On Sheng Yingzhou's fourth birthday, I received two envelopes, one for his wedding invitation and one for my cancer diagnosis.
I sat on the floor in silence for a long time, and the two pieces of paper I placed one to the left and one to the right, seemed to me like two forks in the road, and all of them were dead.
The phone rang, my nerves twitched, and when I answered the phone, I lay down with a very gentle female voice.
"Hello Lady Yao, my side is Yuechuan Private Hospital..."
I like the feeling of walking barefoot on the floor, late autumn did not open the floor heating, the back is cold, after a long time I hung up the phone that is still carefully advising me to go to chemotherapy, the next second, Sheng Yingzhou's name is reflected on the mobile phone screen.
He rarely calls me, and when he needs me, he usually notifies me of the time and place of the special assistant office, so I was stunned when I saw his name.
It only took twenty seconds for the phone to hang up, and his patience was like that. But in two minutes, the special assistant's phone would call and coldly tell me what I had done wrong, and I would dress myself up and send it to his bed.
Having been with him for so long, no one knows his dog virtue better than I do.
I sat up and threw my still ringing phone forward, the harsh ringing finally stopped, and the TV was smashed by me.
I took a deep breath, pressed all the emotions back into my chest, stuffed the floor into the coffee table cabinet, and went upstairs to take a shower.
When I really knew that I was going to die, when the negative emotions at the beginning passed, I was actually not very sad. In the years around Sheng Yingzhou, I rarely thought about my future, and I always felt that sooner or later I would have to die between him and him.
After taking a bath, I carefully pounded my whole body up and down, covered my sick face, put on the black dress that Sheng Yingzhou gave me, looked at the delicate woman in front of the mirror, I smeared too gorgeous lipstick, smiled, and said goodbye to myself.
When I went out, there was already a car waiting outside, I pulled open the door, but sitting inside was Song Yan, the vice president of Sheng Yingzhou Company, who had always looked down on women like me, and usually saw me being sneering, and I was not willing to show weakness and jump back to his feet, but I didn't expect Sheng Yingzhou to actually be able to move him to pick me up.
"Miss Yao's pomp is really not small, I don't know if Brother Sheng has waited for you for two hours at the bottom?"
I glanced at him faintly, and I was tired of Song Yan's looking down on people's faces, so I didn't bother to choke with him, so I closed my eyes when I got into the car.
Song Yan was quiet for tens of seconds, most likely not expecting that I would silently let him taunt.
For the next thirty minutes I was groggy in his chattering mouth, and I didn't wake up until I got out of the car, and when I got out of the car, I stumbled on my legs and was wrapped around my waist.
I struggled a little, and the hand didn't move, but instead pulled me into my arms.
He never knew how to converge, and my waist was pinched, somewhat helplessly.
"Sheng Yingzhou, let go."
He sniffed, but let go, and then patted me on the head.
"Don't answer the phone."
"What kind of emotions are you making?"
I didn't say anything back, I looked up at him, this man was really good-looking, peach blossom eyes flirtatious and affectionate, a little inattentive will drown in, I pulled his somewhat crooked tie, and the day before yesterday I chose him.
It had been some time since the banquet, and there were not many people at the door, and I stroked his ear, not hurriedly moving.
"Mr. Sheng, I'm not the only one who makes a fuss."
Not far away, walking around, the smile is about to shatter is Sheng Yingzhou's soon-to-beened fiancée Tong Muyin.
I watched her as if she were caught and approached, and I couldn't stop laughing.
"Sheng Yingzhou, what do you say she will call me when she comes?" Little Three or Slut?"
Sheng Yingzhou had long been accustomed to my amazing speech, picking up my hanging hair and putting it behind my ears.
"She didn't dare come over."
Sure enough, after a few steps, Sheng Yingzhou glanced up at her, and Tong Muyin's pace took a sharp turn and walked to the side.
I laughed wildly.
As usual, hook sheng Yingzhou's arm at the wine banquet to greet and socialize, the champagne in my hand is empty in a circle, the eyes around me are envious and disdainful, they are all high-society people, but there will be no one in front of me, I am not ashamed, even if I have this idea, I have to worry about the big guy on my side, the eyes are the most able to express emotions. Being in the middle, I was exposed to all the malice.
But I don't care, only blame me for being too beautiful.
"Ah Jiong's birthday, there is still a round later."
The lights in the car were very dark, and I lazily nestled in Sheng Yingzhou's arms to play with his fingers, and there was no objection to listening to him say this, and I yawned slowly.
He raised his hand to wipe the physical tears from the corners of my eyes and rubbed his fingers on that small patch of skin.
"Sleepy?"
I didn't make a sound, I could feel that Sheng Yingzhou was in a good mood, and I pulled his hand off. I heard him laugh, his hands tightened, bringing me closer, and he touched the corners of my lips, clearly audible to hear his heartbeat.
"Let's sit for a while and go."
No one could resist Sheng Yingzhou's rare tenderness, and I fell asleep in his arms. In a trance, I had a dream about the first time I met him.
When they entered the box, the others were already together, the birthday star Lu Jiong was Sheng Yingzhou's hair small, they didn't know what game they were playing when they came in, only a pair of pants were left on the ground, there were a few people on the side trying to pull his last piece of fig leaf, Lu Jiong's face was red, and he looked at them with a two-hundred-and-five-like smile while pulling on his pants.
"Brother Sheng, come, be happy!"
All of lu jiong's friends were present, and they also knew Sheng Yingzhou a lot, and I didn't come to a private party like this, so I consciously found a knotty corner to watch them make a fuss.
Sheng Yingzhou took off his coat, the cuffs of the white shirt were rolled up and pinched with cards, everywhere was the focus of the crowd, I watched a few girls on the side intentionally or unintentionally leaned towards him, it was strange and interesting.
Later, I didn't watch it, the little brother on the stage sounded really good, and a series of high notes almost didn't send me away.
