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"I'm most annoyed with pretentious posing, and my models can be tall, fat, skinny, and weird."
Lei Baozhu said that he was one of the few postmodern photographers with a digital spirit.
She released a guest film advertisement on Douban at an affordable price of four hundred and five.
It was a small attempt at charging.
Prior to this, Lei Baozhu photographed many girls around her for free, including classmates, relatives or netizens who liked each other several times.
This is a pair of friends for many years, after being admitted to college, one went to the south and one went to the north
None of the people who are chosen are active on social media —
Not thin, not tall, not confident, not a marginal group, no depression.
They are like every girl who can be touched in adolescence, who has not yet learned to make up and dress up, who does not know how to use their strengths and avoid weaknesses, who are a little timid in talking to strangers, and who have many insignificant illusions of love.
But it is these fluffy details that outline the most realistic outline of Chinese girls.
Xiao Zheng said that he was not very social and did not know how to communicate with people. She once met a like-minded boy who discussed music and literature together, but because of the other party's excessive political views, she eventually drifted away
Lei Baozhu does not engage in PS, nor does he deliberately pick a good angle, and does not hide the excess flesh of the subject, double chin or white eyes that seem to have not been rolled.
There were times when the other person really liked it, and some times when she could feel the girl's repressed dissatisfaction.
"Of course, I felt empathy to photograph them, although I think the girls with high cheekbones, small eyes, and square faces are also beautiful, and although I encourage them to be confident and not be wrapped up in the female image constructed by commercial advertising and media opinion, I have never felt that I look good." 」
After all, it's one thing to understand one's own "flawed beauty", it's another to accept it without hesitation, "the flesh is like clothes, wearing the wrong one has no choice." ”
Xiao Li is a typical oriental girl with hanging eyes and a wide flat nose. She said that when she saw the photos taken by Baozhu, she seemed to like herself a little
In the end, Lei Baozhu named this group of not-so-exquisite photos "Lonely Heart Portrait Project", which aims to capture a little romance and poetry in ordinary girls.
Without the camera record, these cute green lights may disappear into the crowds.
Little King
Xiao Wang is my graduate student and class president, with excellent grades, and an active member of the party.
She's the kind of person who gets by, pays attention to all kinds of discount information, and from time to time shows me off the cheap goods she bought at the supermarket, even leaving her elementary school clothes to wear.
Xiao Wang's desk hung a picture of Lin Qingxia, and she hoped that she would look like Lin Qingxia
I live in the same dormitory as Xiao Wang, and she likes to knock on the door when I'm, and she likes to see how I take off my makeup;
When I bought new clothes, I would change them in the dormitory, and I would ask the room friendly one by one; if I didn't return to the dormitory at 10:30 p.m., she would send a WeChat message to scold me;
She hates helping her classmates to eat and occupy seats, but often asks her classmates to help her eat and occupy seats. In a word, people love and hate.
However, Xiao Wang was the most cheerful and laughing girl I had ever met, and in this era of everyone's mourning, I once suspected that she had hyperthyroidism.
Xiao Wang, who is close to graduation, is full of faces, because she has received offers from a large company, and there is a boy in the company that she has a crush on. She began practicing yoga every day and frequently posted selfies in her circle of friends.
Single for seven years, she is looking forward to the arrival of love.
Xiao Wang always came to ask me if the lipstick would be too red, and if it was too red, I would wipe it off and apply it again.
Sister
My sister-in-law, 23 years old, has never been in a relationship. I don't say you might be able to guess that.
Shi Jie is the girl who is most easily ignored by her classmates, fat, doesn't talk much, and only answers when she asks.
She never dressed up, living expenses were spent on food and homework, her sister only wore makeup once, and when taking her undergraduate graduation photos, I asked her if she wanted to fall in love, and she said that there were too few boys majoring in ancient literature.
I asked her if she would have low self-esteem. She said that when she was in junior high school, she found that she was different from others, and she used to be very inferior, and then she met some good friends and slowly came out of her inferiority.
Although the tone was lighthearted, I was still a little sad to think about what she might encounter during adolescence.
Shi Jie always eats more and faster, and her appetite will become better when she eats
The corners of her sister's eyes are a little droopy, and only when she mentions her cat, her eyes will glow.
