The deaf man didn't dare say he loved you

Chapter1

Zhangsen's tape shop, opened on Huasheng Street. Not long after opening, he found a florist next door, and the owner was a beautiful young girl.

The girl in the flower shop is called Xiao Taozi. Zhang Sen heard everyone call her like this, and later he also called her a small taozi. The little pottery responded with a long sound, and the little rabbit jumped out.

Zhang Sen handed a new tape of the Little Tigers to Xiao Taozi: "You have priority." ”

Little TaoZi called him Little Octopus: "Little Octopus, thank you." ”

Zhang Sen's face slowly turned red, and he watched Xiao Taozi take the tape back.

Xiao Taozi loves to sing, and her biggest wish is to be on the stage in the future. At that time, there was no mass sale of KTV, no TV draft, only simple karaoke.

Zhang Sen likes Xiao Taozi, but he does not dare to confess to her. Because of an accident as a child, one of his ears lost hearing. Inferiority, let his steps towards the little taozi stop in place and whirling.

Suddenly, one day, Zhang Sen found that Xiao Chen, who was selling meat sandwich steamed buns on the other side, also liked Xiao Taozi.

Xiao Chen not only makes meat sandwich steamed buns with noodles, but his dexterous hands can also play guitar.

Xiao Chen often carried his acoustic guitar to the flower shop in his free time. And little Tao Zi one played guitar and one sang. Many of the popular songs they could sing at that time were learned from the tapes that Zhang Sen gave to Xiao Taozi.

Little Tao Zi sings dreams and grows in her little flower shop.

Most of the time, Zhang Sen sat quietly in his tape store, sticking his hearing-only ears to the wall. Xiao Taozi's voice was so good, he was so fascinated that he didn't even see the guests coming in to buy something.

Like a person, the distance between a wall is also very good.

Chapter2

About half a year later, one day Xiao Taozi suddenly came to Zhang Sen and said, "Little octopus, I am going to Beijing." ”

Zhang Sen asked her, "What are you doing in Beijing?" ”

Xiao Taozi looked up at his small face and said proudly, "Break into the rivers and lakes." ”

Xiao Taozi listened to Xiao Chen's words that the whole country had canceled food stamps, and a large number of foreign people had poured into Beijing. The opportunity for them to realize their dreams also came.

"Xiao Chen, he... Is it reliable? Zhang Sen didn't know much about Xiao Chen, and always felt that the boy didn't have a good deed, hanger Lang Dang.

Xiao Taozi laughed: "How unreliable, what else can he do to me?" ”

Zhang Sen sighed and didn't say anything more. The sadness in my heart was like a tidal wave.

Little Tao Zi said to go and left. Her florist is her own façade room, which can be closed whenever you want.

Every time Zhang Sen came to the store, he passed by Xiao Taozi's flower shop, and the big lock on the door locked his heart.

Zhang Sen's world is empty, and in his tape recorder, he has secretly recorded the singing of Xiao Taozi. When he missed her too much, he let himself listen. Listen to her songs, listen to her laughter, even if all you hear is a sigh from hers.

During that time, Zhang Sen's favorite boss of the public telephone next to him told him to listen to the phone. He was full of hope every time, and it was Xiao Taozi who called. But every time I was disappointed.

I don't know, is she in a foreign country?

Chapter3

One morning two months later, the fog was quite thick. Zhang Sen went to the shop to open the door, walked to the door of Xiao Taozi's flower shop, and he glanced habitually.

The door of the flower shop actually opened. He almost jumped into the florist.

"It's really you're back!" At that moment, Zhang Sen could hear his heart beating like crazy.

Xiao Taozi smiled at him lightly and said nothing. Her face was covered with a shallow layer of sadness, like the dried flowers in the bottle that had lost moisture.

"Little Taozi, you... What's wrong? ”

"Little octopus, don't ask me anything now, I don't want to say." Xiao Taozi's tears fell, soaking Zhang Sen's heart.

Xiao Chen, who was selling meat sandwich steamed buns on the other side, did not return, and Zhang Sen seemed to guess something. But he didn't ask Xiao Taozi anymore, and every day he sent her tapes and lollipops as usual. He had heard that when he was upset, it would feel better to eat some sugar.

Later, Xiao Taozi and Zhang Sen said that she and Xiao Chen were very difficult in Beijing. At night, I live in a smelly and dirty basement and go to the streets to sell songs during the day.