Suddenly, a commotion brought me back to God, and when I turned my gaze, I saw the girl on the edge of Shengying Continent looking at him shyly.
The next second, Sheng Yingzhou casually bowed his head and kissed the side of the girl's face.
Tut.
I subconsciously went to wipe my lips, to see that a group of people who were not too busy to be suspicious were still doing strange things, many people's eyes had already stabbed at me, I only felt tired, faintly twitching all night's abdomen suddenly a bout of nausea, I got up, covered the most, kicked the foot that blocked the exit next to him, and rushed to the toilet after he withdrew.
When I grabbed the door and came out, the box was dead silent, but I couldn't manage so much, the university body test didn't run so fast, rushed into the toilet but couldn't spit it out, after a bout of dry vomiting I began to cough, the feeling of having to cough out the trachea was really uncomfortable, and finally I propped up in the sink, looking at the blood stains inside, some blackening in front of my eyes, holding the body for a while, I looked at the gaunt woman in the mirror, and finally had the consciousness of the person who was going to die.
Slowly, my face will become more and more ugly, I will lose face, then my hair will fall out, I will lie in bed unable to take care of myself, and finally I will die in an extremely ugly appearance.
I washed my face to wake up, then put on my makeup and swayed back to the box in my heels.
Everyone was looking at me, including Sheng Yingzhou, and I smiled.
"I'm sorry it's a little disgusting, you go on, don't worry about me."
Sheng Yingzhou's face sank, I knew that this was a precursor to his anger, but I still walked to his side without a look.
Just sat down, I was dragged up again.
When we got out of the car, we were still Qingqing and me, and when we got back to the car, we sat on each side, and no one spoke, and the atmosphere dropped to the freezing point.
"What the hell are you doing?"
I blinked innocently, "I didn't make a fuss."
Sheng Yingzhou obviously didn't have the patience to play with me, I had already provoked a few fires this day, and when he was pressed under him, I could see the anger in his eyes that was no longer restrained.
"Yao look." He looked at me and said, word for word, "Don't go too far."
That's it?
I didn't hold back, giggled out loud, and he was so angry that he lowered his head and bit my lip.
Slowly the kiss that this punishment thought changed its nature, the atmosphere in the car gradually increased, the driver had already slipped away consciously as soon as he got into the car, I was pressed to the ground, and just when I moved, I was pressed back by him domineeringly, his kiss lingered in my eyelashes, and my voice was dull.
"Be nice, don't make me angry."
I looked at him blankly, and the look under my eyes was my appearance. Sheng Yingzhou, this person, obviously did not like me so much, but he pretended to be more affectionate.
"Sheng Ying Zhou."
At this moment, the reflection in his pupils was cold like an emotionless mechanical doll, I only felt tired, and I had no energy to act with him anymore.
"Let's separate."
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The autumn wind was cold, and I was thrown by Sheng Yingzhou on the side of the road and shivered. A little regretful, should wait until the place is over.
At this point, there was no one on the street, I guess it was drunk, I didn't want to take a taxi, took off my seven-centimeter high heels, and the moment my bare feet stuck to the ground, I was passively excited, followed by a lucidity and invigorating I had never had before. I bounced all the way, I knew that Sheng Yingzhou's car was behind, and I knew that he was waiting for me to bow my head.
I think that my life is only twenty-four years, it seems to be pieced together with countless times of bowing my head and retreating.
I walked like this for two hours, until I was unconscious on both feet, and when I got downstairs, I threw away my shoes, turned around and waved my hand at the car, counting as a farewell.
When I got home, I shivered and took a shower, then made myself a bowl of noodles, went to the window and saw Sheng Yingzhou's car still downstairs, he was leaning against the side of the car smoking, the ground was full of cigarette butts, as if sensing, he looked up at my eyes.
At that moment, I couldn't say what it was like, I couldn't figure out his emotions, but it made me very upset, and I closed the curtains and stopped thinking about him.
At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, I turned off all the lights in the house, the takeaway called an eight-inch black forest, and then sat on the ground and lit twenty-four candles for myself, I am actually not a very ritualistic person, several years of birthdays are hindsight to find that it has passed, Sheng Yingzhou is also such a person, said to have been with him for so long, it seems that we have never had any meaningful days, but this year it is necessary to be solemn, after all, who knows if this is the last birthday.
When I made a wish, my hands were folded, my mind was empty, I didn't know if cancer was a punishment or a reward for me, I was dying, and when I first had this thought, my eyes were full of relief that was about to be relieved.
I really packed up to realize that my things are terrible, this house was originally the place where I grew up, and then it was bought by Sheng Yingzhou before it was seized, and I have been living here, many things I can't use, but since she wants to leave, she doesn't want to stay here, simply throw it all away.
After two days of sorting out, things were almost finished, everything that could be thrown was thrown away, what could not be thrown was thrown away, life was limited, I was not willing to waste time on these bits and pieces, and finally only packed out two suitcases, and left with a relaxed body.
I booked a hotel for a week, although I did not plan to treat, but still went to the hospital, my doctor is an old gentleman in his old age, two sideburns with thick eyes, he probably has never seen me such a patient who does not take leukemia seriously, or just a kind old man for the regret of self-abandonment of the younger generation, soft grinding hard soak for a long time, good words and bad words exhausted I did not let go, and finally when he thanked him with good medicine, he patted me on the shoulder without words.
When I went to see my brother in the afternoon, he still hadn't seen me, and he hadn't seen me since he knew I was still with Sheng Yingzhou.
It is no wonder that yao's bankruptcy, my father jumped off the building, and after my brother was sentenced to prison, I actually stuck to the initiator of all this as if nothing happened, and I had no doubt that my brother would strangle my bad sister to death in minutes if he was not squatting in prison.
I waited until the time for the prison visit was over before I got up and asked the prison guard to write the letter I had written last night, and when I went out, it was raining outside, and I stood under the eaves for a while, and then rushed into the rain curtain.
