Beilun boarded a flight to the south.
This trip to Guangzhou, to participate in the Southern Publishing Company for him to hold the "Red Pink Lady" launch ceremony, there are a series of promotional activities.
His heart was still hanging, uneasy, not a reaction to flying, nor a fear of any difficulties in the release of the new book. Rather, he was thinking about the letter that Nanni had written to him.
What was it that made Nanni insist on staying in that city? And in the second year after the separation, she married again? For 10 years, these mysteries have been a mystery. Although Beilun did not ask Nanni, it bothered him all the time.
"Sir, please fasten your seatbelt, the plane is about to take off." At this time, the sweet voice of a flight attendant woke Beron from his contemplation.
"Oh, okay, okay!" Bei lun straightened his body and fastened his seat belt.
The plane slowly sailed onto the runway. As the pressure in the cabin decompressed, my heart tightened. Fortunately, after running around for many years, Beilun has already adapted. The plane gradually stabilized, and the night view of the city outside the window was brilliant and brilliant, and you could see it all. And Beilun, who had no time to appreciate, couldn't wait to open Nanni's letterhead. As in the past, it was Nan Nijuanxiu's font, and when it came into view, Beilun's eyes had long been blurred. He quickly wiped it and looked at it carefully.
Red Pink Lady -3
Dear Aaron: "Are you okay?" By the time you saw this letter, I was already someone else's bride.
Len, don't blame me? This is really not the result I wanted! Not really.
You know what? When I was assigned after graduation, I wanted to work with you to fight for our piece of the sky. How I want to be with my beloved! In how many times I have slept, I have imagined our lives more than a thousand times, imagining that our future is not a dream!
Just before graduation, an accident occurred. This is not a fate that I can control! Aaron, I know that your abilities are outstanding, and I know that your excellence is beyond the reach of ordinary people. However, we are just students who are about to go to society, and how much do we know about the big dyeing vat of society? How many problems can we deal with? Speaking with you and listening will only in vain increase the annoyance of another person. Then why should I be bitter, and why should I bear it in my heart?
Aaron, it's not me who denies your ability. Maybe this is fate, doomed to have no part. Otherwise, how could bad luck come upon us?
In the year of graduation, Dad's unit coincided with the streamlining and reorganization of government agencies, and Dad's age and conditions were just within the scope of streamlining and diversion. Younger brother was also admitted to college, mother has been recuperating at home for many years suffering from rheumatoid arthritis, living and living all in favor of dad, this streamlining diversion can only enjoy seventy percent of the salary, and to arrange to work in remote areas at the grassroots level, if this goes to the mother is even more unattended, when dad heard the news, overnight he grew a lot older, in vain increased a lot of gray hair.
When Beilun saw this, inexplicable sadness struck his heart! It's hard for you, my Nannie! Why? Why? Nanni, why don't you let me share what's going on with you! He continued to look down.
"Perhaps, this is the unsatisfactory life." Originally, this had nothing to do with our feelings, nor was it within our ability!
However, a deputy director of Dad's unit, he has a son who works for the Municipal Economic and Trade Commission. By chance, I was spotted at a friend's party. Suffering from not being able to get close to me, he took advantage of the opportunity to deploy his means. On that day, his deputy director's father let the chief of staff find me and implicitly expressed the meaning of the deputy director and his son. Either Dad was shunted to a remote area, or I married the son of the deputy director.
At that time, my world completely collapsed. I hold your picture and wash my face with tears every day, and I can't sleep all night! On the one hand is poor Mom and Dad, and on the other side is your beloved and dearest. In order for my mother to be taken care of, and for my brother to successfully complete his studies, I had to agree to the conditions set by the deputy director - to marry his son, my father worked in the original unit, and arranged for me to work in the organ. Perhaps, for other girls, this is unavoidable! And at that moment, my heart was completely dead, you know? My Len!
Promised you, yes, I promised to wait for you for three years. Originally, agreeing to that marriage, I was against my heart. I am a woman who only uses time to delay his coercion and inducement. Otherwise, what can I do? In the first year of work, I procrastinated, and my ability was to save myself. During the year, I didn't let him touch a finger of mine! I hope you can come and pick me up, you can handle it all! However, I had to despair. Really, Aaron, my heart is yours! This life and this life are yours. Perhaps, graduation will hit you hard! You haven't called me, you haven't written to me, no, nothing! You disappeared, and I inquired in many ways but did not get any information about you. Faced with pressure from many sides, there was nothing I could do.
I walked the red carpet of marriage, but you did not lay it for me; I put on the wedding dress, but not for you! Aaron, you can't be your bride in this life! I'm sorry. Am I the one who failed the agreement with you, don't blame me okay?
Seeing this, the words are like needles piercing the heart, stinging Beilun. "It was my mistake, Nannie, that I was so hopelessly wrong!" Perhaps, if we contact you earlier, we will still be able to find a way to properly deal with the tribulations of life. Beilun thought like this, his heart was like overturning a five-flavor bottle, and only he could feel the taste.
At this time, the flight attendant brought coffee and drinks.
"Sir, what do you use?"
"Oh, get me a cup of coffee, don't add sugar."
"Okay, I'll go make you a cup of unsweetened coffee, please wait." "Thanks, there's Law."
Sipping bitter coffee, Beilun felt bitter in his heart at this time. Although he usually has the habit of drinking unsweetened coffee, he is not as bitter as he is today! Maybe it has something to do with a person's state of mind. On weekdays, there is a "lying down to taste the guts" to motivate his own taste; at this moment, he has a pitiful state of mind, and the bitterness in his heart can only be drunk by himself.
The tears were blurry, but they could not drip, and he swallowed hard. Hiding the sadness and desolation in his heart, Beilun insisted on reading the end of the letter.
"My dear Len, we have no chance in this life. Only good luck to you! May you be happy and have a successful career!
Forget me, really, Aaron, tomorrow I'll be someone else's bride. You are the eternal dream in my heart, and I hope I never wake up.
Since I have been someone else's bride, I have tried to be a good wife and a woman of duty. I know it's not my happiness, I have no hope, no more. What else does a person whose heart is dead ask for? ”
After reading the letterhead that Nanni did not send 9 years ago, Beilun smiled bitterly, at the moment his brain was blank, only his heart was dripping blood!
The sky is glowing with fish belly white, and a touch of light gradually spreads...
"The plane is about to land, please check your seat belts and belongings and be prepared before landing." This flight arrived at Guangzhou Baiyun Airport on time, thank you for taking the ride, I hope you put forward valuable comments. I wish you all a happy trip! With the sweet words of the flight attendant, the passengers woke up from their slumber.
Walking out of the airport, Beilun did not care about the crowd waiting in the waiting hall. He did not specifically arrange for the personnel of the branch to pick him up during his trip.
"North Lun! North Lun! He followed the familiar voice and saw a woman in a long pink dress, holding a bouquet of yellow roses...
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