In this era, I dare not send a circle of friends, dare not talk to my parents, do not dare to confide with my friends, and I am afraid that my life will become a burden on others! At present, the second child is six months pregnant, and it is not easy to survive

In this era, I dare not send a circle of friends, dare not talk to my parents, do not dare to confide with my friends, and I am afraid that my life will become a burden on others!

At present, the second child is six months pregnant, it is difficult to survive the severe morning sickness in the first trimester, and now there are various backache, in fact, if there is a strong backing, it is not a matter, but I am so upset!

Recently at the end of the company is busy, last night the leader felt that everyone has been hard for a year, on the organization of the department dinner, I was the day before and the husband to say hello, Friday night I will return late, let him come back early from work to take the baby, but also said to the child's grandfather, if the child's father has something to work overtime, please ask him to help bring the baby. She is currently eight years old, and although she is not small, she is still a child. Everyone didn't really agree, and I thought I would have to take care of it even if I didn't say yes. However, it was just that I thought that the child called me at nine o'clock, and the opening was when the mother came back, there was no one in the family, I was washed up, ready to sleep, a little afraid. I was suddenly in a bad mood.

"Didn't Daddy go back?"

"Nothing"

"Is it overtime?"

"I don't know, anyway, I haven't returned now"

"What about Grandpa?"

"Went to my uncle's house to find my grandmother, saying that I was going to the mall to buy clothes for my grandmother."

"Did Grandpa 🈶 say when he would be back?"

"Nothing"

"Mom will go back immediately, you are waiting for me at home obediently"

"Well, Mom, hurry up, you're not at home and no one cares about me"

Hung up the phone, immediately took a taxi back, saw the child alone staring at the ceiling, saw me come back, comforted me and said that my mother I was fine, just can't sleep alone. I was sad but there was nothing I could do about it. The child's father came back at about ten o'clock, I asked a few words why not come back, overtime can tell me, I do not go to dinner at most, people dead pigs are not afraid of boiling water, not a word. I was so annoyed that every time you said something he was silent forever.

Then I said a few more words, of course, there is nothing good to say, his father came back, said so big what a fuss, how can a person at home not work? I said two sentences, and then Grandpa went into the bedroom, slammed the bedroom door, threw a stool in the bedroom, and the upstairs neighbor sent WeChat to ask if my family was going to demolish the house in the middle of the night.

Then the more I thought about it myself, the more angry I became, I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, my in-laws often fell things and threw their faces when I was unhappy at home, and sometimes I was afraid to go back to my own home and felt that I was an outsider. In-laws two sons, mother-in-law now the younger son of the family with children, the father-in-law in my home is responsible for the pick-up, the two families are less than ten minutes away, the younger son is obedient, to my family is not good, in addition to the transfer of nothing, for the younger son's family in addition to can not personally give birth to a baby, everything is managed, I endured, I told myself not to care, but they think I am afraid of them, how I can not say no.

My husband has absolute respect for his parents, one does not say, so all the bad guy roles are for me to do, I am depressed, very painful, brain cramps and now have a second child. Some people may think that the elderly must be grateful for helping to bring, and it is indeed necessary to remember, but if the parents' attitudes towards the two children are too different, that is the root cause of the discord between brothers and sisters.

Prepared New Year red envelope two thousand, originally planned to give today, now there is no mood, see the thought of his parents often drop things and shake the face of the scene, the heart hurts 😣. Usually with children although there is no money, to eat and wear degree all-inclusive, New Year's Day Mother's Day Father's Day will have to express, although may not do enough, but the self-feeling is not bad, how people's hearts are so difficult to warm!

Come here to complain, just give yourself a place to release, don't want to hold yourself out of the problem. Everything looks forward, just sent the child to learn guzheng, immediately busy washing clothes, it is a busy day, this kind of day does not know when is the end, the second child, really cautious, otherwise the pain is their own!