The rain was cool for a while, after which I finally experienced a handful of acid as a cancer patient, I had a high fever that night, and finally I was found by the hotel cleaning and sent to the hospital, I did not have a mobile phone, and I kept the last sober trouble Nurse called for me as a nurse, and vaguely lay down for three days.
On the fourth day, I got up and went back to the hotel, washed up, changed my clothes, and bought a mobile phone. On the day of the showdown with Sheng Yingzhou, I had already sent my resignation to the personnel, and then informed me to go through the resignation procedures as soon as possible, thinking that tomorrow was the weekend, and the company still had some things to bring back, so I simply went for a walk.
After entering the company's door, the eyes of the surrounding area were all cast on me, after all, the general manager of the internal heating bed in the diplomatic world was fiercely talking about leaving, how to make internal gossip headlines for a while.
The more open their eyes were, the brighter my smile became, and I entered the various departments to sign the process, and finally a department leader signed, I held the flow chart and knocked on the door of the president's office.
"Enter."
As soon as I entered the door, I felt the aggressive gaze.
I didn't squint, my heels silent on the carpet, and I put my watch in front of my desk.
[Sheng Zong, trouble signing a word.] ］
The person in front of me did not move at all, put his right hand on the table and slowly turned the pen, and after waiting for a while, I raised my head.
Sheng Yingzhou's eyes are extremely good-looking, and when they look at each other, they always give people a feeling of affection, I know the dirty thoughts of this dog thing, so I stare at the glass window behind him.
I don't think Sheng Yingzhou is the kind of person who can get together and disperse, nor do I think he will do any stupid things to save himself, so I am very quiet and wait for him to speak.
"I stole everything I wanted?"
I nodded, "Almost."
He probably didn't expect me to be too lazy to fill the jar and break it.
He raised his eyes slightly, leaned back in his chair, obviously smiling, but he didn't care at all.
"I'm underestimating you."
I pulled the corners of my mouth without hesitation, and I heard him continue casually.
"So anxious to get Yao Muyang out, why, the days in prison can't go on?"
"It doesn't bother you."
Not wanting to talk nonsense with the old yin and yang people, and was about to leave, he called me.
"What's my schedule for today?"
His next half a month's trip I should have been in my head, subconsciously answering him.
"There was a meeting with the R&D department at 3:00 p.m. and a dinner with Mr. Bai Qingchen at 6:30 p.m."
He let out a meaningful oh, and the pen in his hand fell and snapped.
"I remember that you made an appointment at Bai Qing's dinner party."
I frowned.
"The host can't be present, how do you want people to trust our group's cooperative attitude?"
He smiled very lightly: "I have no objection to you leaving your job, but there must always be a beginning and an end to everything."
"Secretary Yao."
The workstation had been emptied by me, and I did not sit here waiting for everyone to come and greet me, so I took a taxi back to the hotel to rest for half a day, and went to the hotel restaurant that was scheduled half an hour in advance.
Sheng Yingzhou's words I did not pay attention to, just kidding, the old lady is almost gone, and you don't care if your project is yellow or not. I saw Boss Baiqing only because on the eve of Yao's bankruptcy, this uncle and my father had close contacts, and I also wanted to find out about many things in the open and in the dark.
When I arrived, the tea in front of Mr. Chen was no longer steaming, and after seeing me, he happily got up and pulled a chair for me, and I took off my coat and sat down, thinking about why the bastard had not yet come.
Sheng Yingzhou's phone and WeChat I have blocked, so I gave the special assistant a WeChat, there replied quickly, the company's side of the meeting is not over, let me take care of this side.
this dog thing.
I apologized to Mr. Chen on behalf of my former boss, and Mr. Chen didn't care about this, waving his hand and saying it was okay.
I was relieved, took the tea he had poured for me, and took a sip. I didn't like to drink tea, not to mention that this was a strange smell of tea made by Mr. Chen in what era, and I put it aside with just one bite.
This Mr. Chen talked about the smooth and sophisticated, half an hour he has been playing haha fart did not ask out, my brain is more and more confused, Chen Zong's topic does not know when to turn to me, asked me why I left, why I had a stalemate with Sheng Yingzhou, asked me if I had the intention to be a secretary for him.
The old stuff is quite well informed.
I played perfunctorily sloppily until my vision was hazy and I realized that something was wrong.
The old thing's hand came over, and I got up instantly, restraining my weak legs, "What is Mr. Chen doing?"
He smiled uncompromisingly, "Miss Yao is a person who knows the times, and since they are all separated from Sheng Yingzhou, it is better to follow me, and I promise that you will never have to be less than before."
I had a bad chill, and the two bodyguards he had brought with me had both retreated at this moment, and I was shocked by the click of the locked door.
He approached me step by step, my whole body was hot, I looked at the mobile phone that I had put on the table, and I wanted to get it, but I was already blocked in front of me.
The old thing dragged me toward the lounge room, and I tried my best but couldn't break free until I was thrown on the bed and my mind went blank.
I heard his extremely lewd laugh, and then began to pull my clothes, I couldn't stop trembling, those greasy hands roaming on me, disgusting, I bit my lip, the pain brought a hint of clarity, exerted the strength of the suckling to resist, the confusion touched a hard knot on the side, and without hesitation, I picked it up and smashed it into his face.
I heard his screams, and before I could rejoice that something had been taken away, I heard him scolding me as a bitch, and a slap was thrown in my face.
His hands were heavy, my eyes were black, and the fiery pain was followed by a heat in the nose, and then it flowed down.
I couldn't see clearly, only to feel him get up and come back and take the tissue box and wipe it between my noses.
His movements were rude, I couldn't open my eyes sleepily, and when his face was swung to the other side I saw the panic on his face and the large blood on his shirt.
My face was rubbed and hurt, I pulled his hand, and looked at him for an instant, he probably had never seen such a battle, and he couldn't stop seeing the blood, so he finally climbed out of bed, and the trembling pants ran away.
