Junsheng I was not born, I was born Jun is old, Zhan Yan and Ji Dongyang have been separated for a full eighteen years.
Zhan Yan is the daughter of Ji Dongyang's friend, because Zhan Ping died, Zi Juan was imprisoned and had no one to take care of their daughter Zhan Yan, And Zi Juan entrusted Zhan Yan, who was only ten years old, to her friend Ji Dongyang.
Zhan Yan fell in love with Ji Dongyang because the only bit of sweetness in her life was given to her.
Ji Dongyang is also in love with Zhan Yan, and his love for Zhan Yan is unrestrained and restrained, while loving Zhan Yan, he is trying to restrain his feelings for Zhan Yan.
Such two people with complex feelings, a sadomasochistic love affair unfolds between them.
<h1 class = "pgc-h-arrow-right" > shows yan's attachment and possession to Ji Dongyang</h1>
Zhan Yan has lived with Ji Dongyang since he was ten years old, because of the changes in his parents, Ji Dongyang has opened the heart of Zhan Yan.
When the world of Zhan Yan was gray, it was Ji Dongyang who illuminated her.
Ji Dongyang became the whole world of zhan yan.
However, in the world of Ji Dongyang, it is not only the display of face.
Ji Dongyang did not marry and have children, but was with a married wife of Wang Qi, who was his lover.
Zhan Yan hates Wang Qi and always opposes her. Because I think Ji Dongyang is just playing with Wang Qi, she will not be serious and will not love her.
Zhan Yan could not tolerate a pair of Wang Qi's slippers at home, and she was not allowed to spend the night at home, Wang Qi always got up in the middle of the night after being warm with Ji Dongyang, which became an unchangeable law.
When Ji Dongyang and Wang Qi are together, Zhan Yan will always do something to draw Ji Dongyang's attention, such as "stealing". She stole from Ji Dongyang's shopping mall, and Wang Qi came to help with the aftermath.
However, at the beginning, Ji Dongyang did everything possible to protect her and take care of the aftermath for her. Gradually, Ji Dongyang found that such a way would hurt her, and did not want to spoil her like this anymore.
Zhan Yan met Fang Yi'an, and Fang Yi'an became extremely interested in Zhan Yan, which caused dissatisfaction among his girlfriend Li Weifan.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > Ji Dongyang is reluctant to let go of Zhan Yan</h1>
Zhan Yan and Fang Yi'an go out to play and eat together, and Ji Dongyang is like a jealous boyfriend when he sees them together.
Zhan Yan was hospitalized because of stomach perforation, and Ji Dongyang was both heartbroken and anxious.
Ji Dongyang had to admit that he cared about Zhan Yan and he loved her.
But in what capacity can he love to show his face?
He was his guardian, and he was the one who raised her.
He was eighteen years older than Zhan Yan, and he was entrusted to him by Zhan Yan's mother, begging him to treat Zhan Yan as a daughter.
Zhan Yan has expressed his love for him more than once, and he just refuses to accept it.
But Ji Dongyang allows Zhan Yan to desire him, allowing her to always "steal" to prove that he cares about her.
Similarly, because Ji Dongyang also longed for Zhan Yan in his heart, but did not dare to let himself go, if he let himself go, his love for Zhan Yan would be uncontrollable like a flood.
He loves to show his face too much.
Once he couldn't find Zhan Yan on the phone, so he drove like crazy to find her in a car accident, and Wang Qi hated Zhan Yan for harming Ji Dongyang.
Zhan Yan decided that if he was safe, she would no longer love him.
When Zhan Yan took Fang Yi'an's hand and appeared in front of Ji Dongyang, Ji Dongyang seemed to have stopped breathing, and the pain in her heart spread throughout her body at once, and she called him Uncle Ji.
But isn't this what Ji Dongyang is looking forward to?
No, he still wanted to keep her around, so he always protected her, loved her, and hurt her.
In this car accident, Zhan Yan begged heaven to give Ji Dongyang a chance to wake up, and she no longer loved him. When Ji Dongyang found out that Zhan Yan had left the house and moved away, he was angry and asked Wang Qi what he had done to his Yan Yan.
In fact, it was Zhan Yan who decided to quit.
But she was still longing for Ji Dongyang's care and care.
<h1 class = "pgc-h-arrow-right" > a victim between Ji Dongyang and ZhanYan</h1>
Ji Dongyang loves to show his face, and he loves Ji Dongyang.
Li Weifan loves Fang Yi'an, and Fang Yi'an shows his face.
Zhou Dashan loves Wang Qi, and Wang Qi loves Ji Dongyang.
Fang yi an incorrigible love on the display, from curiosity, attention, to deep immersion in it. And Zhan Yan, she only cares about one person in her heart, that is, Ji Dongyang. Fang Yi'an's love for her, to her, meant nothing.
And Fang Yi'an's dedication to Zhan Yan deeply stung Li Weifan, she was pregnant with Fang Yi'an's child, and Fang Yi'an was chasing a woman who did not love him.
At this time, Ji Dongyang became interested in Li Weifan.
He didn't want to tangle with Wang Qi, because he felt sorry for Zhou Dashan, and he didn't want to tangle with Zhan Yan anymore, because he knew that they had no future, and it was a love that was not blessed and not recognized by the world.
Therefore, he decided to try it with Li Weifan, and the reason was not that he loved Li Weifan, but because he felt relaxed and comfortable with Li Weifan. And Li Weifan also gradually accepted the warm and meticulous Ji Dongyang, and Ji Dongyang did not care that Li Weifan was pregnant with Fang Yi'an's child.
And all this was disrupted by Wang Qi's sudden illness.
Wang Qi suffered from advanced cancer, Ji Dongyang decided to give up Xiao Fan, and Zhan Yan knew that Wang Qi would soon die and was willing to let Wang Qi become the hostess of the Ji family.
Fang Yi'an knew about the existence of the child, and also knew that Zhan Yan was destined not to be someone he could chase, so he turned back.
When Ji Dongyang proposed to Wang Qi, she was happy, because the lover she had been chasing was finally willing to love her and stop for her.
Wang Qi knew that she would soon die, and she did not want to involve Ji Dongyang, so she slept happily in the bed where she could not spend the night and left this world safely.
我觉得，季冬阳自始至终爱的人只有展颜，展颜就像长在他的生命中一样，不能拔出，会彻骨的疼，更不能存留，害怕耽误她成长。
Ji Dongyang loves Zhan Yan in this entanglement.
Hurt her, guard her, and be willing to pay for her.
Wang Qi is Ji Dongyang's confidante, and they have the closest relationship, but he is reluctant to let Wang Qi see through his heart, and he and Zhan Yan's world do not want others to touch it.
Li Weifan is like Ji Dongyang's first aid, he is eager to escape from the circle of Zhan Yan and Wang Qi, give himself a chance to breathe, find someone he can love, and try it.
而展颜，自始至终痴痴爱着的只有季冬阳。
At the end of the first part, Zhan Yan was not with Ji Dongyang, and Ji Dongyang chose to leave, unloading the burden on his shoulders and giving the company to Zhan Yan. He wanted to live for himself once, to feel something different.
Maybe falling in love with the right person needs to be at the right time, otherwise there are only regrets.
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