It wasn't until I asked her out alone that I found that she could also talk to people, and the way she spoke was easy to make people feel down-to-earth.
I followed my sister all the way back to the bedroom to see the dragon fruit seedlings she had planted.
After eating peaches and lychees, she would wash the cores and plant them in a pot.
Even if you go to the fruit shop to buy pineapples, you will bring the pineapple head back to the dormitory. In her circle of friends, I also saw fish bones with bone hyperplasia.
From my sister, I saw the most tender feelings of human beings.
Dragon fruit planted by the sister of the master
cousin
My cousin, who is not highly educated, has never been in a factory, and the factory work is too tiring, and my grandmother and aunt are reluctant to let her do it.
After graduation, my cousin came to the city from the countryside and worked as a waiter in a restaurant in the city, living in a dormitory of dozens of people.
She was stupid and her hands and feet were not sharp enough, she was originally a waiter in charge of hospitality, but later she was transferred by the boss to wash dishes in the background.
My cousin has no good friends, doesn't interact much with colleagues, and always goes to work alone and goes shopping alone.
Relationships seemed superfluous to her, and watching TV dramas was her greatest entertainment.
My cousin and I only met during the New Year's Festival, and the last time we met, my grandmother asked me to take her to the beach to play, because she never left Nanning.
She always wore a jade bead necklace sent by her grandmother, half-tucked into her clothes, and when she took it out, the jade beads retained the temperature of her body, and few young girls wore such long necklaces now.
Little yellow
Xiao Huang is my netizen, studying in Nanning University, the first time she saw me, she sang a mountain song, and said that I look very Strong.
Xiao Huang did not live in the school dormitory, because there was a very scruffy roommate, and she and her classmates rented a house for five or six hundred yuan outside.
There is no water heater in the house, so she can only use "hot fast" to heat up the tap water, and she will also use Master Kong's bowl to scoop water for showers.
When bathing, Xiao Huang likes to create a huge bubble with her arms and chest.
Xiao Huang undressed, bathed, and changed sanitary napkins in front of me, and she was very relaxed in front of the camera, not worried about being ugly at all.
However, Xiao Huang said that her face was big every ten minutes, although I liked her round face, Xiao Huang did not dare to laugh for fear of revealing tiger teeth, although I liked her tiger teeth.
No matter how big the grinning girl is, it will be difficult to ignore her "flaws" when shooting.
Xiao Huang is talking about a long-distance relationship and expects her boyfriend to come to Nanning to see her every day.
On the night of the shooting, the boyfriend sent a message that she was too busy at work to see her, and Xiaohuang instantly lost the state of shooting.
I felt like if I didn't put down the camera anymore, she was going to cry.
Xiao Chen
Xiao Chen came from Shenzhen to take pictures of me, and we met at the subway entrance.
She wore a pair of cotton mops and carried a plastic bag containing her luggage belongings.
Even with such a low profile, Xiao Chen can still stand out from the crowd in an instant.
Xiao Chen is the most beautiful girl I have ever photographed, the kind of beauty that moves from the inside out, from bone to skin.
I didn't want to shoot such a beautiful person, because how to shoot it is good-looking, it does not reflect my level.
A girl like Xiao Chen, who stands at the top of the food chain, has constant suitors and will never be dumped when she falls in love.
I want to take Xiao Chen to the mall to take pictures, because she has the beauty of "urban beauty" that overrides fashion and consumption.
As it turned out, this road was not feasible, Xiao Chen spoke very quietly, and the aura was also a little timid, probably from the influence of the original family.
Xiao Chen has 3,000 selfies on his phone, half of which are scissor hands.
Sending 30 circles of friends, 10 selfies, 10 cats, 10 foods every day, she said she was a princess in the slums and lived by praise every day.
Xiao Chen also participated in modeling competitions, but he did not get good results, and people who turned out to be so beautiful also felt humiliated.
Lei Baozhu passed through the lens countless times, swimming and observing the faces and bodies of these girls.
Again and again, the shutter seems to be touching the secret of youth: almost every girl who is excluded from the mainstream aesthetic has swung back and forth in the uncertain self-examination, slowly solidifying the appearance of growing up.
It's like a bruise scratched by youth.
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