I lay in bed and felt the life force flowing with my blood, but I didn't want to die like this, I still had things to do, I hadn't seen my brother yet.
I struggled to get up, I couldn't move and moved out of bed little by little, fortunately, I checked some common symptoms and measures of leukemia in the past few days, carried some medicines in the bag, at this time I could only block it with a cotton swab, look up to stop the bleeding, I sat on the floor tiles and didn't know how long it took, and the dizzy head was only clear for a few minutes.
I got up and walked over to myself in the mirror, the blood had stopped, I washed away the blood stains on my face, there was a noise outside, and I didn't look back until the bathroom door was slammed open.
I looked at Sheng Yingzhou in the mirror, he was gasping, his eyes were scarlet, and under his eyes were large shadows and violence, he looked at me for a long time, and then he trembled slightly and reached out, trying to touch me.
I dodged, I didn't have the strength to mess with him anymore, and slowly sat down on the ground.
He crouched down too, and as I approached I gave him a slap in the face with all my might.
This slap accumulated a lot of anger on me, and he was slapped sideways by me, but what he didn't expect was that he pushed his cheek, just frowned, and his voice was low: "Relieve the breath?"
"We'll go to the hospital and continue."
Look at him.
I couldn't help but laugh and raised my head, and then slammed into the class wash stand again, subconsciously cursed the national essence, and opened my mouth under Sheng Yingzhou's obscure eyes.
"What are you nervous about?"
"Are you afraid I'll get dirty again?"
"Or say—"
I paused, still smiling, "You like me, care about me?"
He didn't answer, just looked at me silently, the distance between us was very close, and his eyes reflected my appearance.
His answer didn't matter to me, I just wanted to respond to him, and when the goal was achieved, I got up.
"This nosebleed can't kill anyone."
I pulled open the door, turned my back on him, and said with malice, "See you fucking again."
2021.11.4 update
Staying in the hotel is not the way, lying in the dark for two days I rented an apartment in the city center, although I and sheng dog forced to wear the sky, but in recent years he has not treated me badly, and who can not go with the money can not go, so this money I spend very happy. The night I moved in, I received a call from Jiang Huaijin.
Without any foreshadowing or prelude, he spoke softly, "Chen Qi has found it."
Jiang Huaijin is my brother's hair small, also counted as my half brother, he himself is actually living abroad with his parents for a long time, but my grandfather and grandmother live next door to my house, in the early years of winter and summer vacationS I followed him and my brother's ass to run blindly, and then his grandfather and grandmother died successively, there is no chance to come back, but there has always been contact, when my family had an accident, if he had not helped me, I now estimate that I am squatting in prison with my brother.
At that time, Yao's was on the cusp of the storm, and chen Qi, the company's vice president of finance, reported that my father had embezzled the company's investment funds for private use and instructed the financial staff to use fake invoices to write off the accounts, forcing my father to jump off the building and then providing an account book and bank flow to successfully send my brother to prison. After Sheng Yingzhou bought Yao at a very low price, no one ever saw him again.
The last thing I stole from Sheng Yingzhou was a bank account that had called a huge amount of money in the name of a private person four years ago.
I sent it to Jiang Huaijin because I knew that he would be able to find it for me, but I did not expect it to be so fast.
What does it feel like at this moment, I can't say, knowing that sooner or later there will be such a day, I sighed and fainted.
"It's not hard to pry his mouth open, and the rest is easy."
……
After taking the medicine, the whole person was a little lazy, and most of the time he listened to him quietly, and then he stopped, and the quiet of the house could only hear the sound of light breathing.
"Not happy today?"
Jiang Huaijin is always like this, a delicate person to the extreme, able to detect bad emotions that I myself am not aware of.
I pretended not to understand, and played sloppy with him: "What can I do, I am happy to take off in place."
He laughed twice, and he didn't know if he believed it or not, I diverged from the topic and chatted casually twice, and was about to hang up, when he suddenly opened his mouth.
"Yao An'an."
Only he would call me by my nickname, and I stared at the TV and suddenly recalled the scene when Jiang Huaijin first heard my brother call me An'an when I was a child.
Yao An'an. The first time he called me this way, he smiled very nicely, and then asked my brother, "What is your nickname, Yao Pingping?"
I didn't stop laughing, turned back to God, and answered him.
His voice was dark and long, and his words were very soft, and at that moment, I had his appearance in my mind, the teenager who always focused on smiling when he looked at me.
"Wait for me to come back."
I have recently become more and more sleepy, groggy and no spirits, jiang Huaijin came back the day he did not tell me what time to arrive, only let me wait at home, then I waited, the result of a sleep oversleep, by the time I woke up the sky has darkened. I called him, relieved to hear that it was still turned off, and got up to go out for dinner.
When I passed the convenience store on the corner, I didn't pay attention to my feet, and I almost tripped over the people who were nestled there.
A dirty word came to his mouth, and he was caught off guard by the girl's tearful eyes and held back hard.
Coincidentally, he is still an acquaintance, Xu Shuning, the internship assistant of the Shengjing General Manager Office.
This night when the dark wind was high, we both looked at each other silently for a while, and the little girl estimated that she was crying, looked at me and sucked her nose.
To be honest, I really didn't want to care, but she blinked her eyes, and the golden beans fell.
I was impressed and sighed, "Are you okay?"
I really just asked so casually, where I wanted to get her to cry again, looking aggrieved: "I'm not good, I'm in trouble."
「……」
People come and go is really unbearable, I carried her casually to find a barbecue stall, and when I finished ordering things and dishes, the other side was still sobbing, and the tears did not want money.
The little girl who was crying was really abrasive, so I picked up a bottle of beer and handed it to her: "Okay, I don't care if I cry anymore."
As soon as she heard it, she shook the bottle in my hand again, and she hurried to take it.
"Sister Yao, why are you still outside so late?"