When I went out, I realized that the world was too big, and talented people were all over the streets, and they didn't count for anything. In order to enter a small bar to sell songs, Xiao Chen ran away with a band girl and abandoned Xiao Taozi on the unfamiliar streets of Beijing.

Little Tao Zi has not sung for a long time, and every day he is in a daze at a pile of dead flowers. Zhang Sen sat silently beside her and opened the Walkman, which contained the songs he usually recorded by Xiao Taozi.

Zhang Sen said: "You sing very well, why don't you sing?" We all love to listen to you sing. ”

Xiao Taozi's head was raised with her head lowered, and she cried and laughed. Zhang Sen also laughed with her. Two men sat in the thin autumn sun, laughing like two fools.

Chapter4

Zhang Sen could hear Xiao Taozi's singing again, and he called her, Xiao Taozi Xiao Taozi, and Xiao Taozi jumped out like a rabbit.

Zhang Sen handed Xiao Taozi a CD, which is the latest popular music. Discs slowly replaced tapes, and Jansen's tape store became a disc store.

This winter, on the day of the first snowfall, Zhang Sen invited Xiao Taozi to eat a hot pot.

The hot pot of the roadside stall, the heat smoked two people's faces red. Zhang Sen saw in the magazine that the wish of the next first snow promise would definitely come true.

Zhang Sen said, "Or let's try." ”

Little Tao Zi laughed, snowy, bright eyes and teeth, smiling like a flower. He wanted to touch her face, his hands were rubbed together, but he didn't dare to stretch out.

Xiao Taozi said, "Try it." ”

Then, the two men faced the hot pot and folded their hands and made a wish.

Zhang Sen asked Xiao Taozi, "What wish did you make?" ”

Xiao Taozi said, "I'm going to Beijing, I'm going to sing." ”

Zhang Sen sighed, "You can definitely." ”

"Then what did you promise?" Little TaoZi tilted his head and asked him. After a while, he said, "My wish is that Xiao Taozi's wish will come true." ”

Zhang Sen did not tell Xiao Taozi that it was a good thing that he invited her to eat hot pot today. He had heard that there was a hospital that could treat his ears, and although the cure rate was only fifty percent, he wanted to try.

This fifty percent not only heals his deafness, but also heals his inferiority. He wanted to tell Xiao Taozi that he liked her and wanted to spend his life with her.

Nor did he tell her that his wish was that during the operation, he would touch the little pottery's face and bring him courage and good luck.

Needless to say, sometimes love, I am afraid of poking at an inappropriate time.

Later, Xiao Taozi began to go to the newly emerging mass sales KTV, and her dress gradually became different.

Just after the Spring Festival next year, Xiao Taozi and Zhang Sen said that she was going to Beijing, had already contacted a bar, became a resident singer, and she would go on the Long March road with a few friends.

Xiao Taozi's eyes were shining, flashing with a vision of the future.

Zhang Sen's heart dropped a layer of chill, but he still smiled and said, "You see, what I said came, our wishes have come true." ”

The little pottery laughed again, and then jumped like a rabbit and ran.

Zhang Sen carved the songs sung by Xiao Taozi into a cd-ROM, so that it could be preserved for a long time. When he handed it to Xiao Taozi, he said that he would go back to his hometown for a few days, and she would not be able to send her when she left.

Xiao Taozi patted his shoulder: "Little octopus, bless me!" ”

On the day that Xiao Taozi left for Beijing, Zhang Sen entered the operating room.

Chapter5

Zhang Sen's fifty percent wish was not fulfilled, he lay in the hospital room, looking at the sky from the window, the girl's city, the sky is so blue?

Zhang Sen slowly got used to the days without Xiao Taozi, and when he especially thought of her, he listened to her sing while counting the days on the wall calendar and drawing one circle after another.

Those circles were full of two whole hanging hours, and the little pottery returned.

That day, Zhang Sen was fiddling with a broken phonograph that he had picked up from elsewhere. Because he remembered that Xiao Taozi had said that she liked phonographs. He searched everywhere to find such a treasure, and he wanted to keep it for her.

"Little octopus." Someone was barking.

Zhang Sen thought that there was an auditory hallucination, and only Xiao Taozi would call him that. He didn't look up.

"Little octopus, it's me, little potter."

Zhang Sen saw at a glance that there was a girl at the door, wearing a black leather jacket and leather pants, her hair was combed into many small braids, painted with exaggerated eyeshadow, and big red lips.

She smiled, and he recognized it, it was really a little pottery.

