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Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Ren Bai, born in 1962, is a native of Jilin City, Jilin Province. Poet, painter, and director of the Chinese Poetry Society. Published the poetry collection "Whisper", "Love Poems and Memorandums", "The Debt of the Soul", "Selected Poems of Ren Bai", and the short story collection "Aphasia". He is now working in the Jilin Writers Association.

So I started writing to you

Ren Bai

The road to life and forks

Originally, words were ciphers and mantras

It's the star bucket we hang in the jungle

It's worth the night cry

It is worth god to give us a way to live

Later that road was full of flowers

The engorged lust is as tireless as a worker bee

Pollen forms a nebula

Those street market murmurs

The setbacks at those construction sites

The teasing of those peasant women

The homesickness of those gentlemen

Testimony of those litigants

They all ascended to heaven together

A heavy fog

Enclosed in a huge cocoon

Now, let's use our hands to rip open the cocoon shell

Phi Sand picks gold, blood drenched

Rummaging through those secret words and incantations

Take them with you and flee

Become a firework-like psalm in our arms

See some forks in the road

Think of some ways to live

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Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Half-crossing / Carbon Ink on Paper (28×20) Ren White

I see you in another city

Dinner alone

Your cut fingers reach into the wine glass

Stir, then drink the wine away

Sent to the loneliest place in the world

Sailed at sea for a month

The captain tied himself to the mast

But not a single Kraken appeared either

The sea horizon is too far away to be alarming

Sent to the most empty place in the world

When thunderstorms smash the watershed

I am traveling to another continent

Not far away, the fighting resumed

Peace agreements are like polyamorous love that are difficult to rest in

Sent to the most unprepared place in the world

I soaked in the hypothalamus of the bar

The genome is manic

They torture each other

Wondering which night the cancer cells raided the national radio

Send to the most insane place in the world

I stopped on my way to the North Pole

Someone is flying to Mars

More people flew to the underworld

I couldn't sleep all night with my odometer in my arms

Sent to the most panicked place in the world

I'm a little old

But the teenager who was imprisoned inside was still screaming and cursing

So many dusks in line to pick up street lights

All the books in the study were tired of crying

Sent to the most stubborn place in the world

The nightmare is passing through a city two thousand years later

Disgusted to see a monster in the rearview mirror

The huge head spun in horror like radar

Still no signals of the same frequency were found

Mailed to all your places

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Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

You/Carbon Ink on Paper (22×25) Ren White

Those times

Remembering those times we spent in Mariamba

In the early hours of the morning, lying in the dark

A multi-act play is intermittent on the ceiling

Think of those times we spent in Valparaíso

In the evening, the lights of the harbor wake up

You said we were going to drink something and drink something

Remembering those times we spent in Barcelona

In the Sagrada Familia, you shed tears in silence

You and it are both miracles

Remembering those times we spent in Prague

Walk down the hill from the golden alley

I saw a string of storms sink into the gray-blue eyes

Think of those times we spent in Florence

We found Dante in the alley

Beatrice's eyes are the last galaxy overhead

Remembering those times we spent in Kyoto

Cherry blossoms pass away on the kamogawa river

The floor of the izakaya is made of cotton

Remembering the time we spent on Tinian Island

The grass has not been deep in the world crawling around the old airport

A war whispered gasps among the reefs

Remembering the time we spent in Changchun

The snow fell and fell

I woke up in the early hours of the morning and couldn't sleep anymore

Remembering that none of this exists

I haven't been to those places

I haven't seen you either

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Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Moonlight like water / carbon ink on paper (20×25) Ren White

poetry

I wrote a lot

Before me, more people wrote more

Those manuscripts were like crowded wings in the twilight

Like an old archive of autumn

I doubt the point of all this

But I can't always be suspicious

The pain came

I couldn't help shouting

Fear comes

I couldn't help but scold

Happiness comes

I couldn't help but laugh out loud

Emptiness comes

I couldn't resist touching my chest

On the other side, someone stood in front of him at nightfall

Like an old friend who has been lost for many years

I couldn't help but shed tears

Silently, said

Let's go for a drink

Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Forest/Carbon Ink on Paper (20×25) Ren Bai

One death can't do anything

——Commemorating the 20th anniversary of Wang Xiaobo's death

It's like a winter

Seizure of floodwaters

Stand still in a galloping posture

Twenty years have passed

More deaths were heard

You are silent

Countless poems

And countless cries

There is no hint of where the stream is flowing

There is no oath of power of the spring tide

I can only find your eyes

Look at it in a suburban tavern

A bottle of spirits is worth an era

A hangover drowned all yesterday

And then what

The drinker disperses

Only your cup is left on the table

As deep as an ancient well

We all missed the great fire of Alexandria

Missed Ptolemy's fallacy

History owes us many funerals

Slow and dignified

Enough to iron out all the blood and tears

Let the living feel clear comfort

But it is always silent

Prompt deletion of the deceased's household registration

Let humiliation be fuel

Sit in the arms of winter

The more it burns, the colder it gets

I doubt the whispers in those constellations

It's the sadomasochists who leave it for you

Cruel and affectionate

And you laugh mischievously

Laugh like you've died a hundred times

Say that the future is the world of silver

When the heat falls

A large number of deaths converge into a river

Towards the unknown ocean

Pentium sings

A silver coin

In the night when the light is paved, you are a cheerful silver coin

Sparkling in the dreams of so many poor children

You are as punctual as the love of a young man

Always get up when the body wakes up from lack

Go to the nearest market and sing

You go singing, to find the same young power

Then stay together, say

That's how we are

That's what we should remember and keep

Fresh and healthy, but with the vitality of generations of condensation

and the code words in the pattern

Come out of the rock formation like silver

Hide the secret history of good heartache in your arms and sing aloud

Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Painter/Carbon Ink on Paper (22×25) Ren Bai

heavy rain

A string of hailstones burst into May

A string of rosary beads was scattered in his arms

The table is covered with green and white sunlight

Your hand visited last year

But this year's single shoe just went out

Just hit hard by a torrential rain

Only your perfume is still there

Those pollen that are suspended in the air

Quietly landed

We need a ritual

Adoption yesterday is fragrant

The rain was heavy again

Its cleaning is full of malice

But you laugh

You said last night

Come to Japan for a long time

Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Metacosmum/Carbon Ink on Paper (22×28) Ren Bai

Ode to time

Time suddenly fell

The sound of the wind through forty years

Landed on his shoulder

Naked teenager's shoulders

Stuck in the afternoon heat

Large patches of wild artemisia grass

Seeds are ignited by sunlight

Spicy and fragrant

He froze for a moment

Start running on the hillside

Brown ridge back

Time is also like a string of flustered firecrackers

Screaming in the name of Midnight

As agreed by the genome

Solemnly grow old

So that you can quiet yourself in the twilight

And we can only knock on the paint pieces that fall off time

Like an insomniac drummer

In the depths of midnight

Singing missing teenagers

Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Men's Body/Carbon Ink on Paper (22×28) Ren White

wife

Spring spits out the tip of the lilac purple tongue

And the drizzle is endless, kissing lightly

Tireless lovers come on time every April

Fresh as if it had never experienced rout and corruption

There is no more loyal lover than spring

Ice and snow cannot be intercepted

Only blessings

Only wash her body

Sweat stains in summer and rotten leaves in autumn

Clean to almost transparent

And the leaf veins are climbing over the fence of death

Ren Bai: So I began to write to you | selected poems

Excerpted from "The Debt of the Soul", by Ren Bai, published by Times Literature and Art Publishing House in October 2020.

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