I looked at my phone, and it was half past nine.
I held a string in one hand and held my chin in the other and looked at the baby in front of me in a confused manner: "I am wandering around, what about you?"
Her eyes instantly darkened: "My boyfriend lives here, and he blacked me out after breaking up today."
"So, you want to block him here?"
She nodded, and I didn't quite understand, "Then what are you doing squatting on the side of the road, going to his door and squatting?"
I watched Xu Shuning pour wine and reply to me: "He didn't tell me where I lived, every time I drove him home he only let me stop there, so I waited there."
This is what a mystery operation.
The skewers were so good that I burst into tears, I took the water she handed me, and she started talking about her and her ex-boyfriend.
When I was almost fed myself, I also listened to a rough idea, although I did not talk about any serious love, but I also more or less saw the inferiority of men around Sheng Dog. To put it bluntly, it is the classic routine of Neptune hooking up with the little white rabbit, and finally playing the old plot of throwing it away.
When I heard her say that her boyfriend also had a female roommate, I didn't understand: "Sister, you really can't see that this is rubbish?"
What I didn't expect was that she shook her head, "I know he's not a good guy."
Then she pulled out a bottle of wolf spray from her bag, put it on the table, and looked at me with clear eyes: "So I crouched here and wanted to teach him a lesson."
There were too many slots to hold back for a while, so I licked my dry lips and opened another bottle of beer for her.
"Good look, sister supports you spiritually."
In the end, it is a little girl who has just entered the society, and after two bottles of beer, people are confused and sleepy, sitting on a chair and shaking their heads.
The late autumn evening wind blew the hot body, I squinted my eyes slightly, enjoying this state, Xu Shuning looked at me, silly smile.
"Sister Yao, you seem to have lost weight."
I laughed, "You haven't seen me in a few days to see that I'm thin?"
"Yes—" her tone stretched long, "I usually pay attention to you, the cufflinks of your shirt fell off last time, I quietly picked it up and put it on your desk." 」
I can't remember exactly when it happened, but I was in a good mood and was happy to take the stubble, "Then thank you."
Unfortunately, every time you are in a good mood, there will be fools to brake the scenery.
Originally, I only thought that the male voice of the man at the back table was really annoying, and strangely familiar, talking about some disgusting topics that insulted women, and I was wondering which animal could be casually released to pollute people's ears, and the next second I heard my own name.
Remembering who it was, One of Sheng Yingzhou's friends who looked at me was not happy, Xiao Liang.
"If nothing else, she should have left a long time ago if she had a little conscience."
"Saying she's a bitch is lifting."
A loud grinning voice came from it, and I didn't hear what the accomplices said, and I didn't look back.
"Hey, can't touch it?"
"A few years ago you were young and didn't know how dirty this woman was."
Hearing this, I picked up the remaining half bottle of beer and got up, and under Xu Shuning's panicked gaze, I bowed my head and said, "Learn something."
After saying that, I walked toward the group of people, a table of three people, except for Xiao Liang with his back to me, a man he didn't know, lu Jiao, who was facing me, was impatiently interrupting Xiao Liang's words: "Okay, it's not interesting to say this."
He saw me, didn't react, and watched me approach in a daze.
"Don't tell Brother Sheng, those photos are still in my computer——"
I lifted the bottle and slammed it into the head in front of me.
The bottle shattered in an instant, and the man who was hit fell off the chair with his head covered, and the people who were traveling with him got up, but after seeing me, they stopped, and I kicked over the table to block the way.
I kicked Xiao Liang's crotch on the ground, he screamed and covered the place, watching me indignantly curse the unbearable words, I kicked him in the face, but he reacted quickly and pulled my calf. Well, I squatted down and slammed my knees against his chin.
Someone on the side dragged me up, I was angry and bloody, Yu Guang saw Lu Jiao's face, picked up the plastic chair on the side and smashed it on him, until he was smashed back by me, I rode back to Xiao Liang, took the glass shard in one hand against his jaw, and decisively slapped him.
He stared at me viciously, and my backhand was another slap, without the slightest unloading, and the palms of my hands were numb.
"How does it feel to be beaten by a bitch?"
Someone from the side pulled me away, and I was just pulled up when he threw me to the ground in an instant.
He pinched my neck, his eyes were scarlet, the strength in his hands was still increasing, I had trouble breathing, my vision was not clear, and he raised a sarcastic laugh, which killed me.
He didn't dare, so he let go of his hand under the screams around him.
But I dare.
After he let go of his hand, I gasped sharply, Xu Shuning helped me up, I broke her hand, and kicked at the knee of the person who was facing me with his back to me, and he fell to his knees in an instant. I picked up the pieces, grabbed his hair and pressed his face to the ground, and immediately someone stopped me, and there was another chaos.
Finally, accompanied by a series of sirens, I entered the detention center for the second time in my life.
Since Xiao Liang and I were pinched when we met, we were arranged at the most and the most end, and I was fine, and I had a few bruises on my legs and a slight scratch on my face. Xiao Liang looked much more miserable, with bandages wrapped around his forehead, his face bruised and purple, and he was still staring at me from afar.
It seems that it is still beaten lightly.
The mobile phone also rang at this time, I answered the phone, Jiang Huaijin's voice was clean and clear: "Where?"
I replied to him, "You're in, come and get me."
There was silence for a few seconds.
「...... Yao look."
He called my name in a serious manner, and I answered, stomping my unconscious feet, "Come on, come on, come on."
As soon as I hung up the phone, I caught a glimpse of Lu Jiong holding his mobile phone through the glass door looking at me, and the faint glance at him, the latter's eyes intentionally or unintentionally avoided me, I did not see the heart, I did not bother to buckle up the sweatshirt hat, stumbled to rest.
It is estimated that it will take more than half an hour to come from the airport, although some of them can't stand Jiang Huaijin, but he is the only one who can come to protect me, I don't worry about not being able to go out, Xiao Liang's unworthy face is more important than life, and the woman fights and beats up and breaks the face of this humiliating thing that he doesn't have to mix.