Little Tao Zi brought back her boyfriend, a northern boy who could play guitar and sing. Tall, long hair with personality. They worked together as resident singers in the bar.

Xiao Taozi finally realized her dream of singing on stage, although her stage was still only a small bar in Houhai, Beijing.

Zhang Sen's heart was in a trance, Xiao Taozi had a boyfriend, could he be completely dead.

Before leaving, Xiao Taozi noticed the phonograph and asked with a smile: "Where did you get the old antiques?" ”

Zhang Sen's mouth opened and opened, and he just smiled.

He thought she would jump up with joy, who knew she had long forgotten what she had said. Maybe she just mentioned it casually, but he remembered it.

Chapter6

Xiao Taozi left Zhang Sen a paging sign, and he could turn his back like a stream, but he had never played.

On The day of Xiao Taozi's birthday, he left a message on her pager, Happy Birthday. Little Tao Zi did not give him any reply.

He occasionally heard her family say that Xiao Taozi was doing well, interspersed with a few large bars, and had a little fame in the circle.

He rejoiced in his heart, but also filled with the sorrow of a crush.

Later, with a mobile phone, Zhang Sen considered for a long time, and only then cheekily looked for Xiao Taozi's family and asked for Xiao Taozi's contact number.

He was calling Little Taozi one night, and he wanted to talk to her about his phone number, to ask her if she was doing well.

The phone was connected, and immediately a noisy voice came from that end. He shouted several times at this point before he heard a drunken female voice ask him, "Who are you?" ”

He said, "I'm a little octopus." ”

The female voice over there said, "I'm still a big fucking squid." Then there was a string of laughter that exploded the pan.

I don't know if it was the wrong phone number, or if Xiao Taozi didn't hear his voice. But he obviously heard it, it was a small pottery.

After some time, he made that call again, and no one answered. Shut down again.

He and Xiao Taozi are already people of two worlds. She may not want to think of him, preferring to pretend not to know.

Chapter7

Within a few years, Huasheng Street was demolished, and all the surrounding houses had to be demolished. Zhang Sen's disc shop and Xiao Taozi's home were also demolished.

He left his cell phone number to Xiao Taozi's family and asked her to come back and remember to contact him.

Zhang Sen left Huasheng Street, his mobile phone number has never been changed, but Xiao Taozi has never contacted him. However, the number that he had saved in the small pottery that had not been opened before had finally become an empty number.

When Zhang Sen was thirty-two years old, he only got married and had children. The other party is an ordinary girl, who can't sing, can't play guitar, but is a person who lives her life.

They opened an audio shop, the business is not good, Zhang Sen loves to play those old songs in the audio shop. The songs that Little Tao Zi had sung, he could hum out.

In the summer vacation of the year my daughter was in junior high school, a singer selection contest dominated the screen all summer. The daughter went on a trip with her mother and gave him a task to record the game.

There was a game, as soon as a girl named Tao Tao came on, Zhang Sen was stunned. She laughed a lot like a little pottery when she was younger.

Tao Tao told her story, her mother used to be a singer, when she was 25 years old, when she performed a performance, there was an accident on the scene, she was ruined, and she could no longer be on the stage. Then, her father also left her mother, and it was then that her mother realized that she was pregnant. Mom gave birth to her alone and raised her as an adult by odd jobs. She came to the competition to realize her mother's dream.

Tao Tao's mother was invited to the stage, and despite the trimming and makeup, her burned face was still a bit shocking.

Zhang Sen recognized at a glance that she was the little Tao Zi she once was.

Count the time, the year he called her, it was after her accident. Then the strong and beautiful girl does not want to see the sympathy in the eyes of others, and does not want anyone to see her misery. That's why she used vulgar rejection to pretend on the phone that she didn't know him.

In an instant, Zhang Sen burst into tears. Why was he so stupid, and why didn't he ask Xiao Taozi's family again. Or the feeling of inferiority, so that he can never look up in front of love.

That game, Zhang Sen recorded, watched over and over again.

Across the TV screen, he touched the face of the little potter, and his pitiful and humble wish had been fulfilled for a full 20 years.

There seemed to be a warm temperature flowing from the palm of his hand to his heart, and he seemed to see Huasheng Street more than twenty years ago, with a sweet orange fragrance floating in the sun. There was a young girl named Little Taozi, with a bouquet of moonlit white roses in her hand, and she hummed happily like a rabbit. The boy who liked her, on the other hand, was clinging to the wall, shyly eavesdropping on her clumsy singing.