Here is The Simple FM, I am Jane Hongyi.
On the first day of the New Year in 2019, someone in the circle of friends sent a status.
Her ex-boyfriend had promised that on January 1, 2019, he would propose to her under this fountain.
However, in the photo she sent, she was the only one standing in the agreed place.
She said that it had been almost a year since the breakup, and the closer it was to the agreed time, the more difficult it was.
Maybe, the vow he made last year, she would care about it for the rest of her life.
When the beloved person becomes loved, even after a long time has passed, we still can't let go.
Every scene that has ever been together is constantly reproduced in every day after the breakup.
Walking through familiar streets and seeing something familiar, even if it's just a similar back, reminds us of the person we remember.
Although, the thoughts after the breakup did not return in exchange for any repercussions.
However, we will still insist on asking:
What a good situation it would be if I were still with you now.
01 "Every special day, I will think of you"
At every lively party,
There will always be a person who sits in the corner and watches others laugh and play.
The expression on his face was always faint, as if it was far away from the current bustle.
I thought at first it was that he didn't fit in.
Later, I realized that it was in his heart that he secretly missed someone.
"Friends have birthdays, there is the cake you like, there is no you I like." 」
"In every lively festival, the thought of you makes me an out-of-place person.
It seems that if I indulge in happiness, it is a betrayal of you, of our feelings. ”
Yishu said:
"Missing someone when you're lonely is nothing. Missing someone in a lively time is terrible. ”
Yes, when the heart is empty, we can always pull out a person from the memory and fill the loneliness of the present with the feelings of the past.
However, when you are in the midst of the bustle, how many people will open up an island in their hearts?
Playing stories of the past with someone over and over again...
02 "What would it be like if we were still together"
When we first broke up, all I thought about was his badness.
The days passed plainly, and there was no strong sadness.
However, it didn't take long for the thought to overwhelm the pain.
Even if there is still resentment in his heart, he will still secretly cry at night.
That's when you start to lose sleep and also learn to drink heavily at night.
When those wounds were diluted by tears, all his goodness was highlighted again.
When you suddenly hear a song that sings, "We still love each other deeply, as we did at the beginning..."
Only then did I understand that those unfinished stories have become the regrets of this life.
"If I hadn't broken up, I would have seen you at the first sight when I woke up in the morning;
If I hadn't broken up, I would have been taken home by you and tasted the most authentic pig-killing dish in the northeast;
If I hadn't broken up, I might have worn a white shirt with you and gone to get the red book;
If only..."
We all hope that love will last until much, long, long after.
The one we put in our hearts will always stand where we can see as soon as we look back.
But some people have become the heroines of "Half Life",
With the phrase "we can't go back", true love has become love.
03 "'Next year' has become 'this year', are you okay?"
2018 has passed, and 2019 has already begun.
Everyone is shouting about getting rid of the old and renewing, but the "old man" in our hearts,
But it can't be discarded as easily as an expired product.
With a slight wind and grass, he appeared in his heart again.
Perhaps, it is not that we cannot forget, but that we do not want to forget.
"This year is about to pass, are you okay?" I'm thinking about you again. ”
"The snow seems to cover up every trace, but you're still in my heart."
"Ben wanted to take you home to meet your parents for the New Year... Forget it, that's it. ”
Later, whenever we feel happy, we will think, if only he were here;
Whenever I feel sad, I also think about how good it would be if he could be around us.
Later, we hoped that he would not have a good life, so that he could come back to us.
But...... Forget it, forget it, you're still fine.
Perhaps, it will not be long after the loss that we will understand what we have lost.
It is always until these special days that we understand that the person we unconsciously think of may not be able to let go of it in our lifetime.
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