In 1935, Su Qing became pregnant before marriage, so she had to interrupt her studies and marry. After getting married, she gave birth to 4 daughters in a row, which was disliked and snubbed by her husband. Once, she reached out to her husband for money to buy rice, and his husband slapped her: "You are also an intellectual, you can make your own money!"
Su Qing's original name was Feng Heyi, and Su Qing was a pen name. She was born in Shuxiangmendi and should have grown up happily, but suffered a family change that cast a shadow over her childhood.
Her father died, leaving her and her mother, orphans and widows struggling to support the family, but no matter how poor the family was, Su Qing still insisted on going to school.
In 1933, su Qing was just 19 years old, and she was successfully admitted to the Department of Foreign Languages of National Central University.
Although Su Qing's results are very good, she has no long-term plan for her life. As a result, when her love sinus first opened, she was too early to be engaged to her first love Li Qin.
In fact, Su Qing did not love Li Qin so much, but near the water tower platform first got the moon, Li Qin just caught up with Su Qing's ignorant age, and did not understand the love between men and women, and luckily caught up with her.
If you give Su Qing more time and expand her social network, she will definitely be able to rely on her own excellence to attract more people to pursue, and then choose a better one.
At that time, Su Qing had just entered the university, and her beautiful and beautiful face attracted the attention of many classmates, and everyone also gave her a title, called "Ningbo Empress".
Li Qin saw that his fiancée was so sought-after, afraid that she would be abducted by others, so he rushed to urge Su Qing to marry him.
After many urgings, su Qing was still not moved. Su Qing believes that it is the right thing to complete her studies well, and once she gets married, she will have to face a lot of trouble, so she did not agree.
But later, she found out that she was pregnant, and the Li family all tried to convince her, and promised to continue to go to college after marriage, which made Su Qing compromise and agree to get married.
As a result, within a few days of marriage, Su Qing regretted it.
On the one hand, she found that her husband was having an affair with other women, and on the other hand, her in-laws kept gossiping about her, forcing her to quit school.
Su Qing has a strong thirst for knowledge, and not reading is like a thunderbolt on a sunny day for her. But now that she is a woman and pregnant, Su Qing can only drop out of school.
Unable to go to school, Su Qing decided to shift her focus to her family. She expects her children to grow up soon and to live a sweet and happy life with her husband.
However, the happy life she aspired to did not exist from the beginning. Her husband often went out to get into trouble, and in addition to verbally coaxing her to be happy, he did not pay any practical action.
Su Qing was cold to her husband, and she had paid so much for him, giving birth to children for him, and doing housework for him, but she did not get a little return.
When Su Qing gave birth to her first child, a daughter, the situation got worse. Her husband, as well as her father-in-law and mother-in-law, were no longer enthusiastic about her, and her status in the family plummeted.
In order to fight for breath, she decided to go out and find a job, so that she could live independently and independently of them.
So, she found a job as a primary school teacher near her home, but under the obstruction of her mother-in-law, this job was only done for 3 months.
Later, her husband took her to Shanghai to live, and she was particularly happy. She thought that when she arrived in Shanghai, as long as she took good care of her small family, no one would instruct her and gossip about her.
Who ever thought that he escaped the "guidance" of his in-laws and in-laws, but he could not avoid her husband's cool words.
Once, Su Qing really couldn't afford to buy vegetables, so she had to ask her husband for money, but her question was like poking a honeycomb. The husband actually said: "You are also an intellectual, you can make your own money!"
As a result, they quarreled, and although Su Qing finally got the money, she was also slapped by her husband.
Since then, even if the two are superficially reconciled, Su Qing still has not forgotten the lesson of that day, and is always looking for opportunities to work and earn money on his own.
Su Qing, as a woman, is definitely not good at hard work, wants to come and go, and finally decided to write to make money.
After all, Su Qing is well educated, as long as she reads more books and reads more samples in the newspaper, it is not too difficult to write a qualified article.
Sure enough, after several attempts, Su Qing finally passed the draft. The first time she made money by writing, Su Qing was naturally very happy, and she was determined to make a difference on the road of writing.
In the society at that time, Su Qing suffered inexplicable sins. Because she gave birth to 4 daughters in a row, she did not help the family to pass on the generations. People's fingering and pointing caused great harm to Su Qing.
In 1942, Su Qing finally gave birth to a baby boy, and the situation slowly improved.
Su Qing has been married for 10 years, and her husband does not give her money, she earns money by herself. When her husband cheated, she couldn't bear not to say it. But later, Li Qin became more and more excessive, and even beat her. Su Qing finally couldn't help it, indignantly proposed a divorce, and lived alone with her children.
After the divorce, without Li Qin dragging his feet, Su Qing quickly made achievements in her career.
In 1943, Su Qing serialized the novel "Ten Years of Marriage" in the newspaper, and as soon as the work was published, it attracted a large number of readers, the novel was well received, and Su Qing also ushered in the most brilliant stage of his life.
Later, whether she wrote novels or essays, she was watched by people, and even Zhang Ailing, who was high in Qinggao, wrote a preface "I Love Su Qing" for her.
However, the good times did not last long, and in 1945, because of the turmoil, Su Qing was implicated and even imprisoned. Her life instantly went from glory to loneliness.
A few years later, she was released from prison, but she could no longer write, could not find any work, and lived in poverty.
In her later years, Su Qing, who lived on a subsidy of 43.19 yuan per month, and her daughter and grandson were crammed into a small house of 10 square meters.
Over the years, she has learned to accept. Accept the unexpected, accept the change, accept the misunderstanding, accept the effort but not be rewarded, accept the cruelty of the world.
She can't change the world, but she never compromises, always makes herself try to love, and strives to live with dignity. However, a grain of ash of the times, falling on a person is a mountain, and she cannot afford it under any circumstances.
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