When Sheng Yingzhou came in, I wasn't surprised at all, Lu Jiong's puppy face couldn't hide anything at all.
I slumped in my chair with my hands in my pockets and watched him walk in coldly.
"Brother Sheng..."
I saw Xiao Liang walking toward this side, and then was stopped by Sheng Yingzhou's assistant.
He half-crouched down in front of me, and I didn't expect his movements to crash into his eyes.
Usually, Sheng Yingzhou is always cold and sharp, but his eyebrows in front of me are tired, and the whole person looks a little decadent.
It's obscure.
I couldn't stand his scrutiny over me, so I lifted my foot and kicked him, "Get out of the way."
He controlled my ankle with one hand, and I lifted my other foot in an instant, and although it didn't kick, it left a wet footprint on his trench coat.
"Who do you think your qi nature is used to?"
He didn't care about the dirty footprints, stood up straight, looked at me condescendingly and said, "Do you want to spend the night at the police station?"
Wouldn't he be waiting for me to bow my head and go soft?
I raised my head, not hiding my arrogance in the slightest: "What is the cost of spending the night, you can force me to go to jail if you can bear it."
I watched as his hands clenched into fists, so hard that their joints turned white.
On the side, Xu Shuning looked at the two of us with swords, and was afraid that he couldn't do it, but he still came out to help me speak: "Sheng Zong, don't be like this, you have something to say..."
Sheng Yingzhou ignored her, she pointed to the side of Xiao Liang's blocking knife, "He said bad things about Sister Yao first!" It was he who picked the head! He also pinched Sister Yao's neck!"
As soon as the words fell, Xiao Liang instantly blushed and squeezed his neck to refute it, and Sheng Yingzhou was full of anger and said coldly, "Shut up."
Jiang Huaijin walked in surrounded by the crowd in such a condensed atmosphere.
It turns out that people who have always been gentle and accustomed are also very aura when they cool down.
He pulled me out of my chair and at the same time pulled away from Sheng Yingzhou.
His face was very ugly, and it finally aroused my lost heart,
I opened my mouth to speak, but I didn't know what to say, and he reached out and touched my neck. I knew it must have been red, his fingertips were cold, and when I touched the skin, I subconsciously shrank a little, and he closed his hand, and the bottom of his eyes was pure and bottomless.
He tugged at the collar for me, and said softly in a low voice, "I'll go back and talk about it."
The mediator was in the middle, and there was no offense on the other side, and he was anxious to break into a cold sweat: "Both of you are some skin trauma, or we will make a big deal out of a small matter?"
No one spoke back, Jiang Huaijin blocked me behind, and I could only see his assistant walk to Xiao Liang's side and hand over a business card.
Jiang Huai opened his mouth indifferently: "Mr. Xiao, we will be solely responsible for your medical expenses, and if there is any follow-up problem, you can call the above phone, and I hope that you will be able to be cautious in your words and deeds in the future, how much medical expenses are not a problem for us, but unfortunately your body may not be able to withstand the next toss."
The threat of this red fruit, if it were not for the rogue whistle that was not in the right place for me, would have been blown.
Xiao Liang was also shocked, and for a while he did not take it or not, and looked at Sheng Yingzhou with embarrassment.
The latter did not say a word, Jiang Huaijin was impatient, took my hand and bypassed the crowd and prepared to leave.
When I walked past Sheng Yingzhou's side, my wrist was held deadly. I turned to the side and saw that his eyes were red, and he rarely looked uneasy and violent when he was so emotionally exposed.
I used a lot of strength to break away from him, and I didn't look back until I got into Jiang Huaijin's car.
Along the way, Jiang Huaijin did not ask me anything more, I was not in a high mood, I was confused and took a nap, and when I was sober again, the car did not know when to stop, and Jiang Huaijin sat in the driver's seat and watched me.
"What's wrong?"
His eyes were very dark, and the dim light was extremely gentle, but he answered the question: "Get off the bus first."
Approaching, it was an Alaskan cub in a fat ball.
"Wangzai?"
Wangzai was a birthday present that I bought for myself when I was eighteen years old, and I also carried it home a few days after my father came back from a business trip, I learned that he was allergic to dog hair, and then my brother was lost to Jiang Huaijin.
Speaking of this name, I still took it, thinking that when I was once addicted to the sweet milk of the red can can big eyes, I couldn't help myself, and the dog was carried home by me and always liked to turn over the garbage can to pull the can I drank, and Aiwu and Wu gave him this name.
I squatted down and rubbed the puppy's head, rejoicing, but wondering, "Why doesn't this dog grow up?"
Jiang Huaijin was silent for a moment, and then replied to me, "This is Wangzai's cub, called Wangcai."
I choked wordlessly, and the dog in my hand squealed twice in excitement when he heard his name, and then I saw him laughing.
He squatted down and scratched Wangcai's chin, and the little guy squinted comfortably, and his tail flew up.
"Wangzai's daughter-in-law just gave birth to a nest two days ago, and there is no surplus grain in the family, so you as a grandmother always have to share a little."
Okay, no one in the family won't let me raise me anyway.
I picked up Wangcai and kissed him, and when I looked up, I saw Jiang Huai looking at the dog thoughtfully, not knowing what he was thinking.
"The name Wangcai is also too ugly, since you followed me, let's change the name by the way."
Jiang Huai smiled lightly, "It's up to you."
11.11 Update
In the days that followed, I went through the files day and night to sort out the information, these things are not much to say but also complicated, but they are the only things I can do for my brother. Jiang Huaijin is also busy these days without touching the ground, after all, in addition to my side, he also has his own company's affairs, but even so, he can still get up early every day from me to lead wangcai out for a walk to buy early and come back early to pick me up is also very admirable.
