt that maybe it was the original love, and the appearance of love evolved into another look in marriage.
After that, she was pregnant with her eldest daughter, her mother-in-law came, in the small house of the construction site, she was already inseparable from taking care of her, the child was full moon, the mother-in-law brought it back to raise, saying that she was afraid of being on the construction site, it was not easy for a woman to take the child, she felt grateful. The mother-in-law pulled her hair together for her, and suddenly she cried and said: Our women's family life is not good. She smiled and said: How come, it is good to marry him.
On the construction site, there was a Sichuan woman who was cooking, petite and exquisite, with beautiful eyebrows, a pair of large eyes that seemed to be able to speak, long eyelashes, a widow, who came with her brother and brought a girl to live. Women love to talk and laugh, that is, when they look at her, something is wrong.
She thought that a woman's family was also pitiful, and she became a widow at a young age, maybe just envy her happiness. Before long, she was pregnant again, and she was a daughter again, and her husband was not happy, on the contrary, in the middle of the night, she found him gone, and he said: Patrol the construction site in the middle of the night, to see. Once, she sneaked past, flashlight, lighting, and saw her husband and the Sichuan woman in a pile of templates at the construction site, untidy. She saw that the woman's skin was really white, white like cream, and her ass was very upturned, like a european medieval painting of a naked woman. With a look of pear blossoms and rain, her husband picked up his coat and draped it on her, turned to her and said: You go back, there is nothing to fool around. She covered her mouth and ran away.
She was born skinny, and when he came back, she had a fight with him, without taking advantage of him in the slightest. He said: You live with me, don't care about my life, I will guarantee you money every month, otherwise I will let you three sleep on the street. She cried and said, "I don't want your money, and unless you break off with her, get divorced." He laughed and said: What is the divorce, I am not afraid of divorce, I am a man's family, I will leave when I leave, but you have to take away three children, I don't care. She was angry, hugged her little daughter and left.
She returned to the city with her young daughter and received a telegram from her mother saying how well she was doing. He sent some more money, and the letter asked her to run to her cousin here.
My cousin opened a tofu workshop and a clothing store, and she came to help on both sides, because the little daughter couldn't bring it, so she wanted to send it to her mother-in-law. When she went back, she found that her mother-in-law was much older, and she thought that the man would give her mother-in-law money, or would come back to take a look, but she had been gone for so long, and he had not even shown his head, let alone come back to see.
The mother-in-law helped her to tie her hair and said: In the future, we will have a mother and daughter, and I will help you take care of the three children. She cried and nodded. He worked with his aunt for five years, and every year he would come back Chinese New Year's Eve night to sit for a while, stay overnight, and leave the next day. He doesn't talk, and neither does she.
For five years, her aunt only managed the meal, gave a small amount of money every month, said that it was more than that, and kept it for her, but she suddenly didn't want to do it, and wanted to come out and do it alone. The aunt was a good person, looking at her mother's four, living a ragged life, she transferred her one-bedroom house to her name, and then used the relationship of the eldest cousin above to find a fixed small house for her to do business.
The days finally stabilized.
She opened a small restaurant, and he would occasionally come back to open a big motorcycle, and stand outside the shop to watch her, and when she looked at it for half an hour, she just couldn't understand what he was looking at. Then he drove away with a big motorcycle.
Mother-in-law helper, the children have gone to school one after another, and because of the hukou reason, the children's school registration has not been able to figure out, at this time, he appeared, do not know what method was used, got it done, and also left the child's hukou all here, so everything was done, and disappeared.
The year the eldest son graduated from middle school, the younger daughter was in the fourth grade, the mother-in-law died of a stroke, he entered the door, he hit her, split her head and covered her face, there was no trace of love, after the fight, the house was full of people, began to operate, she was an outsider, standing in a room of people, nowhere to stay.
Maybe she was angry, the night her mother-in-law went into the ground, she found the old Liang who often came to help every three or five minutes for a night of dew. She felt that her trembling anger was all revenge, and she faced him silently, just like facing a dead man, the reason did not make sense, the love was gone, and the only mother-in-law who treated her well was gone. What is all this about?
Her affair with Lao Liang became more and more intense, he knew it, still driving the motorcycle standing outside the store, watching Lao Liang greet customers in the small shop, watching for a noon, and then driving the motorcycle away. In the night, he came in and saw the sleeping Old Liang, and he picked up the wrought iron bench and smashed it against the head of the old Liang, and she saw this scene and blocked the bench with her body.
He still didn't speak, lit a cigarette, smoked it, and disappeared again. Lao Liang was frightened, he was like a ghost that did not disperse, always in the downstairs of Lao Liang's house at night, playing the whistle of a motorcycle, a person quietly smoking, one after another.
She later asked him, "What do you really want, you don't do the divorce certificate, you don't do the marriage certificate with her, you two live a life, what do I count, three children, I pulled big with one hand, it is not easy for me to be a woman's family, you let me go." He gritted his teeth and said, "Let go of you, the beauty you think, you are not a good thing." She looked at him and said, "Is she a good thing, you let me go, you get married, I can marry another." ”
When he heard this, he split his head and covered his face again, and she laughed miserably and helplessly, he said: Death will not divorce, if she is making a divorce, he has a way to make these people disappear. She was afraid, he was cruel and cruel, fortunately, in terms of money, he was generous to their mothers, more to give, less to give, to give less, to give, never to say much.
Aunt Luo's son got married last year, and the eldest daughter left overnight, and before leaving, she said to her: Why is our family like this, I want to go, go far, and never come back. Even viciously said to him: I will always beat you, it is best not to see you, to see you disgusting, it is because of you, I was sympathized with by the public since childhood, you think sympathy is very good, other children are loved by their parents, there are pocket money, the teacher arranged for me to make records in the guard room, saying that I can earn some money by working and studying, do you know how much I swept my face at that time, I would hate you and your sister-in-law to die.
He smoked a cigarette and said, "You go, but I won't give you any more money, you're older, live a good life."
He came back once a year, just in the evening of Chinese New Year's Eve, Gu Damian, she had a few men outside, bad reputation, every time the reunion dinner came to the end, he beat her, the more he beat her, the more fierce, and later, the eldest son came up to stop him and said: Old man, you beat my mother again, I will not spare you. So, he never hit her again, but he always began to look at her sneakily, his eyes uncertain.
Every time he came home, the woman always called him, and she stood outside the door, hearing him speak to her with gentleness and caution, only to understand that all these years, her life had been a farce.