Xu Shuning didn't know where to get my phone and asked me out to dinner.
I looked at myself in the mirror with dark circles larger than my eyes, and I responded decisively, choosing a day that is better than hitting the sun, and I put on makeup and went out.
I ordered something in the café downstairs of the company, and I was going to eat while waiting, and before I could wait for the food to come up, Yu Guang saw someone pull open the stool next to me and sit down.
The garbage stench has reached a point where it feels spicy at a glance, but it is a pity that Song Yan himself has no self-consciousness at all.
"Bai Qing, you heard that someone blocked and broke two legs the night before."
I didn't say anything, sat a few minutes far away and let the waiter get something on.
He sneered a little, leaned back, and seemed to be extremely dismissive: "You also know that Brother Sheng repented of marriage, right?"
I took a sip of the orange juice closer and frowned sourly.
"I asked him privately, and he told me that marriage doesn't help him much at this stage, but the clear-eyed people who can't see that he is for you, Yao, sometimes I really don't know whether to say whether you are too greedy or too smart." 」
"No matter what, your purpose has been achieved, and there is no point in doing it any longer." How Brother Sheng has treated you over the years is in everyone's eyes, and the things you have caused outside over the years are not what he is carrying for you. How long do you think that Jiang Huaijin can protect you, which road is good for you should always be farther than I can see."
"Think it out for yourself."
There was a nausea in my stomach, and I really didn't want to talk to this kind of brain-dead, so I asked him truthfully, "Is there something wrong with you?"
Song Yan's self-righteous expression instantly cracked and looked at me in disbelief.
I unilaterally continued to output: "Is the prosperity going out of business?"
"Then it hurts, then you are good with him."
The more he looked at the shit-like expression in his throat, the more annoying it became, and when I got up, I pasted the untouched cake to his face, and then the wind slipped quickly under his feet as he cursed and grinned at the cream that covered his vision.
After squeezing the last few seconds past the traffic light, I turned back, and I was caught off guard by the deep vision of the person who did not know when Song Yan's head appeared.
...... This day is unlucky to see.
He looked like he was about to come, and raised his hand to make an international gesture to him.
Sure enough, his face was darker, he glanced at the traffic light, and his mother's big husband could not stretch out and slipped away with you.
It was already the point of work, I walked around the nearby mall, gave Xu Shuning a positioning but ten minutes, she ran over like a small penguin with a ball head, she was very happy to hold me twittering where to eat, I had a silent response, but turned a foot, and met an acquaintance.
I leaned on the parapet and watched as Tong Muyin led her little sisters to approach with a high spirit.
"Isn't this Secretary Yao, such a coincidence?"
Xu Shuning probably didn't know her, but a group of people who were fierce and obviously came badly, and immediately wanted to rush to me like an old hen guard, and I pulled her back.
"Miss Tong is so interested."
Heaven and Earth Conscience I really look at her big bag casually said that, the big miss will obviously be wrong on the face of the instant anger: "What do you mean!"
I waved my hand innocently, "I don't mean anything else, I'm just afraid of your sore hands."
She hummed twice, and gave the bag in her hand to the person next to her, who said something in her ear, and her expression became fierce again in an instant.
"What are you doing here, waiting for Sheng Yingzhou?"
"Oh no, I'm passing by."
She obviously didn't believe it, and looked me up and down like a proud peacock: "I heard that you resigned from the prosperous world?" What, is the secretary tired of getting ready to take office?"
"Don't blame me for not reminding you, he can leave me today, tomorrow he can also leave you, you think you can compare to me except for being beautiful." 」
I only heard two beautiful words, strangely embarrassed.
"Miss Tong praised."
Tong Muyin opened his mouth several times, as if he had been frightened by something, his eyes were wide open, probably shocked by my modesty.
"Just your broken shoe—"
I listened quietly, but Tong Muyin's eyes flashed twice, and he stabbed the big voice on the side, and the conversation was stopped.
For a while, no one opened his mouth and the atmosphere was awkward, and Tong Muyin coughed: "One yard to one yard, today I only talk about my affair with Sheng Yingzhou."
"I don't care what you two are arguing about, anyway, he quit the marriage and I fell face, and I have most of your responsibility."
The unreasonable two big ladies found their state and stared at me fiercely: "Don't think that you can pat your ass and leave, I am not finished with you!" 」
Until the restaurant, the corners of my mouth never came down.
Originally promised not to drink, but the wind on the seashore is really blowing the people in a happy mood, did not hold back, or want to listen to beer.
Xu Shuning was also frightened by me last time, and this time He watched me drink, and while watching, he kept talking with his small mouth.
"Sister Yao."
"You're not angry when she says that about you."
I thought back to the way Tong Muyin pointed at me and scolded, "The little girl is very cute."
There is a saying, Tong Muyin and the early years of me quite similar, in her I saw a lot of my own shadow, but also because of experience, so I understand her thoughts, the girl's family was inexplicably divorced and lost a temper, in exchange for the year I can not put the roof of the house beams to lift. Her eyes are very clean, even the scolding is weak, and when she really hears someone say something that is not in the flow, even the opposing party will stop it, so that the girl who goes straight to the point will let her scold two sentences and spread fire.
"Sister Yao, you are only twenty-four years old, don't bite a little girl, obviously we are all about the same age."
I seem to have stripped myself from the title of little girl for a long time, and when I heard Xu Shuning's words, I was stunned.
Fortunately, even if I didn't answer her, she would continue to talk to herself, until the can was almost empty, and she suddenly asked me: "Sister Yao, why do you want to resign?"
I thought about it and said truthfully, "It's not good to see the leader."
Xu Shuning nodded violently, "Yes!! You also think that Sheng Zong is dragging like two or five hundred and eighty thousand day by day, and now I see that his legs are weak."
"What's going on, little student, Sheng Yingzhou has such a big opinion on wearing small shoes for you?"
She shook her head like a rattle, "Sheng Zong is very good, but Sister Yao, you are better, if you choose to leave him, it must be that he has done something wrong."
Xu Shuning's eyes lit up with astonishment: "Sister Yao, you will definitely meet someone who is a thousand times better than ShengZong!"
I held my head and smiled and bent my eyes, half without speaking, and then waited for someone to approach, before I tilted my head at her: "The moon is coming."
Jiang Huaijin walked to my side under Xu Shuning's confused expression, and he leaned over to probe my forehead.
I sensed him rubbing my head and whispering to me, "Didn't you say you shouldn't drink?"
I don't know if it was alcohol that irritated the nerves, but the faint smell of mint and soap horns on his body filled his body as he spoke, and my eyes suddenly soured, so I buried my head deeper.
Jiang Huaijin and Xu Shuning said something, the voice was very light, I did not hear clearly, when my head could not hold up to slide down, he wrapped around my waist and hugged me.
Through the clothes, I heard his heartbeat, and it was again and again.
He blocked the light for me, and the cool touch stayed in my ear pinna for a moment, and he whispered in the most gentle voice, "Go home."
Time seems to go back to several years ago, when Sheng Yingzhou's body was covered with moonlight and came into my eyes, and I couldn't see anything else.
That night I held out my hand against the wind, and at the age of seventeen I was willful and pampered, the world was at my feet, and I lost my mind when I wanted to have someone. It was a nightmare I couldn't live through in my life, and I said to him, "Sheng Yingzhou, come home with me."
I sucked in my nose, and Jiang Huaijin hugged me closer and rubbed it between my sideburns, as if he was coaxing a child, and the sound was like sand.
"Don't cry."
"It's going to be all right."
I shook my head, unable to say anything.
It won't get better, it won't get better anymore.
When I woke up the next day, I had a headache, I put a cup of warm honey water on the bedside table, I swung around the house barefoot, Jiang Huaijin and Wangcai were not there, it was probably to walk the dog.
The mobile phone did not know where I was stuffed, simply lazy to find, after leaving a note for Jiang Huaijin, I stepped on the early morning frost to reveal the door.
With blue-gray days and dark green lawns, Dad always liked to take my brother and me to see Mom in such rainy and foggy weather.
Every step I took after entering the cemetery was extremely slow, my father walked for four years, and I hid in this place for four years.
I remember asking my father when I was a child why there was a blank on the edge of my mother's name.
I don't remember what my dad looked like at that time, but I remember him holding my hand and gently telling me that it was his position.
"Because my mother is also a little girl who is afraid of loneliness, when she grows up, my father should go with my mother." 」
At that time, I raised my head in confusion and cold blood: "Then you go to accompany your mother, and your brother will accompany me."
I knelt in front of them, and my father in the photo smiled warmly and warmly, but I did not dare to look at him, allowing tears to blur my vision.
"I'm sorry it took so long to see you."
I choked up and could barely speak, but still wanted to tell him.
"I'm preparing to overturn my brother's case, Jiang Huaijin is also helping me, I've asked the lawyer repeatedly, the odds are very good, soon you will be able to see him." 」
"I have a lot of things I want to do, I want to take the company back, I want to take my home back, but I'm really useless, I can't do anything." 」
The person in the picture was still looking at me like that, and I knew I would never get his response and forgiveness again, my heart twitching in pain, and I was holding the ground with my hands.
"You are angry with me, my brother is also angry with me, I am selfish and brain-dead, I deserve it, but I am really tired, I can't play Sheng Yingzhou, I can't even drag him to die." 」
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry......
The rain seems to be falling heavily, and at this time I should be like a homeless ghost.
"Wait until I go to you, don't hide from me, don't want me... I really, really know it's wrong..."
Drowsy walked I don't know how long it took to get home, before I opened the door, I saw the warm yellow light coming out of the crack of the door, I opened the door, the little milk dog suddenly fluttered and ran to my side, I looked at the wet and muddy floor mat that I stepped on, and there were more gray house shoes in front of me.
Jiang Huaijin's bath towel covered my head, and the sound came from above.
"I was just about to call the police."
His movements were light, I sensed his suppressed tremors in his voice, and the next second I saw the bottles of medicine and cell phones on the coffee table that I had put in my bag.
I raised my hand, pulled down his hand that was still wiping my hair, and said through the towel, "Jiang Huaijin, take the dog back."
He didn't say anything more, and the milk dog was making a fuss at the feet of both of us.
"I can't take care of him for long."
My eyes were glowing with heat, blurring his outlines.
"I'm going to die."
His movements stopped, and I wanted to look up, but I held me down, and I heard him say in a dumb voice, "Go take a shower first, you'll catch a cold."
My mental state was extremely poor, I didn't say more after listening to him, soaking in the bathtub almost to fall asleep, the knock on the door awakened my sanity, I grinded and dried myself and put on my clothes, when I pulled open the door, Jiang Huaijin was leaning by the door, he pursed his lips, his eyebrows were hidden between the broken hair, he did not open his mouth, rubbed my wet hair and opened the wind pipe.
I sat on my knees on the bed, and after he blew my hair, there was no more sound in the room, and when I was sleepy, Jiang Huaijin hugged me.
The smell on his body was reassuring, I rubbed it unconsciously, and then I was hugged tighter by him a little, his head buried in my shoulder, I couldn't see him, I was wrapped in his arms.
My head was heavy, but the person holding me seemed to be very sad, so I patted him on the back and sighed, "I didn't want you to know so early."
"Yao An'an, you can be cured."
I couldn't see his look clearly, only his voice was hoarse like a trapped beast on the road, stoic and unwilling.
"You believe me."
I looked blankly ahead and didn't speak.
I know, brother, this is not an incurable disease. But what really killed me had already penetrated deep into my spinal cord, carved into my bones and blood, tormented day and night by tearing my heart and lungs, and routing from the inside out. I'm rotten and no one can save me.
I should have died at the age of twenty.